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    Long Story Short (It Was A Bad Time) Or AIs Don't Forget by

    Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Iron Man (Movies)  

    07 Dec 2022

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    Turns out magic doesn't affect AIs. Karen is Peter's only link to his old life, and helps him hold on when he gets low.
    Meanwhile, in Upstate New York, Tony struggles with the inexplicable certainty that he's lost a kid.

    Until Peter gets hurt, and Karen tells FRIDAY ...

    Set in that wonderful AU world where Tony survives Endgame, and our boy (eventually) gets all the hugs he needs and deserves.

    Runner up in the 2022 Iron Dad Creator Awards Fixer-Upper Category
    Winner of the 2023 Iron Dad Creator Awards Fixer-Upper Category

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    Just gonna let em hate by

    Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017)  

    08 Dec 2020

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    It’s not like anything changed much.

    Peter is usually great brushing off all the shit everyone gives him for being himself. It usually doesn’t matter what they think; what anyone thinks really.

    So why is it getting so hard for him to do that recently?

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    will you be there to catch me when i fall? (don't let me be alone) by

    Fandoms: Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types  

    14 Aug 2018

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    Aunt May isn't picking up.

    She isn't picking up and Peter is crying, crying so hard it's breaking his entire body, shuddering and gasping and that sea of static is bringing him under, drowning him beneath the surface he's trying to break through. He's going to die, he's going to die beneath the waves and the tears and the hand clasped on his mouth is harsh, the air unable to get through his nose and to his lungs. The blood on his forehead is cold now, sticky and in his hair, his eyebrows and drooling down the side of his face. Aunt May isn't picking up and Peter is falling apart.

    So, he calls the only person he has left.

    He calls Mr. Stark.

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    The A-Team Challenge by

    Fandoms: Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)  

    06 Jul 2018

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    Tony Stark wants to keep Peter Parker on the down low. Heaven forbid Spiderman do something stupid, like go viral.

    OR: Peter Parker accidently patents the superhero equivalent of the ice bucket challenge.

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    Pandora's Box by

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)  

    09 Jul 2020

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    It all started with the stupid game.

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    "Who has the darkest Backstory?" Clint clears up. I nearly choke on my coffee.
    "Not funny Clint. He’s exaggerating.” Natasha swats his arm.
    "That sounds awful why would you play a game like that?" I reasonably respond. Clint opens his mouth to speak when Mr. Stark jumps in.
    "Because we're bored, and quite honestly Pepper suggested it for like team-building exercises or whatever in light of everything that's happened. It's supposed to be a therapeutic or something like that, but I don't question what the lady wants... She's always right you know." He chuckles, then takes a breath.

    "So... You wanna play kid?"

    ~~~

    That question messed me up, because I know who wins that argument.
    If only I had known then, that was far from worst of it.

    WARNING: This is an extremely dark piece of work which is just constantly hurting Peter Parker over and over in many ways. It get's very violent and graphic and I missed some tags, so caution NSFW.

    This is basically retelling stories that canonically happened to Peter with a dark twist, plus new stories I made up for more trauma, as well as my interpretation of Peter Parker's future.

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    he deserves the gentlest of epilogues by

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), Iron Man (Movies)  

    05 Nov 2018

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    There were bad days, but Peter always powered through them to get to the good.

    They burned the remains of the Black Spider suit, and he burned the remains of that person in his soul.

    The Black Spider may have existed once, but he didn’t anymore. He was buried at the bottom of a HYDRA base with the Scarlet Spider, with all the bad things he’d done and all the blood that soaked his hands.

    Peter was just trying to clean them. He was just searching for the shade of his skin through all the red. He’d get there one day.

     

    the epilogue fic to the hydra's not a home series. the finale.

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    out of the shadows into the light by

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), Iron Man (Movies)  

    28 Oct 2018

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    Peter Parker won't exist for much longer; will be confined to the memory of a HYDRA agent and replaced by Peter Stark, missing son of Iron Man. The whole world will finally know that he's alive and home at last.

    But with the reveal of his identity, there's a threat looming. HYDRA. They've wanted their assassin back since the day he was taken from them and they're pulling out the big guns to ensure his return.

    And with HYDRA, there comes a familiar face that Peter didn't think he'd ever see again.

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    the extended family by

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017)  

    09 Oct 2018

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    Clint is teaching Peter about the ventilation system in the Tower, and how to navigate it. Steve just wants to go on a run. Vision likes chess and Peter has gotten a little too close to Natasha's past for her liking.

    Sam has plans to hustle all of New York, Wanda is called upon for an important favour and Bucky really should've told Peter not to wear such an obnoxious t-shirt.

    Rhodey just needs to apologise and Tony tells Peter more about the past he's forgotten.

    Also contains: multiple heart-to-hearts, an arm wrestling competition in a dive bar and the internet, catching their first ever glimpse of the prodigal Stark son.

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    rising on up and then tumbling down well it's part of the process by

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Iron Man (Movies), Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017)  

    03 Oct 2018

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    He needed to sleep but lately he’d been forgetting what that was like.

    Lately, he’d been spending his nights pacing his room, trying to stop the images of a mangled body from slipping into his mind.

    He'd see the guns, see himself, see blood smeared across his knuckles.

    He forced those images from his mind and they were only replaced with his Mom. With Pepper, on her knees as the compound crumbled around them.

     

    WHUMPTOBER DAY THREE: INSOMNIA

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    when you came into the world, you cried and it broke my heart by

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Iron Man (Movies)  

    29 Sep 2018

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    Tony had never wanted a son because he didn’t want to be a father.

