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Cas hums, drops a kiss onto Dean’s upturned face. “Have you ever done it before?” he asks.
Dean looks down, eyelashes fluttering over reddening cheeks. “A couple times,” he says.
“How many could you do?” Cas asks, intrigued.Castiel wants to make Dean feel good--as many times as he can.
Bookmarked by sicklullabye
07 May 2025
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completed. THIS THIS THIS !!!! i’ve been needing something like this for AGES so delicious i loveeee how in love they are <3333 so amazing
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Castiel was never meant to be gentle. Dean was always meant to beg.
So here they are: Dean spread open on a pool table, letting an emotionally repressed angel rail him, and learning exactly how much of his body and soul said angel can fill.
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This fic contains one (1) crying Dean, one (1) terrifyingly hot angel, and several gallons of celestial cum.
Bookmarked by sicklullabye
06 May 2025
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completed. OH HELLO !!!!! this was sooooooo good and delicious omg i love overstimulation hehe <333
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This is what you do best, Dean thought, grief stuck beneath his heart like a knife, piercing skin and muscle. A wreckage of longing and resentment, packaged in the form of Cas' tired blue eyes, and the grim set of his mouth. This is what you do best: you take and you leave, and you'll do it all over again.
(Dean falls into bed with Castiel and then, when no one's looking, he falls in love with him.)
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Bookmarked by sicklullabye
03 May 2025
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completed. this one hurt like a mf. but so good i love s5 deancas and this is just so well written and beautifully done. love it sm <333
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Dean goes missing on a routine hunt. After six months of fruitless searching, Castiel is clearing out a nest of vampires when he feels the touch of a soul he knows well. The Dean he finds there is battered, barely intact, but Castiel isn't about to let him go. Not without a fight. They're far from home and Sam isn't picking up the phone, but Castiel will do whatever it takes to put Dean Winchester back together, piece by piece.
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Bookmarked by sicklullabye
02 May 2025
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completed. this one hit me right in the feels. amazing writing, amazing story, just amazing in general. love it sm >333
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Sam and John were fighting again.
Dean was no stranger to it, really. He’d just expected them to stop once the vampires had been taken care of. Actually, no, he hadn’t expected that; he’d hoped for it. The logical part of him knew that it would take a lot more stewing and angrily bitten out orders and slamming of doors before they got anywhere near their own special brand of ‘making up.’ It was just like before Stanford, and just like then, it was stressful and riled Dean’s inner Omega up like nothing else.
Dean hated feeling like he was going to be left behind.
(Set after the Winchesters kill the vampires in Dead Man's Blood, S1.)
Bookmarked by sicklullabye
02 May 2025
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completed. i keep coming back to this one. i really like the family dynamics between them and i def recommend the other works from this author too!!
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The Only Name On My Lips…And Elsewhere. by Celestial_Desiderium
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
09 Feb 2025
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Dean was in trouble.
After idiotically flirting with a witness to get some info on a hunt, Dean had found himself in his first real couple fight with Cas. Luckily, he had a plan—something guaranteed to prove that Cas was the only one he’d ever have eyes for.
Or, Dean buys panties with Cas’s name bedazzled on the back, and Cas tries to contain himself in the produce aisle.
Bookmarked by sicklullabye
02 May 2025
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completed. oh hi. this one right here. didn't know someone wrote a fic abt this art and can i just say, it absolutely did it justice. amazing and so wonderful <333
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It’s September 18, 2008. Castiel is being deployed to rescue Dean Winchester from Hell.
He lands in Dean Winchester’s motel room in 2003. Things go from there.
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Bookmarked by sicklullabye
02 May 2025
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completed. s4 cas and s1 dean, can i get a hell yeah!!! this is the first fic i read with this dynamic and can i just say, i have never been the same since. a must read, for sure. the author's other works are so good as well and def recommend reading them too !!!
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The Soul Burns Brighter Than The Sun by Wow_thisiswheremylifeis
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
22 Jan 2024
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Dean’s sitting at the kitchen table with Sam when his phone rings. Jody’s name flashes across the screen and he considers not picking up. It’s not like Dean doesn’t want to talk to Jody, it's just that he can’t bear talking to anyone these days.
“Hi, Jody,” Sam says.
“Howdy, boys.” She asks them to take over a case. Something about werewolves. Dean doubts they will, Sam hasn’t let him pick up a gun in months, not since their last hunt.
