17 Bookmarks by killsemall

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    ❝and now you say, i want you for the worse or for better, i would wait forever and ever, broke your heart, i’ll put it back together.❞

    or: In which world-famous streamer Max falls in love with artsy single dad Charles.

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    29 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 57

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    Charles' son Antoine is obsessed with fishing, which is cute, really.

    It's not so cute for his daddy who hates fish.

    What a coincidence that Charles' best friend, who they're house-sitting for, mentions a local fisherman who Antoine desperately wants to meet.

    And since Charles can’t deny his son anything, they set out to find that mystical fisherman.

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    17 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 27

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    Two princes. Two golden cages. One disastrous vacation.

    Max, the reserved Prince of Orange, escapes to a secluded Mediterranean villa hoping to forget everything he can never be: charming, carefree, desired. Unfortunately for him, the universe has a cruel sense of humor — because the man occupying the other half of the villa is Prince Charles of Monaco himself.

    Charles, Europe’s favorite royal playboy, arrives nursing a shattered heart and a dangerous secret beneath his scandalous reputation. The last person he wants to see is the Dutch heir whose existence embodies everything he has lost.

    Forced into uneasy proximity, the two princes quickly discover that envy and resentment are far more complicated than they seem — especially when attraction enters the equation.

    And somewhere between sleepless nights, emotional breakdowns, and an illegal street race on a cliffside road, both men may be forced to confront the truth they have spent their entire lives avoiding.

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    09 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 1

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    09 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 27

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    You’re not supposed to save your rival. You’re not supposed to trust him. And you’re definitely not supposed to need him. But what if your rival is the only person who knows exactly who you are?

    or before Abu Dhabi Max lets Charles drive a Red Bull and it leads to something neither of them knows how to quit
    (The work is not complete-complete yet, but you can read it like it is now anyway. It has an overarching structure, so you will get a resolution anyway:)

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    09 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 19

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    When the ten kingdoms finally ended their wars and their people could live in peace, the world discovered a new kind of competition among them. one far healthier.
    The races. Their finest horses and riders fought, and the last one standing would crown their kingdom as champion. The winning kingdom could then claim anything they desired from the others...

    Or

    Charles Leclerc, prince of the Ferrari kingdom, meets the arrogant, petty, ridiculous and incredibly handsome. Max Emilian, prince of the Red Bull kingdom.

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    07 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 82

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    Max Verstappen has always been the obstacle in Charles Leclerc’s way — on track, in headlines, in every race that mattered. Their history is a collection of crashes, near-misses, and arguments loud enough to draw half the paddock. They’ve been rivals since karting, and neither of them plans to change that.

    Then Kelly Piquet smiles at Max in the paddock, and Charles feels something ugly twist in his chest. It’s not about her. Not really. It’s about him.
    About Max.
    About everything Charles refuses to admit.

    While Charles tries to keep his jealousy under control (and fails spectacularly), their friends have decided enough is enough. They’re done watching the two of them fight, so they start setting up “accidental” moments for Max and Charles to bond — dinner invitations, last-minute hotel mix-ups, and a dangerously rigged game of Truth or Dare.

    It’s a season full of podiums, parties, and photo ops.
    It’s also a season full of glances that last too long, arguments that get too close, and the slow, dangerous realization that maybe this rivalry was never just about racing.

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    06 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 55

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    Because for all the steel he carried, for all the armor he built around himself, Max had a weakness. A crack in the foundation. Every person did. An Achilles’ heel.

    His just happened to come dressed in Ferrari red, dripping with history and expectation, a vision of tragic beauty, made sharper by the weight he carried. Those untamable curls formed a dark halo, framing a face that seemed a divine accident. Eyes that held the fire of a champion could soften with a boy's laughter in an instant, a contradiction that had clawed under Max’s skin, into his bloodstream, and festered.

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    7,349

    14 Nov 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 26

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    Of course Max shows up at the Halloween party and of course she notices how much Charles enjoys being complimented on her puppy costume.

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    4,713

    11 Oct 2025

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    “In the future, you won’t have to be Pierre’s guest,” Charles already knows what Max is going to say, and he braces himself to hear words that shouldn’t even really feel like impact, but always do anyway, “because you’ll be mine.”

    Charles wants to weep. More than anything, he thinks he might want to be Max’s.

    But, that is not something he can ever say.

    Or,

    When Charles was thirteen years-old, he may or may not have fallen for his best friend's brother. Those feelings also may or may not have ever disappeared.

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    5/5
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    40,849

    11 Oct 2025

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    “Well... whip it out, Verstappen. Let’s go,” Charles said, smirking at him.

    Max hooked his thumbs into the waistband of his stretchy shorts and pushed them to the floor, taking his boxers with them. He could feel Charles’ eyes burning into his skin like somebody was holding a lighter to his flesh and willed himself not to blush.

    This was fine; everything was fine.

    He had his cock out on a Wednesday night in Singapore, but everything was fine.

    OR: After a hook-up gone wrong, Charles asks Max to critique his blow-job skills. Neither of them expected to fall in love on their knees, but reality can be... hard to swallow. (The friends with benefits to lovers fic that has haunted me for months.)

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    8/10
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    93,184

    25 Sep 2025

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    Max Verstappen fucks men sometimes. Charles struggles to cope.

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    23 Sep 2025

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    “I’m not so drunk that I don’t know what I’m asking you,” Max said.

    Charles swallowed the lump in his throat. “Me either.”

    “So, is that a yes?”

    “Are you sure about this?” Charles asked instead, laughing unbelievably and shaking his head. “This is not something we do, mate.”

    “It could be something we do,” Max said, grinning at him. His fingers flexed on Charles’ hip, and it did something weird to Charles’ brain. When he looked back on this moment later, he would blame Max’s big hand on his hip for what he did next.

    Because for some reason... Charles kissed him.

    He wasn’t sure why.

    OR: the self-indulgent story of how Charles and Max fell in love over winter break 2022, in a classic Enemies to Friends With Benefits to Lovers fic that nobody asked for.

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    158,836

    23 Sep 2025

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    Charles lazily kicked the ball back. "I just can't believe I saw Max on Grindr."
    "Forget about Max. What the fuck were you doing on Grindr, mate?"

    ***

    Charles and Max match on Grindr under fake names, each of them thinking the other one does not know it's them. Over one race weekend chaos ensues. They are being absolute dumbasses about it. Obviously.

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    15 Aug 2025

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    “Wow, what a question to end with!” Charles chuckles, pondering his answer. “I think all the drivers here are attractive in their own ways.”

    “Are you aware that you are the most popular answer so far?”

    “Me? Well I’m very flattered.” Charles beams at the reporter, his eyes sparkling in the afternoon sun.

    “But if you had to pick someone…” the reporter gently prompts.

    Charles hums. “Well since you asked, I will say Max Verstappen.”

     

    Charles names Max as the most attractive driver on the grid. Max spirals.

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    8,745

    14 Aug 2025

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    14 Aug 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 20

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    Six years ago, Max Verstappen vanished; crowned World Champion with five titles, but broken in ways no podium could fix. After a crash that ended his career and shattered something far deeper, he disappeared without a word.

    Charles Leclerc stayed. He won. He endured. But he never forgave Max for walking away, not just from racing, but from him.

    Now, Max is back in Monaco. Quiet. Older. Hiding the damage he won't speak of. Charles lives just across the street, and the weight of everything unsaid hangs heavier than ever.

    They loved each other once. Maybe still do.

    But what do you do when the only person who could save you is the one who broke you?

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    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    7
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    112
    Bookmarks:
    20
    Hits:
    2,373

    14 Aug 2025

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