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  1. Public Bookmark 80

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    Bad Things Happen Bingo | Punctured Lung |

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    Jason jerks back as a metal pipe spears through the bottom of the vent a foot in front of his face, the end of it sharpened into a savage, jagged point. He stares at it for a long moment, dumbfounded, before it disappears back through the hole it made with a horrible shriek of metal on metal. The hole is about three inches wide, the edges bent up into sharp, uneven scraps.

    Jason lost his helmet back when their earlier fight had gotten out of hand, and he’s suddenly vividly aware of how vulnerable his face is, how vulnerable his eyes are, and he can barely lift his head more than a couple of inches in this position – definitely not enough to be out of range. There’s a vague murmur coming from the goons down below, but Jason can’t make out the words through the buzz of panic in his ears. He’s a sitting duck if they realize someone’s up here.

    He glances at Tim, who’s frozen, staring at Jason with mirrored shock.

    Oh, fuck.

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    OR: What would happen if a henchman with a pointy metal stick heard Bats crawling around in the vents above them?

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    10 May 2026

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    LeClaire’s hand is still on his shoulder, and Ilya knows that it doesn’t look like anything. A coach speaking to one of his players. LeClaire’s heat seeps through his suit jacket, and his breath is a warm, damp wash of air against Ilya’s ear.

    “They’ve finished up with the awards,” he murmurs. “You look like you’re ready to get out of here.”

    Ilya nods tightly and sets his drink down on the table.

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    Gregori Rozanov was bad in many ways, but Coach LeClaire might have him beat.

    Shane Hollander has something to say about that. It turns out a lot of people do.

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    04 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 72

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    The look on Shane’s face, even blurry and partially obscured by smoke, confirms everything Ilya had been thinking. He can hear an awful, keening sound, and realises with a shock that it’s coming from him. And fuck, it only serves to make Shane’s face crumple even more.

    I have never been in a plane crash. A singular plane malfunction, in anyone’s lifetime, even someone who flies as much as him, is an anomaly. Two? Two fucking crashes? Those odds aren’t even worth calculating. Almost impossible. 

    He can hear Sveta’s voice in his head, Russian, sweet and warm like the honey tea her mother used to make for him: You don’t need to tempt fate, Ilyusha, she already has such horrid plans for you. 

    Or: The Centaurs’ plane crashes. Again. Shane has to decide what’s worse— Almost dying, or actually surviving.

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    03 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    LOVE a well-done plane crash go and the way this one bounces between the crash and before and yuna’s pov is Very Good. characterization is a1 and the sprinkling of tidbits about their life post-canon is also very good

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    The week before the 2017 All-Stars Game, Ilya Rozanov is placed on IR. Ten days later, he disappears from the league entirely. Boston says nothing, and for once, a notoriously fickle league closes ranks.

    Every attempt Shane makes to find him hits a wall. In one last desperate, life-altering bid to reach him, Shane comes out to the world, only to be met with Ilya’s silence.

    By the time the 2020/21 season begins, Shane has nothing left but hockey and regret. He builds a dynasty, guts his life, and pins the last scraps of his hope on the Metros’ newest transfer, the dangerously hot-headed Cliff Marlow.

    Stepping back into the public eye after the worst three years of his life, all Ilya wants is to find some kind of purpose. Shane is done with him, he made that much clear. Ilya isn't about to try to convince himself otherwise. He just wants to prove he still has some use left in him.

    Fortunately for both of them, they're still fucking stupid for each other.

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    02 May 2026

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    another BANGER from boopboop yeeHAW

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    The name of your soulmate only appears after you realize you're in love with them.
    "Shane Hollander" appears on Ilya's chest before the Sochi Olympics, and Russia finds out.
    Six months later, he turns up in Montreal shaken and afraid.
    A year later, he comes out to the world.
    Everything should be perfect.
    It should be.
    It isn't.

    Marked as complete but who knows

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    05 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    GOOD SERIES that navigates somewhat wild plot lines w coherence and also weaves in key canon plot points on a revised timeline that makes sense and is interesting! anya as a service dog is galaxy brained, ilya’s ptsd and the way everyone around him handles it is sooo good <3 the bit w ilya’s cross and the recurring themes of his nightmares are gut wrenching and also very good

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    It went something like this:


    On January 10th, at approximately 3:29 a.m., a single-vehicle collision occurred on the overpass of Charlesgate over Commonwealth Ave. Witnesses at the scene and surveillance footage indicate a an orange Porsche 718 Cayman traveling northbound on Charlesgate, in the rightmost lane on the Phillip G. Bowker Overpass. Footage shows the vehicle veering suddenly off the overpass at high speeds, colliding with a nearby tree. The driver, male, approximately mid-to-late twenties, was injured and unresponsive when authorities arrived. Airbag w/out seatbelt deployed successfully. Driver was quickly transported to Massachusetts General Hospital for treatment, there identified as Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov. No other vehicles or pedestrians were involved in the collision.

    Ilya Rozanov, before and after.

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    29 Mar 2026

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    Shane and Ilya's peace is hard-won and devastatingly fragile. A phone call from Russia threatens to bring the whole house of cards down around them.

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    28 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    EXCELLENT as per usual :)

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    17 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    VERY GOOD the author has their voice and dynamic down PAT and the lil jokes ilya makes are excellent characterization <3

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    Shane cups her cheek in his hand, running his thumb over the plush of her bottom lip. She looks at him through her fawnish lashes. He roves his eyes over her body. Her shoulders and biceps, her abs… She's so strong, so…

    Incredible.

