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Do I Have to Come Right Out and Say It by Buffalo Springfield by write_starlight_riots
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
16 Apr 2026
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"Why didn't you tell me about this?" Jack says.
Robby winds around himself, almost too mortified to speak. He forces out, "You were so happy with the arrangement that I just thought it was... out of the cards."
Jack looks at him plainly. "I'm not happy. My husband is withdrawing from me. The guy I'm married to didn't seem to want me in bed with him. I thought something was really wrong, man."
"Fuck. I'm sorry." He scrapes a hand over his eyes.
Jack takes his head in his hands, forcing their eyes to meet; with great importance, he tells him, "I love you. You deserve to feel good."
Or,
Michael Robinavitch discovers that he's a bottom at 54 years old.
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14 Apr 2026
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“Okay,” Baran nodded her head and started to walk.
“Okay?” Trinity was rooted to the spot, now perplexed.
A motion to her silver car across the lot, “I don’t think you should be alone tonight. I’ll let you spend the night at my place. If you’d feel comfortable with that, of course.”
Doctor Al-Hashimi checks in on Santos after witnessing the Langdon and Santos apology argument.
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13 Apr 2026
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“I’m sorry about dinner,” Peter murmurs, pulling back—much to MJ’s dismay—and meeting his eye.
“I know,” MJ says, squeezing his neck once. “You’re lucky we live in the modern age of microwaves, or else I’d really be annoyed.”Bookmarked by depressedmonkey19
13 Apr 2026
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After Alfie misses two business engagements due to sickness, Tommy investigates and decides to take his ill-tempered, uncooperative business partner's recovery into his own hands.
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22 Mar 2026
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In a way, Marty had always wanted it.
So many hours riding side-by-side in that damned car, so many shared drinks, blood stains, alibis — these are the things that starve a man. Brushed hands, passing glances, flashes of skin in a locker room — these are the things that feed him.
Rust Cohle had fucked his wife. Worse still, he hadn't fucked him.
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11 Mar 2026
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Tommy goes to see a dead man who's living in a house near to the sea.
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03 Mar 2026
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“There’s money on you or Abbot snagging that resident first.”
This piques Emery’s attention. Abbot. No mention of the intern. She tries not to let her interest show on her face. “Funny. I don’t know which resident you’re talking about.”
Garcia snorts. “I think you do.”
Walsh does not have a crush. However, when she finds out Dr. Samira Mohan is, in fact, single, she makes her move.
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20 Feb 2026
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“Look, it’s not because I don’t,” Cassie breaks the silence, then shakes her head and looks away, a quiet noise of disbelief leaving her, “We just can’t. Okay?”
Another nod. Victoria’s mouth is incredibly dry.
“But..you want to?”
McKay lets her head hang. “We can’t. I can’t.”
“Because of your ex?” Victoria probes. Everything inside her is screaming at her to stop. She doesn’t know why she can’t. She doesn’t know why she can’t just shut up. But McKay is…right here and her messy bangs and her heavy eyes and her wet mouth just -
“Because I wanna be good,” McKay says simply.
Javadi is a nervous wreck and McKay struggles with self-restraint. Until she doesn't.
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20 Feb 2026
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“Tommy,” Sarah said patiently, “homosexuals can’t serve in the military. They’re not allowed. They might—” She paused and waved her hand absently between them, “—do things. Together. She looked at Tom seriously. “We all know you’re gonna get into the Academy. Can you imagine being close with all those guys and worrying one of them was hot for you?”
Ice learned how to hide the parts of himself that felt incompatible with his dream of serving in the Navy. Then he met Maverick.
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16 Feb 2026
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I'll ride in this life with you by Fuddlewuddle for AnadoraBlack, icekaz
Fandoms: Top Gun (1986), Top Gun: Maverick (2020)
04 Jun 2022
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Rooster is called back to Top Gun along with 11 other pilots for an important mission.
Not only does he have to deal with the unresolved issues with Maverick now the Captain is going to be the one training them, but he's also been assigned to live with the one person who seemingly lives to infuriate him; Hangman.He'll be lucky if he even makes it to fly in the mission in the first place.
(Or, my alternate take on the events of Top Gun: Maverick if Rooster was made to live with Hangman).
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- Part 4 of Top Gun fics part one
- Part 1 of Top Gun: Maverick retold
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04 Feb 2026
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Lifting himself just enough to be heard, Robby shook his head. “It’s not like that, Jack. No evidence needed.”
