helgatrush



Fandoms

  1. Men's Football RPF (87)
  2. Союз Спасения | Union of Salvation (2019) (68)
  3. Jpop (45)
  4. Les Misérables - All Media Types (37)
  5. Mozart l'Opéra Rock - Mozart/Baguian & Guirao RPF (16)

Recent works

Recent series

  1. Внеконкурс РМТ АУ-фест 2025 by , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

    Fandom: 10th Kingdom (TV), Brat'ya Karamazovy | Brothers Karamazov - Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Chronicles of Narnia - All Media Types, Death Stranding (Video Games), Doctor Who (2005), Fairy Tales & Related Fandoms, First Date - Weiner/Zachary/Winsberg, Jesus Christ Superstar - Webber/Rice, Russian Musical Theatre, Russian Musical Theatre RPF, Волшебник Изумрудного города цикл - Александр Волков | Wizard of Emerald City Series - A. Volkov, Гран-КуражЪ | Grand Courage (Band), Икар - Круглов/Макуни | Icarus - Kruglov/Makuni, КарамазоВЫ - Рагулин | KaramazoVY - Ragulin, Книга Стихий - Антипов&Мажуга/Батурина&Ересина | Book of Elements - Antipov&Mazhuga/Baturina&Eresina, Лэ о Лэйтиан - Смеркович и Сидоренко | The Lay of Leithian - Smerkovich & Sidorenko, Последнее испытание - Круглов и Ханпира | The Last Trial - Kruglov & Khanpira, Последняя сказка - Загот/Иващенко | Last Fairy Tale - Zagot/Ivaschenko, Преступление и наказание - Артемьев/Ряшенцев | Crime and Punishment - Artemyev/Ryashentsev, Расследования графа Аверина - Виктор Дашкевич | Investigations of Count Averin - V. Dashkevich, см - Fandom, Хроники странного королевства - Панкеева | Chronicles of the Strange Kingdom - Pankeeva, Чёрная сага - Ярослав Баярунас, Экслибриум | Exlibrium (Comics), Эпидемия | Epidemia (Band)

    25 May 2025

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  2. Девушка, которая пела by

    Fandom: Икар - Круглов/Макуни | Icarus - Kruglov/Makuni

    28 Jul 2025

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  3. Внеконкурс РМТ АУ-фест 2024 by , , , , , , ,

    Fandom: Russian Actor RPF, Russian Musical Theatre RPF, Икар - Круглов/Макуни | Icarus - Kruglov/Makuni

    26 May 2024

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  4. Два кольца, а по середине гвоздик by , ,

    Fandom: Союз Спасения | Union of Salvation (2019)

    18 Feb 2024

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  5. тот лик, что тысячи судов гнал в дальний путь by , , ,

    Fandom: Союз Спасения | Union of Salvation (2019)

    09 Sep 2023

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Recent bookmarks

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    "Тактика", ты и дом by

    Fandoms: Men's Football RPF, The Old Guard (Movie 2020)  

    18 Sep 2020

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    Двум смертям не бывать (неправда), а одной не миновать (правда, и не одной).

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    06 Aug 2025

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    we could be looking for the same thing by

    Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)  

    13 Jul 2025

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    They aren’t his family, not in the traditional sense. But the idea that they might be, that they could be, unsettles him more than he wants to admit. It’s the same quiet dread that hit him when Collins said he had helped raise Amy. He doesn’t know why exactly. Maybe because imagining them as a family implies imagining him and Jack as something. And that’s just absurd, right?

    Or: Robby has been a quiet constant in the lives of Abbot and his daughter, filling a space that was never clearly named. As they drift into their fifties, he begins to recognize that his feelings for Jack may have deepened into something real and perhaps impossible. Now he’s left wondering if this almost-family could ever truly be his.

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    06 Jul 2025

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    Зимовье by ,

    Fandoms: Икар - Круглов/Макуни | Icarus - Kruglov/Makuni (All Media Types)  

    16 Feb 2025

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    Таймлайн за несколько лет до “Кассандры”, Полис уже стабилен, а Тесея всё равно надо вытаскивать в отпуск за уши. А когда хотя бы ненадолго прекращаешь работать 24/7, начинаешь слышать себя и то, что нихера тебе не кажется, что ты не можешь перестать думать о самом близком человеке.

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    24 Mar 2025

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    Что на этот раз они значат? by

    Fandoms: Actor RPF  

    10 Oct 2024

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    — Ты веришь в гороскоп или в печенья с предсказаниями?

    — В социологов, брат мой, в социологов.

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    10 Oct 2024

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    Curtain Call by

    Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

    17 Jun 2024

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    “Is that how you think of yourself?” Sirius whispers to him, pained.

    “No,” Remus whispers back, frowning. “That’s just the truth."

    “What can I do for you to see the other truth?”

    “It’s not your job to-”

    Sirius puts a hand on Remus' face.

    Thumb stroking his jaw. He knows those hands. He knows them well. But on the heated skin of Remus' face, they're suddenly new, because they've never been there. In the absolution of his touch, he's momentarily whole. He feels, through Sirius’ palm, tremors.

    “What if..?” His eyes are dilated, black eating away at gray. “What if I want it to be?”

    War hero Remus Lupin has always categorized his unrequited love for Sirius Black, his roommate of ten years, as background noise. Ubiquitous, but ultimately, ignorable. But during a week-long June heatwave in which lines are blurred, thresholds are crossed, and Lily and James’ housewarming looms ever closer, Remus realizes he’s wrong. What he feels isn’t white noise.

    It’s hell.

    And to make matters worse, their housewarming present is so terrible that if his attraction to Sirius doesn’t kill him, then the star-patterned curtains definitely will.

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    12 Aug 2024