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    Shane Hollander is a sports journalist. He understands hockey, deadlines, and asking sensible questions.
    He does not understand punk bands, tour buses, or why Ilya Rozanov keeps looking at him like that.

    Thirty-four shows. Seven weeks. One bus.

    It’s going to be a long tour.

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    16 Oct 2026

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    The morning Ilya Rozanov said his name, Shane Hollander left.

    He told himself it was the right call. Simple was safer. Simple was the deal.

    He never imagined what it would cost them.

    Rozanov is dead. Or married. Or hiding. The world mourns him loudly. Shane can't mourn him at all — not to the press, not to his team, not to his own parents — because grieving out loud would mean admitting what Ilya was to him.

    Years of unanswered messages. Of chasing rumours. Of wondering whether Ilya chose to disappear — or never had a choice.

    But the rumours don't add up. Neither do the dates. And the more Shane tries to piece together what happened, the more terrifying the truth begins to look.

    Where the fuck is Ilya Rozanov?

    Heavy angst. A mystery buried beneath years of silence. And a hard-earned happy ending. Mind the tags.

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    12 Oct 2026

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    college senior ilya rozanov gets a text from an unknown number after practice. whoever is texting him is a little creepy, but... oddly sweet, sometimes.

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    12 Oct 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov goes first overall in the draft to Boston. Shane Hollander goes three rounds later, to the same team, which nobody saw coming, least of all Shane.

    The only person in the building who isn't surprised is the guy who's been thinking about Shane Hollander since January.

    OR: the one where Shane goes to Boston instead of Montreal, he's deaf, there's no rivalry, and Ilya Rozanov falls first and falls hardest.

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    06 Oct 2026

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    Hi Ilya,

    My name is Shane! I don’t speak Russian, I hope that’s okay. I’m also 25 years old and I love hockey too! So we have some things in common.

    I’ve never written an inmate before. I don’t really know why I’m doing this. I guess I’m lonely. I’m not very good at making friends or dating. I think maybe I can be a bit awkward in person, but I’m good at writing. So I hope that’s okay.

    or Shane Hollander finds Ilya Rozanov on WriteAPrisoner.com and sends him an email.

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    05 Oct 2026

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    I have asked that man roughly four hundred questions and I have never once received a real answer. I'm not sure he's aware I exist. Honestly, at this point it's a personal project.

    - I. Rozanov, on a podcast, not joking

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    Ilya Rozanov has been flirting with Shane Hollander in press scrums for six years and is completely certain it has never once landed.

    Shane has heard all of it.
    From a man who was supposed to be drafted alongside him but instead took a high stick at seventeen, lost his depth perception, never played a professional game - and turned up five years later with a media credential and two of the best hockey books anyone's written.

    Now his mother has hired that man to write his life story.

    Six months. Full access.
    Shane says yes the second he hears the name.

    _______

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    26 Sep 2026

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    The news broke two weeks before the NHL draft.

    The Russian Youth Hockey Organization had just been busted for a doping scandal — except it wasn't performance enhancing drugs they had been slipping their prospects to keep their competitive edge. Evidence had surfaced that they had been suppressing the presentation of their athletes' second genders with an altered form of puberty blockers. Almost all of the Russian team that Shane had faced at World Juniors were pre-presentation, and he had no idea until the articles came flooding out.

    All of the associated athletes were rendered ineligible for drafting into the KHL, NHL, or any other professional league, be it in Russia or the west.

    “See you at the draft,” Rozanov had said to Shane at World Juniors, but he didn’t.

    Shane wouldn’t see Ilya Rozanov again for another five years.

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    25 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a retired talent scout going on 14 years in a stale marriage with a mate he can barely stand. Ilya Rozanov is new in town and desperate to break into the modeling industry. What will happen when the two meet at the famous Soho House?

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    22 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the sole Omega within the NHL. He’s been running from his own instincts since the moment he first presented and lives his life akin to that of a Beta; scentless, never nesting, and without a heat cycle. Any failure to conform to these ideals would result in being outcast from his peers and by the league altogether.

    Ilya is the only Alpha in ice hockey that plays without the use of suppressants. He lives his life purely driven by instinct, running from the ghosts of those attempting to control him. Unbeknownst to Shane, he’s also the only person that can smell the Omega, and the scent is steadily driving the Alpha insane.

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    21 Sep 2026

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    Ilya is the youngest-ever captain of the Boston Raiders at 22 years old, and is pretty sure he is straight. Shane was injured before he could go pro, and became a dancer instead. Now, he’s out, and the most in-demand male pole dancer in Montreal.

    Then, on a random Friday night, Ilya and the Raiders walk into his club. And now Ilya can’t stop thinking about him.

    OR - What if Shane was Ilya’s bi awakening, and it began at a club where Shane was performing? And what happens when this Shane Hollander meets this Ilya Rozanov?

    (Don’t worry, Shane still plays hockey for fun in this, because I’ll be damned if Shane isn’t still a bitchy jock who is really good at hockey in my AU.)

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    13/?
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    09 Sep 2026

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    In which Shane and Ilya return from the wilderness, and together confront the perils of apartment living, Commissioner Crowell, and planning a wedding, more-or-less in that order. Sequel to “Into the Woods.”

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    08 Sep 2026

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    At twelve, Ilya Rozanov is sent to Canada to be trained by the best of the best.

    Shane Hollander is immediately mesmerized by the small boy with golden curls and broken English standing on his front doorstep.
    A fragile friendship develops between them over the years, until it turns into something more. Then, one day, Ilya suddenly leaves without warning.

    They meet again in 2008 as strangers.

    A lot of things have changed.

