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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov never hooked up at the CCM commercial.

    Now it's 2017. Yuna Hollander is concerned that Shane doesn't have many friends, so she signs him up on a buddy network website.
    Shane gets paired with someone else looking for a 'buddy', not knowing that it's his on-ice rival, Ilya Rozanov.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Shane's playing Game 7. Ilya's determined to watch-cue the blanket, sunglasses, and publicly embarrassing his boyfriend. Not that anyone knows the last part.

    Ilya dons a blanket as a disguise to see Shane's final game in person with David and Yuna. What could go wrong?

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    04 Jun 2026

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Emmy: When did you first hook up with him?
    Jane: 2010
    Caro: WHAT
    Megan: GIRL
    Tia: SEVEN YEARS??
    Megan: My jaw is borderline unhinged rn

    Or: In 2017, Shane finds a place where he can talk about his sex life...a group chat for girls who have slept with Ilya Rozanov

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    29 May 2026

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    January 15, 2017
    For immediate release.
    (English version)

    The Montréal Metros are devastated to announce the unexpected and tragic passing of our beloved captain, Shane Hollander, at the age of 25.

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    or, a canon-divergent au in which shane and rose never met, in epistolary format.

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    27 May 2026

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    Heartbreak and hockey don't mix.

    Boston's Ilya Rozanov decides to do what he'd been putting off for years. He calls off his affair with Shane Hollander, Montreal extraordinaire, right before a Montreal vs Boston game. He gets a hockey puck shot right into his hamstring for it. Right in the middle of the game. Honestly, he never guessed Hollander had it in him to be vindictive.

    As for Shane...it works. He didn’t want to see Rozanov anymore. In this game. In this season. And now Ilya’s out. Ball and chained to healing and recovery, pain meds and physical therapy for the next year. Maybe when Rozanov comes back, Shane will be able to stomach breathing the same air as him again.

    And Rozanov will be back. That much is guaranteed. Shane just fails to measure how back Ilya Rozanov will be. If he thought Rozanov was a nightmare on the ice before his injury, he’s got a reckoning coming.

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    16 May 2026

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    ✨Secret✨ Support Group

    January 22 2017

    Hayden Pike has added JJ Boiziau to the chat

    Cliff
    welcome to the group chat, grab a case of beer, lol

    JJ
    I refuse to be in a group chat with a Boston player 😡

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    Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander are many things - generational hockey talents, captains of their respective teams, hopelessly in love... One thing they are not is subtle.

    When their friends and associates start to catch on, they have to turn to each other for support, lest Hollander and Rozanov discover that their secret is the worst kept in the league.

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    11 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander is going to murder his agent.

    And he means that literally. Because his agent is the reason he’s currently wearing a hot mic during Hockey Night in Canada. Against the Ottawa Centaurs. Against Ilya.

    Ilya, who has no filter. Ilya, who thinks workplace professionalism is a hilarious suggestion for other people. Ilya, who has spent a decade perfecting the art of saying absolutely unhinged things to Shane on the ice, safe in the knowledge that nobody can hear him.

    Ilya, who definitely doesn’t know about the microphone.

    What follows is sixty minutes of Shane’s life flashing before his eyes while his secret boyfriend enthusiastically discusses their sex life, their broken furniture, and exactly what he wants to do to Shane after the game — all broadcast to millions of viewers.

    The problem? Shane can’t get a word in edgewise to warn him.

    PODFIC COMPLETE! 💯

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    11 May 2026

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    Ilya was only a few strides behind Shane on the ice.

    He clocked the angle before the hit even landed; Marlow coming in too hot, too fast, shoulder high. Shane turned and slowed at the wrong moment, skates clipping, balance gone.

    Impact.

    The sound carried oddly through the arena, duller than boards, sharper than ice. Shane went down hard, helmet skidding, body twisting. And then it all happened at once. Skates tangled. Marlow stumbled over him as he fell, too. A skate’s blade flashed too close, too sharp.

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    Shane's injuries during the Boston/Montreal game are much more life-threatening than in canon. Ilya's quick thinking and bone-deep instincts are the only reason he survives.

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    10 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 45

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    THE HOLLANOV STORY, a new eight part documentary for the first time ever, lifts the lid on how hockey’s greatest rivalry became its greatest love story too. Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov remain two of hockey’s biggest stars. But behind the scenes, their on ice rivalry hid an off-ice relationship and now this series will take viewers through how exactly that unfolded. With interviews drawn from the couple themselves, fellow NHL stars, friends and family, this is an intimate portrait of two men and the love between them.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    Shane is twelve when he realizes he can understand Russian.

    Or, in a world where you can understand whatever language(s) your soulmate speaks, it takes Shane and Ilya an embarrassing amount of time to realize they’re soulmates.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander comes out and unleashes Shane Hollander Hysteria across the NHL.
    All-stars circle like it's free agency and he’s the only contract available.
    DMs combust. Rival captains get bold.
    Connections start forming faster than anyone can keep up.
    The Metros couldn’t care less because Shane keeps dominating on the ice while getting fucked in multiple time zones.
    It becomes the worst-kept secret in professional hockey: everyone wants their turn.
    Or:
    Shane Hollander comes out and discovers freedom can look like a lot of things.
    Sometimes it looks like sex across time zones.
    Sometimes it looks like queer community forming around him across the league.
    Sometimes it looks like becoming the most confident version of himself he has ever been.
    Shane Hollander is having a great time.
    This fic is loud, messy, and sometimes a little ridiculous until it isn’t.

