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He’d never planned to get as close as they did, but if Javier was being honest, he wanted John, too. He was just stupid enough to think he’d change for him. John ain’t even changing for the mother of his kid, but he thought that his relationship with John was unlike John and Abigail’s, like somehow this brotherhood of theirs would get him further than poor Abigail.
Javier thought that that arrangement didn’t have to change anything in their friendship, that it was simply an addition to the side.
How wrong was he. He should’ve known, in a world like theirs, that it would change everything.
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Javier and John's friendship is in rough shape after a drunken mistake. Both of them try to navigate their feelings in a world unwelcoming of men like them.
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- Part 2 of to love me is to suffer me
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28 May 2026
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Arthur stepped closer and reached out, gripping John’s chin, not gently. “You wanted this. So when I find you…” He leaned in, his lips almost brushing John’s ear, his voice dropping to a whisper that was more threat than promise. “…you better be ready to take it. All of it. You understand?”A shudder ran through John. He was terrified. He was more aroused than he’d ever been. He managed a jerky nod.
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John is a restless soul, almost always on edge for some reason or another. Fortunately, Arthur usually knows exactly what he needs, and what he is. What they both are.
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26 May 2026
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John jerks off while looking at his reflection.
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26 May 2026
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John’s been spending his weekends bringing Jack to his swim lessons, trying to ignore the irony of it all. Just another piece of his life he’s trying to clumsily put together.
He’s living and learning, but maybe he needs a teacher.
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26 May 2026
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don't say that you love me (just tell me that you want me) by dreakawa for urmom
Fandoms: Red Dead Redemption (Video Games)
11 May 2026
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This thing between John and Javier? It's complicated.
(AKA: moments between John and Javier in chapters 1 and 2 of RDR2.
I'm terrible at summaries, I apologize.)
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- Part 1 of Red Dead Redemption
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25 May 2026
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“Great.” Will snorted, blinking spots away. “I still know my name at least.” Would it have been freeing? If he had forgotten it? Started over entirely anew?
“Tell me, Will,” The man pulled back and stared at him very intently. His eyes were dark whirlpools of anguish. “Do you know mine?”
Will reached into his memory. The man definitely seemed familiar. Deja Vu personified. “I’m sorry,” He said again, “I don’t.”
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After the fall, Will has lost all memory of the last thirty years. (Feb 1st: Amnesia).
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04 Feb 2026
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Um, so, people on tumblr wanted Hannigram phone sex, dick pics, and Hannibal talking dirty, and this is what happened. Will's stuck in a car with Jack and Alana, and Hannibal starts sending him massively inappropriate texts. Tada!
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- Part 1 of Use Your Words
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07 Oct 2025
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House comes home from work to find his wife doing dishes in the kitchen. Whatever shall he do?
(And is it really so bad if Wilson just wants to make him happy?)
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12 Jul 2025
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À la vie, À la mort (Until Death Do Us Part) by TheTimetravellerCat
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
11 Jun 2025
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Robby and Jack have known each other all their lives. They met when they were barely ten and never looked back.
Oh, life did try to separate them, on a number of occasions, but it could never succeed. Not when their link was so strong, defying logic and even common sense.
It did come close a couple times though, closer than either of them would have liked. And life didn't spare either of them even on their own. But Robby was always there for Jack. And Jack was always there for Robby. Even when they doubted it.
It was just a matter of time until they realized they were made to be together. A reasonable amount of time. Say forty years, for example. Really, how long can four decades be? Perhaps just long enough to become aware of one's undying love for their best friend.It had always been love, hadn’t it? Robby had always loved Jack. It didn’t truly matter that he hadn’t known. Because it could never erase it. It could never make it disappear. And most importantly, it was still there. Knowing had only made it more painful. It made the love he felt explode in ways his heart didn’t know how to handle.
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15 Jun 2025
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Frank sees something that makes his mind spiral. Oh the joy of the combination of ADHD hyperfocus, lust, and feeling lost.
Or how Frank can't bury some thoughts as well as he hoped he could after treatment.
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12 Jun 2025
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"I want to be alone, Jack," Robby said, short and sharp and pissy.
Fucking great. Apparently in the 45 minutes since Jack had last seen him, Robby had gone from devastation to anger. This would be fun.
"It's nice to want things," he drawled, deliberately light. "I wanted to walk out of Iraq on my own two feet, but hey. No plan survives contact with the enemy and all that."
