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bed, half empty by coffeecrowns for mxmushroom
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 May 2026
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In 2000, Russia had 31,000 cases of HIV. In 2010, there were 530,000.
By fourteen, Ilya Rozanov is sleeping around Moscow. It's a complicated outlet, but he's good at two things: hockey and sex. At 16, he's diagnosed with HIV.
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russianstallion messages hollabackgirl on Grindr for some fun, but then they keep showing up at the same places, conveniently right when Boston and Montreal have a game against each other.
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Shane and Ilya, unbeknownst to each other, are sexting on Grindr while still being rivals on the ice.*SMAU that was previously uploaded to twitter is now on ao3 for ease of reading*
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Ilya Rozanov never goes to the cottage.
He goes home to Russia instead—and disappears from Shane Hollander’s life without a word.
Years later, the news reaches him anyway: the Hollander family is gone, Shane’s career is over, and the boy who once lived and breathed hockey is learning how to exist in a body that no longer moves the way it used to.
Ilya returns for a funeral he was never invited to, carrying years of silence, regret, and a love he never stopped feeling.
Some wounds don’t close.
Some love arrives too late to save anything—but still refuses to die.
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31 Mar 2026
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While in search of a roommate, Ilya comes across an interesting Facebook Marketplace listing from Shane Hollander.
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- Part 1 of message sent to seller
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Rozanov made a dismissive noise. “No, no, I will pick you up. Send me your address.”
“I’m not giving you my home address.”
“Why not!”
“Because you’ll probably post it on social media to psych me out before our next game.”
That made Rozanov laugh. “It is good idea,” he said. Stopped laughing. Started again. Blew out a breath like he had to get himself together. “I might do this to you,” he allowed, “but you have nice boyfriend living with you now. I would not do this to him. You are safe.”
In which Ilya Rozanov adopts himself into Scott and Kip's household and refuses to leave. Kip finds this very sweet. Scott is going to kill him.
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About Summer by chaentics for inkingbrushes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Feb 2026
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In 2008, Shane Hollander lost to Ilya Rozanov. Fresh-faced, hungry. Like he’d been living off victory points that were scraps compared to the real thing, compared to beating Rozanov, the first man in the world to make him feel second-best. Back then, he’d thought that was the only thing he felt, too. That the electric pulse jostling between them in the gym some time later was a trick of the mind. It was like seeing sky above for the first time. See you at the draft. Life in that paper body.
or: Ilya comes back. This is the crux of it.
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death and taxes (and shane hollander) by fingersfallingupwards
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Feb 2026
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There was a time when Ilya believed Scott Hunter's coming out would revolutionize hockey forever— but for every step forward came two steps back.
When Shane and Ilya meet again late in life, can they make their second chance work?
OR: Old Man Hollanov Yaoi.
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- Part 1 of old man hollanov yaoi
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Apogee by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
09 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander is the youngest Commander in ISS history; straight-backed, closeted, and so tightly on his own leash that seven months in orbit with Ilya Rozanov have not produced a single crack in his composure.
Ilya Rozanov is the Russian cosmonaut who should have had his job, won’t stop bouncing a tennis ball off the walls, and is still looking for a fissure. Thankfully, a solar storm finds it for him.
or: Near-death, zero gravity, and the wrong man’s hands in exactly the right places.
A Cosmonaut!Ilya x Astronaut!Shane AU 🚀
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all flowers in time bend towards the sun by TrebleRose89
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
31 May 2026
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“No matter what happens, I’ll take care of Troy. I promise.”
It’s a vow Ilya wants desperately to keep, but he has absolutely no fucking clue how he’ll ever manage to. Not when his own world feels like it’s crumbling around him, too.
But he has to try, doesn’t he?
Because what the fuck else can he possibly do?
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Or, when a tragic accident rips everything Troy loves away from him, Ilya tries his best to help his friend while grappling with his own grief
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On the Brink of Forever by broccolicheddarchicken
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jan 2026
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There had been a tragedy. The Ottawa Centaurs' plane had crashed in northern Georgia, during the course of their flight from Carolina to Tampa. They didn't know much else yet. All NHL activities were suspended for the next seven days.
Wait, what?
At seventeen, Shane Hollander met the love of his life. At twenty-nine, gravity took him away.
Shane wishes he’d died, too.
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- Part 1 of your name, forever the name on my lips
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"Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"
Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.
"Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"
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or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.
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20 Mar 2026
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we cannot waste time (—only ourselves.) by llamallamaduck
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jun 2026
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The photos leak on a Wednesday. Ilya sets his life and career on fire on Sunday, mostly out of spite. On Monday, he is the first out queer player in the NHL.
Nobody handles the ensuing circus well, least of all Scott Hunter.
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- Part 1 of Where does such tenderness come from?
- Part 1 of Set in Heated Rivalry-verse
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is this all there is? by coffeecrowns
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Mar 2026
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Ilya and the Hollanders go to family therapy at Shane's eating disorder inpatient. It goes more poorly than anyone can imagine.
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- Part 8 of Nothing ever seems to fit
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A not so carefully curated selection of some of Dennis Whitaker's e-mails in the weeks after Michael Robinavitch returns from his sabbatical
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- Part 2 of full inbox
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Doesn’t matter which jersey they’re wearing. Doesn’t matter that off the ice Robbie can’t even look at Georgie without feeling sick, half the time. Doesn’t matter that Robbie doesn’t think he’s ever hated anyone more. They still play beautiful hockey together.
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Shane will not take part in the best part of late may: Strawberries.
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- Part 3 of Nothing ever seems to fit
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28 Feb 2026
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stede's super fun sleepover adventure (ft. a mildly traumatised izzy hands) by natilieal
Fandoms: Our Flag Means Death (TV)
22 Apr 2022
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‘Just so I understand,’ Izzy says, voice steely in a way that would have most men quaking with fear, but only earns him an indulgent smile from Stede, ‘you’re going to enforce mandatory bonding time for me with the rest of the crew so that I can… learn to get along with them?’
Or, Stede organises a sleepover to try and get to know Izzy better. Somewhere in between wearing Stede's clothes and getting his nails painted, Izzy loses his mind.
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04 Sep 2025
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Izzy looks to Edward, mouth working helplessly.
“Just let it happen, mate,” Ed suggests.
“I was hoping,” Stede continues, a little irritated by the lack of support, “that you’d let me—and Ed—know if there’s anything we could be doing differently, to make you more comfortable.”(Or: How Izzy Hands learned to stop worrying and love his co-captains.)
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- Part 1 of love like a powder keg
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30 Aug 2025
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Oscar breathes through a ball of emotion in his throat as he watches Zolf be so gentle with his words, some transcribed, some simply affixed to the notebook if they were small enough. There’s so much in his words to expose him.
But there’s no one safer than Zolf to see it.
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- Part 6 of Year of the OTP 2025
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The thing is, they’ve been trying to take it slow. Not because they aren’t a sure thing, they were both in far too deep before they ever even got together, but because it’s new and exciting and they want to do this properly. It’s just that…
It’s just that Stede is obscenely fucking hot and Ed is a bit in love with him. How is he supposed to resist?
(He will. Will do for as long as Stede needs him to.
Fucking hell, though.)
Day 28 of OFMD Kinktober: Virginity, marking, “you like that, huh?”
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- Part 28 of RoughWinds OFMD Kinktober 2023
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Bookmarked by mxmushroom
10 Nov 2023