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    Jason Todd has always been told who and what he is. Most recently a weapon at best, a ticking time bomb at worst.

    After a bad dose of fear toxin, he realizes that he doesn’t want to be who he was anymore. But how can he change after everything he’s done? All those he’s hurt?

    Maybe at the gallows, mercy can be found.

    (Mainly inspired by Gallows from Final Space OST)

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    26 Apr 2026

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    Chapter 4:

    Jason is sprawled on his back, limbs tangled in odd folds of comforter, pillow slipped somewhere near his feet. His pajama pants are rucked to his mid-calf, twisted so their seams are off center. The sheets around him are damp with sweat and his shirt has been discarded. On his bare chest, is a scar.

    The sunlight relieving the room leaves little imagination to its cause. 

    Or, Five times a Batfamily member saw Jason's autopsy scar.

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    Chapters:
    6/6
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    14 Apr 2026

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    Five times Dick Grayson’s words left a mark, and the moment Jason Todd decided he had enough.

    Jason Todd always felt like he was flying on borrowed wings. He didn’t want to be the thorn in the relationship between Bruce and Dick, but with every clash and every cruel word, the cracks in the family only grow deeper. This is a story of five times Dick let his anger get the best of him, and the journey toward a breaking point that no one saw coming.

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    19 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    Jason Todd doesn’t believe in restraint, absolution, or happy endings.

    He believes in consequences.

    He’s survived death. The Pit. Gotham. Batman.

    When a violent fight leaves him critically injured, Jason is forced into close proximity with the people he’s been trying to both kill and avoid. He’s teetering on the edge—not trying to win. Not trying to be saved. Just daring someone to stop him.

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    Comments:
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    1,536

    17 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 17

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    Jason Todd's terrible, horrible, no good, very bad existence continues. But you know, it's really important to keep a positive outlook on these things! Otherwise people start asking questions. Anyway. Something's gotta give.

    Meanwhile, in a neighboring universe: Jason Todd is back from the dead, and he's doing great! Is he doing great? That's what everyone says, anyway!

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    Chapters:
    7/12
    Comments:
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    97
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    2,047

    14 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 65

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    Jason knows he’s been standing at the edge. He knows he keeps looking down at the drop below, weighing what it would mean to just let go. He knows he’s been thinking of returning to the place he truly belongs.

     

    (TRIGGER WARNING: Clear depictions of someone with severe depression. Please read at your own risk.)

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    08 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 89

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    They’re still scarred, they’re still insane in their very own ways and they’re still so far from alright that it’s almost ridiculous. They can never have a happy ending but maybe they can have something else. | After Bruce has left Gotham he finds Jason again, or rather Jason finds him.

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    08 Jan 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 7

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    Jason tries to let go. He learns, instead, what it means to hold on. To be held on to.

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    06 Jan 2026

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    But, that wasn’t the reason why Tim stopped and was glued to his spot.

     

    No.

     

    Because what the fuck was Jason Todd-Wayne doing behind that counter and not being dead.

     

    (Or; an amnesiac Jason Todd found himself working in a convenience store instead of being taken by the League of Assassins.)

    Language:
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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    07 Dec 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 23

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    Jason has been numb for months.
    Too tired to cook, too tired to reach out, too tired to pretend he isn’t fading.
    He walks into a church out of habit more than faith—and finds himself remembering the only times he ever felt seen.
    By the end of the night, he finally sends a message he never thought he’d send.

     

    What It Means
    A crucible, in the word’s literal use, is a pot in which metals or other substances are heated to a very high temperature or melted. But crucible is more often encountered in figurative use referring to a difficult test or challenge, or to a place or situation that forces people to change or make difficult decisions.
    // The bronze was heated to 2,100 degrees in the crucible and then poured into molds designed by the artist.
    // Her latest novel follows two best friends in a fantastical, battle-ravaged kingdom who emerge from the crucible of war with opposing views and values on what should come next.
    Merriam Webster Dictionary, Word of the Day, November 17, 2025.

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    27 Nov 2025

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    Jason Todd is seriously injured during patrol one night, and is forced to stay at the manor to recuperate until his injuries are healed. To pass the time, he makes a list of things he never got to do before he died.
    Except there's one small problem: most of them involve Bruce, and Jason doesn't really think Bruce cares all that much about him anymore.

    This is a story about how wrong he is, but I made it sad anyway.

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    Chapters:
    12/12
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    15 Oct 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 29

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    Jason has an unexpected house guest. It’s none other than Dick Grayson.
    Cue drama, misread signals (mostly on Jason's end) and a mental breakdown (again, it's Jason).

    What's the worst that could happen?

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    14 Oct 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 45

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    He remembers that it used to be his favorite color, red. In some twisted way, it still is, only the meaning has been ruined, just like everything else he touches.

    It’s true, though. He still loves the color. He loves red because he loves the look of rivulets of it streaming down his arms and thighs, staining his body, mind, and soul with a guilt he can never completely wash away with any amount of soap and scrubbing.

    He may as well be a modern-day Lady Macbeth.

     

    Or: Jason has been struggling with self-harm for a long time. It finally goes too far, and Bruce saves him.

    4/21/26 - Hello! So sorry to disappoint, but I am having a pretty rough go of it, and I am going to be pausing this work. I'm not sure for how long yet, but probably at least a month, because that's around when my school gets out. We love being a third-trimester junior looking at top 20 schools! Literally kms. Anyways, sorry about that, and hopefully I'll see y'all soon!

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    11 Oct 2025

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    08 Oct 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 34

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    “Don’t want to be alone,” Dick admits, eyes dropping to the ground in shame. “I’m sorry.”

    And while Jason had been able to resist his seducing words a few times, he’d never really managed Dick’s vulnerable ones. The two of them stand in silence for a moment, just waiting for the other to make a move. Jason’s hesitant, afraid to open the can of works he’d so desperately tried to hold back.

    “That doesn’t mean you come here, Dick,” Jason says finally. “Fuck, we talked about this already.”

    “Just wanted to go home.”

     

    Or where Dick and Jason have never been good at letting each other go.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    3,705

    07 Oct 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 14

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    Everyone hallucinates Jason as Robin, but who does Jason hallucinate when his mind is most vulnerable? A combination of feeling low and hit with a strange substance he can’t quite remember, Jason is forced to navigate things he had preferred keeping under the covers.

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    25 Sep 2025

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    Jason lunged forward, hauling his brother up. “Move!”

    They sprinted, boots pounding against concrete. The timer bled down—00:07, 00:06—Jason’s chest tight, lungs burning. He grabbed Dick without thinking, wrapping his arms around him as they dove behind a stack of crates.

    The world turned white.

    The blast ripped the building apart, heat and fire swallowing everything. Jason’s vision went blank, ears ringing, body shaking under the weight of memory and flame.

    And then—nothing.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    11,724

    12 Sep 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 79

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    During a mission gone wrong, Jason is cursed to suffocate whenever someone gets too close. But it's fine. He can handle it by himself. Right?

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    12 Sep 2025

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    “God. How... how is this possible? You were – you—” The guy's hands are shaking, visibly shaking, face drawn pale all of a sudden, colour drained like a switch flipped. “How are you here?”

    “... Sir. What the hell are you talking about,” Jason asks firmly. "I work here."

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    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
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    12,304

    09 Sep 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 34

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    If you asked Jason, He was never meant to last…
    Gotham hadn’t raised him to.
    It raised him to scrape, fight, steal, and run—To Survive.
    Just enough to get by—just enough to not become another whisper in a bustling city.
    Jason was never meant to live, but he sure as hell tried.

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    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    15
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    3,624

    05 Aug 2025

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