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Then he settles, “I don’t- I’m a guy.” Not quite sure who he’s really trying to defend himself to here. Nobody’s watching but Jake, and Jake is gentle and all-encompassing. He’s the rounded borders to Albert’s spiky mismatched edges. They fit together like that, like some one-of-a-kind puzzle pieces.
“Okay.” Jake answers, like it’s that simple. Hell, he could fool Albert that it was with that voice.
“Okay.” Albert repeats. He lets out a laugh, like a breath he didn’t know he was holding in.
Albert wants to be pretty.
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- Part 1 of give me all of that ultraviolence
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18 May 2026
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‘“You ride dick like a girl .”’
okay i see you
this is my one venture into jalbert tho i cannot conceivably ship these idiots because of how aware of it they are -
Guilty Pleasure by littlelamblittlelamb
Fandoms: The Song of Achilles - Madeline Miller, The Iliad - Homer, Ancient Greek Religion & Lore
15 Feb 2026
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Achilles Pelides, hailing from one of the great drug trafficking families, is a god at Trojan Remand Centre ('TRC'). With enough money to bribe the guards and charm to spare, Achilles could get away with murder.
When Patroclus, a peculiar murderer, transfers to TRC, it is an easy enough thing for Achilles to claim him. But uncovering the secrets of his past, is it possible Achilles's guilty pleasure isn't guilty at all?
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A prison au. Dub-con and non-con in a big way. See A/N for more.
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10 Oct 2025
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For a dizzying moment, Charles wonders what he looks like to Max. Dressed in fading white to Max’s eternal black, bathed in the shadow Max casts over Charles in contrast to the golden halo of his husband’s hair. The layered wedding dress pooled around them, head tilted upwards, lips parted, like he’s ready to say a prayer.
Ready to receive Max’s blessing.
Waiting for Max to give him purpose.
To guide him.
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- Part 2 of mythos of mine
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''Doesn't that scare you?"
The man stares at him, but he doesn't seem worried, and it's a completely fresh and new experience. Max is searching for something to say, but his tongue goes numb, and the only response is a soft grunt with a questioning intonation.
''Being alone in the middle of an ocean full of sharks?"
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- Part 1 of What scares you
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The Accountant by chibi_nightowl
Fandoms: Batman (Comics), Batman: Under the Red Hood (2010), Batman - All Media Types
02 Dec 2024
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The last thing Tim needed was to get involved with someone who worked for Gotham’s meanest crime lord—or was him. Either way, getting into bed with the Red Hood was a really bad idea.
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05 May 2024
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Charles tries to imagine Max, on the opposite side of the kitchen. Eating bread too, like he did that first morning of the After—gross and charming.
Tries to think about the way he would hold him, maybe. Of the softness of his lips, glossed by butter; and how he would laugh and push him away.
His phone dings and he blinks himself awake once again.
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21 Jan 2024
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The door clicked, Max reaching over the seat to crack it open for him. Max could always just unlock the car to let Charles know that he can climb in – but he always just chooses to open the door for Charles too.
It smells like Hugo Boss late season cologne, weed, nicotine, expensive car deodorant and just Max, Max, Max; once inside the McLaren.
Charles wants to just be stupid dumb and immediately lean in, over the gear shift to kiss Max's lips puffing out cloudy smoke but he has self-control and he refuses to make the first move.
Not tonight.
(Heavily inspired by Drive lol)
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03 Jan 2024
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Soap’s first meeting with Formula 1 was at Silverstone at the sweet age of twelve years old. Watching the Formula 1 cars whizz passed them was something Soap would never forget.
But the thing that had been ingrained in his young mind was not the race itself, not the driver’s whizzing past or the car's designs, no, it was from a big screen along the track for when the cars were driving in a different sector. His eyes were glued to the image as the image changed to a pit stop, showing the synchronised team ripping off the tyres and sticking on new ones, how the team’s flowed like water around the car in a matter of seconds before it shot out of Pit Lane again.
Soap had turned to his father, massive blue eyes crinkling with determination as he said “I am going to be a Formula 1 mechanic!”
