15 Bookmarks by millionsofapologies
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What doesn’t kill you, makes you wish you were dead. Got a hole in my soul growing deeper and deeper.
As if every mark was made with artistic intention. A raging display of self-hatred, and pain- and what better way to express self-hatred than carving out an abstract portrait on the artist himself? A display of destruction in a feeble attempt of fixing himself.
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12 Apr 2026
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“You ruined my life!” Jeongin shouted, uncaring of the fact that he was earning himself countless curious looks from strangers. “I gave you my whole world, Hyunjin, and we might have been immature and young, but I loved you with my whole heart and you fucking broke it!”
Jeongin placed his palms flat against Hyunjin’s chest, wishing he could reach in a crush the heart he had never managed to capture when he had the chance.
“Innie, please, just listen to me,” Hyunjin begged, his eyes starting to become teary. “I can-”
“I’m done listening to you, Hyunjin,” Jeongin shook his head. “You’ve had 9 years to talk to me. 9 years where I would have listened and bought every single word you said, but now it’s too fucking late for you to come creeping back to me. We’re done.”
Or, after several years abroad, Jeongin is convinced he’s healed and done being heartbroken, but when Hyunjin and the friends they used to share comes crashing back in, Jeongin is less than fine about it all.
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12 Jun 2025
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The young man was gorgeous even while drenched and shuddering like a rainstricken kitty. The snowflakes had entwined themselves in his hair, looking as if stars had been hung in the nightly strands. His eyes were a breathtaking shade of brown, almost akin to the coffee that would brew in the palace kitchen. The mocha hue was warm as a blistering sun ray, yet cozy as a heap of blankets on a stormy dawn. It drew Jeongin in like a missing ship to the savior of a lighthouse.
Jeongin found himself shedding his cloak for the man and holding it out in offering. Clearly, he wasn’t accustomed to the brisk cold like the other residents of the territory. “You aren’t of Ssolaceblood, are you, stranger?”
“My name is Hyunjin,” The other, Hyunjin, corrected. He took a wobbly step out to reveal his sandals. Jeongin couldn’t help the gasp that tore from his throat at the sight. “I don’t suppose you could lend me your shoes as well?”or, prince jeongin finds a terribly underdressed hyunjin in the middle of a blizzard and decides to warm him up
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11 Jun 2025
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There's Something in the Woods by SKZRel (SorrelxTaye) for mrehk, eventzero (vlevxn)
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
15 Jun 2024
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Hyunjin traded the busy city life for remote cabin serenity in the hopes of finding his creative drive renewed, but it didn't work out as he planned. It isn't until a chance encounter with a fox in the woods behind his cabin home that his inspiration returns and his life in general begins to turn on its axis.
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23 May 2025
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“Just ask Yang Jeongin to fuck you,” Jisung says.
Hyunjin frowns, missing the straw in his coffee. It digs on his cheek. “Who?”
“Campus Casanova,” Minho tells him. He takes advantage of Jisung's position, resting with his head on Minho's lap, and plucks out a strand of grass to tickle his nose with. “I've heard some wild stories.”
Hyunjin's tired of unsatisfactory, rushed sex with men who are more talk than action. When his friends suggest he asks famous fuckboy Yang Jeongin to give him the night he deserves, he's desperate enough to give it a shot. He quickly learns the rumors got him all wrong, which becomes a bigger problem— the real Jeongin is a danger to his heart, and not because he can break it.
Because by the way it beats, Hyunjin knows it's a matter of time until it's all his.
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20 May 2025
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Hyunjinhyung im thinking about love again
Channie hyung
Don't
Tell him to go home
Kkami looks so comfortable, though. His small body rises and falls with tranquil breaths, tail swishing every now and then and grazing Jeongin's leg. Jeongin who looks content as well, mouth parted as he snores gently, peacefully. Hyunjin's not a monster. Do people just wake up after a one-night stand and kick their hook up out? What if it's cold— raining? Thanks for the dick, no, you can't borrow my umbrella?
