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  1. Public Bookmark 17

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    Nobody warned him recovery involved this much accountability, that eventually all roads would stop leading outward. He’s run out of people to blame now, out of excuses and circumstances and explanations. All that’s left is him standing face to face with himself, and he doesn’t particularly like the way he looks in his reflection.

    Or: For a long time, Frank Langdon believed the worst thing that could happen to a person was pain. Then he discovered that pain has a talent for bringing company.

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    17 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 53

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    A year after Ilya Rozanov transferred to Ottawa for a fresh start, he gets a new neighbor.
    Said neighbor happens have very cute freckles and is also pregnant.

    When Shane Hollander moves back to his hometown, after coaching youth in Montreal for many years, the last thing he's expecting is for Ilya Rozanov, the Ottawa Centaurs captain, star center and well-known menace, to be the best neighbor he could ever ask for.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    "Well, then we're going to have to add her to the Raiders' WAGs group," Connor pointed out, tapping his phone against the palm of his hand. "Anyway, what's her name?"

    Ilya swallowed hard. He wanted so badly to tell the truth.

    "Jane," he replied, the lie sliding easily but leaving a bitter taste on his lips.

    "Jane. Classic name. Cool," Cliff approved with a nod. "So, is she hot? I know you're all paranoid about privacy and won't show a picture, but, fuck, tell us at least something about the girl!"

    The "girl" was gorgeous. The most beautiful person Ilya had ever seen in his entire life. The owner of the best laugh, the warmest and firmest hug, the hands that gave the best head scratches. The man with the most addictive kisses, a breathtakingly sculpted body, expressive brown eyes, and, above all, the most wonderful freckles in the world.

    "She has freckles," Ilya murmured, unable to prevent a goofy, lovestruck smile from breaking through his unbothered macho facade.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander Rozanov is many things: a devoted father, a loving husband, and currently, a pregnant omega stranded in a restaurant with his three-year-old daughter because nobody believes he's married to the owner.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is a personal trainer who is stopped in his tracks by a pretty omega trying to lose what turns out to be baby weight. He could not care less about this baby weight.

    Shane Hollander is only a handful of months postpartum when his partner says something rude about the weight he’s gained; going to the gym results in meeting a gorgeous alpha who seems weirdly fascinated by him.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    For a moment, Shane feels as if he is wrapped in warmth, soft and silken. It muffles his thoughts, blurs his vision, heavies his limbs. The only points of his body he feels a sort of dim awareness of are those where he can feel Rozanov’s touch against him: All of those small points of contact – a hand cradling his cheek, the other pressed against his waist, his chest against Rozanov’s, the tips of their shoes nudging and their breath mingling. With every inhale, there’s a brush of sea salt and pine against his nose, and Shane feels himself sinking further and further down into it.
    Rozanov’s voice is still muddled when he registers it again.
    “Hollander?” he asks, sounding so genuinely concerned that Shane leans further into him, a puffed exhale from between his lips brushing over Rozanov’s shoulder.
    “We didn’t even kiss,” he says then, out loud, finally, because the proximity and dizzying cotton have cloyed his brain.

    OR: Shane sends that text after leaving Rozanov’s hotel room in Vegas.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Ilya is not going to steal Shane Hollander's dog. That would be illegal. And wrong. And someone would probably find out and make Ilya give him back.

    So. Not stealing.

    But there is nothing wrong with giving Chernysh all the pats and treats that he deserves, is there?

    Nothing wrong with encouraging Chernysh to spend more and more time at Ilya's house until he doesn't even remember who Hollander is.

    Because Hollander is stupid and boring and does not deserve a dog as good as Chernysh. No, he doesn't, does he? Because Chernysh is the best boy in the whole world, yes he is.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Cliff would probably remember if he was there when Ilya met a woman so earth-shattering that he would chase after her for nearly a decade. Probably. Cliff thinks he would probably notice something as life-altering as a meeting like that. Who on earth is this woman and how did they find each other? Did Cliff watch Ilya’s life change before his eyes and not even realize what was happening?

     

    In the fall of 2017, Cliff Marlow notices evidence of Jane all over Ilya’s apartment. He decides to investigate.

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    28 May 2026

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    He did this to you?” His voice was smooth Russian velvet as he glanced towards Tommy’s withering form.

    Shane swallowed hard. “N-no , I-I’m fine.”

    The alpha’s eyes darkened slightly at the lie.

    Behind him, another man approached quickly. Similar features. Older. Scar across his jaw. “Pakhan,” he said quietly in Russian before glancing toward Shane. “We should leave.”

    Pakhan.

    Boss.

    Shane’s stomach dropped.

    Everyone in Boston knew whispers about the Russian Bratva operating through the city.

    About the Rozanovs.

    Especially after Alexei Rozanov had died last year. The power vacuum afterward had filled the streets with nothing but blood and torture.

    The alpha still hadn’t looked away from Shane. “What is your name?”

    “…Shane.”

    “Shane.” He repeated it carefully, like tasting something expensive. “Ilya Rozanov.”

    The name hit like ice water.

    Oh God. Oh God.

    Ilya noticed the recognition instantly. A faint smile touched his mouth. “Do not look so frightened,” he murmured.

    Or The Mafia Omegaverse Mpreg you’ve all been waiting for ;)

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    23 May 2026

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    “Tell me why I should take you instead, Hollander,” Rozanov ordered. He pronounced every syllable in his last name and purposely drew it out.

