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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    Dean Winchester and Castiel Kline meet in the summer of 1963, hired for the season to do the remote and isolated work guarding Bobby Singer's flock of sheep in the open range on Brokeback Mountain in Wyoming.

    While both are from similar backgrounds, the opportunities and personality they have are different: non-demonstrative Dean, having grown up without parents or family money, holds his thoughts and feelings largely to himself since he's already used to hold the "older brother" weight, while Castiel, after noticing he would never make his Dad satisfied decided to leave to pursue freedom through the rodeo circuit, is more open about what he wants in life.
    Although both live as straight, with Dean scheduled to get married to his girlfriend Lisa in November, they more out of a physical need have a spur of the moment sexual encounter with each other, which Dean desperately sees as one time only. However by the end of the season, they have fallen.
    As they finish their work on Brokeback Mountain, they have to figure out how to reconcile their feelings for each other, their marriages, family and real life.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    With Christopher away for the holidays and Buck unwilling to fly, Eddie agrees to a road trip that turns into three days of motel rooms, snow-slicked roads, and feelings he’s been avoiding for years.

    Or love sneaks up on Eddie Diaz somewhere between here and Hershey.

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    13 Feb 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 35

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    Garraty and McVries, set sometime after Pete asked THAT question. You know. (The one where he asks if he can jerk Ray off. In case you didn't.)

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    06 Feb 2026

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    “I’m mortified, Eddie, I really thought Buck would have talked to you about it,” Maddie says. She looks genuinely regretful, her eyebrows pulling together with concern. “Obviously, he clarified things for me, told me that he wasn’t pining for his straight best friend, and I’m just…I’m so sorry. It wasn’t my place to speculate on your relationship like that.”

    There must be a worm that’s wrapped itself around his thoughts — that’s constrained his neural pathways to just the thought of Buck’s in love with you — because something takes over Eddie’s mouth. Something entirely foreign and jarring prompts him to say with too much incredulity: “Buck said he wasn’t in love with me?”

    Maddie gapes at him.

    Eddie snaps his mouth shut with so much force his teeth click.

    or: Maddie tells Eddie about the conversation she had with Buck. Eddie spirals about it.

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    06 Feb 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 13

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    Rain drips down the slope of Pete's nose, over his full lips. He's lying on his scarred cheek, pressing that sensitive and intimate part of himself down on Ray's shoulder. He shifts his face, rubbing his hair against the bare skin of Ray's neck, sending shivers through his entire body. Ray adjusts himself as subtly as he can. Accidentally squeezes Pete's muscular shoulder a little bit. Prays that he won't notice.

    Watches, holding his breath, as Pete keeps dreaming.

    Wonders if he's dreaming about a stocky, sweaty redhead, hauling bales of hay in the stuffy Maine spring.

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    In which Ray watches Pete sleep, and dreams about another life.

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    18 Jan 2026

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  6. Public Bookmark 47

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    “‘s fine,” Pete squeezes his hip. Ray relaxes minutely. “Just - lemme do it. If you can’t.”

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    Vietnam, with a twist.

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    14 Dec 2025

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  7. Public Bookmark 31

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    “You staying on the lake?”

    McVries shrugged, casual but deliberate. “Just a weekend. We’re meeting his girl and her friends,” he said, motioning back to Garraty.

    They most certainly were not.


    Or Ray tries to be a good friend while on a Brokeback Mountain of a boy’s trip, and he can’t tell if Pete’s pulling out all the stops or it’s just his natural charm.

    UPDATE: Decided it moved to fast, and am drafting a rewrite prior to sharing the next chapter.

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    14 Dec 2025

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    gavries in the vietnam war

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    17 Nov 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 34

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    peter mcvries had a lsd trip that told him the date and time of his death. it's coming up tomorrow. he has a last wish that ray can help fufill.

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    “Well, what else? What’s your last wish?”

    Pete looks dead serious. “Well, you know I always wanted to be with another man before I died. And here I am, I might die tomorrow.”

    No, Ray did not always know this, and he reacts accordingly, slack-jawed and wide eyed. Is it hot in here, or is that just the bar? What the fuck is he supposed to say to that? Brilliant as he is, he comes up with a very eloquent “Huh-what?”

    “You know,” Peter seems partly entertained and partly nervous as he drops his voice to clarify, “Sexually.”

