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  1. Public Bookmark 78

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    It is halfway through the second period that Shane looks at his phone. He has promised himself he won’t, he also promised Ilya that he won’t look, but the temptation is just too strong. A quick peek, five seconds at most, to just make sure that nothing has come through.

    The second he does, his heart drops so low he thinks he stops breathing. Eight missed calls from Jackie. Fifteen text messages. Three missed calls from Hayden and thirty-two text messages.

    He presses call immediately on Jackie’s number. Hearing two rings before it picks up.

    “Shane! Is Ilya with you?” Jackie sounds like she is snapping- and Jackie never snaps.

    “Yes he is- we are on speakerphone. Uhhh… What is up?” Shane feels stupid. What is up? He desperately wishes it isn’t a dumb question; he didn't read their texts before calling.

    “Hey buddy, I don’t want to freak you out, but we are going to the hospital.” Hayden’s voice cracks through as his worst nightmare.”We are minutes away from Children's Hospital of Eastern Ontario. I’m so sorry, Shane-”
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    Shane is already an anxious wreck about being a new parent, adding a heart defect on top of that just might make him snap

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    24 May 2026

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    Wyatt’s gaze shot up and it was like one of those moments in a fucking movie or something.

    Because the person bursting through the door like an absolute tornado at two in the morning was Shane Hollander. The man looked sweaty. And breathless. And panicked. No, haunted. His eyes were wide and tortured, chest heaving like he’d run here from Canada.

    What was he doing here in Tampa and not in Canada?

    Oh. OH. Oh shit.

    OR

    **Spoilers for Book 6: The Long Game - Canon-Divergence**

    What if when the Centaurs plane trouble occurred, Shane immediately jumped on a flight to Tampa?

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    12 May 2026

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    The second Shane hit the ice, Ilya knew something was wrong. Bood didn’t mean to hit him, it was a clean play and an even cleaner hit. A regular hockey hit. But the way Shane landed and slid into the boards, seeing the blood but not knowing where it was coming from, had Ilya’s heart stopping. Even now, almost three hours later, it didn’t feel like his heart had started again. He could hear Bood in the bed next to him asking him something, but all he could do was refresh the tab ‘shane hollander injury update’ and hope some news article somehow leaked information. He knew he didn’t actually want that to happen because Shane deserved privacy, but he was dying inside not knowing if his boyfriend was okay.

    ***

    All Shane knew was he was in pain, the medication wasn’t masking it, and he needed Ilya. His parents were both in the room, as was Hayden, doing their best to figure out how to get ‘ily to the hospital.

    OR

    what if instead of montreal/boston shane got hurt in ottawa/montreal but no one knows they’re together & Irina foundation doesn’t exist yet & what if the injury was just a little bit worse? (not entirely canon timeline)

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    11 May 2026

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    Ilya’s head snaps back, his back arching up and away from the ice. He’s convulsing, a choking sound escaping his throat. Strong arms pull Shane away as the medical team descends.

    He fights the hands on him. “Stop it,” Shane demands. He identifies Bood as his captor. “Bood, let me go. I mean it, let me go. I’ll stay out of the way.”

    “No, you won’t.” Bood tightens his grip. “Just give them a second to work. Roz needs them working on them more than he needs you blocking their way. You can see fine from here.”

    But Bood doesn’t understand. If Ilya is aware, if he can hear and feel and see everything happening around him, there is nothing and no one truly familiar.

    Or, Ilya gets his bell rung

    This author does not use AI <3

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    07 May 2026

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    “Pike, tell me. God punishes bad people, da?”

    “Rosanov-”

    “So tell me why Shane is suffering…. he is a good boy. a good son, good friend, good bo-“ He couldn’t even say boyfriend. They weren’t even anything. And here he is, upset that he might lose Shane forever.

    Or

    All Ilya asked for is a little time to think things through. He was confident that fate would be on his side this time.

    So why is he looking at an unconscious Shane on the quiet and cold hospital room with no idea if he would wake up again.

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    09 Apr 2026

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    "What happened?"

    Ilya swallowed hard, his mouth dry as paper.

    "Alexei and Zarina..." He started, and the words felt strange, distant, as if they belonged to someone else's life. "...got into a car accident."

