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“Um,” he squeaked, internally kicking himself when his voice cracked. “I… My name’s Han Jisung, I’m sixteen, and I…” He swallowed the lump in his throat, his knees pressing closer to his chest as he fumbled over what words were to come out of his mouth next. He didn’t want to say it, because in his heart it wasn’t true, but if he had asked any of his friends; his family, they’d all tell him the same thing.
“I tried to kill myself.”
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after a failed suicide attempt, jisung finds comfort in his peculiar new roommates in the psych ward.
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i ain't got no energy (i'm feeling dead inside) by trxtr for luna_nightly, rhythmcat
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
03 Oct 2025
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“Yang Jeongin,” Chan warned, voice low and serious. Jeongin felt bad. Chan-Hyung had to parent them too much, but never really Jeongin. Jeongin’s always been good. He’s always kept his head down and done everything right. He hates being the one who messed up. “How long has it been since you started feeling tired?”
Jeongin blinks, eyes glassy. He takes a deep breath, then another, trying to search through his brain fog for something that wasn’t thirsty, tired, thirsty, tired, thirsty, tired— “Oh. Um… about… about four months.”
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or: yang jeongin’s chaotic diagnosis story.
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- Part 1 of diabetic yen
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“It’s cold out here,” Minho hummed, turning towards Jisung. “Let’s go inside. Wanna dance?”
And, poor Jisung, his brain overloaded with too much information at once—the cigarette smoke clung to the chairs, Minho’s forearms, the fizz of the mineral water still whispering sweet nothings to his taste buds, the music pounding against the building, shaking it slightly with bass—allowed his inhibitions to drop for all of two seconds.
He smirked. “Yeah.”
—or: han jisung relocates to seoul with his brother, searching for a fresh start. the only problem: his captain's really pretty.
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- Part 2 of station 325
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piece the torn map together (even if you’re pushed out) by trxtr
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
13 Mar 2025
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He could practically hear Chan sigh on the other side of the radio. “Changbin, thank God.”
“Cap,” Changbin tried, keeping his fingers firmly on the button. “Cap—get Han out of here.”
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or: lieutenant firefighter seo changbin and paramedic han jisung severely miscalculated how sturdy that floor was.
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- Part 1 of station 325
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no control (who lives, who dies, who tells your story) by keithislost, trxtr
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
22 Feb 2025
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“why? are you not feeling okay?”
jeongin blinked owlishly at his hyung, clenching his jaw in frustration. “are any of us, right now?”
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or: yang jeongin’s been at war with his head since he was born. he’s fucking over it.
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- Part 5 of gravestone dominos
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seo changbin resigned this morning (you’re kidding) by keithislost, trxtr
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
26 Dec 2024
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legacy. changbin hated the word. it was hollow, an echo rattling in an empty room. legacy wouldn’t bring back the warmth of hyunjin’s smile or the quiet strength of seungmin’s presence. it wouldn’t erase the acrid scent of smoke that clung to him like a second skin, wouldn’t dim the memory of that fire that took everything. it wouldn’t undo the made-up image of seungmin’s still, blue-tinted face that haunted him whenever he closed his eyes, or the quiet but persistent sound of his ringtone whenever he slept.
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or, seo changbin and the art of resigning spectacularly.
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- Part 4 of gravestone dominos
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felix followed the footprints like they were scripture etched onto the pages of the holy pavement, his breath a ragged, petrified prayer.
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or: felix can't find seungmin, and he's certain it's a death sentence.
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- Part 3 of gravestone dominos
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seven songs. one for each member, including the one who left him to deal with all of this shit alone.
“i didn’t leave just you, kim seungmin.”
i’m doing what you asked, hwang hyunjin.
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or: seungmin grieves the loss of his friend, and eventually, the loss of himself.
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- Part 2 of gravestone dominos
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she said, “you’ve married an icarus” (he has flown too close to the sun) by keithislost, trxtr for trxtr
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
18 Nov 2024
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hyunjin setting his apartment and himself on fire.
that’s it, that’s the fic.
inspired by the song burn from hamilton.