“It sure as hell looks like it’s like that,” Jack said, his anger bleeding through despite his best effort to keep himself in check.
Robby looked directly at Jack for the first time since Jack had arrived. His eyes held a mix of shame and pain, and Jack was furious at the thought that somehow Robby thought he had to excuse the person who’d done this to him. But before Jack could say as much, Robby rocked him to his core by saying, “I asked for this.”
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26 Jan 2026
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"If you really want to know, the hot new thing is an app called findr. It's for bougie professionals who like to pretend they're elevated while slobbering all over each other, so entirely your speed."
At that, Robby lost his war with self-control and did flip her off.
Ellis actually laughed. "The vision," she repeated, dark eyes dancing. "findr," she said again, like he might have forgotten. "Go fuck away the raincloud, Robby. For everybody's sake, but mostly mine," she drawled as she sauntered away.
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24 Jan 2026
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"So hot," the other woman agreed, shooting a quick glance out at Jack. "Those arms. Have mercy."
Robby hid a smile. Jack was gonna love hearing about this.
Her friend made an agreeing sort of noise. "Yeah, but I'm gonna be so real with you: the leg kinda freaks me out."
And Robby froze, a ripple of offense sweeping him.
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24 Jan 2026
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The sky was clear the day Maverick’s world ended.
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- Part 3 of twenty dollars verse
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20 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander disappears from the NHL at twenty with a career-ending “injury.”
Four years later, he’s the new assistant coach for the Ottawa Centaurs when Ilya Rozanov signs with the team. His former rival. His secret hookup. The father of his daughter.
Ilya doesn’t know Lily exists and Shane plans to keep it that way.But three-year-olds don’t keep secrets, and neither do pale blue eyes.
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18 Jan 2026
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Blue light pulls in through. The long crack in my wall. by JustRosey
Fandoms: Peaky Blinders (TV)
03 May 2026
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Tommy Shelby lands himself in the hospital with a TBI (traumatic brain injury) and Alfie Solomons is a physiotherapist - stuff happens.
This is my first Modern!AU for Peaky Blinders, and I am a bit nervous about it so please be kind :)
Prioritized this fic based on a poll - the people of Tumblr have spoken. Have another brain injury Tommy and caretaker Alfie fic.
(Let's be honest, hurt/comfort Tofie is simply the best, isn't it?)
I hope you enjoy![Title taken from Kaveh Akbar's poem "Pilgrim Bell"]
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17 Jan 2026
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"I don't believe man can love—at least, not the way that he means. Inadequacies of reality always set in."
Sophia is dead and his neural circuitry is fried and what happened in Carcosa will never go away. That is his reality. The world spins on, a flat circle on a doomed trajectory, and the suffering goes on forever—but it's a clear evening and the stars are burning, burning, burning. Lafayette General is behind them, and Marty is a warm, solid presence supporting him, and this goes on forever, too, and Rust admits to himself that, whatever they've got, whatever their reality is... it's enough.
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05 Jan 2026
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“You need me to fuck that mood outa you?”
Rust’s fingers tighten a little around his pen, but he doesn’t look up. “Sex is a chemical prank the body plays on the mind,” he says, and ashes his cigarette.
“Yeah, fine,” Marty says, “but do you want some.”
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31 Dec 2025
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a series of loosely connected oneshots around true detective, leading in chronological order up to carcosa and rust and marty getting together afterwards.
- 1992
- — lost causes
- 1993
- — foxhole
- 1994
- — long, tearless night
- 1995
- — night of the swallow
— machine in the ghost - 1998
- — magpie to the morning
- 2000
- — out of time man
- 2002
- — help that never came
— person, stranger
— way out there - 2012
- — fox confessor brings the flood
— star witness - 2013
- — ground to break
— baby in the king cake
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31 Dec 2025
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The first night Marty gets Rust home and put to bed he whimpers like an old hound dog in his sleep, making these ripped-raw noises that well and gurgle up past his lips like fresh blood from the hole in his gut all over again. Doesn’t know he’s doing it, course not, but Marty lays there next to him in the dark—the man’s only got one bed, ain’t no shame in that—and has to wonder about the Vietnam-grade shit Rust’s got playing in living technicolor in his head.
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- Part 1 of What We've Got Verse
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29 Dec 2025