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  1. Public Bookmark 30

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    Deep down in his chest, in a part of his heart that has never been truly acknowledged, Rei is glad it hurts. He’s glad it’s painful. It feels like a penance. He focuses on the searing pain radiating from his shoulder, up his neck and down his arm, and he tells himself it's what someone like him deserves.

    He put the only people he’s ever cared about in danger. He thinks he probably deserves worse.

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    Rei leaves his father's house with a brand new injury, and Kazuki is now playing doctor, therapist, and partner.

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    Author recommends listening to the I Am The Dog album by Sir Chloe before/while reading. A lot of the vibes in this piece are based on it.

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    semi-hiatus because Author ran out of hyperfixation juice on this one LMAO

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    14 Jul 2024

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    Picks up in the car after the Suwa family showdown in Ep.12.

    They have been partners for years, and they still are. They're just a different kind now, I guess? After making the drastic (and arguably psychotic) plan to leave the hitman business, Kazuki and Rei are forced to make a huge life transition. They have to become normal people. As they work together to adapt to this new and confusing life they find themselves developing new and confusing feelings as well. A continuation of what the anime set up, they are just two "best friends" trying to find a way through their mental illness, past trauma, and their everyday lives together. Unless, maybe there's more to it than that?

    I wanted to dive into their near future but also elaborate on their past. So every chapter I am trying to include a current event and a related memory.

    CW: mentions of suicidal ideation, mental illness, panic attacks, descriptions of trauma

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    12 Jul 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 60

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    Ordinarily, Mika would never make this kind of mistake.

    It was a fucking dodge. He could handle a simple dodge. He’d come across a Horseman out on a midnight grocery run and figured, shit, might as well get rid of it before it seriously hurt someone.

    But he was hungry. Yuu’d gotten injured on patrol a week or so prior, and he just… couldn’t bring himself to ask to feed while he was injured.

    And being hungry made him weak, and being weak made him slow, and now he was bleeding out in the canned food aisle of a convenience store that was missing half the roof and every single window.

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    01 Jul 2024

  4. This has been deleted, sorry!

    09 Feb 2024

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    Loki has to stay somewhere in the TVA and if he was working for them then its a little mean to leave him in a cell... or at least that was Mobius' argument, so he took one for the team and has Loki move in with him... A purely selfless act....

    AKA Loki learns to be a good person, an okay roomie, and a not so good at being a menace to society (unless society bugs him)

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    22 Jan 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 53

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    [POST-GOOD OMENS SEASON TWO/PRE-GOOD OMENS SEASON 3 FINALE FIC]

    ‘Crowley… Cr-Crow-ley… Crow… ley…’

    Crowley sprinted faster towards Aziraphale’s fading voice, praying for him to find him. Not praying to Her. God had already forsaken him, abandoned him, had given him up to be destroyed. Now all that love and praise, all that faith, was being placed in the one person who would answer his prayers in his hour of need.

    Wherever Aziraphale was, Crowley would come to him. Even when he never asked him to, Crowley had never and will never let him down. Not today.

    ~oOo~

    Or: Crowley has a far too real nightmare of Aziraphale being tortured in Heaven begging for his help and sets off with Muriel to rescue his best friend.

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    18 Dec 2023

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    Post-s2e6. Spoiler heavy, you have been warned.

    Crowley confesses his feelings to Aziraphale after Aziraphale reveals the offer the Metatron gave him. And Aziraphale chose Heaven over Crowley.

    Life goes, painfully, on.

    (This is a fix-it fic & my version of the events leading to the Second Coming/S3. Now complete.)

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    18 Dec 2023

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    10 Dec 2023

  9. Public Bookmark 31

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    “But you don’t want us. You still don’t want to talk to me, or feed the ducks, or-” Aziraphale says, cutting off with a sob that chokes his words.

    “I did want us, for a long time. But real life isn’t a Jane Austen book, Angel.” He shrugs, helplessly. “Things – the world – us – it doesn’t work like that. I care about you, and yeah, I love you. Yeah, I forgive you. But we’re not good for each other. You’re always going to be disappointed in me for not coming with you, and I’m always going to remember that you didn’t choose me.”

    Aziraphale leans forward, crying in earnest.

    “Nothing lasts forever, Angel – you said that. Now, we’re just one of those things.” Crowley tells him softly.

    A sequel to 'Christ is Coming (it doesn't fix us)' - can be read as a standalone.

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    06 Dec 2023

  10. Public Bookmark 28

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    What if Heaven needed Crowley to stop time and the Metatron’s temptation failed as it did to get him also on that elevator?

    I wrote this after Season 2, and having seen Season 3, you will like this better. Very happy ending

    They love each other so much and I love them!

    Look out, character development ahead

    There is some torture in the beginning but it is action movie level torture instead of horror movie torture. Just fair warning: I never want to trigger anyone. Unlike the tv show apparently that absolutely triggered me.