Dreams became reality as he stepped into the garage during F1 2023 season years later, throwing him into the whirlwind of motorsports in the Red Bull pit crew. Not knowing this season wouldn’t only bring him his desire to be a mechanic but also bring him closer to the lead driver of the team, Simon ‘Ghost’ Riley, who was competing for the 2023 championship.
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The F1 COD AU no one asked for SoapGhost style.
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- Part 1 of COD F1AU
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08 Jun 2023
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They made it to Alejandro's safehouse alive, next step is to not die inside it.
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01 Jun 2023
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Mystery Work
Part of Super secret project
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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02 Apr 2023
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Just one bite; to taste, and let go.
Or, the on-field flirting is getting a little ridiculous.
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01 Apr 2023
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old dog, new tricks by Ajaxthegreat
Fandoms: Constantine: The Hellblazer (Comics), Constantine (TV)
20 May 2021
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Chas knows he shouldn't, but he does.
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Happy Father's Day, Chas Chandler.
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26 Feb 2023
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Dick continues to text Wally after his death. A little Text Therapy shouldn't get so out of hand.
[06/30/16]
I keep opening your contact. DG
Turns out the only one I want to talk to about my best friend getting vaporized is my best friend. DG
I don’t know why I’m still talking to you. DG
You’re gone. DGBookmarked by notforpenance
28 Jan 2023
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the river thames (she pulls you in) by greeb_grub (orphan_account)
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
20 Jan 2023
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The water was glacial in temperature. Simon wasn’t sure he’d ever been this cold before. Usually when he woke up beneath the water, though, it was dark above. His only guidance to which way was up and which way was down lay in the hands of the stars that lit the murky depths with poor vivacity and success. Sometimes, he’d even see the moon shimmering above the surface, distorted and rippled beyond recognition.
This time, there was light. Some form of bright orange-yellow light, not unlike the sun’s own ebullience. Simon’s interest peaked and although the water’s arms clung to him tightly, holding him down at depth, he fought against her. He fought to glimpse, purely spurred on by curiosity, what that beautiful and vibrant light might be, waiting for him at the surface. As he began to rise off the river bed, he felt more energy flow into him. He began to float, slowly but surely. As he grew so deliciously closer to the surface, he felt a temperature change lap at his skin.
Warmth.
He felt warmth.
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13 Dec 2022
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Ghost is a war hardened soldier. An elite. He doesn't feel. All he knows is the mission. He will succeed no matter the consequences.
Simon is the man behind the mask. He's allowed to feel, to be human, but only when the mask is off. Sometimes Simon spends an evening at the bar. He'll find a pretty gent or lady, release his stress, and be on his way. Next morning he'd put the mask back on, and forget any feelings he may have had.
The line never blurred until John "Soap" MacTavish walked into the bar one fateful night.
(AKA what if Simon and Soap met at the bar before the mission, but Soap doesn't know Simon is Ghost)
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12 Dec 2022
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Ghost and Soap get captured soon after escaping Las Almas. The higher ups decide they get to be cut loose, but not before having procured some leverage to keep the boys in line.
Ghost knows how to get Soap through it.
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10 Dec 2022
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A Loser Hides Behind A Mask Of My Disguise by tombstone1346
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
18 Nov 2022
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ghost and soap are separated in active combat. soap is fine, price rescues him…but ghost on the other hand…
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- Part 1 of GhostSoap stories
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16 Nov 2022
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The most annoying thing about the weird rumours that go around about Ghost, is that some of them are true. It's almost cliche to admit that he likes violence and pain... likes it a lot more than he should. Enough that sometimes he gets too worked up to wait until the mission's over to sort himself out. It's never been a problem. Not until Soap walks in on him. Then it's a big problem, but maybe not for the reasons either of them were expecting.
OR: Soap learns something about himself.
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15 Nov 2022
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Through the Wire by pissvinegarandacrowbar
Fandoms: DCU, Batman - All Media Types, Under the Red Hood, Red Hood and the Outlaws (Comics)
21 Nov 2015
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…to your door, to your door.
When Jason finally works up the courage to get a tattoo he's wanted for years, he attempts to send a picture of it to Roy, who is out of Gotham on an emergency mission. Turns out, Harper and Grayson are awfully close together in his contact list.
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- Part 1 of I guess you were my first boy wonder
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20 Mar 2022