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    “Well, you are getting something from me. Two things actually: Life-changing sex skills and an opportunity to fuck me—”

    “—Oh, give me a break—”

    “—But,” Ilya says. “What am I getting out of this?”

    “The opportunity to f-fuck me,” Hollander snaps, and yeah, a pretty fair point.

    ilya is failing a class, shane is failing at exploring his sexuality. despite their seven-year-long animosity on the ice, they turn to each other for guidance. a deal is struck.

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    09 Dec 2025

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    "The subjunctive is the mood of uncertainty, right? What might have been. Or might be someday. It's…hopeful. You don't know for sure, but maybe." Nick gives Elle a crooked smile. "It's the mood of possibility."

    Canon divergence AU: Nick befriends Elle first. Charlie and the others come along as a package deal. And it turns out that accidentally fake dating your bestie gets even more complicated when you catch feelings for someone else…

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    26 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 78

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    “Nick,” Charlie spoke firmly, snapping Nick back to attention. His gaze was trained on Nick, a tinge of desperation seeping into his voice. “Do you not know who I am?”

    Nick hesitated a moment. He wracked his poor, throbbing brain one last time for some memory of the boy in front of him. He wished so badly that he could tell Charlie something else, anything else, and not cause him more anguish.

    “No, I'm so sorry. I don't remember you.” And then, because he couldn't seem to stop his big mouth. “Should I?”

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    An AU where Nick and Charlie met and get together in uni. Nick has an accident during a rugby game that leaves him with memory issues. Charlie has to help navigate Nick's recovery while dealing with the pain of his boyfriend forgetting him.

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    25 Nov 2025

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    It’s not like I haven’t dated since Charlie and I ended things – or, to be more accurate, since Charlie ripped my heart into a thousand tiny pieces and scattered them into the street, where they promptly tumbled directly down the nearest drain.

    That was a long time ago, though. I’m over it.

     

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    Nick and Charlie are reunited after five years when Charlie moves back to Truham. Charlie is determined to correct the worst mistake of his life and get Nick back. Can they both put the past behind them and move forward together?

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    26 Aug 2025

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    Nick gulps, clears his throat and then just spits the words out, fast and broken “me and Charlie have split up.”

    And there it is, the truth just hanging between them. The thing Nick swore would never happen, the thing he brushed off every time someone told him that teenage love doesn't last.

    Nick and Charlie break up during Nick’s first year of university, this is the story of them finding their way back to each other.

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    20 Aug 2025

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    A doctor steps in and blocks his way. “Sir, you can’t go in there!”

    “No, no, no,” says Charlie, “you don’t understand—”

    “Are you family?”

    “No, but—”

    “Family only,” he informs him sternly, disappearing behind the glass door. The doctor joins the throng of medical personnel surrounding the man’s body, and when they wheel the gurney out of sight, Charlie staggers back from the glass wall like he’s been punched.

    Shock and helplessness coalesce within him. Inexplicably, he finds himself laughing, his trembling fingers lifting to his lips to contain the mirthless giggles that spill forth. “Oh, God,” he whispers. “I was going to marry that man.”

    The nurse at the desk drops her jaw. “Oh, luv.”
    —————
    While You Were Sleeping AU

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    19 Aug 2025

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    Nick gets diagnosed with Stage IV cancer during his second year at Leeds. Thankfully he's on a relationship break when that news gets dropped in his lap, unfortunately he still has to figure out how to tell his family and friends before it becomes obvious that he's started chemotherapy.

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    02 Aug 2025

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    Nick Nelson needed a date.

    Nick Nelson needed a date for a wedding.

    Nick Nelson needed a date for a wedding that was fast approaching.

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    A small fic in which Nick needs a date, and Charlie is an excellent fake one.

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    27 Jul 2025

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    “Yeah, so, I’m gay. That’s not going to be a problem, is it?” He asks, though there’s only one answer to the question that doesn’t end with Charlie storming out and demanding the housing office give him a new roommate.

    “Oh god, no. No, that’s not—I’m sorry—I promise it’s not,” Nick races to say, clearly flustered. “I’m not homophobic, I promise. I’m sorry I made you think that. I’m an ally,” he says, holding his fist up, as if in solidarity.

    or: After a last minute roommate change, Charlie Spring finds himself sharing a dorm with the hottest man he’s ever seen. Nick Nelson is kind, lovely, funny, accepting, and worst of all, straight. A fact that is unfortunately not going to stand in the way of Charlie’s ever growing feelings.

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    19 Jul 2025

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    March 2024: Nick and Charlie, platonic soulmates and partners in crime, are on the road trip of a lifetime around the beautiful and magical east coast of Australia. Charlie has barely seen his best friend since he left for uni over two years ago, and he's looking forward to catching up over three sun-soaked weeks packed full of breathtaking scenery, local wildlife, moonlit parties and seriously hot surfers.

    September 2015: 13-year-old Nick Nelson has no idea who he is or where he fits in. Then 11-year-old Charlie Spring, anxious overthinker and raging introvert, crashes rather messily into his life and changes it forever.

    A story about friendship, love and growing up, with a generous sprinkling of true travel stories, savage British banter and horny sparkles.

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    17 Jul 2025

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    After a few tough years, Charlie Spring has finally hit his stride. He’s the Head Cidermaker for Appelle, where he crafts high-end European-style ciders. When Elle, his best friend and the owner of the company, hires an outside consulting company to help them keep their doors open, Charlie finds himself in his literal worst-case scenario: having to work with Nick Nelson, a finance bro with the palate of a toddler.