Jody’s voice cuts through the phone. “Alright, if you boys don’t wanna take the case, I’ll see if Castiel will, but I think he’s helping Claire in Colorado–”
Dean doesn’t hear a damn thing after that, and by the looks of it, Sam doesn’t either. For the first time in days, Dean opens his mouth and speaks. “Cas is alive?”
Jody’s voice is quiet on the other end. “He didn’t tell you?”
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- Part 1 of The Soul Burns
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Bookmarked by sicklullabye
02 May 2025
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completed. OH MY GODDDDDDDDDD. OH MY GOOOOOOODDVDKVMDBDBDGD. THIS ONE RIGHT HERE. THIS ONE. A MUST READ. I DONT EVEN HAVE WORDS TO EXPRESS HOW MUCH THIS FIC MEANS TO ME HOW MUCH IT CHANGED MY BRAIN EVERYTHING ABOUT IT IS SSOSVOOSO IT DRIVES ME CRAZY <33333
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John dies, and instead of being smart about it, Dean goes back to Cas.
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“You’ll hurt yourself,” he mumbles.
Cas just huffs.
“You’re not heavy.”
Well that’s a fucking lie, but Dean isn’t one to look a gift horse in the mouth, so he burrows closer instead of arguing the point, shamelessly burying his nose against Cas’ warm skin.
Home. Even after three years apart he still smells like home.
Bookmarked by sicklullabye
02 May 2025
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completed. cowboy daddy cas. what more can i say. he is so yummy in this fic and dean is so so so so just SO. they r so soft n jesus christ the second chapter is so delicious. love it smmmmm <3333
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“I wanted to do this the last time,” he admitted, his eyes darting over Cas’s face before returning to the hand on his chest. “I’ve thought about it ever since.” Dean worked up the courage to look Cas in the eye, finding the angel’s fervent gaze. “So what do you say? Want to spend our last night on Earth working on some firsts?”
Dean’s second attempt to give Cas a “Last Night on Earth” is much more successful than the first. At the end of the world, getting attached to the falling angel doesn’t seem like a bad way to go out. Only the world doesn't end. What happens when the consequences of their night together come to light with Heaven gearing up to start the apocalypse anew? Dean and Cas must come to terms with their relationship and find a way forward, and soon come to find out that the apocalypse was only the beginning.
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Bookmarked by sicklullabye
02 May 2025
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last read - ch. 14. AHHH this one this one this one. omegaverse with pregnant dean is my biggest weakness and so is season 5/6 deancas!!!! this one hits in the best ways possible and i cant wait to see how the rest of the story goes !! so good <333
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Dean wakes up with a horrible headache, and no clue where he is or what’s going on. The newspaper says it’s 2020, but that can’t be true. Right? Their lives may be crazy, but jumping 26 years into the future just can’t be possible.
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Bookmarked by sicklullabye
02 May 2025
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completed. this one is so soft and kinda sad. the teen dean feels hits so good and hard in this one. love it <333
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An alternate version of the e15s14 Peace of Mind episode where instead of Sam getting hit with the Stepford Wives curse, it’s Dean and Jack who get whammied, leaving Cas to try and fix everything.
*This is literally just an excuse for me to put Dean in a dress.
Bookmarked by sicklullabye
02 May 2025
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completed. this one is silly and cute i love it !!! dean in a dress and heels is a big weakness of mine <333
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This time, Dean didn't bother with a greeting. Once his eyes were open and his limbs were upright, he ignored the tightness in his chest to ask, "That dickbag Uriel know you're here?"
Castiel didn't say a word as Dean got out of bed and threw on his jacket. He just hovered like he always did, perched and waiting, and Dean made a face at him as he fixed his collar and went to fetch his boots by the door.
"No, and I would suggest you keep this between us," Cas said carefully.
Dean laughed. "Yeah, I bet you do."
Or, when Castiel raises Dean from Hell, his handprint bestows them with an accidental bond, and what starts as a decision to help Dean through his Hell nightmares, becomes an attachment neither of them is willing to break.
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Bookmarked by sicklullabye
02 May 2025
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completed. oh. my. god. i don't even have words to begin explaining how much this fic has changed the way my brain works. it hits so many spots and dean being addicted to grace is just CHIEF KISS. a MUST READ !!!!