    "You want silence. Think about the silence that comes from permanently ending a bloodline. Think about the silence that comes after the scream of a mother who has lost her only child. If you want her to suffer the way you have, then let me take her place and let her live with that. Take me instead of her.”

    Rozanov appeared to be considering the offer. He angled his head at Shane before speaking, “Shane Hollander, do you want to pay the debt your family owes to me by taking the place of your mother?”

    “Yes,” Shane replied without hesitation.

    Or: Mob Boss Grigori Rozanov is murdered in a hit and his son Ilya Rozanov seeks vengeance against those who have wronged his family. Revenge will cost Shane Hollander his freedom, his life, and more after he offers to take his mother's place on Rozanov's hit list.

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    22 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 18

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    They're home. But what now?
    A few snippets and scenes of Shane and Ilya's life after Happy Ever After. Read Until The End of the World first, otherwise this will make zero sense.

    Title is from Maggie Rogers' It Was Coming All Along because 1. That lyric just GETS me. 2. It's a great song. 3. It's about accepting that life changes, and how bittersweet that is, and getting ready for a new phase, which I thought really fit.

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    19 May 2026

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    “Luch-Shane,” Ilya says, catching himself only at the last moment before he breaks their no pet names in the workplace rule. “Why don’t you get some air, yes? We can-”

    Shane’s anxiety takes a quick backseat to annoyance once more, at being handled like a child instead of a grown man, like he hasn’t been doing this just as long as Ilya, like he needs someone to tell him when to take a break.

    Like he deserved to have everything taken away from him because he couldn’t handle it to start with.

    “I’m fine,” he says, voice icy.

    The step he takes away is too big, farther than he meant to get from Ilya’s side, and the air between them feels both charged and icy.

    He isn’t quite bold enough to try and fix it.

    (shane is married and on the same team as his husband) (and all it cost him was his whole career and the life he spent years building beforehand) (but it's fine, really) (it's all so very, very fucking fine)

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    19 May 2026

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    My brothers best friend is a fucking asshole; he’s hot as hell though.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is best friends with Shane Hollander’s older brother. Ilya quickly becomes Shane’s public enemy number one. Why? Because he’s the biggest asshole Shane has ever met, unfortunately, he’s also the hottest fucking man alive.

    Fucking your brother’s best friend is probably a bad idea, right?

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    18 May 2026

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    It was one time.

    Statistically, condoms had a 98% success rate when used properly. That meant that the condom packet had to have been perfectly sealed, the latex itself had to have no tears or degradation in the material, and it had to be worn as directed.

    So why?

    Why did it feel like the universe was saying fuck you in big bold letters and giving him double birds at the same time?

    So why did the blue lines and the pregnant on the two tests sound so fucking fake?

    Or: Where Shane finds out he's pregnant after their first time together in 2013 despite wearing protection, because the universe loves to fuck with him.

    Set in Omegaverse. Tags will be updated as story progresses.

    (Will be updated every 4-6 days, opposite of The Fertility Face-Off. Updated: June 9th)

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    16 May 2026

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    After Vegas, Shane begins to give up on Ilya and looks for a new way to feel wanted.

    Ilya, of course, finds out about this and locks in.

    A small dose of jealousy and a bigger dose of communication add up to change the trajectory of their affair from 2014 onward.

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    13 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander agrees to an arranged marriage because refusing could start a war. He expected a transactional relationship, minimal emotional involvement, and maybe some occasional awkward small talk.

    Instead he gets a six-foot-three stupidly attractive Russian alpha who is apparently determined to follow Shane around campus like an overprotective guard dog.

    meanwhile Ilya Rozanov was fully prepared for a spoiled, haughty omega.

    But Shane was earnest, stole his cloths, cried over his gunshot wound, and called him mine in front of his father.

    Now Ilya’s a little obsessed.

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    13 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 98

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    the centaurs groupchat is what happens when professional hockey players have unlimited wifi access, no supervision, and far too much interest in ilya rozanov’s love life.

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    13 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the most respected hockey journalist in Canada. He's been covering the Boston Raiders for three years. He has interviewed Ilya Rozanov fourteen times in a professional capacity. He has written 47,000 words about Ilya Rozanov's career. He has approximately zero words for what happens when Rozanov corners him in a hotel corridor after Game 7 and says, very quietly, in that voice: "You always leave before I can talk to you." Shane has absolutely no idea what to do with that.
    (Or: Shane doesn't play hockey. He just writes about the man who does. It is, objectively, worse.)

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    13 May 2026

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    Haley
    Hi Shane! Just messaging about our heater again. Do you think we could get it fixed today?
    Shane
    So sorry for the late reply, Haley! I’m at the Olympics and my time zones are all messed up. Messaged my HVAC guy and he’ll be there in the morning.

    Haley
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    Wtf?
    Katie
    Is this guy fr???

    Or: the trials and tribulations of renting from Shane Hollander.

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    11 May 2026

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    “I want children. I want family. I want to have a baby that’s half you, half me.” Ilya’s finger traces Shane’s freckles as he speaks...

    The journey to becoming parents is a long one, but at least Shane and Ilya have each other for it.

    or Shane’s pregnancy with Lev, from beginning to birth.

    or All Too Well (9 Months Version)

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    10 May 2026

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