    He felt Shane's hands lightly squeeze his waist, his husband's body tensing behind him. He turned around to face him and saw the shock in the brown eyes, the slow, terrible realization of what that could mean.

    "Zarina died on the spot," Ilya continued, his voice monotonous, numb. "Alexei was severely injured. He's in a coma."

    "And?" Shane asked, but Ilya knew he was already connecting the dots. He knew the family history, he knew Polina, he knew enough to see where this was going. "What about your nieces?"

    "That's exactly why Sasha called me." Ilya ran his tongue over his chapped lips. "Polina, my dad's widow, would never take on that responsibility. She's always hated the girls, always treated them like a burden. And I..." His voice cracked for a second. "I'm the closest relative. The only one left."

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    28 Feb 2026

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    It was the second meeting between the Centaurs and the Voyagers since it all went down. Since the accidental video, the wedding, the trade. Everything. Their last game, at home in Ottawa, had been unremarkable. Cold and awkward for the most part, but nothing noteworthy. Tonight had been the same so far.

    ***

    One shot on goal was blocked and the follow-up smothered. Play came to a halt and, as the skaters turned to reset, the crowd fell silent. Ilya was still down. The hit was a bit awkward, but still so normal, so routine, that no one expected an injury. Even Shane hadn’t felt the need to watch his husband and make sure he was okay.

     

    ***

     

    Post TLG. Tried to stick to book characters over show characters.

    Takes place first season that Shane and Ilya are on the Centaurs together. Ilya is injured in a game against the Voyagers, and the pair navigates another injury in the spotlight, but without having to hide.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    It's been almost two years since Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov tied the knot. After joining the Ottawa Centaurs and winning their first Stanley Cup as a couple, the hockey phenoms feel unstoppable. That was until a year later when an injury during the Stanley Cup finals causes Ilya to be forced to retire. The couple embark on a new part in their life-- parenthood. However, a mysterious phone call changes their plans.

    A month after the call, Shane and Ilya are divorced, and Ilya is thousands of miles away living in his condo in Moscow.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    "Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"

    Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.

    "Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"

    -

    or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    “Do you know where you are?”
    “The hospital. Did I fall on the ice?”
    “Something like that. Can you tell me the last thing you remember?”
    Shane goes quiet, trying to bring up any clear memory. He gets flashes of things. Hands on his waist, speeding down the ice with a smile on his face, lips trailing down his neck, cheers and screams from the crowd, his parents sitting across from him at their kitchen table, falling asleep listening to the sound of a heart beating.
    “Shane?”
    “Sorry, I can’t- There’s lots of little pieces. But I can’t think clearly through this headache.”
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    Shane gets hit. Hard. He doesn't know what year it is, why he's in the hospital, or who the man in the corner with the pretty hair is. His parents are keeping things from him, but this kind stranger (?) starts filling in little details that Shane wishes he remembered.
    And then he accidentally sees the video.

    aka shane gets amnesia and can't remember his husband or his team or really... anything. angst, anxiety, and falling back in love ensue <3

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    22 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 32

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    7 de marzo de 2017
    JANE: Eres un tío, verdad?
    LILY: Qué?
    JANE: Lo siento. El otro día, durante el partido, tuve una conmoción. La verdad es que…
    >Tengo problemas de memoria. Lagunas.
    LILY: No sabes quién soy?
    JANE: No…

    La noche del 28 de febrero de 2017, en el partido que los Metros y los Riders juegan en Montreal, Shane Hollander resulta herido después de un choque muy feo con Marleau. La ambulancia lleva al jugador al hospital, pero, por fortuna, las pruebas médicas no muestran daños graves, salvo una conmoción y una clavícula rota.

    Sin embargo, cuando a la mañana siguiente Ilya Rozanov se presenta en el hospital para asegurarse de que todo está bien, ambos descubren horrorizados que, quizás, las secuelas del golpe han sido más graves de lo que pensaban.

    Porque Shane no recuerda quién es Ilya.

