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Hope Sent A-Quiver by OrionLady
Fandoms: Hawkeye (TV 2021), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
24 Apr 2023
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Nearly two years after they saved the world and defeated Thanos, Clint is a walking shell of himself, though he puts on a brave front for his family.
Six months after Spiderman dies—a mute, homeless teenager appears in the woods around the Barton farmstead.
This is the story of how they resurrect each other.
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"She wore her scars as her best attire. A stunning dress made of hellfire." -Daniel Saint
(Perhaps Gray hadn't been completely wrong about the sting of invisible scars. Post-Avatar Arc.)
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29 Nov 2023
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When Lucy Heartfilia loses everything, she's determined to get it back. And now, in her younger body but with memories of the horrors that await in the coming years, she sets her path on saving her future and the future of her friends. This time, she's going to do it right, no matter what it takes.
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(it's hard to dance) with the devil on your back by peter_parkerson
Fandoms: Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), Marvel Cinematic Universe
28 Nov 2018
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Sometimes, Peter is okay.
Sometimes, he does his homework and fights crime and hangs out with Aunt May and Mr. Stark or Ned and MJ and enjoys himself through all of it.
Sometimes, he lives his life and that, in itself, is enough.
Sometimes, Peter is okay.
Sometimes, Peter is happy.
Other times, Peter cannot remember what okay feels like, much less happy. He sinks so low that he can no longer see light, no longer hear the dull roar of everyday life.
Or, the one in which Peter finally breaks down and tells Tony about his failing mental health.Bookmarked by sometimesaround
17 Oct 2023
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5 Times Peter Parker Copes with PTSD Badly + 1 Time His Dad Takes Care of Him by kianisabitch
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Iron Man (Movies)
30 Jun 2018
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The story of 5 times Peter copes with flashbacks and dissociation in a very negative way and the 1 time he starts his recovery.
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15 Oct 2023
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leave our troubles in the sand by cinnamontoastcronch
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Avengers: Infinty War, Infinty War, Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
05 Jun 2021
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***INFINTY WAR SPOILERS***
Peter relishes the feeling of Tony’s arm around his shoulders.
This is the new normal now, he supposes.
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some small, stream of consciousness comfort fics for if avengers 4 goes the way I want
(note that these are all loosely connected one shots, and you can read them separately if you want!)
CHINESE TRANSLATION: someone was kind enough to reach out to me and translate the first three chapters into Chinese for international readers!! here are the links!!
Chapters One and Two http://shield084.lofter.com/post/1f9669ad_ee9d11f8
Chapter Three http://shield084.lofter.com/
Chapter Four http://shield084.lofter.com/post/1f9669ad_eea89e13
Chapter Five http://shield084.lofter.com/post/1f9669ad_eebc286f -
Catch Your Own Happiness by truelovetakesawhile
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Spider-Man - All Media Types
04 Oct 2024
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When Tony finds a strange, spidery experiment locked underground in a Hydra facility, he takes it upon himself to try rehabilitating a teenager who knows nothing about the outside world.
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- Part 1 of Catch Your Own Spider
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Dream Within A Dream by Eccentric_Grace
Fandoms: Iron Man (Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
05 Nov 2021
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The blackout was caused by a major electricity outage, meaning most systems were down. Peter had a hard time seeing in the pitch black, even with enhanced vision.
This result made sense.
It was a nice view on the rooftop.
(Spooktober 22: Hallucination)
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- Part 22 of Irondad Spooktober 2021
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We Are Tethered (To The Story We Must Tell) by losingmymindtonight
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
27 Sep 2019
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Tony’s heart monitor made Peter feel sick.
It shouldn’t. It was good. It was miracle good, even, because a heart monitor meant that there was a heartbeat. A heartbeat meant that Tony was alive. Tony being alive meant that Tony wasn’t dead.
(Tony should be dead. With everything they knew about the Stones, Tony should be dead.)
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After Endgame, Peter doesn't know what to feel, but he does know what he wants.
Or, at least, he thinks he does.Bookmarked by sometimesaround
11 Oct 2023
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almost home by parkrstark
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017)
14 Apr 2019
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Peter doesn't want to die. He just wants to go home.
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without you (i was broken) by parkrstark
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Iron Man (Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
27 Apr 2020
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"How did you get shot? You just webbed me up 5 stories from being shot!”
“D-Didn’t know it was coming.”
"Dammit, Peter! This isn’t the first time your spidey sense hasn’t worked. I tried to give you the benefit of the doubt because Rhodey told me I was being insane. Why didn’t you tell me it wasn’t always working? You shouldn’t go out into battle like this when your powers are being wonky and--.”
“You’re here.”
"What?"
“You’re here.” He takes a deep breath. “I don’t...I can’t really feel the danger when you’re around.”