    "I've never done that before," he admits, "Not with... with a woman, at least."

    "Right, well," she rolls her eyes, "Would probably be better with a real man, yes?"

    He shakes his head, "No. It wouldn't have been the same at all."

    - - -

    or, Shane comes to terms with his sexuality only to get thrown right back into confusion by Rozanov.

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    15 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    INCREDIBLY good fic i love the relationships between ilya and shane and between ilya and sveta the way canon has been altered to fit the premise is soo seamless and natural and the flow and build of their relationship makes sense and coheres so nicely! and trans ilya is just sooo well done i love this take on how he presents when he’s in the closet it’s delicious AND shane’s grappling w the back to back sexuality crises is also soo interesting to me it’s like the shaneilya of it all is the backbone to everything so of course even if things aren’t matching up on the surface (im gay and he’s a woman) their connection is too powerful and it just powerwashes everything else away until they’re shane&ilya again <333

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    For one, singular, blissful moment, nothing is wrong when Ilya wakes up.

    And then the bubble pops.

    With something less like a pinprick and more like a gunshot.

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    After Ilya is outed he has to deal with being the only openly queer player in the league, being Russian, and being in love with Hollander even after he ran away all at once. It sucks. He does it anyway.

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    11 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    GOOD! i love canon divergence that feels like it could be canon bc it parallels canon events and dynamics in a way that makes sense and has coherent internal logic <3

  11. Public Bookmark 51

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    Ilya seems to have everything now. A husband who loves him loudly, proudly, and in the sunshine, a team that is supportive of him and the love of his life, and it's been years since he's had to be in regular therapy. But then he sees his mom in a woman kissing her son's blonde curls after scolding him, and suddenly he's seeing his mom everywhere, and in everything. Grief is finding his cracks again, and he doesn't quite know what to do.

    Spoilers for Heated Rivalry (show and book), and The Long Game.

    Bittersweet, with a happy-ish ending. Deals with Ilya's likely CPTSD.

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    11 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    russian cultural traditions + ilya&irina musings + recipes in the notes = <3333

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    Shane’s heart drops into his stomach. “Ilya,” he breathes. His vision goes blurry, throat tight. He tries to swallow it down and focus, shove his swirling thoughts into a neat little box, but it’s impossible. He feels—he might throw up, actually. “Are you seriously telling me you tried to fucking kill yourself?”

    “Yes,” Ilya agrees blandly, “It did not work.”

    Ilya calls Shane from the hospital. Shane handles it very normally.

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    11 Mar 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 81

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    But that was in another country.

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    10 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    LOVE the way this series handles the inheren complexities and nuances of ilya’s relationships w his family and the inherent disconnect between shane and ilya when it comes to family dynamics <3 can’t wait for the update

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    Ilya wrings out his shirt and tries to swallow the humilation burning at the back of his throat. "It is very funny," he says, flatly. "I am enjoying these jokes. I love to pay damages at every hotel. Is good for your poor sad American economy."

    "They do it to everyone," Price repeats, as if Ilya is just anybody and that makes it ok.

    Or: Ilya's rookie season costs more than expected.

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    10 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    VERY GOOD excellent character study excellent depiction of the reality of finances in professional sports and familial financial abuse excellent framing around the hunger prompt <3

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    When Shane was born an ocean away from her homeland, Yuna Hollander, who did not pray, whispered into the world: Let every door open for him, my son.

    OR: Yuna Hollander learns to appreciate Ilya Rozanov, one step at a time.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    LOVE this depiction of yuna w complex interiority and sharp edges and so much love <3

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    Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.

    So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.

    Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.

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    05 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    very good ilya characterization, really seamless integration of key canon moments despite the fic diverging wildly from canon, the wiebeilya friendship and the ilyasvetlana bestieism i crave <3

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    Flight 771 shouldn't have been any different than any of the hundreds of other flights that Shane has taken over the course of his career, aside from the fact that it was taking him towards his lifelong dream—towards the Olympics.

    It shouldn't have been any different.

    BEND OVER, STAY DOWN.

    BEND OVER, STAY DOWN.

    BEND OVER, STAY DOWN.

    It is.

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    04 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    VERY excited for the updates i love a well written disaster fic that actually feels like im learning something and yakov is already a fascinating character whose pov i enjoy reading <3

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    Shane loved the Centaurs. He really did. They felt like a second family, and Shane would never take that for granted.

    They had one flaw, however. Boundaries, for some reason, seemed to be a foreign concept to the entire team.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Scott's been the subject of a lot of rude comments, on and off the ice. One of the things he'd braced himself for. One thing he hadn't expected was to hear that people who made those comments while playing Ottawa tended to get punched by one Ilya Rozanov. 

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    03 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    :)

  20. Public Bookmark 46

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    The first time Grigori Rozanov calls him pathetic, Ilya is twelve years old and hyperventilating in the backseat of his father’s beat-up Lada Riva, three months after his mother dies.

    The first time Grigori Rozanov calls Ilya pathetic, something in him cauterizes. Ilya learns the cost of weakness, and he swears, silently and definitively, that no one will ever see him like that again.

    (or, Ilya Rozanov gets injured, and the Centaurs’ last sure thing stops being sure at all. Enter Shane Hollander.)

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    23 Feb 2026

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