    Shane-centric.
    Multiple partners/poly dynamics.
    Character studies of many different men.
    Finding queer joy and community.
    Autism, mental illness, and different attachment styles.
    Or as I like to say..
    A slow emotional horror story inside a romcom porno.


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    15 Apr 2026

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    Hayden Pike found out who Boston Lily was through a mishap of his own making, in Boston, 2014.

    Cliff Marlow figured out the truth behind Montreal Jane through the power of friendship and vodka, in Montreal, 2015.

    In 2017, they found themselves working together to cover for the Most Obvious Secret in NHL, while Boston Raiders and Montreal Metros were trapped together during a snowstorm.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is calling himself Shane Hollander's boyfriend.

    Fuck.

    He glances over his shoulder, eyes flicking towards the bar's door to make sure no one else has come looking for them. The last thing he needs right now is anyone else discovering this. He's barely containing his own panic; he couldn't deal with anyone else's.

    It should have been a normal post-win night out. Instead, Ilya drinks too much, misses Shane too much, and accidentally tells Marleau everything.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Ilya’s skating wasn’t like him; it wasn’t sustainable. Not smart. Shane pushed off and intercepted him mid-loop.

    “You’re overstriding,” he said quietly.

    Ilya didn’t slow.

    “I’m fine.”

    Shane’s chest tightened.

    “You’re overcompensating, Ilya.”

    That got a reaction out of him.

    “Play your game,” he said sharply. His tone wasn’t to be missed. It was small, but wrong. Shane stiffened as the words reached him.

    Across the ice, Wyatt visibly perked up like a man spotting live television drama. There it was, the hairline fracture.

     

    Or when Shane and Ilya are teammates on the Centaurs, and the imbalance of power and authority begins to bleed into their personal relationship.

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    05 Apr 2026

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    A rewrite of episode four and what happens afterward.

    “Well yeah,” Shane said, his voice took the slightly bratty tone that Rozanov loves. “You keep your house cold as shit.” This made Rozanov burst out laughing. He went towards his dresser to pull out a hoodie. He pauses as he sees Shane’s perfectly folded outfit settle neatly on the wood. He lets a small smile cross his lips within the privacy his back has provided from Shane. Like in every piece of clothing Rozanov has ever had the luxury of peeling off of Shane’s body a neat S.H. was written on the label of Shane’s jacket. He was about to toss an old CCM sweatshirt to Shane when a different one caught his eye. The team had got them this year, they were black with the Boston Bear’s logo in yellow. The hoodie was branded with Rozanov’s number and last name on it. The thought of Hollander, Montreal’s and the NHL’s golden boy, wearing his name did something to him. I guess he didn’t care that Shane was a hockey god, the only thing he cared about was the fact that in a few moments he was going to see Shane wearing his last name. Something he couldn’t let himself dream of.

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    05 Apr 2026

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    'This is what happens when the social media manager for the Ottawa Centaurs just finished rewatching the entirety of The Office for the 3rd time'

    “What a fucking nerd,” Ilya laughed, his eyes following Shane across the ice. The camera swung between them before eventually landing back on Ilya.

    “I want to eat him,”

    Luca blinked at him, horror slowly etching onto his face.

    “Like...sexually or...literally?

    Behind the camera, Harris cleared his throat to remind them of his presence. Ilya’s eyes never left Shane, who was still berating Troy by citing some charts from his clipboard.

    “Yes,” 

    Haas looked into the camera in utter fear.

    Alternatively, The Office Fic

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    28 Mar 2026

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    “Who would have thought Hollander would be such a freak?” Wyatt asks, a big smile on his face.

    “Shut up, Hazy. Yes, my husband is a freak. And he’s mine. Don’t perceive him,” Ilya says smugly, looking at his teammates over Shane’s body, a big smirk on his face.

    “You’re too chronically online, Cap,” LaPointe laughs.

    “Yes, I know. I’m too hot. I play too much good hockey. My husband is too sexy. They will kill me,” Ilya says, smirking into his beer. The rookies all laugh, and Shane snorts into his neck, even though Ilya is pretty sure he has no idea what he just said.

    Or in which the Ottawa Centaurs go clubbing, Shane sits on Ilya's lap, and Ilya loses his mind.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    Amidst the beeping of hospital machines and blinding white of hospital linens, 18-year-old Shane Hollander wakes up.
    He feels weird, wrong, different. His body feels fuller, thicker. He can feel the IV drip in his wrist, acutely. He wants to rip it off.
    But most of all, he feels older.
    Like, at least 10 years older. Which is weird, because he only had a little fall on the ice, nothing that should make his head throb in this manner.
    In a very short amount of time, a doctor is standing in front of him, asking him too many questions.
    “Mr. Hollander, where do you remember being last?”

    Shane grimaces. He searches for it, in his mind, wading through the fog until he grasps onto something. “The Prospect cup. I fell, but I feel like it wasn’t that bad, to give me a headache like this.”

    The doctor furrows his brow.

    “What year is it, Mr. Hollander?”

    Shane tells him, confidently, “2008.”
    “Do you remember anything about Ilya Rozanov?”
    Shane can’t help but flush, remembering what had happened just last night.

    “He’s a good player, but he’s very cocky. I don’t like him that much.”

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    18 Mar 2026

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    Tweet by @OttawaCentaursOfficial
    March 1, 2022

    You asked, we…did something slightly different. Tune into our Instagram starting next week for Centaurs on Centaurs, a brand new series of short episodes where you’ll get to see your favorite hockey players interview each other!

    Or, the Ottawa Centaurs' version of Actors on Actors.

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    Chapters:
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    17 Mar 2026

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