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you should know, that i died slow — running through the halls of your haunted home by mmm_potatoes
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
18 Apr 2026
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He blinked, like surfacing too fast from deep water.
For a second, nothing made sense—the angle of his arm, the way his hand was still curled around the scalpel, the faint metallic smell in the air. Then his eyes focused, and the jagged wound across his forearm came into sharp relief.
Frank stared at it, his expression flattening as the dissociation peeled back. The cut was deeper than usual. “Damn it,” he muttered under his breath, pressing gauze against his forearm. The fabric soaked through faster than he liked. That was… not ideal.
Frank Langdon, now divorced and crashing at Jack Abbot's apartment, has turned to self harm in order to cope. When he cuts too deep, Abbot and Robby find out about his new problem against his will.
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- Part 1 of merry christmas, please don't call
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18 Apr 2026
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Trinity Santos Hasn't Been Fine for a Long Time Now by arsstay_and_ackbay
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
16 Apr 2026
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When Trinity is attacked by a patient she panics. While examining her, Dana sees her scars, and Trinity panics harder.
Self-hating, push-them-away-first Santos is forced to let people in. She realises how much they care, and they realise how much they’ve missed.
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16 Apr 2026
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Trinity barely has time to catch up to the sensations she’s feeling when an arm loops around her lower back and keeps her from hitting the ground. Before she can panic, Ellis’ low voice rumbles in her ear, smooth and concerned.
“Hey, hey, alright. I got you.”
“How… where did you come-.”
“Finishing with a patient in South twenty-two. Thought I spotted a resident in crisis. Talk to me. What’s going on?”
Now that someone is holding her up, the floatiness of her body feels like it’s been ramped up to a million.
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Coda for the end of 2x15/the immediate aftermath.
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13 Apr 2026
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Trinity stumbled towards the bathroom, her joints popping and creaking. She tripped over a thrash bag that Whitaker was supposed to grab on his way out in the morning, barely regained her balance, closed and locked the door, then finally, finally dropped down beside the toilet, throwing up everything she had in her stomach.
She groaned. Redbulls were pricy as fuck.Trinity breaks down after an particularly unlucky day at the Pitt.
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12 Apr 2026
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“You will not improve without my discipline, Trinity.”
“Yes, ma’am.” She rasped.
“Trinity?”
“Yes, ma’am?” She sighed.
“Say it.”“I will not improve without your discipline, Doctor Al-Hashimi.” She choked out.
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09 Apr 2026
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You’re struggling, having fallen back into old habits. Nobody seems to notice but Cassie.
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09 Apr 2026
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Trinity Santos was tired.
She has been tired her whole life.
She has never known anything else.
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kind of a character study of trinity santos. basically her backstory and then her slowly letting dennis in
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07 Apr 2026
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“It’s—it’s clean.” She’s a doctor, and before she was ever a doctor, she was clinical, precise, and careful.
After a moment, Robby says, “I’m sure it was, but after a day in the ER it isn’t anymore.”
White lines, marred by angry red. Disinfectant stings but no more than she's used to (no more than she likes), Robby tending to it gently, like there's nothing more natural, but clinically, because he can't get too close. Her hands in her lap tense. Her muscles contract. On instinct her body doesn’t let her relax, and she’s not sure it ever will, not when Grace spent what was left of her sanity caring for Trinity, and when it was too much to handle, let her body relax forever. She let herself give into it. Trinity wanted to give into it too.
Trinity faces relapse; Robby tends to her. It's not as unnatural or wrong as either of them feels it should be.
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07 Apr 2026
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Santos tries to keep it together.
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04 Apr 2026
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She’s being as surreptitious as she can manage, and even though Trinity would like to think she’s gotten pretty good at it by now, it is hard to disguise a limp in an ED.
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Or, Trinity Santos insists on going to work on an off day.
