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    Won't You Pull Me Through? by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    28 May 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov signed his life away at 18, spending the last ten years being owned by multiple Alphas in Russia. Regardless of how softly and sweetly these Canadians talk, being owned by Shane Hollander will be no different.

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    31 May 2026

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    Leave my heart defenceless by

    Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF  

    04 Mar 2026

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    The thing with Lando was that he was so open. He didn't stray from the fact that he was an Omega, never feared calling himself that. He said it like it was something to be proud of, like it didn't change who he was at all.

    Oscar envied him in a way he didn't really understand.

    OR: you have to learn to love yourself first to be able to love somebody else, Oscar learns. The knowledge doesn't make it any easier, because it still feels like there is a demon inside of him, slowly clawing its way out.

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    30 May 2026

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    Just Another Day in Paradise by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    01 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander is on vacation.

    This is, objectively, a great idea. There is sun. There is a private villa. There is Luca, who fits into Shane’s life with the ease of something long-established. Brotherly, familiar, and currently eyeing the entire resort like it’s a personal challenge.

    There is also Ilya Rozanov.

    This was not mentioned. This was not in the plan.

    It’s fine. They’re fine. They’ve always been fine. Years later, different lives, perfectly capable of sharing a beach, a drink, and conversation that slips a little too easily into something familiar.

    Fine enough not to think about it.

    Around them, things stay uncomplicated. Luca is already making decisions Shane will have to deal with later. Marley is encouraging him. Svetlana is watching like she already knows how this ends.

    And Shane, who is absolutely, completely fine, starts to realize something mildly inconvenient:

    nothing else ever really measured up.

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    20 May 2026

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    her favorite flower by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    14 May 2026

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    Rose saw that Svetlana had commented a bunch of fire- and hearteye-emojis on her post.

    Well, that was nice. But it probably didn’t mean anything.

    Rose didn’t really know why, but something inside her was desperately urging for Svetlana Vetrova to simply like her.

    Everything she had seen of the woman radiated this cool, indifferent and extremely beguiling energy. A mysterious, kind of sexy vibe that Rose had been trying to embody herself her whole career, but never quite managed to capture or maintain authentically.

    The reason why she felt so drawn to Svetlana, was probably because she was someone who had that exact vibe going for her and seemingly didn’t even have to try hard at all. Svetlana looked like a fucking movie star. Rose wanted to look like that and she was a fucking movie star, for god’s sake.

    OR

    you're finally getting THE Roselana slow burn / bisexual awakening / yearning / girls kissing / "dont know if I want to BE her or if I WANT her" fanfic you've been waiting for!!

    This will be the slowest of slowburns everrrrrr, but once they get going there will be lots of smut (pinky promise)

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    08 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 27

    I'll Look Into the Mirror (and believe the things they've said) by

    Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    01 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander, an up and coming young actor has just landed his first big movie. He's heard and seen his whole life that you have to fit in, not stand out. He's slowly coming to realize that maybe his sexuality isn't what he thinks it should be, but is trying hard to be 'normal'. When he meets a man who turns his whole life upside down, will he be able to confront his feelings or will he push him away and lose his chance at happiness.

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    07 May 2026

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    ICE CRAWLERS by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    25 May 2026

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    "You do realise half of our fans want to fuck you?" Shane exhaled, watching the fireflies dance in the evening sky. Ilya shrugged.
    "They want to fuck all of us, that's how it works. What, do you think they don't want to fuck you?" He lowered his voice, teasing him. "Because I read some interesting things on Twitter."
    "Shut up."
    "You are very popular with the girls. Good boy, bass player, good looks, gentleman, probably they think you are a beast in bed."
    ---

    Shane Hollander is the goody-two-shoes Canadian bassist of Ice Crawlers. Ilya Rozanov is their loud Russian drummer. As the band reaches unprecedented levels of success and fame in the early 2010's, these two can't stay away from each other - even though the last thing their careers need is a sexual scandal between two of the most popular rock stars of their time.

    Rockband AU!

    If you're like me and Hollanov hit you the same way Larry Stylinson did when you were 12, good luck and have fun.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    Baby, lick your wounds by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    14 Apr 2026

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    Just after the Sochi Olympics in 2014, Ilya Rozanov suffers a career-ending injury. A year later, Boston makes a league-shaking trade to bring Shane Hollander to the organization from the Montreal Voyageurs to fill the gap Ilya left on their roster.

    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov haven't spoken since the Olympics, a year ago. And Shane doesn't know that Ilya Rozanov is still living in Boston.

    When the two men reconnect, they have to both figure out their complicated relationship and figure out a way to get Ilya back on NHL ice.

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    12 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 69

    Isn’t it messed up (how I’m just dying to be him?) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    12 Mar 2026

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    “If he’s internally decapitated, he’s dead,” Shane huffs, tossing his arm out at the television. “Why are they saying they can save him?”

    Ilya chuckles. “Doctor Hollander, huh?”

    “I’d be a great doctor, thank you,” Shane quips back.

    “Not one of these doctors. You would be a great ear doctor, or something. Whatever doctor is most boring.”

    “Oh, fuck you!” Shane mock-gasps at him, kicking a pillow into his side. Ilya cracks up, smacking Shane’s thigh lightly.

    This is fine, Shane thinks. It was a one-time thing. We’re okay.

    But later, when he’s in bed, that feeling, the one he had when he first saw Ilya kissing Sasha, comes back.