     

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    Childhood AU about two boys too frightened to fall in love and two men not knowing how to resist the attraction between them

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    04 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander would probably rather die than admit to the world (or himself) that he’s a sub, because all respected NHL players are doms. When years of living a touch-starved, repressed, hockey-focused life finally catch up with him and cause a medical emergency, he’s not scared or sad. He’s fucking angry. And he becomes Ilya Rozanov’s problem at the Behavioral Education & Authority Relationships Services (B.E.A.R.S. for short).

    or: Shane is strong, stubborn, difficult and he bites. Ilya is extremely patient but instantly whipped. A not entirely typical bdsm AU.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    Remember before the tuna melt-down when Ilya got a call from his father? And Alexei was supposed to be there but wasn't?
    What if there was a reason for that? What if that reason meant that Ilya never made it to the game the next day because he was on a flight to Moscow? What if Ilya had to stay in Moscow to take care of the 'family emergency' that Boston were so circumspect about in their media releases and was out for the rest of the season?

    What if Ilya Rozanov wasn't at the All-Star weekend and Shane Hollander never got to tell him the Very Important Thing?

    What if Svetlana Vetrova called Shane out of nowhere, saying that Ilya was returning to the US and needed his help?

    What then?

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    24 Aug 2026

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    Lily is calling Shane for the first time ever, and it's in the middle of a rowdy locker room, and they haven't spoken in two months since the tuna melt and first names situation. Lily called twice before Shane was sent to press following a win. There he is asked about the leaked explicit photographs between himself and rival, Ilya Rozanov.

    Ilya immediately flies to Montreal to face his feelings for Shane, no longer needing to hide in shadows as their lives become more public than ever. Russia cancels Ilya's passport and he becomes stuck in Canada, forcing both Shane and Ilya into decisions they were barely ready to make.

    Ilya and Shane come to a head with their public personas as their true selves take shape for everyone to see. What they didn't know was how thrilling and freeing it would be to let go of everything that held them at arms length from the other, embracing the versions of themselves they see in each other instead of what prying public eyes decide to make of them.

    Could it be possible to lose everything that defined them as rivals, but gain so much more in the love they hold each other?

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    11/?
    Comments:
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    24 Aug 2026

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    Shane has never gone this far.
    He’s been waiting, building confidence, studying.
    He feels like now is the right time, it’s been long enough, he’s a regular now, and hopes that XxBearyaxX will be comfortable talking to him privately.

    Montreal1410- $5000, private show request. Send the request now?

    Shane clicks yes without thinking or even typing a message and shuts the laptop screen even though the stream isn’t over, so he can pace the room and think about what he just did while nervously waiting for an answer. He can’t stand the thought of seeing the screen while waiting for a rejection or acceptance.

    Within seconds, a notification dings on his phone.

    XxBearyaxX has accepted your request.

    ______

    Or: Ilya is a camboy. Shane is an anonymous viewer who is obsessed with him.

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    Chapters:
    11/?
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    23 Aug 2026

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    After the tuna meltdown, they never really get the chance to get back together, only watching each other’s lives from a distance, occasionally reaching out through texts, pretending it’s enough.

    Until one day, Shane receives a package at his doorstep.
    It’s a book. It’s Ilya Rozanov’s memoir.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    21 Aug 2026

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    Rose volunteers for a nonprofit that rescues sex-trafficked omegas, and Shane thinks it's a great cause. He even attends their fundraising galas.

    Then, one night, Rose calls to ask for a favor: She wants Shane to let a recently-rescued male omega live with him. In his apartment.

    His name is Ilya, Rose explains, and the thing is, despite omega hormone levels, he acts and smells just like an alpha. He can't keep staying in an omega group home because he's scaring the other omegas and endangering the staff.

    But he could live with Shane, Rose insists. "You're a big strong alpha hockey player, so he can't intimidate you physically. But also he needs to feel safe, which he can with you, because you're not like other alphas." She pauses. "You know?"

    By which she means Shane has never had a full rut, his scent glands barely work, he can't form a knot, and he has no interest in sticking his dick in anyone. Which, whatever. It's fine.

    But if being a failure as an alpha means he can help this omega, Ilya, who's apparently as much of a biological anomaly as Shane is…

    Shane says yes.

    And maybe it's a stupid decision. But he knows that it's also the right one.

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    17 Aug 2026

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    Ilya is lonely and depressed and needs a friend to talk to, someone to hold him accountable for not going down the wrong path.

    Shane wants to make a difference for someone else. He hopes that along the way he can unlock a piece within himself he’d been keeping bolted shut for years, too.

    During the 2014 playoffs, the two rivals start messaging anonymously and opening up to one another.

    OR: Shane and Ilya are matched anonymously through a mental health buddy website.

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    Chapters:
    11/?
    Comments:
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    09 Aug 2026

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    Ilya hesitated, staring at the number. He was captain of Hollander’s new team. It would have been completely normal, if not expected, that he would reach out to him soon. But his hand had turned to lead, his finger hovering over the “Call” button. What would he even say?

    “Hey Hollander. Sorry your team dumped you out of nowhere after building them a dynasty and you’re being shipped back to your hometown to play on an historically shitty team, captained by me, the guy who you’ve been pitted against your whole career and built up a decade’s worth of resentment towards, not to mention the fact that we sucked each other’s dicks that one time years ago and then pretended that it never happened. Haha, yeah, good times. Anyways. See you at practice.”

    —————

    In June 2010, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov hook up for the first and last time.

    In July 2021, Shane Hollander is abruptly traded to the Ottawa Centaurs.

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    Chapters:
    13/15
    Comments:
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    147,399

    31 Jul 2026

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