Robby turned then, looking at him over the top of the couch, face drawn, eyes dark in the low lights. "Yeah? You my enemy?"
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12 Jun 2025
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[This story is neither completed nor ongoing. Is just unfinished and will be deleted some day, for more context read my author's note.]
This is (or actually was supposed to be) a follow-up to "A Thorn on the Side and One on the Heart".
It's set two years after the ending of that story, Doctor Michael Robinavitch has settled into a new life in Richmond, far from the city where everything changed.
When a critical case arrives with a familiar face unexpectedly by his side, old wounds and unresolved feelings resurface, challenging everything Michael thought he had left behind. As Jack and Robby navigate the tension and silence between them, both must confront what it means to move forward when the past refuses to stay buried.Series
- Part 2 of The ache for home lives in all of us
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07 Jun 2025
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The night before his very first shift as an MS3 in PTMC, Robby meets a guy at a bar and goes home with him—it's perfect, but it's definitely just a one-night stand, especially when he bumps into the guy in the hospital the next morning: Jack Abbot, MS4, who doesn't even seem to remember Robby. Many, many years later, the Pitt Christmas after-party is at the same seedy bar, and it turns out Jack did remember, after all.
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01 Jun 2025
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Jack knows how Robby gets; he knows the full story, the full extent of the damage. Robby’s got these fucking trauma responses that don’t really make sense unless you know Robby well. It even took him a while to get on the same page as him, but he’s been slowly but surely learning the guy’s triggers. And when he notices those, he starts mentally cataloging his responses to them, too.
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01 Jun 2025
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Jack’s mouth feels dry all of a sudden and he’s got half a mind on how extremely fuckable Robby looks about now, and idly he daydreams about it. He’s somewhere between wondering if his legs were as damn long as they look and if he can convince Robby to put his book review on hold on hold for the morning so Jack can blow him when the bubble pops the moment he catches the expectant look on Robby’s face as he raises his brows and looks over at him.
“-You rescheduled that PT appointment?”
Jack blinks, swallows some, and as he snaps back to focus, he’s treated to the look of bemused curiosity that crosses Robby’s face.
“Ground control to Major Tom?”
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01 Jun 2025
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“Did you come here to fuck me?” he asks, gasping as Jack licks a line down his throat.
“I came here to help you get some goddamn sleep,” Jack says. “Fucking you’s a bonus.”
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28 May 2025
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Langdon’s coming back tomorrow. Robby needs to get right with him before they’re on shift together, but fuck if he knows how.
Dr. Abbot decides to resurrect an old tradition.
It proves highly successful.
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“Jack,“ Robby says through gritted teeth. “Think about what you’re asking. This is so, so fucked up. This isn’t healthy.”“Harm reduction, Dr. Robinavitch!” Jack returns, drawling it like he’s made an easy solve gurneyside. “Dana’s a smoker, we gave Shamsi’s kid her first beer ourselves. We’re all too smart for our vices, but they work, don’t they? They keep us coming back, don’t they? He’s game, and…I mean, hell.” Suddenly Jack sounds almost tired as Robby feels. “I’m just about out of ideas. And this, well. Let’s be honest, brother. This, we know how to do.”
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28 May 2025
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The next fifteen hours
(now complete!)
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14 May 2025
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Jack isn’t the only one staring. In the aftermath of Whitaker’s offer, Robby seems momentarily shell-shocked, and Dana whispers, “Oh, my God,” softly behind her computer.
A nauseating surge of emotion rushes through Jack’s system. He feels— stupid, like he should run over there and take Robby by the shoulders and lick him in front of everyone. All he wants is for people to know Robby is his.
Looking towards Robby, feeling that panging throb of mine, mine, mine, he has to actually stop himself from hurtling the desk and biting him and marking his territory, and what the actual hell is that all about?
or: five times jack was jealous over robby, and one time he learned that he didn’t need to be.
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10 May 2025
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I wonder what it's like to have no regrets by Fuddlewuddle for MilesbyMicah, Fopperies
Fandoms: Top Gun (Movies)
23 Apr 2023
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Mav still pulls Bradley's papers, but instead of being estranged for 18 years, they meet at a formal event 6 years before the mission that ultimately brings them back into each other's lives.
Bradley returns to Top Gun angry and alone.
Mav returns as a favour to Ice, having taken a step back from flying 5 and a half years ago.
When he had Bradley's kid.
The kid Bradley knows nothing about.Series
- Part 29 of Top Gun fics part two
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03 May 2025