    Because, fathers, to Tony, were strict, cruel and condescending. They lacked a belief in their children, talked down to them and made them cry at night. Fathers ignored their sons, fathers berated their sons, fathers posed for cameras with their sons as if they were proud of them, but immediately turned their backs once the reporters went away.

    Tony didn’t know how to be any other kind of father.

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    peter parker vs valentine's day by for BelleYells

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017)  

    27 Sep 2018

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    “If Fury finds out about this, we’re in deep shit,” Tony said.
    “Fury’s not going to find out,” Pepper replied. “Also, language.”
    “I’ve killed a man,” Peter said, mild, “I know about the word ‘shit’.”
    “Peter.”
    “Also, ‘fuck’. That’s a good one.”

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    Pepper and Tony just want to go on a Valentine's Day date, and they decide to leave Peter alone in the house to do so. Peter, with his first taste of freedom, breaks the number one rule: don't let anyone in the house.

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    i can never be anything but what they made me by

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017)  

    24 Sep 2018

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    Honestly, he thought he could keep the secret longer than this.

    But it turned out lies were Peter's arch nemesis and they were threatening to swallow him whole.

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    The one where Pepper and Tony find out about Spiderman.

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    the three times peter parker watched pride and prejudice (2005) by for FriendLey

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017)  

    20 Sep 2018

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    Peter found Pepper in the living room.

    “I started Pride and Prejudice last night and I’m almost finished with it-”

    “You’re almost done?”

    Peter nodded, producing the book from behind his back. He had about fifty pages left; when he’d started reading the night before, he couldn’t stop. He’d fallen asleep around four AM, and upon waking, just started right back up where he left off.

    “I’ll probably be finished by dinner, but Bucky told me there was a movie?” Pepper’s smile widened. “I was wondering if you wanted to watch it tonight?”

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    Peter is really into Jane Austen, okay.

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    spiderman: origins by for BelleYells

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017)  

    18 Sep 2018

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    Peter has officially decided that he wants to use his abilities for good. He wants to be like Tony, like the Avengers, like the New York vigilantes that keep people safe.

    He can't do that without Ned by his side.

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    the barnes-romanoff babysitting service by for Paintmosi

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017)  

    16 Sep 2018

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    “I don’t need a babysitter,” Peter grumbled as he sank into the sofa, arms crossed tightly over his chest.

    “SHIELD says otherwise,” Pepper replied, her voice light.

    “I’m seventeen,” Peter shot back. “I can look after myself.”

    “I don’t doubt that,” Pepper replied. “But you’re not allowed to look after yourself.”

    “You know, once,” Peter said, as if she hadn’t spoken, “I got shot in the alps and I dug the bullet out all by myself and got myself back to base and I completed my mission to assassinate the ambassador from Sweden.”

    Pepper paused, behind him. She then planted a kiss on the top of his head. “That is horrifying. Never tell me about that again."

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    Bucky volunteers to look after Peter for the weekend and Natasha just wants to hang out with her favourite spider.

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    the rumours about peter parker by for al_hub

    Fandoms: Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), Marvel Cinematic Universe  

    10 Sep 2018

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    “No way,” Flash said, when he heard. “Stark Industries doesn’t even hire high schoolers.”

    Peter shrugged, schooling his face to remain unbothered. “Yet here I am.”

    So the rumour spread that Peter Parker, top of the class and the only competent member of the track team, had a Stark Industries internship. That made it more difficult when Miss Adler, the Chemistry teacher, announced their field trip there.

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    It's the Stark Industries Field Trip AU and I know we're all here for this one

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    you hold your child as tight as you can (then push away the unimaginable) by for Bean_reads_fanfic

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Iron Man (Movies)  

    07 Sep 2018

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    If there was one thing everyone said, every time they thought of the woman Pepper Stark, they said this: “She’s the strongest woman I’ve ever seen.”

    In the span of three months, both Peter and Tony Stark went missing, assumed dead. Even when Tony came back from Afghanistan with a suit of armour and a glowing blue heart, Peter was still gone.

    Don’t believe what the reporters said, Tony and Pepper Stark never once stopped looking for their son.

    [Pepper's perspective of 'you're just trying to do your best for a kid who's lost control]

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    Buzzfeed Unsolved: The Disappearance of Peter Stark by for constantreading

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe  

    06 Sep 2018

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    Peter has just discovered Buzzfeed Unsolved, thanks to his best (and only) friend, Ned Leeds.

    He's also just discovered that there's an episode all about his disappearance - only, no one knows they're talking about him.

    No one knows he's back, either.

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    gym class blues by for BelleYells

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017)  

    04 Sep 2018

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    It's Peter Parker's first day at school.

    He's done a lot in his seventeen years: he's been kidnapped, been raised as a super soldier assassin, has watched all of Star Wars like twice in two weeks - but nothing could've prepared him for high school.

    On the upside: he's about to meet his best friend for the first time.

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    you're just trying to do your best for a kid who's lost control by for FullMoonFlight

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe  

    31 Aug 2018

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    Peter Stark was a prodigy child, following in his father's footsteps. First circuit board at four, engine at six, the future of Stark Industries. Then, the worst thing imaginable happens.

    PETER STARK MISSING

    Ten years later, a new HYDRA experiment shows up on the scene; in black spandex, with the voice of a kid and abilities to rival Captain America, the Black Spider tugs at Tony's heartstrings in a way he can't fathom.

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