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  1. Public Bookmark 25

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    Neil, riding a passenger train, is taken hostage by a paranoid schizophrenic who believes that the US government is controlling him through a microchip in his hand. The Foxes are forced to play out his fantasies in order to save not only the hostages, but also their friend.

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    5/5
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    27 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 28

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    A series of brutal murders occur in the southeastern region of New Mexico. Despite the fact that Neil is on sick leave, he receives a call. The murders are very similar to the murders of a serial killer who has been dead for many years. The Butcher from Baltimore is gone, but his case is still alive and Neil will have to stop it.

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    Chapters:
    6/6
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    27 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 59

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    We follow Neil's professional exy career, including the ups and downs, from beginning to end.

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    20 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    The day after Neil disappeared in the middle of the night, Kevin called.
    Andrew stared at his phone as it rang. He was in the process of opening a can of cat food, which was a two-handed activity. He set down the can opener and picked up the phone.
    “What,” he said.
    “You were fucking Nathaniel Wesninski?”
    Andrew knew Neil’s real name, and he knew where he had come from. He’d known since the beginning. Neil was a good liar, but he was an obvious liar. Andrew didn't mention any of that to Kevin. Instead, he said, “Who?”

    or: andrew quits smoking, and he goes to the olympics. eventually, neil comes back.

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    2/2
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    20 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 26

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    How Andrew and Neil deal with Neil's bad days years after everything went down and they both had the chance to heal.

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    1/1
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    6
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    19 Jan 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 44

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    "Reporters were banned from campus, but wannabe students with video cameras were not. It wasn’t the first time Neil had one shoved in his face, and it wouldn’t be the last. Normally, he ignored them and continued on with his day, not deigning them with more than a glance, making sure he stepped on their toes as he passed by.

    Today was different."

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    Neil breaks a knuckle on someone's face.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    21
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    704
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    44
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    4,535

    19 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    Neil Josten always knew his past might come back to hurt him. Except-- it didn't hurt him. It hurt Andrew.

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    Lola reappears and Andrew gets hurt. Neil realizes he's grown weak. If he was Nathaniel, this never would have happened. He can't let it happen again.

    (completed)

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    17 Jan 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 80

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    All Neil had ever known was his father’s knives and his mother’s guns. He was a stranger to softness. He’d learned to carve it out of himself before anyone else had the chance.

    But this something with Andrew- it had started as another sharp, hard forged thing. Bright and shining, yet still something he could understand. But it was changing. Molten in the fevered heat. Neil didn’t know what shape it might take now, how it might feel against his skin. How it would cut him open or bleed him out. How it could hurt or if it could-

    If it could be different than anything he’d ever felt before.

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    Another post- canon healing fic. Neil gets a fever, goes to therapy, and starts dealing with his mommy issues.

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    3/3
    Comments:
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    5,562

    15 Jan 2026

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    „Minyard! Get your ass up and put some armor on! Abby, Greene, get the infirmary in shape, border control just spotted a motherfucking Drakon in the woods!“

    As if Wymack’s order triggered it, a ear grating screech echoes all the way to the big house.

    The camp counselor curses.

    „Move it people, there are half-bloods out there that need to get to safety!“

     

    Or, for two and a half years, Aaron has been grieving the brother he buried, only to learn now, that Andrew is very much alive. He also has a scarred little shithead in tow, that Aaron wants to punch in the face regularily. Life is fun like that.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    “What did you take?” Andrew demands.

    Neil wonders if Andrew will taste all that is wrong with Neil when he kisses him. He wonders if Andrew will recognize it. Andrew knows what it is to hurt himself, and this must be familiar. It’s deja vu, Neil thinks, if only a little bit worse, a little more terrible.

    Neil shakes his head, groaning into the toilet, “I don’t want to tell you.”

    Andrew pulls out his phone, and Neil can already hear it dialling when he says, “You can tell the paramedics.”

    Or; “Cigarettes,” Neil says. “I ate your cigarettes.”

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    13 Jan 2026

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    After an incident the night before has Neil showing up to practice with a bruised face, some of the newer Foxes get curious. When Nicky lets it slip that it was Andrew who blackened his eye, they decide to get involved.

