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  1. Public Bookmark 9

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    Mom's dead, dad buries himself in work rather than raise the daughter he feels guilty about, and everyone else can only see a monster and a delinquent wearing the mask of an angry, emotionally stunted girl. Did she ever have a chance at being anything but the monster everyone saw her as? Could she have done anything differently to get the love that is constantly out of reach and denied to her?

    Fallout 3 revamp with a more nuanced evil karma Lone Wanderer.

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    30 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 1

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    After an attack on the village she's staying in, a young woman named Ena disguises herself as a man to avoid being taken as a slave or killed, only to end up forced to join the Legion. As she struggles to remain undiscovered by her new peers, Vulpes Inculta, the man who was responsible for the attack, takes a special interest in her for reasons she doesn't yet know.

    (I stared an earlier version of this fic with the same name about a year ago but decided to overhaul it, including adding Vulpes's POV!)

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    29 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 16

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    After defeating Wesker one final time, Chris and Sheva leave the horrors of Kijuju behind them. Some things however, are easier to forget than others, and some things are worth clinging onto, no matter how fragile and distant they may seem. (Chris / Sheva)

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    28 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 1

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    An angry bounty hunter and Follower of the Apocalypse with a desperate desire for peace but too much rage to achieve it.
    A former Legionnaire repressing his homosexuality, forced to leave the Legion after a confrontation turned bloody.
    A Followers doctor trying to fix everyone else's problems but refusing to confront their own.
    A jet addicted ghoul trying to fill the hole where his family once fit, before the war lead to their death.
    An NCR veteran who turned to drugs to cope with memories of her enslavement by the Legion.

    All these broken people find themselves together, forced to confront their own issues as they are hounded by the ever expanding Legion, but unable to properly help themselves or one another.

    Denver Dogs is a fallout fanfic I made with my OC's as it's characters, set in a mixture of the settings described in both New Vegas and interplay's cancelled Fallout Van Buren, as well as bits of pieces of Fallout 1 and 2. I hope you enjoy it!
    -Nepaklusti

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    28 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 1

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    In 2246, the Followers of the Apocalypse sent an expedition into Grand Canyon and fate would be forever changed. Though they needed a good guide to keep them alive and safe. These are the holotape logs of young Juliet Banks, a hired on gun and guide who witnessed the creation of the Legion first hand.

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    19 Nov 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 2

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    After a miraculous recovery from two gunshots to the head, Esperanza takes this as God's sign that she's not meant for the harshness of the Mojave, and should depart after she's already failed to complete a job of delivering a mysterious package to the city of sin. However, her journey to leave doesn't prove simple when she's no memories prior to her assault, and the further she travels the desert land, the more she senses she's got history that's been pushed away, even before her memories were wiped by her injuries. She's haunted by flashes of men in crimson, soldier boys, and the wails of women in rags. A man with piercing blue eyes. A boy with a kind smile. A fox in a den of bulls. As she becomes entangled in the Mojave's affairs, Esperanza wonders if it's time to confront whatever her past is and finally stop running. Even if it means losing more of herself.

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    01 Nov 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 7

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    Cigarette smoke and the ozone of plasma. Hidden eyes and a wolfish smile.

    Two sides of the same coin?

    Or something worse?

    A new player enters the Mojave, and her nature not only manages to drive Vulpes up a wall, but stirs something in his gut that he isn't used too.

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    28 Aug 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 23

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    This is essentially a direct sequel to the events of the book, written in Pony's first person POV. It's set in a timeline where Dallas and Johnny each meet a different fate, and we see Ponyboy deal with the way his life and relationships are changing. Including finally acting on his feelings for Johnny. Its not primarily a ship fic, though. That's just a little treat.

    Anyway, this first chapter just follows Pony visiting Johnny two-ish months after the fire.

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    07 Jul 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 16

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    Bob Sheldon didn't laugh. Instead he turned to him, expression suddenly grave. "Fuck 'em, let's make a deal, fair between us, yeah? You don't touch one of my gang, and I'll stay clear of one of yours."

    Dallas spat on his hand and stuck it out, in the usual Greaser fashion, but Bob shook his head. Instead, the Social boy pulled off one of the four rings on his left hand. "Here," said Bob, holding it out. "That's a promise to you as long as that ring stays gold."
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    A murder, four gold rings, and a deal that could change the story of the Outsiders forever. But the kids of Tulsa all have secrets of their own...

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    28 Jun 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 4

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    “The night before kindergarten, I wished on the evening star for a best friend. And then, the next day, I met you. So I really think that our wish is gonna come true.”
    “You really think so? I thought you weren’t supposed to tell people about your wishes, because then they won’t come true.”
    “But we made the wish together. That means it has extra power. And best friends aren’t like normal friends. Best friends are forever.”
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    Cherry and Marcia have been best friends since they met on the first day of kindergarten. They've done everything together: birthday parties, sleepovers, classes, cheer team, boyfriends. But with the trials and tribulations of growing up in Tulsa, not everything is as it seems. Through navigating friends and foes, social pressure and expectations, violence and hurt, the girls grow up together and try to figure out their place in the world.

