Beaniesintheclouds
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Pomni decides to go stargazing to ease her thoughts. Jax tags along.
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Wanderer by Beaniesintheclouds
Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018)
28 Aug 2025
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“There’s a gentle touch on his shoulder, and despite how much it shocks him he doesn’t react. He… he can’t feel his body anymore, his brain stuck between states of being. He can’t hear the muffled noise from the world, but he can vaguely see Raph in the center of his vision, speaking.”
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Leo struggles with keeping himself tethered to reality. Sometimes his family is there to keep him present, sometimes they are not. Here are a few snippets of awareness he has.
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- Part 19 of Beanie's Bonanza of ROTTMNT One-Shots
- Part 14 of Leo-Centric fics
- Part 9 of Distant Days
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Olivia, Olivia by Beaniesintheclouds
Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Samurai Rabbit: The Usagi Chronicles (Cartoon)
12 Dec 2024
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Yuichi meets Leo about a week before the invasion. He will always remember that short time of joy.
What follows, however, is something more painful. As Usagi grapples with the fallout of what happened, he discovers, remembers, and regrets many things.
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- Part 18 of Beanie's Bonanza of ROTTMNT One-Shots
- Part 13 of Leo-Centric fics
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of all the chasms i’ve crossed, my dear, this one takes the cake by Beaniesintheclouds
Fandoms: Super Mario & Related Fandoms
21 Oct 2024
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Existence; an ever-changing definition for one older brother. In a castle full of chaotic events and beings, Ludwig von Koopa struggles to remember himself and heal from events that occurred far too early in his life.
Or: of the ever-deepening chasms of despair, and the ever-long arcs of climbing out of those pits.
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Dizzy Silks by Beaniesintheclouds
Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018)
10 Oct 2024
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“…of course, he just had to see what his big sister had gotten herself into this time, so he went to look at the article she was angrily showing around.
His legs wouldn’t move.
A splash of panic poured through him, his eyes widening slightly as he tried to move them. He was stuck, which did his still-healing mind absolutely zero favors.”
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Most of his family is hanging out when Leo discovers his body has completely locked up on him. In the threatening shadows of midnight gloom, it’s far too easy to begin flashing back. His family, though also exhausted, helps him.
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- Part 17 of Beanie's Bonanza of ROTTMNT One-Shots
- Part 12 of Leo-Centric fics
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Shrieking Silence by Beaniesintheclouds
Fandom: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types
04 Aug 2024
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Prefacing this with a HUGE trigger warning for every part of this. This deals with a lot of unreality (dissociation and hallucinations), flashbacks and panic. If I missed any or forget to update this list, let me know.
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Sing a song for us in the silence. Fill the void with your terrible screams and hope you stay alone. My dear, you have so much to fear; you are not safe. Safety is impossible, just as your band-aid healing is inconsequential.
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A breakdown series of Leo, a way to release my inner pains and fears, and a feeble prayer I never experience anything like that again. A very experimental style is used in this series.- Words:
- 1,167
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Distant Days by Beaniesintheclouds
Fandom: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types
28 Aug 2025
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“My identity left with the last train. I went to catch it, only to forget again.”
Of the lost minds each must deal with after everything.
Aka: the collection of dissociation fics I write to cope with my own problems.
- Words:
- 8,007
- Works:
- 9
- Bookmarks:
- 2
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Leo-Centric fics by Beaniesintheclouds
Fandom: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Samurai Rabbit: The Usagi Chronicles (Cartoon), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types
28 Aug 2025
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The fics I write surrounding our local blue turtle! …what? He’s not just local? Someone should’ve told me that.
- Words:
- 22,318
- Works:
- 14
- Bookmarks:
- 12
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Beanie's Bonanza of ROTTMNT One-Shots by Beaniesintheclouds
Fandom: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Samurai Rabbit: The Usagi Chronicles (Cartoon), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types
28 Aug 2025
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This is a collection of all the rise one-shots I’ve written! Most are unrelated with a couple stated exceptions.
- Words:
- 26,174
- Works:
- 19
- Bookmarks:
- 4
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✩ Little Melodies ✩ by Beaniesintheclouds, starlitbluehues
Fandom: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types
01 Aug 2024
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Of teddy bears and tears, of painting and panic attacks; the two eldest discover new ways to release the memories and hurts inside.
Aka a collection of self-indulging agere fics surrounding Little!Leo (and hopefully Little!Raph, eventually).
- Words:
- 15,591
- Works:
- 2
- Bookmarks:
- 13
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“Kinger, I… I experienced something terrifying today.” Pomni murmurs, and it’s a wonder that Kinger can hear her.
“What happened?” Kinger whispers, and his voice is so gentle, so… fatherly, that it takes every fiber in the woman’s body not to break down in sobs.
“I… I had a seizure.” Pomni’s voice cracks at the honesty of it.CW: Detailed depictions of seizures / When it seems as though Pomni is beginning to adjust to her new life and body in the circus, a distressing new symptom comes into play, forcing the woman to conquer fears and physical torment beyond what she’s experienced before.
Bookmarked by Beaniesintheclouds
05 Dec 2025
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The Amazing Traveling Circus Part 1 - The Brass Bracelet by KicsterAsh
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
08 Dec 2025
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Pomni isn't an adventurer-- she's just a regular bard, who travels from town to town, singing songs to keep everyone happy and hopeful during these dangerous times. But her travel companion Caine has an important Quest she needs to deliver to a notoriously chaotic adventuring group the general public likes to call the Traveling Circus. Despite what her best friend Gummigoo thinks, Pomni embarks on her very first adventure with the strangest rag-tag group of people she's ever gotten to know, to eradicate the Abstraction Virus that's been terrorizing the world for centuries now. Will she be able to find some new material to write more songs with? Or will she lose her mind learning to cope with the craziest adventurers she's ever met?
Bookmarked by Beaniesintheclouds
02 Dec 2025
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A Transfem Jax AU—because joy should remain at the centre of who we allow ourselves to be, and it's never too late—even in a digital purgatory.
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- 26,415
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- 3
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Bookmarked by Beaniesintheclouds
30 Nov 2025
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Jax is exhausted. Keeping up his "funny" facade day in and day out is finally taking a toll on him, especially after his huge fight with Pomni, the last person in the circus who gave him the time of day. So when he finds a strange new friend, who offers him a curious way out of his anxious predicament, he takes it - only to start slipping away in front of everyone's eyes.
Bookmarked by Beaniesintheclouds
26 Nov 2025
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When a petty joke from the suggestion box gets twisted up into an entirely new adventure by Caine, the entire cast has their genders swapped for the day: the boys are girls, the girls are boys, and Zooble is—well, Zooble with a hue shift.
For most, it’s awkward, and maybe a little bit funny in places. All they have to do is coach each other through a series of whatever Caine’s ideas on stereotypical, 'gendered activities' are, and they’ll go back to normal.
For Jax, however…
It’s perhaps a bit of an eye-opener.
(Or: In a move that surprises everyone but makes complete sense in hindsight, it turns out that Jax actually is an egg that needs to be cracked open.)
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- Part 1 of I Know How to Live
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 17,515
- Chapters:
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Bookmarked by Beaniesintheclouds
17 Nov 2025