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spinning out, waiting for you by residentrookie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Apr 2026
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Shane is conscious for the entire crash. That doesn’t mean he remembers it.
The brain has a funny way of blocking out trauma like this, of shielding the body from things that would hurt it to remember. But Shane’s ears are still ringing with the sounds of metal crunching and tires screeching, even if there’s a large blank space in his head where the memory should be. The crash was a blur, a blink. Terribly long and then suddenly over, a heavy silence now descending over the eerie stillness.
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A week after returning from their honeymoon, Shane gets in a car accident that threatens the future he and Ilya so painstakingly fought to build.
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- English
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- 34,758
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- 6/9
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04 Apr 2026
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The Weight of Still by amberlightfic
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Mar 2026
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On a Monday morning in October, Shane Hollander drops a mug of coffee and doesn't get back up.
Ilya is upstairs with the twins. He hears the sound — not the mug breaking, but the body. The thud of the person who holds it all upright. He puts the children down. He goes to the kitchen. Shane is on the floor, looking at Ilya, trying to say everything, but nothing comes out.
Stroke. Left hemisphere. Thirty-eight years old.
Shane spends six weeks in a hospital bed learning how to say his children's names. Ilya spends six weeks splitting himself into three people — the husband in the chair, the father in the nursery, the hockey player on the ice
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- Part 1 of The Weight
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- English
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- 101,504
- Chapters:
- 10/10
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03 Apr 2026
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A Change to the Narrative by slightly_ajar
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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It’s a perfectly normal day until it isn’t. Shane is hurt in a mugging and he and Ilya have to find a way through injury and healing together.
He should just give the man his wallet. That’s what they say to do, isn’t it? Shane should hand over his wallet then the man would leave. There was no reason to be a hero or a tough guy, there was nothing in his wallet worth the kind of trouble someone who hides their face and attacks from behind is capable of.
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02 Apr 2026
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Sweet Collapse by AmaDayDream
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Feb 2026
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After Shane is diagnosed with Type 1 diabetes following a terrifying on-ice collapse, he and Ilya struggle with the aftermath — not just medically, but emotionally. Fear turns into control. Pride turns into distance. And love becomes something that feels dangerously unpredictable.
This is the story of what happens after the diagnosis — and whether they can learn to face uncertainty together instead of apart.
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- Part 1 of Sweet collapse
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02 Apr 2026
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The day after attending a charity event in Vancouver, Shane, Ilya, Scott, and a few other players board a plane to take them to Tampa for 2017 All Stars.
The plane goes down somewhere in the wilderness, in the middle of a storm.
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01 Apr 2026
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Crash Landing by Content_Scrapbooker
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Mar 2026
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The Centaurs had already been through one plane emergency. What are the chances of them being in another?
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30 Mar 2026
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That Old Black Hole by begonias
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Apr 2026
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Galina makes it a point to remind Ilya that people aren’t mind readers, and unfortunately, if there’s something wrong, he has to actually communicate this. He's aware of this. He is. Even though it's always been so much easier said than done, even on a good day.
But when the unthinkable happens, Shane ends up seriously injured, and Ilya can't bring himself to reckon with his role in it all, or how they'll move forward.
Now it's all the more impossible to communicate the weight of his guilt, the feelings of inadequacy, and the all-consuming fear that Shane might not survive.
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20 Mar 2026
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Just Half a Step Behind by LiseyFi
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Heated Rivalry (TV) RPF
12 Apr 2026
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In the soft edges of the offseason after the cottage, where midnight airport pick-ups, private rink practices, takeout food, and the warmth of a borrowed T‑shirt live, Shane and Ilya build something tender and secret, something that feels safe.
But beneath the surface, something in Shane is shifting. A slow unraveling he refuses to name. Fatigue that lingers, bruises that bloom too easily, a body that won’t obey the discipline he’s built his life on no matter how much he tries to control it.
When everything finally breaks, their world tilts. Love that suddenly has to hold more weight than either of them ever wanted to imagine.
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Shane's battle with cancer.
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20 Mar 2026
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Not His Hands by ompalompap
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Feb 2026
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“Ilya,” he whispers, voice hoarse. “I don’t feel right.”
The hand doesn’t pull away. Instead, it slides lower.
Shane stiffens as fingers trace down his spine, lingering too long, dipping beneath the hem of his shirt. Skin-on-skin contact sends a jolt through him, not pleasure, not comfort, but something sharp and wrong. His breath catches.
Then the hand grips him. Firmly. Possessive. Fingers digging into his ass through his jeans.
