18 Bookmarks by matimae
List of Bookmarks
-
To only ever know the cold by IbecomewhatIbelieve
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
Tags
Summary
Svetlana knows about Jane. It's frankly insulting for Ilyusha to think otherwise.
She just never expected to have to call him for help. During the Olympics. In Russia. In the dead of night.
-
Or, what happens if Grigori Rozanov isn't that sick during the Winter Olympics and takes out his anger on Ilya in the worst way? What if Svetlana calls Shane for help . . . and where do any of them go from here?
-
Lecture from a Seasoned Gay by fandombarf
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Feb 2026
Tags
Summary
Scott texts Kip that he’s bringing Shane back to the apartment. “Hey, I kind of have a big favor to ask you and I need you to be supportive about it.”
Kip replies almost immediately, “That sounds ominous, is everything okay?”
“I don’t know,” Scott decides to be honest, “You know how I’m shooting that commercial with Shane Hollander today?”
“Yes…” He can practically feel Kip’s anxiety leaking into that one text.
“Well, I think something happened to him. Something bad. I’m bringing him back to the apartment.”-
Shane and Scott are supposed to be doing a commercial together but Scott notices that Shane’s acting… off. He finds out what happened in Vegas and forces Ilya to fix it.
-
The Wine-Dark Sea by ShoutIntoTheVoid
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Feb 2026
Tags
Summary
Angry tears spring to his eyes and his head spins. His breath picks up.
Something bad is happening, he thinks.
--------
Shane is finally settled into married life with Ilya when ghosts from his past unearth troubling secrets he didn't even know were buried. He's forced to go on an odyssey in search for the answer to one question: what really happened to him all those years ago?
-
desperate things by scurrybeetlebug
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
Tags
Summary
Shane Hollander was smart. Shane Hollander was strong. But when Shane Hollander's defenses are down, he is surprisingly easy to kidnap, if you are stupid enough to do so.
-
Tags
Summary
Emma and Ruby join their hands and begin pulling each other further down the hallway.
A small gurgle sounds from the stroller parked next to them, and Shane looks down to see Arthur with a gummy smile on his face, waving his small arms around and flapping his hands that are hidden by sleeves that are slightly too long.
"Sounds like Arthur's ready to go, too." Shane says with a smile.
"That's because he doesn't know what today has in store." Hayden sighs out.
⟡°.｡:･˚⋅ଳ⋅˚:･｡.°⟡
What started as a normal day full of fun and adventure quickly turned into a nightmare scenario.
Shane Hollander, 26, and Arthur Pike, 6 months, are currently missing. Both were reportedly abducted in plain sight from the Montreal Biodome.
More on this story to come. Please be on the look out and let the proper authorities know if you have any further information regarding these disappearances.
We can only hope that they are both returned to their families swiftly and safely.
-
Tags
Summary
“He’ll never forget anything about their first night. Or any night he shared with Ilya. Every detail has been etched into him. Without them, he wouldn’t recognize himself. Without them he was blank.
Stop thinking about Rozanov. Fuck.
He seeks new memories. New… etches.
So when future archeologists dig up his bones they won’t read them like a love letter to Ilya Rozanov.
Shane knows it’s risky.
But he doesn’t know that tonight he won’t be etched, he’ll be broken.”
When Shane hooks up with a stranger after a game, he thinks the worst that could happen is getting outed. He is wrong. What was meant to be a night to forget all about Ilya Rozanov, becomes a night when he needs him most.
-
Don't Wanna Let Go (Let Go, Let Go) of You by 221BSunsetTowers
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Feb 2026
Tags
Summary
Kip gets shot by some of Scott's rabid fans.
Scott tries not to lose Kip, all while absolutely losing his mind.
-
Tags
Summary
An ice storm falls over Ottawa, but Ilya promised David and Yuna that he'd come over for dinner while Shane's away. When Yuna and David get the call that he's been rushed to the hospital after a car accident they scramble to get to him so he won't wake up alone in the hospital. Days of confusion, pain, and sadness ensue. Especially since Shane can't come back until after he finishes a season defining game or else the industry might catch on to his and Ilya's secret relationship.
Or...
A hurt/comfort fic where Yuna and David watch over and comfort Ilya while he's in the hospital recovering from a bad car accident.
-
Я буду спать, когда умру (I'll Sleep When I'm Dead) by Snakeswithsocks
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Feb 2026
Tags
Summary
Married life with the Ottawa Centaurs is supposed to be stable.
Instead, Ilya Rozanov is losing sleep, reliving old trauma, and quietly unraveling while insisting he’s fine. Shane sees it in the small moments: the missed beats, the nodding head, the way Ilya sleeps anywhere he feels safe.
A hurt/comfort fic about nightmares, exhaustion, and the people who refuse to let Ilya disappear.
-
The Hollanov files by ArcticSwan
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Feb 2026
Summary
All my Hollanov fics. These are not necessarily connected with each other.
Most will be h/c or whump.- Words:
- 38,437
- Works:
- 4
- Bookmarks:
- 11
-
I think of you all the time (now that you're gone) by Andi_xx
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
Tags
Summary
Ilya finds himself falling into old habits. Featuring: drug abuse, and eventually !!Recovery!!
-
Make Way For Tomorrow by hopeless_hope
Fandoms: Iron Man (Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
17 Apr 2024
Tags
Summary
Peter swallows and looks at Tony, unable to keep the heartbroken look off his face. His hand grabs for his book bag while his other sweeps the vials up. Maybe he’s being paranoid, but he can’t risk going back into the system. He closes his eyes, for just a second, to mourn the life he could have had.
