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"Merlin...what happened? "Lancelot asked. A sound sob came as the only answer.
"Merlin, dear, is it something about Arthur?" Gwen asked softly.
"He...he knows..."
Gwen and Lancelot exchanged a concerned look of understanding.
"Was it that bad?"
"Yes."
"Did he hurt you? threatened you?" asked Lancelot with a protective motion toward the wizard.
Merlin shook his head indignantly.
"No, of course not..."
"Does he plan to banish you?"
"No," another sob.
"Does he want to fire you?"
"No"
"Remove you from the privy council?"
"No-oo...It's worse, it's so much worse..."Gwen and Lancelot looked at each other puzzled.
After an eventful moment, the warlock looked up at them and sighed through the tears.
"He broke up with me”
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Or, Merlin has waited way too long to tell Arthur the truth about his magic. It's too late to avoid pain and heartbreak.
Now, can the greatest warlock to ever walk the earth win back the man he loves?
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When Arthur finds out about Merlin’s magic, he banishes him on the spot and sends him back to Ealdor. Well, at least that’s what everybody thinks.
The truth is that Arthur just wants Merlin to be safe, and far away from Camelot, where Uther is becoming more and more ruthless. So, he secretly asks Gwaine to go back to Ealdor with Merlin, to keep an eye on him and make sure he is all right.
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Gwaine was just looking forward to spending his spring nights at the tavern, flirting and drinking ale. Instead he now has to juggle between a heartbroken, besotted, overdramatic warlock, and a stubborn, protective, and emotionally constipated prince. Just his luck. His only solution: quickly find a way to bring the two idiots together.
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Camelot, Kingdom of the Moon, is crumbling under the attack of the Dark Kingdom. The knights have fallen, the king is dying. Emrys, Prince Consort and Court Sorcerer makes a frantic attempt to save them all.
"This is not the end, my love, we will see each other again...I promise."
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Life is not the same for Merlin Ambrosius since he discovered that he is, in fact, a powerful wizard, transported to planet earth to find the Once and Future King and his Consort, awaken the Knights of the Round Table and defeat the Dark Kingdom.
And that's fine. Merlin may well try to cope with the new powers and the "save the world" part. But why must the First Knight be that arrogant, preppy, albeit admittedly hot, Arthur Pendragon from school?
As for him, Arthur would have also much-preferred spending his days playing football and being popular, instead of learning how to use a sword and helping that nerdy Merlin find some pretentious lost king…
AKA – The vaguely Sailor Moon-inspired AU, where Arthur, Merlin and the knights fight villains together, the boys are amnesiac and don’t realize that what they are looking for, they have already found.
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The one where Arthur finds out about Merlin’s magic during a hunting trip gone bad, and Merlin, to prevent his powers from falling into the wrong hands, entrusts them to Arthur. Once that he becomes the recalcitrant keeper of his manservant’s magic, the king has the opportunity to form his own opinion about it.
Well, if you ask Arthur, Merlin might be the most powerful warlock to ever walk the earth, but his magic doesn’t feel all that scary. It is almost cuddly. And affectionate. And protective, bordering on clingy. On reflection, it almost seems as if Merlin’s magic is fond of him.
The king vows to ask Merlin for an explanation as soon as he has managed to bring his friend back from wherever he has disappeared to, and defeat the mysterious dark force plotting against Camelot.
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Arthur and Merlin, who is now Court Sorcerer of Camelot, are very much in love, but life is not easy for them. After an assassination attempt, Arthur struggles to cope with the pressure of the crown. At night, he just wants to belong to Merlin, and Merlin just wants to take care of his king. That's how they start exploring new ways of loving each other, where Arthur submits to Merlin, and shows him that he trusts him with his life and with his body.
Follow the adventures of our favorite royal couple as they gradually give in to their deepest desires and fantasies, while also trying to reign over Camelot.
Aka : the multichapter BDSM fic with Arthur as a sub!
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In late 2014, celebrity photos start dropping. Ilya deletes his texts, his photos, a video he should never have taken. It isn't soon enough.
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30 Apr 2026
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David Hollander never went to the cottage. Ilya and Shane's secret was never discovered, though their plan remained the same. Keeping their relationship secret went well until an accident leaves Yuna stranded and Ilya is the only person Shane knows who is close enough to help her. With a storm raging overhead and phone troubles to stymie the way, Yuna and Ilya wind up stuck together for a night as they wait out the storm. Secrets aren't so easy to hide when you have too little cover.
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29 Apr 2026
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Please, God, I'm finally loved by 17darwinism
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
22 Aug 2026
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What happens when you're faced with the reality that love is not always enough to keep everyone going?
Set post The Long Game (book 6).
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27 Apr 2026
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Staring at the Sun by Nerve_Itch
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 May 2026
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The first sound Ilya hears is a thin, discordant symphony of beeps and whirs. Something vibrating.
The next thing he hears is…wet. A sort of shaking, gargling sound, that feels like the ugliest crying he’s ever heard. And through it, Shane’s voice.
“I’m with him now, mom. He’s— he’s not fine. He’s not. I know—”
Ilya wants to ask who's not fine, but he can’t feel his own body, his mouth, enough to ask.
“Yeah,” Shane is saying, only slightly calmer. “I know. He wasn’t breathing—"
Ilya knows there's a link, between the clinical musicality of medical settings, Shane’s audible, awful distress, and his own physical incapacity. It’s just, it’s so tenuous, and the air around him is so thick, so heavy. It would be easy, to sleep, a little.
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Footage of the last game between Ottawa and Montreal is everywhere; it’s breached containment from the sports world, and now it seems like everyone is baying for Montreal’s blood. Except, Ilya is oblivious. Not exactly blissfully so, but as the fight for accountability within the league rages on without him, Ilya just wants someone, anyone, to tell him what happened.- Language:
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16 Apr 2026
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Public Bookmark 16271
Mystery Work
Part of OA Private
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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15 Apr 2026