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    17 Nov 2025

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    “It's your mind,” McVries said, “using the old escape hatch. Don't you wish your feet could?”

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    13 Nov 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 88

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    “Aw man,” Pete said breathlessly, drawing back. He was leaning up on one elbow; their faces were inches apart. “Where’ve you been this whole time?”

    The bravery he’d felt so briefly before suddenly ignited, blossoming under Pete’s gentle gaze and soft touches.

    “Waiting for you, I reckon.” Replied Ray.

     

    Ray meets Pete in a bar the night before the dropout deadline.

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    11 Nov 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 60

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    Takes place after the long walk in our fav AU where Pete wishes for Ray to live.

    While Ray and Pete were on top of each other during The Long Walk… what happens after without any cameras, audience, or pressure?

    Or: slow burn! Ray and Pete as they figure out living together, recovery, and trauma after the long walk. At first, they are both unexpectedly awkward around each other outside of the walk, but after living together for some time, both men realize what they had on the walk wasn’t just forced proximity or circumstances, but a bond that goes beyond just being friends

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    05 Nov 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 3

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    Pete barely manages to get by as a hustler in Portland, Oregon, or really, wherever he takes himself. Some days, he wakes up somewhere he only vaguely can recall he didn't go to sleep at. He deals with it with drugs, the old rich men on dark avenues, and with Ray.

    Ray finds himself in largely the same circumstances. Hailing from disinterested parents, more focused on their own social-climb than their son, Ray took to the streets. Call it rich boy rebellion or whatever you want--at night he's either beside Pete under a streetlight, or picking him off the ground.
     
    Pete wants to find his family. He brings Ray with him. They go to Idaho. Whether they admit it or not, they're both the only thing propping each other up as they each make their own journeys of discovery.
    AKA The Long Walk X My Own Private Idaho

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    03 Nov 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 74

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    AKA: this must be the place

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    the college roommates au where stebbins incredulously explains to ray that its actually kinda gay to play competitive masturbation games with your best friend. this inspires ray to experiment with a couple hypotheses.

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    02 Nov 2025

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  15. Public Bookmark *

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    Garraty clears his throat, then asks, “What about you, Pete? You got a lady?”

    McVries holds Garraty’s gaze for a moment, intensely, then says, “No, Ray. No, I don’t.”

    Every molecule of Raymond Garraty slows to a snail’s pace. McVries peers at him, dark eyes half-lidded, smiling softly. Garraty feels a little like he’s fallen behind in a race he didn’t know he was running.

    They keep looking at each other, silently, until McVries’s lips quirk up like Garraty’s said something funny, and he lifts his bottle to his lips. 

    “What is it?” Garraty asks. “What’s so funny?”

    McVries shakes his head, still wearing that knowing smile. “Nothing, Ray. Not a thing.”

    Ray Garraty and Peter McVries fuck around, get together, and fall in love. Not necessarily in that order.

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    01 Nov 2025

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    “Keep walking,” McVries whispered.

    Garraty bit down a groan.

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    12 Oct 2025

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    John’s marriage is over and he is finally back home (i.e. at Baker Street, where he belongs).
    Sherlock is awfully insecure and John is awfully hesitant, and they're both awkward idiots, of course, but they figure it out. Many First Times happen.

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    08 Oct 2025

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    Amnesia is just another case to solve. Piece together unfamiliar faces, reconstruct the old identity, the lost reality. A challenge that Sherlock could even enjoy. He can read people like books. The man with the silver hair is his boss. The tottering old woman, his landlady. The girl with the worried look in her eyes…infatuated. And as for John Watson? His husband. Obviously.

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    07 Oct 2025

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    Ever the good soldier, Dean Winchester figures he can get by just fine ignoring his nature, ignoring his feelings, and ignoring his own comfort. And Cas thinks he can do the same-- that is until his wings get so badly neglected he finally enlists Dean's help in tending to them. The floodgates open as both of them forget their old inhibitions. Fluff with a dose of gravity. Now includes artwork!

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    28 Sep 2025

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  20. Public Bookmark 62

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    In 2018, a virus wiped out more than 75% of the world's population, turning people into ravenous, flesh-hungry hosts. Eddie lost his son. Buck, his family. Two years later, they find each other, and in one another, something that might still be called hope.

    or what if an apocalypse happened at the beginning of season two before buck and eddie met?

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    19 May 2025

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