    CREDITS:
    El skin de mensajería que he usado es obra de
    miscellaneous_misty
    Text Message Skin (similar to IOS messages)

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Loud beeps from his phone startled Ilya, and he slowed down, reaching for the device he’d put on the bar between his legs. Jane. He smiled to himself when he saw the notifications, and, checking Marlowe was absorbed in his own fitness, opened it quickly, smiling in anticipation of Shane's words.

    The smile was wiped off his face almost instantly.

    The blood drained from his face, and Ilya felt like the bottom had just fallen out of his world.

    *****

    Maybe he was naive, but Ilya always thought he had time. Time with Shane. Time to tell him what he truly meant to him.

    That, somehow, one way or another, Shane would always be there.

    But a text message late one night threatens to destroy the future that Ilya has spent the time carefully constructing in his mind.

    Maybe Shane wasn't always going to be there. That Shane would be cruelly snatched away from him before he had a chance to be honest.

    That he would be left behind. Alone.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    In the early hours of Saturday, the Hockey world was ablaze with the news that Ilya Rozanov was dead. Killed in a tragic car accident leaving behind a slew of devastated fans and a grieving husband still reeling in shock.

    The news also came as an incredible shock to Ilya when he awoke that same day, hungover and bleary, but very much alive. 

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    07 Feb 2026

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    “Don’t marry her.” Shane blurted out, his heart unable to contain itself anymore, “Don’t marry Svetlana.”

    “Hollander, I need Citizenship to keep playing. I don’t have any other option.” Ilya told him.

    “Marry me.”

     

    Or,

    The fic where to avoid deportation, Shane asks Ilya to marry him, and chaos ensues.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    “Alright, the shirt is going to have to come off,” Shane says, sliding back. “I can cut it off you or you can take it off yourself.” 

    After a lengthy pause in which Shane is unprofessionally lost in those glittering eyes, the firefighter grabs the hem of his shirt and begins to lift. He stops almost instantly with his elbows crossed over his face and his chiseled abdomen right there for Shane to gawp at, holy shit

    The pained noise the man makes jars Shane back into motion. “Right, okay. My turn,” he mumbles, smoothing the fireman’s hands back onto his lap.

     

    or, emergency medicine au where they fall in love one small disaster at a time

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Pompiere

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    It’s not like he’s gonna have to personally babysit Ilya Rozanov through summer camp, right?

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    Canon divergence. Where Shane and Ilya broke up before the Cottage. Shane Hollander is now the best assistant coach in the League and Ilya Rozanov is a part-time retired-yet-still-internet-famous NBC hockey commentator, and a full-time hockey dad.
    They are reunited at a hockey summer camp.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander wakes up in a hospital room convinced it’s 2016 — and that Ilya Rozanov is still his biggest rival, someone he’s supposed to hate.
    But the world has changed. It’s 2025. They play for the same team, live in the same house, and Ilya Rozanov is wearing a wedding ring.
    Now Shane has to relive nine lost years, learn to trust his ‘enemy,’ and find out whether he can fall in love with his own husband all over again.

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    13 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Mariti, perdita memoria shane di 9 anni

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    Shane watches helplessly as Ilya is sent headfirst into the boards, spine twisting, skates lifting off the ice as his body folds under the force. The sound of impact is thunderous and wrong - echoing - louder than the crowd, louder than the goal horn, louder than the pounding of his heart against his chest, as Ilya’s body finally crumples into the ice.

    Ilya had no time to brace, Shane knows he had no time to brace because Shane had no time to brace.

    And he’s not moving.

    “Ilya!”

    _____________

    Or what it means to break, and come together again.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    “Jackie?” Shane’s question cuts through the silence, and Jackie winces at the frantic rasp of his voice.

    “Right here, honey.” She tries to keep her voice light, wrapping her hand around Hayden’s wrist and meeting his worried gaze over the phone. “What’s going on?”

    “I need your help.” Shane croaks out. “They called, but they won’t - I need to know if he’s okay, but they won’t tell me.” The end of his sentence disappears in something so close to a sob it makes something in Jackie’s chest freeze over.

     

     

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    10 Jan 2026

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    Shane ends up in the hospital.

    Ilya panics.

    David understands feelings.

    Yuna adopts another son.

    Hayden loses his shit (but then gets it back).

    New future is waiting.

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    90,189

    08 Jan 2026

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