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Left behind by his family, Dean does the only thing he knows how to do: hunting. It's a lonelier life than he wants to admit, and when he runs across the same leather-jacketed, devastatingly handsome hunter who keeps stealing his kills, Dean suggests they team up to watch each other's backs and get more done. But working with Cas Novak comes with its own risks that may outweigh the rewards… especially when Cas’ past catches up to them.
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Bookmarked by sicklullabye
02 May 2025
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completed. this one is so so so so so good. i love cas' backstory and the building relationship between dean and cas. def recommend this one
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Dean, Benny, Charlie, Garth, and Cas are old college buddies. In their thirties now, they meet up once a year to shed their adult responsibilities for a week. This year it's Garth's turn to choose where they go and he's still as obsessed with horror and weird shit as he was back in college. He ends up picking a supposedly deserted hotel in the friggin' mountains. The place is creepy as hell and as night falls, two things become increasingly apparent. One: the place isn’t as deserted as they first thought, and two: Dean’s college stalker is back from the dead.
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Bookmarked by sicklullabye
02 May 2025
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completed. wow just wow. read this in one sitting cause i was so hooked. the tension, the plot twists, the EVERYTHING. sweet jesus, i love this sm <33
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Various moments in Cas and Dean's relationship.
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Bookmarked by sicklullabye
02 May 2025
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works - 11. THIS WHOLE SERIES OH MY GOD. read all of this in one sitting, each of their fics hits so right i love it so much. they r all must reads, especially if ur into soft nsfw established deancas
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Castiel comes home on a Sunday.
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Bookmarked by sicklullabye
02 May 2025
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completed. this one is SO sweet and so soft <3333 mama dean hits so hard !! all of this author's works is so good and they r are must reads btw.
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“How the fuck do you know my name?” Dean hisses.
The man doesn’t look scared. He is watching Dean like there is nothing else worth watching, lips a little parted, eyes a little soft. And blue. Real blue, like the ocean on a postcard.
The ice spreading down Dean’s spine makes him shiver.
“I suppose you could say I’m your guardian angel,” the man murmurs. His breath fogs pale between them. All of him is unnaturally warm, like Dean’s touching somebody with the sun sewn up beneath their skin. “I have known you, Dean Winchester, for a very long time.”
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Dean meets an angel who says he's from the future. It all gets a lot more complicated from there.
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Bookmarked by sicklullabye
02 May 2025
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completed / ending is def hopeful with a taste of bittersweet. SO GOOD just like the rest of their works. I come back to this one a lot. a must read !!
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Zuko had never excelled at anything. Azula was a prodigy. Uncle always knew what to say. And Father... Father was strong, iron-like. But Zuko had only ever been good at surviving. Putting one foot in front of the other in a grim show of stubborn determination, gritting his teeth and bearing it. Survival was all he had ever been taught. He knew how to do it. So when he was kidnapped by the Southern Water Tribe, he expected to fight as he always had. He didn’t expect to be taught instead how to live.
In a warring land, the Water Tribe forgave the enemy in an act of defiance. For this, he was torn from them, and this time, his wounds won't heal so easily.
Forced back into nothing but survival, the last person Zuko expected to see was Hakoda's son. Hakoda was a promise of safety. The relentless blue of Sokka’s eyes was a promise of happiness. Zuko could have both if he just reached out his hands, but he found them clutching into fists. After all, he’d been burned one too many times.
But hey, at least between Hakoda and Sokka, Zuko could appreciate the family resemblance of pure, asinine stubbornness.
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in my hour of weakness, you were there to see my courage fail by stardustcoral for saltwatersweets
Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018)
23 Jan 2023
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"Frankly, Leo had never felt more like a child, not even when he actually had been one. But he was already there, and the thought of leaving Raph’s room—with the soft lamp-light driving away the shadows, an easy sunset yellow-orange that was most decidedly not red—and returning to the endless, spilling darkness that was the rest of the lair made something inside him writhe in a blind panic, vehemently protesting against the idea and making his next breath sharp and wheezy as it stuttered through his throat. Raph was safe.
And so Leo, blanket still wrapped around his trembling form, hands white knuckled around the hems, carefully tiptoed over and climbed into Raph’s bed, just like he had used to when he was young, crawling under the massive blankets haphazardly strewn across his form and into the expanse of sturdy sheets."
Leo has a certified Bad Time™. His brothers help.