Hyunjin's so not built for this.
Hyunjin is a romantic, through and through. He knew even a single night of casual sex with a sweet, considerate guy would put his world upside down and leave a couple scars. Now he's done it, and all he can think about is that Jeongin's too good to be a one-time thing: Kkami, his grumpy dog who trusts almost no one, loves him from the moment he first sees him. How is Hyunjin supposed to look for The One in anyone else?
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20 May 2025
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He and Jeongin never really talk about it, and Hyunjin continues with his string of hook ups and Jeongin doesn’t say anything about whether or not he has a girlfriend, but when Seungmin lets slip that Jeongin is going on a date with someone new Hyunjin calls Jeongin in the middle of it on purpose.
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- Part 8 of catboy (catholic boy) jisung
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18 May 2025
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"Sirius couldn’t pretend that life was still the same from when they were in highschool. They are adults now. James must live with his new family, so Sirius found a new home and started to do everything by himself.
By the second week living by himself, he fell while trying to take a shower and broke his arm.The real problem is that it is hard to do things by yourself when there’s a wheelchair attached to you."
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Sirius is a disabled man who, after breaking his arm, needs the assistance of a nurse to manage his daily routine. He has two major problems:
1) He hates the idea of relying on someone else’s care.
2) His new nurse, Remus, is way too hot.Bookmarked by millionsofapologies
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"Isn't the animagus form supposed to ... sort of ... reflect a person's inner self?"
On the Marauders' first night out together under the full moon, Remus notices something unexpected about Sirius's animagus form.
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20 Jun 2024
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September 1982
The war is over. Voldemort was defeated on October 31, 1981. Regulus Black discovered Voldemort’s horcruxes and informed the Order of the Phoenix, which destroyed them. When Voldemort arrived on Halloween to kill baby Harry, the Order was standing by, ready to kill him first.
Almost a year later, the Marauders and their friends are rebuilding their lives.
Everything is going well for Sirius Black.
Everything but love.OR
Sirius Black is great at sex but shit at relationships. Remus Lupin is an amazing boyfriend, but not so great at sex. Could these best friends learn from each other? Platonically, of course.Series
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24 May 2024
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Sometimes Sirius Black allowed himself to forget that his children were not just Black, but Lupin Black. Well, most days he managed to forget completely. To everyone else, it was just Remus. To the twins, it was their Pa. But to Sirius, it was his bloody ex-husband who he hadn't spoken properly to in nine years.
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12 May 2024
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The Chaotic Consequences of Kinky Covenants by surpriserougecerise
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
26 Jul 2024
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Sirius' hair was soft against Remus' scarred skin and his perfectly arched eyebrows had settled in a frown.
“Yes, as in sex with people. I want to experiment more regarding having sex with people, I haven’t had sex with before, okay!” He huffed in frustration.
Remus raised his eyebrows. Not exactly baffled, but still a little surprised. Although very pleasantly.
“So,” Remus concluded, just to make sure he had understood correctly. “You want to fuck guys?”
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Sirius get's an interest in branching out, but before doing so, wants to make sure he's prepared. Who could be better to do that with than his openly bisexual childhood best friend?
Remus agrees to it, needing a little distraction from the horrors of having to apply for a teacher position at Hogwarts as a werewolf, and so the kinky covenant is made. But what could go wrong? They're such good friends and not even a little sex could change that, right?Bookmarked by millionsofapologies
10 May 2024
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"The heat—the hands around your throat, cotton in your mouth, dripping dripping dripping sweat kind of heat—has finally got to him. It’s turned his poor, helpless, underdeveloped brain into gutter muck and asphalt grit. He’s grown up in a bubble, a hole he will die in, a cabinet under the stairs, a rural town a minute big with no stoplights and a cruising speed limit. He’s been in a petri dish with the same kids his whole life, it’s stunted his growth, his taste, his scope of the world."
or remus and sirius are dumb kids who are shit out of luck, but kind of in love anyway?
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23 Apr 2024