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    At the 2017 All Star Weekend, Ilya takes fate into his own hands to produce at least one out MLH player by the end of the season. Thus begins his part-time side hustle as community organizer, mastermind, and Commander-in-Chief of the Gay Hockey Army.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    22 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 25

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    “Really, now?” Adam snorted, “Sure. Hours, months even, of trying to get you motivated and writing. Nothing you've done has been remotely worth recording, but your midnight drinking binge was really the key. I bet I'll love it.” 

    “You will. It's about you.”

    It took less time to process than Ronan expected. Or more. Seconds were blurring and signals crossing; once he'd hit the second bottle of cheap, convenience store vodka, things began to blend. Meld. All shit, jet-fuel alcohol sugars. Adam's face stilled, like the halting of facial procedures helped him compute information faster. 

    “And that…” Adam swallowed. “That was… inspiring for you?”

    “Listen to the song and tell me how inspiring it is.” Ronan wiggled the device, again. “Come on. Most guys are flattered by this shit.”

    “You wrote a song about me?”

    “I write a lot of songs about you.” Ronan blinked, twice.


    musician ronan. producer adam. we know the drill.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    “Me finding out that instead of mysterious and cool, people think I’m autistic and lesbian.”

    Ilya and Shane get Reddit’s advice under the aliases Lily and Jane. Things spiral from there….

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Wyatt gave Harris a fun idea for a social media video, Harris didn't mean to start a war.

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    The Centaurs play the paper game!

    [there is now a companion fic featuring the comments section of each video]

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    08 Feb 2026

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    “Please, I was just trying to—” Remus starts again.

    “—and I just got custody of him not that long ago and we’re fucking trying, alright? Also, he’s deaf, for Christ’s sake. That’s why he’s—”

    The sound of the world drops away, and Remus is extending both of his hands. On the top of each palm is a hearing aid. The other man’s mouth moves for a few more words, but Remus isn’t sure what he’s saying—he’s never been all that great at lipreading. When his pale-colored eyes stumble over his outstretched hands, his face grows flushed. Finally, mercifully, he shuts up.

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    Grocery store stocker Remus Lupin teaches Sirius Black, a newly-appointed guardian to his deaf godson, how to use American Sign Language.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    “I’m so, so sorry,” the man continued, wiping a bead of sweat from the side of his temple with the sleeve of his faded Blondie t-shirt. He wore ripped black jeans and black and white Chuck Taylors and had his own messy curls, just like the baby. “I had no idea Teddy would be such a handsy little fucker at these story times, but he’s always grabbing… fuck, I’m sorry, I shouldn’t say fuck in the children’s room. Shit, I did it again, I’m so sorry, I don’t know what the fuck is wrong with me.”
    ***
    After James and Lily died, Sirius Black's therapist told him not to date for a year. And that's just as well. He's got a 13-month-old baby now and quite enough to deal with, thanks. But the nosy neighbors in his building keep trying to set him up and won't take no for an answer. Enter Remus Lupin, another single dad who pretends to be Sirius's boyfriend, just to get the old lady brigade off his back and nothing more. Nothing more at all.
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    Wolfstar Bingo Prompt: Fake Dating (free space)

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    31 Jan 2026

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    29 Jan 2026

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    “I feel really good about this kid, I think he could be great on your wing, he just needs some help settling in. Someone to show him the ropes.”

    “Yes.”

    The line went silent for a moment. Ilya wasn’t really sure why his coach felt the need to run this by him.

    “Rozanov,” his coach said at last. “I want him to live with you.”

    Ilya blinked, then nearly shouted into the phone. “What?”

    * * *

    or, Ilya stays in Boston, gets a rookie, and tries to figure out how to make a secret long distance relationship work while there's a Russian teenager in his house

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    29 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 63

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    Shane curls in on himself, arms wrapped around his middle, shaking uncontrollably. His vision tunnels, the corridor swimming in and out of focus. “Rozanov,” he says weakly, sounding pathetic even to his own ears.

    Ilya is suddenly there, dropping to his knees in front of him, hands gentler now, trembling as they hover before settling, framing Shane’s shoulders, solidly real. “Are you hurt?” he demands. Shane blinks at him, swallows around a pained throat. “Shane. Are you hurt?”

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    Shane is the High Prince of the Spring Court. When the Court falls, he must rely on the head of the guard, Ilya, to guide them both to safety. But treason is amuck, and there is more about himself that Ilya isn't telling Shane.

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    28 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 5

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    The two most talked about prospects in the world: France's Sirius Black and Great Britain's—

    “—Remus Lupin,” Sirius drawls. Lupin's face hardens and and Sirius can see the ghost of a grin on his mouth. The crowd is so fucking loud. This city is insane.

    “Will you disappoint them, Lupin?”

    Lupin’s gaze locks onto his, steady, unflinching, the brown of his eyes more pronounced than the green and Sirius feels it like a jolt—white-hot, raw, an impossible thrill crawling up his spine. Lupin seems utterly determined.

    “Nope.”

    They lean in for the face-off, and Sirius wishes he didn’t have the mouth guard in. He fucking would have loved to do something distracting and sexy with his mouth. He probably should have been focusing more on the puck and less on bothering Lupin, because he loses their first face-off. And that was something he’d never get back.

