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The RDA spent a lot of money on a brain scanner. They weren't going to use it just once.
This doesn't change much, at first. Then, it changes a lot.
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Normal canon, but one universe to the left.
Installations 1-3: Spider, Quaritch, and the RDA. (Spider needs a hug)
Installation 4: Lo'ak runs into a familiar face. It's not as happy of a reunion as he'd hoped for. (Everyone needs a hug)
Installation 5: Spider and Kiri get a beach vacation. Kind of. (Spider gets a hug)Credit for all fic titles goes to the song “Always Gold” by Radical Face.
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Bookmarked by miserable
12 Dec 2025
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beautifully written, where spider stutters and forgets
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After the battle at the Three Brothers rocks, the Sullys arrive at Awa'atlu to prepare for Neteyam's return to Eywa and to help the Metkayina recover from the catastrophic losses as a result of the hunt for Jake and his family.
Word had spread, however, about a human boy who had travelled with the Avatars and helped bring destruction to villages and Tulkun herds for months. When Spider returns with the Sullys, his decisions while he was held by the RDA come to consequences he wishes he didn't deserve.
He does deserve it, though. He knows this much. He doesn't understand many of the things that have happened to him, but he does know this. Why else would the Sullys leave him for so long?
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The one where Jake takes 10-15 business days to swap one son for another and Spider barely makes it back to him alive.
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Bookmarked by miserable
07 Dec 2025
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sorry i didn’t comment earlier but i read this straight through the night and woke up with swollen eyes bc of how much i cried <33 love your writing
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"All I did was disappoint you." He couldn’t breathe. He couldn’t catch his breath. "I just wanted to do good. I just wanted to be better and all I did was make everyone angry."
Or: When Bruce comes back from the dead, Dick goes nonverbal. Nobody seems to have the time to notice.
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31 Aug 2025
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5 Times They Almost Kissed + 1 Times They Finally Did It by tiramisyura
Fandoms: 트리거 | Trigger (TV 2025)
01 Aug 2025
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Five moments when the world held its breath, and once time finally they let the silence break.
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- Part 1 of 5 Times + 1 Series
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29 Aug 2025
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“Please don’t tell me the first person who ever touched your dick was Dr. Robby.”
“Um.” He coughs.
“Oh my god I’m gonna fucking die.”
Santos tries to solve Whitaker’s sexual hangups. Whitaker tries to save Robby’s soul. Neither initiative goes exactly to plan.
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23 Aug 2025
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"Thanks, Dad." by sElkieNight60
Fandoms: Red Robin (Comics), Batman: Wayne Family Adventures (Webcomic), DCU, DCU (Comics), Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics)
20 Feb 2023
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Sure, it’s embarrassing to call your teacher ‘Dad,’ but for better or worse, Bruce is both more and less than just a mentor.
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Tim accidentally calls Bruce 'Dad' and they both deal with the revelations and fallout that comes with.
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02 Jul 2025
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After the battle that took Neteyam, Spider is left to his own devices at Awa'atlu. He was drifting further, and further from those who he'd loved all his life. But it seems as sad as he may be; that some spiders belong to the sea.
He finds comfort in it—strength in its currents—togetherness where the waves hit the sand, and a calmness in its never-ending flow. Even when his mind was far away in his memories; the sea was always there.
So Spider speaks to the sea. Speaks of his uncertainty. His loneliness. His loss. And while Eywa listens the sea begins to answer.Series
- Part 1 of Avatar Depression
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My heart on your sleeve (handle carefully) by thefrenchmistake
Fandoms: 약한영웅 Class 1 | Weak Hero Class 1 (TV)
23 May 2023
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“You’re so beautiful,” Suho says, and Sieun’s stomach revolts.
He isn’t sure what it is. He isn’t sure what he’s feeling, just that he’s close to throwing up.
“That’s not funny,” he chides his boyfriend, not unkindly.
He’s sure Suho isn’t being mean on purpose, probably doesn’t even see the harm in his words. But it is a bit disconcerting that he so eagerly sheds his usual honesty just to say something he evidently believes Sieun wanted to hear.
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13 May 2025
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Optional and very explicit Destiel epilogue to my gen/pre-Destiel Christmas fic "A Winter's Tale." This can be read on its own though. Cas is feeling scruffy and wants a clean shave for the new year; Dean offers to help with the shaving, and, y'know, stuff happens.
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Cas is sick and Dean finds a journal that Cas kept about his time alone as a human.
This fic is a retelling of first half of S9 from Cas's POV (via Cas's journal). Lots of Cas angst/loneliness and a correspondingly equal volume of Dean guilt. Sick fic, hurt/comfort, journal fic, and a Christmas fic too.
NO SLASH but the entire thing features a strong Cas/Dean friendship.