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03 Apr 2026
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Dennis’s eyes dropped, and he noticed his own shoes. They were covered in blood and left bright red streaks—which seemed so violent, so aggressive—on the white floor of the ED. It looked like a crime scene.
Just like the bathtub, where he had found the unconscious body of his best friend. Just like her wrists, which he had pressed down on with all his might, until his hands cramped, and then even harder, until the paramedics took over.
And even then, he didn’t remember letting go.OR
Trinity attempts suicide, Dennis suffers from acute stress response, and Robby looks after him.
Title inspired by the song "Tomorrow Is Today" by Billy Joel
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03 Apr 2026
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My VERY emotional reaction to ep 10.
After being increasingly disregarded throughout the shift that was the anniversary of her best friends suicide, Trinity feels the last straw snap inside of her attempts suicide after arriving to an empty home with an empty heart: Her last coherent thought, before the dark became total, was something that felt like relief—a forbidden pleasure she found in following Helen's footsteps into darkness.
Garcia is the one to find her.
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this is my attempt to reconcile the hurt/comfort Garcia–has–a–heart–of–gold–but–is–really–reactionary dynamic I've been envisioning with what we saw tonight. with a bunch of angst bc im really pissed off at garcia lol
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31 Mar 2026
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Trinity Santos wasn’t going to kill herself.
Did she think about it? Yes. Did she joke about it? Yes. Did she actually want to throw herself off the roof and become sidewalk jelly? No.
She just wouldn’t mind if something else did it for her; A car that didn’t slow down in time. An angry patient with a gun. Some bad oysters.If she stays busy enough, useful enough, needed enough, she can keep going for another day. Until one day, the levee breaks and sucks Trinity into a hole she’s not sure she wants to get out of.
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31 Mar 2026
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She puts her blinker on. Click, click, click, click. It’s all he can think about. It’s all his brain lets him hear, long after it goes off. Is it his gun? Is it his time running out? Is it questioning which direction he really wants to go?
When will one option win over the others?
Or: Spencer Reid, for the first time in many years, finds himself suicidal; he calls someone this time.
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12 Feb 2026
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Everyone always said that Reid talked too much, so maybe in the end, this is all for the best.
Or, Reid's voice gets ripped out of him, and the aftermath.
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11 Feb 2026
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Spencer had always found just enough reasons to keep living, tenuous though they were at times. Then Emily dies.
Spencer attempts suicide in the wake of Emily's death. The List, the one in his mind detailing the Pros and Cons of his continued existence fails in the wake of losing her. Spencer is left attempting to rebuild the trust of those around him in the aftermath of his failure.
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11 Feb 2026
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Drowning (Coming Up For Air) by GarlicBreadforJuliusCaesar for Nock_and_Bolt
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
20 Dec 2025
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Spencer is usually good at treading water.
His life has been a slow drip of trauma, only broken up by torrents and floods. When it rains, he supposes. He can’t remember ever being fully above water. He’s always at least half-drowning. Life has always been a constant battle of keeping afloat, keeping his head up enough to suck in trembling breaths. He swims. He tries to float. He’s gotten good at swimming. At least, good enough not the drown.
Usually, at least.
Right now, Spencer’s on the bottom of the lake. He’s slowly drowning, watching as the bubbles drift up from his mouth. He’s drowning. And this time, he actually will.
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Spencer has a mental health episode, and his family rally around to help
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09 Feb 2026
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08 Feb 2026
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Spencer would've loved to spend his precious time off nursing himself back to health, but he couldn't call in sick when people were dying. Who cares if his coughing is getting worse? It's probably fine right?
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- Part 2 of Spencer Reid Whump/Angst
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08 Feb 2026
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A Dissertation of the Metaphysical Center by Logan Sanders, a series by OrbManson7
Fandom Sanders Sides (Web Series)
09 Feb 2026
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A collection of all my Logan Angst fics, all relevant to each other within the same universe.
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21 Dec 2025