    OR

    Shane thinks he’s homophobic because he hates Ilya’s male hookup.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    Growing Outward by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    24 May 2026

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    “Good, well then that brings me to the real topic of conversation.” Another sigh from Coach Wiebe, “As I’m sure you’ve already guessed, those highlighted names have been offered rookie contracts and they’ve each expressed interest in living with a vet for their first year.”

    Ilya felt his heart fall into his stomach, afraid of the next words to come out of his Coach’s mouth.

    “We asked the rookies who they’d like to live with and, well, LaPointe wanted to board with you, Chouinard. And Young with you, Bood,” Wiebe then turned to Ilya who had frozen on the spot, “And Roz, Haas wants to live with you.”

    Bood and Chouinard chuckled as they watched Ilya’s eyes widen in horror.

     

    OR

     

    Luca Haas was drafted 2nd overall by the Ottawa Centaurs in 2018. Two years later, he anxiously moved halfway across the world to play his rookie season with the team. He requested to live with Ilya Rozanov and they slowly became family.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    Baby Don't Go by

    Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

    04 Oct 2025

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    Tom Riddle is the devil incarnate and Hermione has had enough. She's done. She'd filed her two-week notice and she's just counting down the days until her freedom from oppression.

    Of course her last day at work happens to be on her birthday, and Riddle doesn't fail to capitalize on the opportunity to ruin her plans and enslave her one last time. Whatever. She'll finish the job and she'll never have to see his ridiculously handsome, sculpted by the gods evil face again.

    Unfortunately for her, she underestimated the depths of Tom's obsession and the lengths he would go to in order to have her and keep her with him… forever.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander Doesn't Understand Hazing by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    01 Jun 2026

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    Today 3:57 PM

    Jane: Hey so. I need you to sext me like a girl

    Today 10:18 PM

    Lily: what

    …

    Or, Shane Hollander becomes Captain of the Metros, Ilya officially hates Hayden Pike, and there’s new “girl” coming to the Montreal Met-Hoes chat.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    birds of a feather by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    10 Feb 2026

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    He doesn’t know how he ends up in the downstairs coat closet.

    No memory exists of moving, of going down the staircase and shedding his ruined clothing until he’s only in his underwear, or opening the door and ripping all of Mama’s coats down to the floor. Vaguely, he recalls trembling in the cloud of her scent, stale and unhappy under the haze of old cigarettes.

    What he remembers is flashes. Alexei, furious tears in his eyes, telling Papa he’d found Ilya. Papa, scowling down at him, snapping, “Ilya, get out of this closet right now.” One of Papa’s cop friends, saying, “Jesus, Grika, look at him. He’s in h—” and Papa replying coldly, “Not another word.”

    Papa, kneeling in front of the closet, saying in an uncomfortable, painfully false, soft voice, “Synok, come out now. You cannot nest here.”

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    17 Feb 2026

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    This chat is dangerous by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    16 Feb 2026

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    Gianna: what'd I miss??

    Sarah: my cousin needs a date and shane hollander has a girlfriend

    Gianna: omg????

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    another WAG Ilya fic <3

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    17 Feb 2026

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    And the Living Will Envy the Dead by

    Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

    12 Apr 2026

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    When Harry looks at Tom, he feels overwhelmed. There is a spark that makes him hopeful, the fear that nothing he does will save Tom from himself, and the horror at what his lies might lead to.

    When Tom looks at Harry, he feels nothing. Until he does, and then Harry’s world starts drowning in blood.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Oxytocin by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    29 May 2026

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    Alternate Universe where Shane's storyline is the same but Ilya never played hockey and is instead an OnlyFans content creator. Basically, a way to explore what would've happened to Shane had he never received the emotional and physical (and maybe a little toxic) safety net that Ilya offered him.

    AKA I wanna explore Sad!Shane cause I don't feel like we talk about it enough! But also smut. And more importantly, smut that drives plot. Let's strap in, ladies(and gays and theys).

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    07 Feb 2026

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    proven to you (that i'm devout) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    09 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander is six years old when he first sees writing on the inside of his left wrist. He can’t make out the words, if that’s even what they are.

    He studies the crisp lines that almost look like letters. He’s just started reading, one of the better kids in his grade, but his brow crinkles in frustration at the fact that he can’t actually make out much, outside of the letters ‘M’ and ‘A’.

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    soulmate au where you get your soulmate's nicknames from their loved ones on the inside of your wrist. the nicknames fade with disuse and new ones are as black as a tattoo. shane is six when he gets his first, and ilya is 13 when he gets his.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    don't leave me high (don't leave me dry) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    10 Apr 2026

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    hollyadmirals24: Male seeking help improving at oral sex. Clean, ready to learn and willing to host. M only. Strictly platonic. Message for details.
     

    or: shane and ilya are hockey players for the mcgill marauders. after a disastrous night with rose, shane puts a drunken ad on craigslist asking for help with oral sex. his teammate, ilya, replies.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    I'm Reading Your Lips (You're Speaking My Language) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    22 Dec 2025

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    Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”

    “Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.

    “No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”

    “Go fuck yourself.”

    +++

    Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.

    And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?

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    22 Jan 2026

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    you take me higher by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    04 Jan 2026

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    Gorgeous. Absolutely gorgeous. Ilya is struck by how lucky he is to be the first to see Hollander this way.

    Maybe he’s not the stereotypical Sub, but any Dom would fall over themselves if they knew just how sweet and yielding this body is.

    And; Shane learns how good Playing can be while Ilya learns how terrible of a thing jealousy is.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Rain Dear by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    22 Jan 2026

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    Shane ends up roommates with a Russian reindeer hybrid who gets very territorial during ruts.

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    22 Jan 2026

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