Destiel readers: This entire fic can be read as pre-Destiel (or not, as you prefer), and if you would like to read it that way, I also wrote an optional, explicit, Destiel epilogue chapter just for you guys. :)
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21 Apr 2025
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Slowly falling from grace now that he's cut off from Heaven after making the decision to support Dean's cause, Castiel has to battle his angelic instincts alongside new and unfamiliar human ones—or just ignore them all to avoid altering the Winchesters.
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- Part 2 of The Great WIP Purge
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16 Apr 2025
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Erik has dreams of a dark room, of being pushed down into the floor and violated in a way that makes him scream until his throat is raw. But Shaw never, ever touched him like that, so Erik wonders if he somehow repressed memories of Shaw's torture. Either way, he hides the dreams from Charles, intent on suffering through it alone, as he always has.
And then one day, the nightmares come when he's still awake, and he realizes that these aren't his nightmares, they're Charles's. It's Charles projecting in his sleep, and then Erik realizes that they aren't nightmares at all, they're memories from Charles's hidden past.
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11 Apr 2025
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Castiel leaves for a work trip to the capital, and Dean. . . Dean realizes that he's not very good at being alone.
(This is a timestamp for the New Dawn series. It's incredibly fluffy, but you should probably read Not Your Fault first so you aren't lost.)
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- Part 2 of A New Dawn
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22 Mar 2025
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Dean and Castiel have a fight. It isn't their first and it isn't their last, but they have differences and problems to work out, and they will. It just may take some hurt feelings, tears, and cuddling first.
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- Part 5 of Art Forms
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22 Mar 2025
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take my hand, wreck my plans (that's my man) by notcaycepollard
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
18 Apr 2021
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The first Bucky figures there’s something wrong is when Torres kisses him.
"Your buddy got dosed," one of their prisoners says helpfully. "Our chemist hit him in the face with whatever she was working on. Probably a sex drug."
“What’ll happen?” Bucky asks. Pinches the bridge of his nose; he really hadn't banked on criminal sex drugs being a part of his day. “If he doesn’t… Christ, if he doesn’t fuck it out? Will he be okay?”
“I dunno. He’s young and healthy, could be fine in a few hours. Or his heart could explode, it’s hard to say.”
“I really don’t want my heart to explode,” Torres says, his voice small.
“Well, yeah,” Sam agrees. “That’s the worst-case scenario, clearly.”
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14 Mar 2025
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Constellation of Touch by st4rlabsforever
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
11 May 2021
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Sam strips down to his briefs, slips on his sweats because he’s a gentleman like that, thank you very much, then rolls onto his side of the bed where he comes face-to-face with Bucky.
“Uh.” Sam blinks. Bucky blinks back at him. “You’re gonna turn around, right?” Sam asks. If they’re really being forced to share a bed, he refuses to be the little spoon.
“I’m taller,” Bucky says immediately.
“We’re the same height.”
“Nah, I’m definitely taller.”
“Why does that even matter?” Sam asks incredulously.
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Or: 5 times Sam and Bucky both realize how touch-starved they are, and the one time they decide to do something about it.
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18 Feb 2025
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Bucky is still adjusting to life with the Avengers, and Steve is willing to do whatever it takes to make him feel comfortable. Increasingly, though, what seems to make him comfortable is strangely intimate.
Surprise, Steve! You're a gentle dom and Bucky wants to be your pretty pet!
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15 Feb 2025
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don't leave me here alone by suzukiblu
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
09 Jul 2019
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The asset is not having an optimal day.
“Our cycles are syncing,” his mission says from the other side of the exam room, quiet and apologetic. He’s standing against the wall and the asset is sitting on an exam table. They’re in . . . a tower. The asset isn’t sure why. He doesn’t feel right, overheated and over-energized, and isn’t sure about that either.
“So you’re--my alpha, then,” he says haltingly, eyes flicking up to his mission’s face. Not his mission anymore. But always his mission, he thinks.
“Other way around,” his mission answers with a smile that all of the asset’s training can’t decipher the full meaning behind. It looks injured, and . . . and things the asset doesn’t know.
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22 Jan 2025
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here we go again, I kinda wanna be more than friends by suzukiblu for steverogerswiener
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies)
28 Jun 2018
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The mission--not the mission--finds the asset and brings it in. The asset does not resist.
The asset does not mean to resist.
“It’s okay, it’s okay,” not-the-mission says, holding a hand to his red-dripping mouth. The asset’s metal knuckles match it.
“It is not okay,” Codename: The Falcon says.
The asset doesn’t know which of them to believe.
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21 Jan 2025
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Or: Sam Wilson did not sign up for this, but now that he's here, he's going to make the most of it.
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Bookmarked by miserable
20 Jan 2025