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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    Harrowhark didn’t want her name in lights. She didn’t want to step alongside you, further into lyctorhood, into glory. She didn’t want to share the experience, to look upon you with the eyes of her cavalier and see someone as great as her. Someone else who’d been able to ascend, to grace the presence of the Emperor Undying. She’d rather fall apart at the seams for her supposed meat shield than acknowledge you.

    Side. Piece.

    Not even that. You’re an uneasy ally, your lobotomy was essentially a booty call, a desperate plea to preserve the one she actually gives a rat’s ass about. You have to know that you’re below a dead meathead on the Harrowhark priority rankings.

    Ouch.

    Maybe that’s why you elect, after a period of awkward silence, to leave her in a pile of tepid water and her own blood, wheezing softly.

     

    OR, Ianthe comes upon Harrowhark at the end of Ch. 24 of HtN, in the aftermath of the Saint of Duty's bath-ambush.

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    06 Apr 2025

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    Harrowhark Nonagesimus has a plan- an infallible one. The board is set with most pieces falling easily into place: except one. Her dance partner is Gideon Nav.

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    Gideon Nav and Harrowhark Nonagesimus have a colorful (read: bloody) history. But what Harrow asks for, Harrow gets, and Gideon’s only choice is to obey.

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    An eventful year in the life of two (one new, and one semi-unwilling) professional ballerinas at the First House Ballet.

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    02 Apr 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 9

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    It always starts with the sweating.

    Cold sweat drenching her back, her neck, the edges of her forehead where her hair became damp and plasters itself against her skin. That itself is a sensory nightmare, but Harrow couldn’t help but place her discomforts on her Top Five Things to Worry About, because The Body has returned.

     

    Or; Harrow finds the past catching up on her - except this time, she's had too much therapy about it.

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    31 Mar 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 20

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    Gideon would have held her breath and paused if by some miracle she managed to scrape together a do-over. Harrow probably would have, too, just to avoid having to say anything. Lapsed into a comfortable silence again with their fingers entwined the two of them could sit and stare and wait and wait and wait, witness their entire lives stretched elastic before them: St. Samael’s and the horror of the last week-and-a-half fading distantly into the horizon behind.

    The stars currently floating above the elevator shaft were bright white and so sugary sweet they hurt Gideon’s teeth. No Southern Cross though— which sucked balls. She couldn’t really turn, either, to see if even a glimpse of it was visible from her second- (more likely third-) to-last resting place.

    Okay, fine, pedantics: the place where Gideon Nav was most definitely going to die.

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    29 Mar 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 41

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    “Gideon,” Paul says, “will you come with us?”

    Before she can respond, Harrow says sharply, “Gideon’s dead.”

    “Oh, yeah, I’m super dead. No need to let that stand in the way of our tearful reunion,” Gideon sneers. “Jackass.”

    Nona is returned to the tomb before Alecto can awaken. Harrow's soul returns to its rightful home; and, for the first time since Canaan House, she and Gideon have a chance to talk.

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    28 Mar 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 6

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    Gideon imagines what would've happened if she had found Harrowhark instead of Ianthe.

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    28 Mar 2025

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    On the execrable scale of interactions involving Gideon Nav, this rises perilously close to excellence.

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    The burlesque AU with the hate-fucking.

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    24 Mar 2025

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    “My parents are-- indisposed.” The child hardly faltered, though she barely made a speck of black cloak against the decrepit armored bulk of her retainer. “I act in their stead.”

     

    Abigail drew a deep breath. Dead, then. She was sure of it, but she would gain nothing by forcing the child to admit it. “I do not come as a pilgrim, Reverend Daughter. I come to seek the aid of the Ninth House. Will you help me?”


    At the behest of the very young newly-minted Master Warden, Lady Abigail Pent arrives on Drearburh to ask the Reverend Mother and Father for help. Instead, she finds two girls in desperate need of parents.

    They won’t let her help, but the young Reverend Daughter is willing to bargain.

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    24 Mar 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 11

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    As tension continues to rise in Canaan House and the mysteries of the Lyctor trials deepen, Naberius the Third challenges the Sixth House to a duel. Camilla is already wounded, so Gideon offers to take her place. An alternate version of events where Naberius accepts and they have a ferocious rematch.

    Features mean girl Ianthe, Palamedes sass, and our Ninth house ladies flirting via equally affectionate and agressive insults.

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    18 Mar 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 98

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    Even in the darkness, she could feel Chatur’s eyes burn into her general direction.
    “So…do you have anyone waiting for you at home? Like a girlfriend? Or a boyfriend?”
    Gideon baulked at the ceiling for a second or two, before opening her mouth and completely capitulating to the part of her brain that she trusted the least with making reasonable decisions:
    “Yeah, I get la-, I mean, I have a girlfriend.”