“I’m sorry,” he says to Tony.
He doesn’t wait to see the man’s response before he pushes through the crowd of people and runs. “Wait!” Tony calls after him.
But Peter’s already out the door.
-
Before Ben died, Peter won a booth to present his project at the Stark Expo. But even on the run from the foster care system, he can't pass up the opportunity to attend and show the world his project. It all goes so well, until it doesn't. Trying to avoid being caught, Peter runs out on Tony just as the man is about to make him the offer of a lifetime.
Bold of him to assume Tony won't try to find him.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 45,552
- Chapters:
- 13/?
- Collections:
- 6
- Comments:
- 1,356
- Kudos:
- 9,552
- Bookmarks:
- 2,134
- Hits:
- 174,761
Bookmarked by matimae
15 Apr 2020
-
The Third Option by Uncertainty_Principle
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
27 Jan 2020
Tags
Summary
Homecoming AU.
Ben and May divorced before Peter’s parents died, so when Ben is murdered Peter goes into foster care. It takes just a tiny taste of superpowers for Peter to decide he doesn’t want to put up with his horrible foster father anymore—the streets are infinitely more appealing. All he wants is to be Spider-Man anyway.
So he leaves.
Simple.
Simple, that is, until Iron Man needs Spider-Man’s help. Peter isn’t about to turn down an opportunity to fight alongside Tony Freaking Stark, but he also isn’t going to let his hero know that his recruit is a fifteen-year-old homeless dropout. So they strike a deal. Peter will help Tony. In return, the mask stays on.
And that’s when things get complicated.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 220,959
- Chapters:
- 37/37
- Collections:
- 168
- Comments:
- 11,964
- Kudos:
- 60,253
- Bookmarks:
- 15,864
- Hits:
- 1,269,605
Bookmarked by matimae
06 Mar 2020
-
the second law of thermodynamics by orphan_account
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017)
23 Mar 2020
Tags
Summary
It happens the same way it always does.
(It's just discipline. It's not that bad. It's fine, Peter is fine, he'll be fine--)
Except he really isn't fine, and Tony knows something's up, and Peter's house of cards is falling apart, and so the story goes.
--
a recovery story full of soft irondad, found families, and (eventually) tons of fluff.
Series
- Part 1 of evil parents club
- Part 1 of promise i'll do better // irondad fics
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 22,201
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Comments:
- 538
- Kudos:
- 4,551
- Bookmarks:
- 955
- Hits:
- 76,845
Bookmarked by matimae
06 Mar 2020
-
If You're Going Through Hell, Keep on Going by baloobird
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Iron Man (Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types
16 Oct 2021
Tags
Summary
In a world with no superheroes or powers, Tony Stark turns over a new leaf after his plight with Afghanistan. He goes to therapy and it changes his life, so much so that he decides to open up his own practice and help people that are like him.
His newest client: Eight-year-old Peter Parker
Little did he know that he would actually become attached to one of his patients.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 74,823
- Chapters:
- 16/?
- Collections:
- 4
- Comments:
- 978
- Kudos:
- 1,985
- Bookmarks:
- 468
- Hits:
- 42,888
Bookmarked by matimae
01 Mar 2020
-
Holding To The Ground by MaryaDmitrievnaLikesSundays
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), Spider-Man - All Media Types
15 Dec 2020
Tags
Summary
Peter Parker thinks he knows abuse.
He’s seen it out on patrol, in a little girl with cigarette-burned hands, in a teenage boy who ‘fell down the stairs’ one too many times.
He thinks that it’s a few months of punches and then you escape, go to therapy, and everything ends up okay. He doesn’t realize that it’s not always that simple. So when May first hits him, he is confused when she kisses the bruise, and he doesn’t understand why her nails cut into his palm whenever they hold hands or why every insult she throws at him, he already knows.
Abuse isn’t always straightforward. Peter Parker learns this the hard way.
——
Or, when May finds out that Peter had the powers to save Ben, she is not as forgiving as we would all like to believe.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 50,941
- Chapters:
- 21/?
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 441
- Kudos:
- 1,570
- Bookmarks:
- 278
- Hits:
- 25,450
Bookmarked by matimae
06 Feb 2020
-
flying (but maybe i'm dying) by Mellaithwen
Fandoms: Titans (TV 2018), Batman - All Media Types
01 Nov 2019
Tags
Summary
Titans 2x07 remix/AU- because Bruce needs to come save his boys.
Jason’s been through a lot in the last couple days. He’s been kidnapped, tortured, thrown off of a building, and now he just wishes he knew how to stop falling.
(And he’s not the only one struggling)
Jason blinks and he’s saved. He blinks and he’s on his knees, putting pressure on a strangers wound. He blinks and he’s in a car—running his hands through his hair to brush the broken glass loose, only to end up staring at his fingers, slack-jawed, when they come back bloody.
No one else notices, so he keeps it to himself. He can barely feel it anyway…
Bookmarked by matimae
04 Dec 2019
-
Love So Sterng I: Pound Puppy Eyes by luckjustkissedyouhello
Fandoms: It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia
13 Apr 2019
Tags
Summary
One of Frank’s bad choices has dire repercussions for two members of The Gang. Can they (and their friendship) survive the aftermath?
Series
- Part 1 of Love So Sterng