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    05 Dec 2023

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    02 Dec 2023

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    The season 2 finale was gutting so I'm taking these two ineffable idiots and patching things up between them. Slowly. With angst. And Muriel. And ultimately, a happy ending.

    This kicks off from the end of season 2. First fanfic so hopefully someone enjoys reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it!

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    27 Nov 2023

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    24 Nov 2023

  14. Public Bookmark 52

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    Crowley sat on his bed watching Pride and Prejudice for the 5th time. This bed was his new home. His life raft. "Oh Darcy, you idiot!" He barked at the tv, "Can't you see you're in love?!"

    The phone rang. He considered it might be any number of Dukes, minions, or underlings of hell, and eventually settled on answering it as a phone call was still better than a visit.

    "Crowley here, in service of the dark lord Shax and Satan our master, how may I help you?"

    "Crowley, It's me." He was sure his heart skipped a beat at the sound of Aziraphale's voice.

    No answer. "Crowley, are you there? I need to see you."

    "...yes. How did you know I'd be here?"

    "There are only so many places you'd be."

    "There are plenty of places I could be. Loads. Oodles of places."

    "...will you come to the bookshop?"

    "Yes, I'm coming..."

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    21 Nov 2023

  15. Public Bookmark 28

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    Oh, Crowley, nothing lasts forever.
    Crowley and Aziraphale have spent six thousand years falling for each other, and it has never been simple.
    And nothing has changed. It’s still just as complicated. Aziraphale, like always, is running from his feelings. Meanwhile, Crowley is trying to cope with always being second to the Ineffable, not only in the eyes of God, but also in the eyes of his angel.
    Aziraphale is miserable in Heaven.
    Crowley is just as miserable back down on Earth.
    When they collide again, can they patch up a relationship that they previously ripped to shreds?
    Nothing lasts forever.
    But couldn’t things come back around again?

    *This fic is no longer on hiatus! See you with a new chapter soon*

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    19 Nov 2023

  16. Public Bookmark 94

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    The conclusion to a 19-part saga where saving the world is just the beginning.
    Previously: Aziraphale and Crowley once more stepped up to avert a global catastrophe. Amidst the chaos, Aziraphale believed Crowley had been lost, sacrificing himself in battle. However, in a miraculous twist, God intervened, resurrecting Crowley in gratitude for saving Her and Her creation.

    Now, with Crowley back and alive, the dynamics have shifted. For the first time, the angel and demon are free to explore their feelings for each other without the weight of Heaven and Hell hanging over them. As they navigate this uncharted territory, they're learning to embrace the chance at a life together, free from the constraints that kept them apart for 6,000 years.

    “Crowley,” breathed Aziraphale, reaching up with one hand and caressing his cheek, the other hand still clutching his back. “I can't believe it, I can't believe I get to have you this way. I've wanted this, wanted you … for so long. So long.”
    Crowley leaned forward and pressed a slow, soft kiss to his angel's lips.
    “Aziraphale,” he whispered. “I have to remind myself, every time I touch you, that I'm awake and that this is real."

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    12 Nov 2023

  17. Public Bookmark 36

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    “Should we…touch it?” Crowley asked tentatively, breaking the silence. “It won’t, like, be disowned by its parents, right?”

    Aziraphale sighed softly. “Oh Crowley, don’t be silly. You’ve been around plenty of babies before.”

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    Aziraphale cannot help himself when a little blessing arrives on the doorstep of the bookshop. He couldn't have planned this little miracle but he knew in his heart that he would protect this little ray of sunshine no matter what.

    Crowley discovers why everyone says parenting is hard.

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    01 Nov 2023

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    It was a trap.

    Of course, it was a trap. The Metatron had been counting Aziraphale’s sins since that first lie in Eden. If ever an angel deserved to be a demon, it was this one.

    Trouble was, the only one who knew how to turn an angel into a demon was God, and She hadn’t been around lately. But that wouldn’t stop Hell from trying, now would it? Not every day they got their hands on a powerless, fallen angel. And bonus, nobody knew where he was, so there would be no interruptions from filthy, red-haired and yet overprotective traitors.

    Trapped in a pitch-black, super-heated room in a deep pit of Hell, a tormented, abandoned angel prayed to a demon who was too angry and heartbroken to listen.

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    01 Nov 2023

  19. Public Bookmark 79

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    Azirphale lets out a sharp, painful yelp and jerks his hand back as if it had been burned. He doubles over instantly, cradling that hand to his chest and sucking in a painful, hissing breath.

    Crowley jerks back as well in horror. There was heat radiating from Aziraphale's hand, white-hot and devastating, and he knows that sensation all too well.

    Aziraphale had been burned but not just by any fire…

    He’d been burned by Hellfire.

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    01 Nov 2023

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