     

    Heated Rivalry AU

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    28 Jan 2026

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    Alexei is dead. Anastasia is his. And Ilya has no idea how to be a parent, a captain, and a heartbroken man all at once.

    The only thing harder than keeping a five-year-old alive might be keeping himself together.

     

    [set after shane walks out on ilya in episode 4]

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    27 Jan 2026

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    "We're setting you up with a billet situation," Fletcher continued. "It's pretty common for first-year players, especially international guys. Gives you a chance to settle in, learn the city, have someone looking out for you."

    "Okay," Ilya said slowly, not entirely sure what a billet was, but not wanting to admit his ignorance.

     He could guess from the context – he’d heard of rookies being assigned to live with older single players, veterans who could show them the ropes. Maybe that was what Fletcher meant. Connors maybe, he was probably a handful of years older than Ilya. Or perhaps Becker. Ilya just hoped it was someone who–

    "You'll be staying with Nikolai Petrov and his family."

    The words hit Ilya like a punch to the gut. For a moment, he forgot how to breathe.

    "Petrov?" he managed, his voice coming out strangled.
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    The Bears decide that Ilya should be set up with a billet for his first season. The idea of spending a year living with a man that Ilya is sure hates him is completely terrifying. And yet, it ends up being the best thing to ever happen to him.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    Adam Parrish's life falls apart, and all he walks away with is a beach house in Henrietta, Maine. His plans to flip and sell the place by summer are derailed by Ronan Lynch, the dad next door who's just doing his best.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    There had been a moment where Shane’s eyes had landed on him and his throat had gone tight in a way that he told himself was envy, because Rozanov had been deemed number one and that was where Shane had wanted to be and no other reason, before he’d even noticed her. It didn’t last long though, because she was honestly sort of hard to miss.

    She looked like a doll, dressed up in a pale pink tweed dress with a big lace collar and a giant bow in her hair. She was tiny compared to Rozanov, only just reaching his waist, but that didn’t seem to stop her from climbing all over him as though he were a jungle gym, tugging on his hands in demand as she rattled off something Shane didn’t understand the words of but picked up the meaning for pretty easily. It wasn’t hard to see that she was trying to get him to watch her. “Ilyusha, posmotri na menja!”

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    Ilya Rozanov has a little sister. When she moves to Boston after an incident with her father, somehow Shane Hollander finds himself drawn into the family unit completely against his will. At least that's what he tells anybody that asks.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Ilya and Shane get outed via instagram live… as friends. The world reacts as their friendship becomes the most talked about thing in the hockey world.

    Being openly friends affords them more freedoms to be together, but all the more easy to lose it all.

    AKA

    Shane has a touch of Hudson Williams to him

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a talented, if slightly neurotic, bassist in a rockband that he started with his friend Hayden. Ilya Rozanov is the Russian drummer challenging Shane's self-control every single day as the band reaches unpredictable levels of fame in the early 2010s. The money gets bigger, the music gets louder, and fans are shipping them online, but only the two of them know what's really going on in hotel rooms and backstage bathrooms before their shows. Sometimes after. Sometimes during.

    Rockband AU!

    If you're like me and Hollanov hit you the same way Larry Stylinson did when you were 12, good luck and have fun.

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    14 Jan 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 5

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    Shane Hollander has been working himself to death as body after body pops up around Montreal, he sends out a Red Notice through Interpol, in hopes that someone in the states might give him a lead.

    Ilya Rozanov highly doubts 'Shane from Montreal' is the same one from Regina in 2008. it doesn't stop him from being hopeful, it's also a surprise when the killings that occur in Montreal are an identical match to the ones in Boston.

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    The Hollanov detective/detective au that nobody asked for

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    14 Jan 2026

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    Fans in uproar after Centaurs Captain Ilya Rozanov tweets “Only steers and queers in Vegas and I’m not a cow.” — is Rozanov gay or a homophobe? Vote in the poll below!

     
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    When beloved hockey player Ilya Rozanov finds himself in trouble after a drunken tweet Shane Hollander steps in and saves the day.

    How, you may ask?

    Well. Fake dating, of course.

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    10 Jan 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 45

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    Except Old Man McDentist didn't stand in the doorway when Ronan looked toward it. A very non-geriatric guy did. Youngish, but not young. Maybe early thirties—Ronan's age—or possibly a year older. Two at the most. How long was dental school? Four years? Eight? However long, the guy didn't look like a fresh graduate in his perfectly pressed chinos and light blue collared shirt, a gray quarter-zip fleece layered on top of it with his practice's name and logo embroidered on one side of his chest, his name embroidered on the other.

    Adam Parrish, DMD.

    It might have been the pain thinking, but Ronan prayed to God that cavities would start rapidly eating away at his teeth, if only so he had more reasons to visit this guy at his office. Gaunt cheeked. Dusty haired. Blue eyed—and shit, they were pretty blue eyes.

    Goddamn, he was perfect.

    Dr. Parrish.

    Dr. Adam Parrish.

    And, in a minute or two, Dr. Parrish's hands would be in Ronan's mouth.

    It was definitely not the pain talking when Ronan said, "Fuck me."

    When Ronan gets three teeth knocked out during a game, he meets the Capitals' new team dentist: Adam Parrish, DMD.

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    08 Jan 2026

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