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the courage of stars by hopeless_hope
Fandoms: Iron Man (Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
08 Jan 2019
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Peter falls silent again, exhausted, and Tony takes the time to study the kid carefully. Peter is sullen in a way he’s never seen before, shoulders hunched and weighed down by some unseen force.
He’s just not… Peter.
“Come on, Pete. Talk to me,” Tony prompts. “If you want to see the stars, I can take you. I’ll take you wherever you’d like.”
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Sometimes, Peter can't breathe. Tony does his best to help.
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07 Oct 2023
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scars can heal and reveal just where you are by parkrstark
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
05 Dec 2021
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"Jesus Christ, Pete," the voice says again, and it's not just a voice. It's a voice that belongs to the shadow. The shadow is light in the dark. It's warm. "What are you doing on the floor? You're lucky you're by your bed or else it would have been you breaking my fall."
Peter blinks at the shadow and can't tell if he's comforted or irritated by the new company.
"What? No quip about me breaking a hip?" There's silence. "Peter?"
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07 Oct 2023
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After the Storm Passed by sahiya
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
25 Aug 2019
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Sometimes, Peter felt like he wasn't quite... real. Like maybe he wasn’t really himself but a bad copy of himself. Like maybe he’d come back wrong.
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- Part 10 of Irondad Bingo 2019
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06 Oct 2023
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5 Times Peter’s Mental Illness Made Him Stumble And The 1 Time He Refused To Falter by losingmymindtonight
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
02 Jun 2018
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Mental illness does not discriminate. It doesn't give a damn if Peter Parker is Spider-Man. It takes and it takes and it takes.
But there is hope. There is always hope.Series
- Part 1 of Will I Ever Make A Sound?
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02 Oct 2023
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When They Sleep by Eccentric_Grace
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
01 May 2022
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Peter’s eyes drifted closed. Tony thought for a moment that he was thinking about it, doing mental math, as he held his head up high. Then his shoulders slowly slumped, and his head did a lolling motion forward, just barely noticeable.
May narrowed her eyes. She leaned over and whispered hesitatingly. “Is he… Sleeping?”
Tony decided for the second time then that he’ll be there for every Academic Decathlon match in the future.
(or: peter being very sleepy for 6 moments in time)
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30 Sep 2023
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you take the weight off me by orphan_account for robinbuckley
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Black Widow (Comics), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
13 Mar 2020
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Peter sings again. He is trying to tune it out. The way the crack of their skin is starting to sound like the echoes of creaking metal in the place between his ears. “When I was down, I was your clown,” he sings, slightly breathless with the strain of keeping speed with Natasha while singing both parts, because he knows she will not do him the solid of being the Elton to his Kiki Dee. “Oo-hoo, nobody knows it. Right from the start, I gave you my— oof.”
Peter is pinned face-down and suddenly his vision bends, like surging waters breaking a strained dam, and it is not Natasha’s weight pressing on him but that of ten tons of concrete, dust papering his mouth, his back cracks, his ribs crunch, a piece of rebar is poking into his thigh, nails pierce his shoulders, his lungs are empty, what a lovely memory it is to have breathed.
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- Part 4 of my girl(s)
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welcome to the panic room (where all your darkest fears are gonna come for you) by orphan_account
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
16 Jan 2020
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That's it. He's going insane. Whatever's going on in front of him is nothing but an illusion- a hallucination. Not-Tony isn't really there, he's just a product of wishful thinking and too many hours spent daydreaming.
Peter closes his eyes tightly against the stinging of his eyes before opening them again, fully expecting Not-Tony to have disappeared. But, no, he's still there. Sitting on the couch with a growing puddle of coffee at his feet.
"May?" Peter says, hating the way his voice cracks. "May, I need to see a therapist."
The tears spill over as Not-Tony raises a hand to his mouth and pushes his sunglasses to his forehead, revealing horrified eyes. They're exactly like the real Tony's had looked- in fact, everything about Not-Tony is exactly the same as real Tony.
It's not him.
(Peter Parker's mental health took a dive when he learned that his parents weren't coming home. It never stopped dropping. Tony doesn't find out how bad things are until, after his revival, Peter refuses to recognize who he is.)
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he put that bottle to his head (and pulled the trigger) by sciencegroupie
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
05 Jul 2019
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Peter Parker is struggling. He's not okay. He's not sleeping, he's not coping, and he's not gonna say anything, either. He can handle this. He's fine -- until he's not.
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- Part 1 of whiskey lullaby
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What You Remember by Honorable_mention
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
24 Sep 2021
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People don’t realize that losing a friendship is a lot like death. You can always feel it creeping up, you can convince yourself you’ve already grieved, but it’ll still hits you like a freight train. Hard, fast, bloody. There’s always that moment you realize months have slipped through your fingertips and your friend’s gotten a haircut without you realizing it.
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In which Peter reflects on what he’s lost