trxtr
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- 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020) (25)
- Stray Kids (Band) (10)
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“Um,” he squeaked, internally kicking himself when his voice cracked. “I… My name’s Han Jisung, I’m sixteen, and I…” He swallowed the lump in his throat, his knees pressing closer to his chest as he fumbled over what words were to come out of his mouth next. He didn’t want to say it, because in his heart it wasn’t true, but if he had asked any of his friends; his family, they’d all tell him the same thing.
“I tried to kill myself.”
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after a failed suicide attempt, jisung finds comfort in his peculiar new roommates in the psych ward.
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i ain't got no energy (i'm feeling dead inside) by trxtr for luna_nightly, rhythmcat
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
03 Oct 2025
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“Yang Jeongin,” Chan warned, voice low and serious. Jeongin felt bad. Chan-Hyung had to parent them too much, but never really Jeongin. Jeongin’s always been good. He’s always kept his head down and done everything right. He hates being the one who messed up. “How long has it been since you started feeling tired?”
Jeongin blinks, eyes glassy. He takes a deep breath, then another, trying to search through his brain fog for something that wasn’t thirsty, tired, thirsty, tired, thirsty, tired— “Oh. Um… about… about four months.”
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or: yang jeongin’s chaotic diagnosis story.
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- Part 1 of diabetic yen
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“It’s cold out here,” Minho hummed, turning towards Jisung. “Let’s go inside. Wanna dance?”
And, poor Jisung, his brain overloaded with too much information at once—the cigarette smoke clung to the chairs, Minho’s forearms, the fizz of the mineral water still whispering sweet nothings to his taste buds, the music pounding against the building, shaking it slightly with bass—allowed his inhibitions to drop for all of two seconds.
He smirked. “Yeah.”
—or: han jisung relocates to seoul with his brother, searching for a fresh start. the only problem: his captain's really pretty.
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- Part 2 of station 325
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piece the torn map together (even if you’re pushed out) by trxtr
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
13 Mar 2025
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He could practically hear Chan sigh on the other side of the radio. “Changbin, thank God.”
“Cap,” Changbin tried, keeping his fingers firmly on the button. “Cap—get Han out of here.”
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or: lieutenant firefighter seo changbin and paramedic han jisung severely miscalculated how sturdy that floor was.
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- Part 1 of station 325
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no control (who lives, who dies, who tells your story) by keithislost, trxtr
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
22 Feb 2025
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“why? are you not feeling okay?”
jeongin blinked owlishly at his hyung, clenching his jaw in frustration. “are any of us, right now?”
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or: yang jeongin’s been at war with his head since he was born. he’s fucking over it.
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- Part 5 of gravestone dominos
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“Focus,” is all Minho says before grabbing a drink and heading back toward the register.
Jeongin stands stiffly to let him pass, his jaw set, feeling like a chastised child. He glances toward the front of the store and sees the cashier yapping away to a silent Minho. Concerning.
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the story of secret agent yang jeongin in the wrong place at the wrong time. or is he?Bookmarked by trxtr
16 Mar 2026
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secret agent yamg jeomgimb fucks up royally and finds himself with a rich boyfriend because of it.
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With their next comeback fast approaching, tensions are high and everybody is stressed. After accidentally causing an injury to one of his members at dance practice, Seungmin goes back to their dorm alone. Feeling guilty, even though he knows it’s not his fault, he tries to make dinner for his members. Hiding his own injured wrist and not expecting the knives to be as sharp as they are, Seungmin cuts himself badly, but not wanting to be a burden, he doesn’t alert anyone. When the others finally come home, they’re in for a bad surprise when they find their second youngest sitting in his own blood in the middle of the kitchen.
Bookmarked by trxtr
17 Feb 2026
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foolish foolish kim seungmin i love him so dearly
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“Where-” Seungmin fumbles with Minho’s wrists, voice cracking. “Where are you hurt?”
Minho laughs then, the sound bubbling dry and hoarse from the depths of his throat. He lifts his bleeding hand, and Seungmin’s eyes latch to limb in horror. Minho shakes his head.
“No,” he says, and his eyes are wet again. “Here.” He presses the hand to his chest, to the cavernous hole that hides behind layers of clothing and skin. “Here. Hurts here, Seungmin.”
Or; Minho falls in love with Seungmin. Seungmin shows Minho how to love himself.
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The world is coming to an end, and no one but Seungmin knows it yet.
He doesn’t expect them to know. There hasn’t been a sighting of some world-shattering meteor making its way to earth; there isn’t some deadly virus going around without a cure to take care of it; the antichrist hasn’t suddenly appeared. There isn’t a single sign that the world is about to end, and Seungmin doesn’t know how to warn his friends.
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Seungmin is running out of time, his friends try to convince him to give himself a bit more.
Bookmarked by trxtr
31 Dec 2025
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nyla sent this in fic recs channel in the server and i cannot believe i haven’t read it before. this is beautiful, ten out of ten no notes i am weeping.
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let me be ('cause i've been at it for so long) by linothighbiter
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
09 Dec 2025
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Jisung unbuttoned his coat that was digging into his throat. He could almost feel it cutting through the thin, useless skin of his neck, tearing through arteries and veins to reach their destination of covering his every breath, blocking his airway. He couldn’t breathe.
He couldn’t breathe-he couldn’t breathe-he couldn’t breathe-
No. No, no, no, no, nononon-not again. Not again. Please. Please.
Jisung is doing good. Until he isn't.
Bookmarked by trxtr
24 Dec 2025
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ohhhhh han jisung burnout projecting onto minho and i am SICK ABOUT IT