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    27 Jun 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 4

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    Marcia looked up and saw the other girls looking at her with compassion. This would certainly be something the boys wouldn’t get. She didn’t need them to. She already had four girls who would always have her back. Regardless of being greasers or Socs, there was an unspoken code between all of them, between all the girls of Tulsa, that they needed to stick up for one another. They needed to make sure that their drinks stayed unspoiled or that they got home safe after parties. They needed to make sure that their bruises or scars weren’t at someone else’s hand. Maybe the reason the boys fought so much was because that code didn’t exist for them.
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    When Marcia gets jumped, she learns that girls from both sides of the tracks have her back.

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    27 Jun 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 2

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    feist·y
    /ˈfīstē/
    adjective informal
    (of a person, typically one who is relatively small or weak) lively, determined, and courageous.
    "a feisty heroine who's more than a pretty face"

    Yeah yeah I know the definition as the summary cliche.

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    23 Jun 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 12

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    A young woman's tribe is destroyed and the few survivors are assimilated into the new Legion, under the command of Caesar, the Lord of 38 tribes. While trying to navigate her harsh new reality as one slave amongst many in their capital city of Flagstaff, she soon finds herself embroiled in the scheming of Vulpes Inculta in his bid to become the leader of the Legion's Frumentarii.

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    28 Apr 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 88

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    White Queen. Red Queen. Two terrifying, cruel, destructive crime lords who vie for control over the city of Atlas. They hate each other with every fiber of their beings. But...then why does the emotionless White Queen feel when she meets the Red Queen? And why is the adrenaline addicted Red Queen able to slow down when she talks to the other? After all...hate is only a slight flip of love.

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    12 Feb 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 8

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    A broken girl struggling with the death of her mother. A confident girl unable to accept her mother's absence. A pretentious girl striking back against the family that spurns her. A conflicted girl who wants to help her race, twisted by an abusive relationship.

    When all of these women collide at the prestigious Beacon Academy, while sinister plots threaten the fate of the city of Vale, can they truly become the team they need to be? What relationships are to be found in this mess of emotions and trauma?

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    09 Feb 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 34

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    Nicole Sanderson has always been able to handle herself—detached, sharp-tongued, ruthless, and quick to turn the tables on anyone who crosses her. But when her best friend Jecka shows up at her doorstep in the middle of the night, Nicole doesn’t hesitate to let her in.
    What starts as an escape for Jecka turns into a partnership where the two girls become entangled in more than just school gossip. One trashed gym later, Nicole finds herself juggling how to keep Jecka away from her abusive dad, manage her own emotions (or lack thereof), and pay off Principal Lynn to avoid expulsion just two months before graduation.

    Jecka, always the more grounded one focused on her grades and future, now has to decide whether her relationship with Nicole is strong enough to survive the changes that lie ahead—or if high school was the only thing holding them together. With prom around the corner, college applications looming, and no real plan for what comes next, they both must confront the uncertainty that graduation brings.

     

    Title Song: "I Miss You" by Blink-182
    (Co-written with my friend Victor <3)

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    01 Jan 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 2

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    Jennifer Simpson wants to move on from the past. The past has no intention of letting her.

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    Or: An alternate telling of the events of Clock Tower, loosely based on my own playthrough of Rewind.

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    11 Dec 2024

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    01 Sep 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 46

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    Before the Legion, Vulpes Inculta was the son of his tribe's warchief. Betrothed to the chieftain's daughter, they were bound together, marked by destiny. When the Legion came, his betrothed fought to the death while he merely stood by and watched. Now, he is the head of the Frumentarii, his heart cold with only Caesar to guide him. The past is dead; buried and he looks to the future where the Legion's divine justice will purify the world of its sin. When he comes across a woman with the marks of their tribe, he suddenly finds himself desperate for answers.

    The courier awakens with no memory of who she is or where she came from. She tries to solve the mystery of her origin, with only tribal tattoos and a strange dagger as her clues. Her mission is to find the man in the checkered suit to have him reveal her past.

    Craig Boone is haunted by the ghosts of his sins. Lost, a peculiar woman walks into his life and gives him purpose as well as an opportunity to redeem himself.

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    18 Aug 2024

  20. Public Bookmark 12

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    In the American southwest there's no rain, so they water their crops with blood. This is the story of Caesar's Legion and The Daughters of Hecate, told from within and from without, the trail of death and destruction they left in their wake. Coldly remote and achingly personal fanfiction for the unreleased original Fallout 3, codenamed Van Buren.

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    28 Jul 2024

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