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Hold On (I Still Want You) by velminort
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jan 2026
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Shane and Ilya broke up. It was the adult, mature decision they made together and moved on from. Except Shane is still Ilya's emergency contact and Ilya's coach just called.
Ilya had a seizure. Well, seizures. Multiple. He is in the hospital, in the operation block and suddenly Shane is met with the possibility that last words Ilya Rozanov ever heard from him were "Maybe love isn't enough."
And then complications occur. And Ilya is not waking up.
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They’d sat on a perfectly ordinary Wednesday afternoon in their perfectly ordinary kitchen, with coffee that had gone cold on the table between them, and calmly dismantled the life they’d built together. One sentence at a time.
“Maybe we need space.” “Maybe we’re just hurting each other.” “Maybe love isn’t enough.”
He wants to go back and shove that version of himself against the wall. Shake him until his teeth rattle.
Love is the only thing that matters when someone is under general anaesthesia and a stranger is touching their brain, Shane thinks wildly. Love is literally the only currency worth anything in a room like this.
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- Part 1 of Hold On (I Still Want You)
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- English
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- 20,239
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- 1/1
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15 Jan 2026
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I'm Reading Your Lips (You're Speaking My Language) by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”
“Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.
“No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”
“Go fuck yourself.”
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Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.
And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?
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- Part 1 of Competition is Better With a Friend
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- English
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- 4/4
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13 Jan 2026
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(n.) A homesickness for a home to which you cannot return or a home which maybe never was.
What if home is a person you haven't met yet?- Language:
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- 20/20
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28 May 2025
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Shane's not too keen on any resident of Pelican Town, but the new farmer in town deserves special credit for drawing his ire in a new way. But as the months progress, an unlikely friendship grows between them, and Shane will eventually have to decide whether or not he can really open up to her.
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- English
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- 60,112
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- 25/25
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26 May 2025
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Shane has very real problems. Sophia has an unhealthy desire to save people. The two former city dwellers wind up in the same small town, one by choice and the other by necessity. Both introverts, both outsiders, they’re swept into one another’s orbit until they can’t even touch the ground – but falling in love can't fix everything.
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- English
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- 46/46
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24 May 2025
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Every word I say is kindling, but the smoke clears when you’re around by tfsoup
Fandoms: Transformers - All Media Types
28 Jan 2022
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Three times Prowl was there when Jazz woke up in medbay, plus one time he wasn’t, plus one time Jazz was there for him
(Title from Curses by The Crane Wives)Bookmarked by terig
10 Jun 2024
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Ed comes back from a week-long mission, and everyone is acting wrong.
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- English
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- 1/1
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- 232
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28 Jan 2024
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our whispers in the dark by eggtimelads for mylareading
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
28 Aug 2023
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"I must have!" Soap insists, and Gaz nearly flinches at how sincere he sounds. As if he truly believes that he's at fault here. "What did I do? Was it because of that, that episode," he spits the word out like it's a curse, voice growing more frantic as he continues, "I can fix it, I'll be better–"
"It’s not good for you to be here right now,” Price repeats, sounding almost exhausted. "You’re going to wind up dead one way another if I let this continue on, and I can’t, not with any good conscience. As your Captain and your friend, I’m going to tell you one last time to take some time off for yourself, else I'm going to have to take things into my own hands."
or, healing isn't the linear process everyone wants. No one is more pissed about this than Soap.
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- Part 2 of whispers
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07 Nov 2023
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Soap makes a choked off noise of pure, unadulterated panic, and then he’s floating, drifting far away as his ears ring from the sound of multiple bombs going off.
When he comes to, he only gets to be happy that he’s somehow still alive for a moment, because everything hits him all at once. Pain explodes from every single part of him he can feel, and he wants to scream. He doesn’t, instead trying to take a deep breath to ground himself, but there’s rubble on top of him that’s unyielding, restricting his every breath.
His breath catches in his throat; focus, MacTavish. Assess your situation before you start panicking.
or, Soap gets trapped under the rubble of a collapsed building, and makes the (stupid) executive decision to omit that piece of information to the rest of 141. No one is happy about this when they find out.
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- Part 1 of whispers
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- English
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- 8,617
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- 2/2
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- 334
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07 Nov 2023
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"Cannae do it myself. Humpin' the bed like a dog was the closest I got. If I could do it right I'd be off like a flashbang in minutes. Since yer here if ye could help me wrap my arm, I'm gonna take a cold shower."
"Thought you were gonna ask me to give ya a hand."
"Oh steamin' Jesus L.T. no, would never try to ask that from you."
"Would you take it if offered?"
"Depends on who's offering."
"I am."
"Yer aff yer heid, L.T."or
Soap gets injured and goes on medical leave on base. Ghost takes care of him in more ways than a superior should.
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- English
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- 18,435
- Chapters:
- 7/7
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- 3
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- 348
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07 Nov 2023
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Ghost hasn't been himself for days and he's taking it out on everyone.
Soap is determined to fix whatever the hell is going on.
He's just... not sure he ever imagined it would look like this.
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- Part 1 of Any Time You Need Me
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- English
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- 10,902
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- 1/1
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- 530
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06 Nov 2023
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It was commonly said that if a person wasn’t found within 48 hours, the chances of finding them at all were cut in half. And that was just for civilians in their every-day settings; it didn’t account for soldiers in a warzone, where the probability of them being dead in a ditch somewhere within the first hour was much higher.