    How long will it take Charlie to realize that there's way more to Nick than meets the eye?

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    A heartfelt examination of what happens when you meet someone who makes you want to come out of hiding and manifest a brighter future carefully tucked into the Trojan horse of an enemies-to-lovers craft-cider AU.

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    12 Jul 2025

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    The door swings open before I’ve even had the chance to knock and oh god if I’m not confronted by the most painfully beautiful boy I’ve ever seen.

     

    Too bad he’s not mine.

     

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    Charlie Spring is navigating single life about as well as he hoped, until a Grindr hook up threatens to change everything.

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    22 Jun 2025

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    Charlie wants his ex back. The problem is he’s in a new relationship, and this time it’s an open one.

    He knows they go to swingers parties together. He wants to go too, to prove he could be into that sort of thing. It's couples only. Not ideal, but also not a problem he can't solve.

    He needs to find a fake boyfriend, and fast. Enter Nick Nelson from work, serial womaniser and all-round irritating human being. He’s not Charlie’s first pick, but he’s probably the only person crazy and horny enough to go along with it. After all, it’s an opportunity for him to get laid as much as he wants while Charlie attempts to seduce his ex all over again. Win win.

    What could possibly go wrong?

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    14 Jun 2025

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    We all know Hot Priest from Fleabag. We might know Hot Rabbi from Nobody Wants This.

    But in this fandom, dear readers, we go where no AU has ever gone before...

    Hot Priest/Hot Rabbi.

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    21 May 2025

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    It had taken the jury six hours to deliberate.
    It takes the court six days to arrange a sentencing hearing.
    The judge listens for an hour before he puts them all out of their misery.
    And that is how, as a cry of relief hits his ears from across the room, Nick Nelson’s life changes forever.

     

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    Nick has always tried to be good, to do the right thing. But restarting life at Truham after his life falls apart was not part of the plan.

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    18 May 2025

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    “I don’t think I really have an eating disorder, if I’m honest. I haven’t really had the uhm, you know, the thoughts that people get?” The need to control everything. Nick’s never had that urge.

    “Then why are you here?”

    “Because my rugby coach said it might be good for me?”

    Dr. Walker hums, “But you don’t think you have an eating disorder?”

    “Not… really, no. My boyfriend has anorexia or– had it? He’s in recovery now but…”

    “That must have been difficult for you,” she says, breezing over the fact that Nick said boyfriend.

    “It was,” he admits, “But we made it out the other side in one piece and he’s doing a lot better now. I’ve seen up close what disordered eating behaviors look like and how the thought patterns manifest, I guess.”

    Her expression softens, “Anorexia can look different from person to person.”

    Nick doesn’t know what to say to that. He just knows his body weight is too high to get diagnosed with it.

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    Nick develops a severe ED his second year at uni and there isn't enough googling in the world that will fix him.

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    12 May 2025

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    buns_of_steel: Has anyone told you today how gorgeous you are?

    pppatroclus: you’re incorrigible 😮‍💨

    buns_of_steel: Genuinely asking.
    buns_of_steel: Because you are. And I think you don’t get told that enough.

    pppatroclus: i hear it with increasing frequency since we started chatting

    buns_of_steel: Oh God, should I stop?
    buns_of_steel: I don’t mean to like, bore you or objectify you or make you feel bad.

    pppatroclus: don’t you dare stop
    pppatroclus: objectify me more, please
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    Chat, do we know Miklós László’s play Parfumerie? Do we know the 1940 film The Shop Around the Corner? Do we know the rom com You’ve Got Mail?

    Yes? No? Maybe?

    Fuck it, bakery AU.

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    03 Apr 2025

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    “But you got me thinking last night,” says Nick. “I couldn’t stand that you thought I just wanted to throw you a—a—”

    “Pity fuck?” Charlie smirks over his tea.

    Nick shakes his head and digs into his own pastry. “Yes, that. You’ve been waiting all these years to meet someone who makes you feel safe and loved. And God, Charlie, you’re my best friend. Of course I want you to have that experience for your first time. So many people’s first times are utter shit. Mine was utter shit. I’d be an awful friend if I didn’t want you to have the best possible experience.”

    Charlie has no idea where he’s going with this.

    “So,” Nick says, a little nervous, “if you don’t want the first experience to be with me, then as your best friend, I feel it is my duty to help you find the person it will be with. If you want.”
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    Blame Bridgerton Season 3 for this one. Wingman!Nick to Virgin!Charlie. What could possibly go wrong?

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    10 Feb 2025

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    “They're streets in the same city, and sometimes they intersect. I think I'm already planted at that intersection. I'm already under its streetlights.” - Billy-Ray Belcourt

    Charlie Spring is at his wits' end. After a decade of keeping his panic attacks at bay, they're suddenly back with a vengeance, threatening to derail the life he's meant to be planning with his fiancé Ben. The only glimmer of hope is his therapist's suggestion that he might have success with a service dog.

    Nick Nelson is back at square one. He's six months out of a failed long-term relationship, living at home again, and completely directionless. He loves working at his family's service dog agency, Second Chance, but he needs more than that to keep him afloat.

    Or: Nick and Charlie never sat together in form. They never dated. They both moved through life separately, suceeding and failing in small measures, until a chance meeting in their late twenties brought them back into each others' orbit.

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    09 Feb 2025

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    There are a number of reasons Nick regrets moving to Paris—none of them enough to make him go back and face the mess he left in Kent.

    Title from Red Light, Nicole Tallman

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    402
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    135
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    14,424

    04 Feb 2025

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