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- Part 3 of skz
- Part 1 of gravestone dominos
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i can’t reach you (even if i wanted to hold onto you) by trxtr
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
05 Oct 2024
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“Hyung,” Jisung whispered, those petrified eyes now filling and overflowing with tears. “I’m scared.”
“I know.”
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or: an equipment malfunction leaves the members of Stray Kids trembling an terrified as one of them fights for his life.
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just don’t let me disappear (i’mma tell you everything) by trxtr
Fandoms: 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020)
25 Jan 2023
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it was kind of funny, in his attempt to run away from being a disappointment, he disappointed the most important thing in the world.
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a 4.01 coda where carlos explains himself, and lets himself realize that for once, the world isn’t out to get him.
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you’re trying to lift off the ground (on those old two wheels) by trxtr for terramous
Fandoms: 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020)
26 May 2022
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Carlos was begging at this point. He felt weak, was so close to loading all of his composure and he didn’t know how. He was so afraid, and all he could focus on was the voice of the man assuring him that it was going to be alright, that they would call Izzie, and that he was going to make it.
And as much as Carlos wanted it to be, it wasn’t enough.
“Stay awake, kid. Just stay awake.”
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17 year old carlos doesn’t have the best track record when it comes to boyfriends.
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my mood's dictated by our conversations by trxtr for AliceSchuyler, laelipoo
Fandoms: 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020)
15 Sep 2021
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“Johnny, you were right. He’s a fuckin’ cop.”
“That motherf—“
Eh, Carlos figured, if he was going down, he was going down swinging.
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or: carlos's undercover mission goes south
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i think i'm prone to getting blinded when it's bright by trxtr for tiniestmite
Fandoms: 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020)
20 Mar 2021
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"How can you overlook the possibility that he might not come back, anyway?” TK asked.
Grace sighed, her fingers running absentmindedly through her soft curls. “I have faith that God will bring him home.”
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or: a year after his accident, tk finally feels at peace with himself, until tragedy strikes again, this time with carlos in it's path.
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- Part 2 of if i crash (paraplegic tk)
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if we lose the fight, your spirit will live through me by trxtr for terramous
Fandoms: 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020)
26 Feb 2021
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Carlos knew the difference between “I will always come back to you” and “I will always fight to come back to you.”
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When tragedy strikes, Carlos is left with a ring around his finger and a family that he didn't know he had.
(Carlos/Owen heavy POV)
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He took an experimental step out onto his driveway, finding the sidewalk cool under his bare feet. His joggers licked at his ankles, brushing against the bone as he stepped, but TK didn’t care. He couldn’t feel anything other than genuine hatred, right now, for both himself, and his parents.
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or: TK overhears his parents talking about his mother's pregnancy.
(i’m frustrated with the lack of communication in this family and it has manifested itself into 6.6k words of me basically calling owen strand a bitch.)
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- Part 5 of Bad Things Happen Bingo (Lone Star)
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On a cold winter night, TK Strand has a hard time distinguishing what is real and what is fake.
TW: hate speech; knife/stabbing. this may involve MCD based on interpretation but it his not explicitly written out.
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He wasn't sure if it was his boots thudding against the asphalt, or his heart pounding in his ears at first, so he didn't stop until he realized the silence of the bystanders on the outside, and when he turned to the house, his ears were filled with a string of horrified syllables, vaguely resembling that of his almost-boyfriend’s name.
“TK? TK!”
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The missing scene(s) from 1x08: Monster Inside
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if i crash, i’m made of steel by trxtr for terramous
Fandoms: 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020)
17 Jan 2021
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He took his son’s hand, placed it to his chest, hoping that the feeling of his father’s heartbeat would be able to keep TK alive, and he prayed.
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or: owen and tk fight for their lives on a call seemingly destined to take something away from them
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- Part 4 of Bad Things Happen Bingo (Lone Star)
- Part 1 of if i crash (paraplegic tk)
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Never Knew Love Living Without You by trxtr for terramous
Fandoms: 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020)
25 Dec 2020
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Carlos hasn't felt the magic of Christmas since Tk was deployed.
Maybe Tk can show him just how special it can be.
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An army medic!Tk tarlos homecoming au.