    Neil handles it.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    "He cannot, will not, give this man the dignity of his screams. Will not give the men who bled for his father anymore of his pain. He needs to show them that this is not a viable option. They can not come into his home, threaten all that matters to him, and expect him to be subdued into submission.

    Stab me again, he thinks viciously, so I can show you how little you can hurt me."

    Or, Neil gives into the rage.

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    31 Dec 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 45

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    In November 1966, Tilda Minyard gave birth in Hawkins National Laboratory, Indiana, to identical twins. Andrew (003) was given to the lab as part of their ongoing experiments and Aaron was returned to Tilda to raise in town on the condition she returned annually for him to be tested, as an experimental control group.

    In November 1983, Aaron has no idea that he has a brother but is desperate to make it out of Hawkins as soon as he graduates high school. No one has called Andrew by in his name in three years since he helped 002 escape the lab and hearing that his twin is missing and his mother abused him sends his powers dangerously out of control. Kevin has been living a precarious lie since escaping the lab and finding his biological father. He’d promised Andrew to protect his brother but Aaron had disappeared. Neil is new in town with an agenda of his own. Nicky comes back for his cousin at great personal risk. Renee is trying to protect her friends. The rest of the swim team is just along for the ride.

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    Chapters:
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    Collections:
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    Comments:
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    31 Dec 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 77

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    Neil has his eyes clenched tightly shut, his entire face screwed up, every muscle in his body tense and taught with a herculean effort to stop shaking. He was shaking when he woke up, he was shaking when he stumbled his way out of bed into the bathroom, but he swears he almost shook all the way apart when he caught his own reflection in the mirror.

    Dead eyes stared back at him.

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    Neil has a nightmare and, despite his best efforts to handle it on his own, Andrew is there.

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    31 Dec 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 35

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    Neil leaves for a game in Chicago shortly after his first time with Andrew. Neither of them know how to proceed. Neil has to decide if he’s running from his problems, or if Andrew is pushing him away as a consequence of a boundary neither of them expected to cross.

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    Comments:
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    3,751

    27 Dec 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 97

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    Valentine's Day is stupid.

     

    or, the build-up and celebration of Valentine's Day as narrated by an ever increasingly grumpy Neil :)

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    Comments:
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    23 Dec 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 30

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    It's been about a year and Neil can do anything but forget.

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    3,138

    11 Dec 2025

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    5 times Neil thought that Andrew was pulling away, and 1 time Andrew realized that Neil is an idiot. Features Neil and Andrew learning to communicate.

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    Comments:
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    04 Dec 2025

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    It doesn't make sense. Neil was fine. More than fine. He’s safe at home with Andrew, and this should be the best possible ending to one of Neil’s best days, but when Neil squeezes his eyes shut, all he can see is —

    Riko grinning with vicious pleasure as he slices Neil open. Riko’s eyes reflecting the glow of the lighter licking Neil’s skin. Riko laughing as a tattoo gun needle digs into Neil’s cheek.

    Riko, Riko, Riko, smothering and impossible to escape. Panic knifes through Neil as he yanks uselessly against the handcuffs. No, no, no —

    And then he’s saying it aloud, “No, no, no,” because there isn't a gag cutting into the sides of his mouth. Because Neil isn’t at Evermore. He’s at home with Andrew, who’s right there when Neil opens his eyes — only near the foot of the bed now, not touching Neil at all.

    Neil has long gotten used to reading the faint shades of emotion that pass for expressions on Andrew’s face. But never, not even in Andrew's medicated, manically expressive days, has Neil seen Andrew wear anything like his current look of horrified shock.

    Neil agrees to try the handcuffs in bed. It goes badly. Cue angst and h/c.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    340
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    6,261
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    49,628

    29 Nov 2025

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    Neil cooed. He must've had a death wish, "Drew, you like me."

    "I hate you."

    "You find me appealing," Neil rephrased. "You like to look at me. Think I'm 'hot' as Nicky says."

    Andrew grits his jaw. Nicky's advice was distasteful and Neil found himself clinging to it just to piss Andrew off. He wasn't wrong this time.

    "It's called sexual attraction."

     

    Basically Andrew and Neil have a little misunderstanding about how Andrew feels. Its angsty and sweet and ends happily :)

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    40
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    2,022
    Bookmarks:
    255
    Hits:
    15,264

    29 Nov 2025

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