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    In the cohort, Gideon gets to be whoever, whatever, literally anyone she wants to be. So what's the harm in pretending to have a girl waiting for her back on the Ninth? It's not like said girl will ever see her again.

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    17 Mar 2025

  11. Rec 81

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    There is, however, a slight complication: Harrow is compromised. If she were to dial back the repression and do a little soul-searching, she might even say that she’s in love. She’s in love with Gideon Nav and it’s the sort of love that’s like a shot to the heart, like the burst of adrenaline needed to lift a car from the curb, like the bright shock of coffee spilled over her hand; it’s the sort of love that drives a person to the ends of the earth, or else- barring the need for anything a little more drastic- the Wendy’s down the street at two in the morning.

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    16 Mar 2025

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    Harrowhark, who Gideon had always assumed had despised her for her loud, unapologetically weird gender stuff, and who was now a fucking girl, the hypocritical little shit.

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    Gideon's finally got her life on track. She's transitioned, she has people she can rely on, and she's gotten into University. And then an awful, terrible, no good hate-goblin from her past reappears and throws her through a loop by also having transitioned.

    Harrow has her work, her life's purpose, and no time for distractions. She also has her secrets, and no intention to share them with anyone. And then the execrable Gideon Nav blunders back into her life and threatens calamity.

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    16 Mar 2025

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    It figures that the only college with the badass Cavalier program is also the college that Harrow Nonagesimus wants to attend. Oh well. Campus is big, right? She'll probably never see that pointed little face again.

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    16 Mar 2025

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    “I need you to marry me,” Harrow says, a propos of absolutely nothing that Gideon can see. And, uh, okay, this is not what childhood best frenemies say to each other upon discovering that both of their graduate programs have weird residence requirements.
    “What,” Gideon asks, “the fuck?”

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    09 Mar 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 3

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    01 Mar 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 41

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    Bored at a house party, Kiriona Gaia strikes up a flirtation with an online dominatrix who promises to unveil all of Kiriona's secrets. Things go wrong when her biggest secret, a childhood enemy, walks right back through her door.

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    28 Feb 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 49

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    The Koniortos Theater presents: SACRIFICE, a new play written and directed by Harrowhark Nonagesimus. Nonagesimus’s directorial debut is a bold, fresh take on a classic myth. Generously sponsored by the Ianthe Tridentarius Foundation for the Arts.

    (tech direction by Gideon Nav)
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    Harrow has an exacting artistic vision and everything to prove. Gideon has boundaries and standards to uphold, dammit, and maybe just a little bit of a crush. Ianthe has a lot of money and some kind of inscrutable agenda. Amazingly, this fic contains no serious OSHA violations.

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    24 Feb 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 78

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    Gideon and Harrow are not dating! In fact, they quite despise each other. So what if they live in the same house, share a room, sleep in the same bed, and occasionally have sex? That doesn't mean anything

    Or: Two idiots realize they have been dating the person they're in love with, all along

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    21 Feb 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 52

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    Whatever mirth Harrow had felt, it left as quickly as it came. She crossed her arms and leaned back on the wall with a far off look, staring at something a million light-years away. She spoke quietly, her words nearly lost in the patter of raindrops. “If we were home right now, it would be time for the evening prayer.”
    “Are you homesick, Supernova?” Gideon asked incredulously. “What's there to even miss?”

    [RD!Gideon and her cavalier Harrow Nova prepare for the Lyctor trials and settle in at Canaan House]

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    20 Feb 2025

  20. Rec *

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    “Have you slept at all? It’s nearly morning,” Harrow said, almost exasperated, but more worried than anything else. Gross.

    Gideon made another noncommittal noise. Harrow placed a hand on her shoulder; it was only then that she turned around to look at the other girl. Harrow’s face was unpainted– it was more and more these days, Gideon was too nervous to ask why– and her hair was unbrushed. She looked as if she had just woken up, which, of course, she had.

    Gideon looked at her eyes last, because she always did. It was still strange, her own eyes in Harrow’s face. It was even stranger to look in the mirror and see Harrow’s black eyes looking back at her. It was a good kind of strange, though. It was a reminder of what she would never, not in her entire life, forget– that she was a part of Harrow now, and Harrow was a part of her. More simply, that she was Harrow’s, and Harrow was hers.

    “Come back to bed, beloved," Harrow said, and Gideon couldn’t have argued with her if she wanted to.

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    20 Feb 2025

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    One of my all time faves

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