Shane jerks slightly, confusion slicing through the fog. His heart stutters, a hard, uneven beat that makes his chest ache.
That’s… not-
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Someone puts something in Shane’s drink. Ilya is not happy.
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18 Mar 2026
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forever and a day by flannelfeelings
Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
23 Dec 2024
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“Have I hurt you?” he gasps out, though he’s unable to release his grip.
Charlie looks down at their intertwined hands, managing a small, humorless chuckle. “You’re absolutely mad, Nelson. You’ve got a broken ankle and you’re worried about holding my hand too hard?”
(Nick gets injured during a rugby game when Charlie comes to visit for the weekend- fluff caretaking ensues)
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05 Mar 2026
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In Sickness by malumspineapple
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Mar 2026
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Shane is really not feeling well, and Ilya is just doing his best to take care of him.
aka your classic hurt/comfort fluffy appendicitis fanfic featuring two husbands who love each other so very much
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04 Mar 2026
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David Hollander never made it to the cottage, leaving Ilya and Shane to enjoy the summer exactly as they’d imagined, but fate has a crude way of ensuring that what is meant to happen will happen, no matter what.
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26 Feb 2026
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Built to Break is an highly requested alternate-universe story within The Quiet Fight series, where Shane—not Ilya—is the one facing cancer.
During their eleventh NHL seasons, a lingering injury reveals a devastating diagnosis, forcing an early coming out and the potential end of Shane’s career. As Shane fights, he is forced to find a new purpose, proving that even when the body breaks, a life—and a legacy—can still be rebuilt.
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- Part 1 of Built to Break
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- English
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- 76,392
- Chapters:
- 29/29
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18 Feb 2026
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What a match (I'm half-doomed and you're semi-sweet) by dreamsoflovingness
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Feb 2026
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“Still want to hunt me?” Rozanov smirked and Shane slapped his chest.
“Asshole,” he huffed. Part of him wanted to sit up but he was tired. His stamina couldn’t keep up with Ilya’s.
“Rest,” Rozanov said softly, tracing circles into his skin. It made it harder to keep his eyes open.
“Rozanov,” Shane mumbled sleepily. This is how things usually went. Shane, tired and spent, Ilya, a watchful eye as the Hunter rested better than he did without the vampire.
“I stay,” Rozanov’s deep voice assured him.
Shane always promised this time was the last time.
It never was.
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Shane Hollander was the perfect Hunter. Ilya Rozanov was Boston's most feared vampire.Series
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10 Feb 2026
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Shane receives a life-altering diagnosis.
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02 Feb 2026
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a week after they come out to Shane’s parents, the world ends (or Ilya’s does)
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“Who…” Shane says, breath hitching. “Who are you?”The world tilts.
“It’s me,” Ilya swallows hard. “Ilya. You are okay. Just look at me.”
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02 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander is Hollywood's sweetheart, an up and coming actor with all the fame and fortune that comes with it.
After six months off, Ilya's just looking for a security gig where he won't get shot at for once.
They're both in over their heads.
*The Bodyguard AU*
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- 19/?
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27 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander knows he’s not a small guy. Years of hockey and workouts have built up his muscles, and lucky genetics from his father’s side places him just shy of six feet. He’s checked hockey players half a foot and several pounds more than him, knocked Scott Hunter into the ice in the one fight he’s ever actually thrown hands in. But as much as Shane loves the game, the fast movements, passes, and team camaraderie, there were times where he could only feel regret at following the path of athletic fame. He puts on the media smile he practices in the mirror as he brushes his hair each day, uses the bright lights of press conferences to erase his view of the audience, and keeps his answers simple and focused on hockey.
The number of people outside the arena still makes him feel crushed in on all sides, small. Eyes trained on his face, cameras flashing, pens and cell phones being passed into his hands. The itch of it all settles under his skin.
@OttawaPoliceDispatch: Police have been dispatched to a house alarm in Galetta, On. Possible break in, destruction of property.
@OttawaOfficialPoliceDepartment: Recent Missing Persons Report filed for Shane William Hollander at 9:25 pm
Epilogue: 3/1
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- Part 1 of 1100200's Hollanov Fanfics
- Language:
- English
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- 81,009
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- 9/9
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26 Jan 2026
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Wolfbird by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
12 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.
Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.
- Language:
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- 13/?
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26 Jan 2026
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Shane is drugged at the nightclub Ultraviolet and hauled off by a stranger. Ilya intercepts.
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25 Jan 2026