Soap’s unit had returned to the military base without him, without half of their troops that were killed in action. But all of the dead were accounted for, all of them had been identified - all except their sergeant, still missing in action.
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02 Nov 2023
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After taking down Hassan after the events of the MWII, the 141 decided to stick around Mexico to help Alejandro and Rudy clear out some of the cartels there. During one of their jobs, they discover some concerning information about people seemingly going missing without a trace. As they begin to investigate further, the tangled web of evil and secrets sends them on a globetrotting mission in order to find out what sinister things are truly happening.
Six months coming off their newly-found but hesitant teamwork back in Las Almas, Soap and Ghost have settled themselves into an easy partnership, but as they continue to spend more time together, Soap begins to have thoughts that are definitely not appropriate to have about his Lieutenant. Ghost, struggling with his repressed trauma, had convinced himself long ago that love could never be for him, but he struggles to understand why there is something different about Soap. The two of them try to navigate this complicated, mutual attraction as they become closer and closer every day throughout their investigation. Friendship isn't in the field manual, but perhaps love is?
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- English
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- 48/48
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02 Nov 2023
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Four years after Hassan, Ghost and Soap have become the most effective duo in the 141, completing missions with brutal efficiency and a higher rate of success than any other special ops team (bad jokes and nonregulation banter included). Despite Ghost's insistence on maintaining professional distance, their closeness on the battlefield has gradually led to true friendship, and if Johnny sometimes wishes for more, that's nothing compared to knowing he's Simon's favorite person. Everything is as perfect as it can be when doing the kind of work that leaves them with ragged scars - mental and physical - and blood on their hands.
But nothing lasts forever, and when military politics threaten to break up their team, Simon and Johnny must decide if they want to stick with the comfort of their status quo... or risk losing what they have for the possibility of more.
A series of connected, slice-of-life stories set to the background of the various couches Simon and Johnny encounter in their line of work.
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- Part 1 of COD Fics
- Part 1 of Retiree Vigilante AU
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- English
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- 6/6
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02 Nov 2023
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“Don’t kill me,” Soap blurts out and, Christ, that was not a good start. Ghost raises a brow, waiting for the bomb to drop. “But, uh, want to be my boyfriend?”
when soap invites ghost back home to scotland for a week, ghost hadn't imagined he would wind up in a fake dating scheme to trick soap's family, of all people. it also doesn't help that he's head over heels in love with soap, of all people.
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- English
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- Chapters:
- 10/10
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- 1
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29 Oct 2023
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Exasperated with the ever-increasing number of well-meaning but annoying busybodies who seem to think he needs a man in his life, Iruka finally breaks down and asks Kakashi to be his fake-boyfriend in order to keep the wannabe-matchmakers off his back.
The only problem is, Kakashi turns out to be a much better boyfriend than Iruka anticipated.
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- English
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- 28,182
- Chapters:
- 4/4
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- 2
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- 239
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23 Oct 2023
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“Naruto is a person with a name,” Iruka snapped, already way past the limit of his patience for the day. Funny, how he could spend all day with small children, but a single council meeting wore him down to the bone. “Use it.”
“Hmm.”
For a long second, Iruka thought that he was about to die. And then Hatake’s eye curled in a friendly crinkle, an approximation of a smile.
“You’ll do,” Hatake said.*** 5 times Kakashi & Iruka tried to be a normal family for Naruto + 1 time they were a full on ninja family ***
- Language:
- English
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- 21,957
- Chapters:
- 6/6
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- 33
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- 803
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21 Oct 2023
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that mouth of yours looks like it gets you into trouble by tennessoui
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy
21 Sep 2021
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Obi-Wan Kenobi inhales a powder that compels him to tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth. Good thing Obi-Wan doesn't have any secrets.
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by god, Obi-Wan Kenobi is forced to talk about his feelings. It's, on the whole, regrettable for everyone involved. Or it would be once everyone stops laughing about it.
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- Part 2 of Obikin Fairytale Tropes
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,198
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 1
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- 51
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- 2,802
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- 438
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- 25,565
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03 Oct 2023
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The Sword Of Damocles by dirkygoodness
Fandoms: Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
03 Feb 2020
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They've been back for a week and still they haven't had the conversation. It's like a sword is hanging over Anakin's head, constantly seconds from falling. It sends a sense of urgency through him and he can't stop the jitters that follow it even though he’s supposed to be resting.
He'd been out of it for two days as they made it back to Coruscant and another two bedridden and surrounded by healers without end. But they've been back for a while now, and have got maybe a week, two before they ship out again.
And they haven't talked about it.
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- Part 2 of To Orpheus and Eurydice
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03 Oct 2023
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Swear On It by dirkygoodness
Fandoms: Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
23 Jun 2019
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Anakin lets his feet take him a good ways from camp before he actually stops, breathing fast from the memory of his dream.
He squeezes his eyes shut tight against it and holds his breath for a moment, trying to get himself under control. Tonight it doesn’t seem to be working, though, because the images of people he knows and loves hurt and bloody and dead just won’t get out of his mind.
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- Part 1 of To Orpheus and Eurydice
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02 Oct 2023
