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    Shane is in a post-game interview when his world stops.

    He’s just answered a question about Montreal’s offensive strategy going into the game. Clean passes, avoid penalties, draw defenders wide. It had worked and the Voyagers had beat Colorado soundly, 4-1. Shane had scored two of the goals and assisted on a third.

    Usually, Shane would be eager to boast about the win to Ilya. But ever since their fight- since Ilya told Shane to leave- winning feels hollow. Losing feels better, somehow. As if Shane deserves to lose after being so selfish. Ilya gave up everything for him- his home, his team, and to some extent- his happiness. Hockey. Ilya gave up hockey- good hockey- for Shane.

    A ripple goes through the room of reporters. Shane swears he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘crash’. But no one is paying attention to him anymore.

    “What’s going on?” he asks into the microphone, feeling strange at the role reversal. Usually, he’s the one being asked questions.

    No one answers. And this time he knows that he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘Centaurs’.

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    Shane rushes to Ilya after the almost plane crash. Their secret is no longer a secret.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Rozanov made a dismissive noise. “No, no, I will pick you up. Send me your address.”

    “I’m not giving you my home address.”

    “Why not!”

    “Because you’ll probably post it on social media to psych me out before our next game.”

    That made Rozanov laugh. “It is good idea,” he said. Stopped laughing. Started again. Blew out a breath like he had to get himself together. “I might do this to you,” he allowed, “but you have nice boyfriend living with you now. I would not do this to him. You are safe.”

     

    In which Ilya Rozanov adopts himself into Scott and Kip's household and refuses to leave. Kip finds this very sweet. Scott is going to kill him.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    A simple weekend trip to visit Shane’s family turns out to be anything but when it’s clear Ilya isn’t feeling well. Cue the whole Hollander family stepping up to care for him.

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    14 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 57

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    “Shane Hollander calls Ilya Rozanov ‘baby’” on repeat

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Ilya's secret is exposed and he must find his true self.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    “Can you-” Shane’s voice was small. Jackie clicked to enlarge him on her phone once again. “-Hayden, can you go get him?”

    “And do what?” Pick him up and bring him where? Absolutely not, he wanted to say, but Jackie cut him off again.

    Jackie flung back the covers. “Of course, Shane. Don’t worry, he’ll leave right now,” She told Shane softly.

    //or// how Hayden Pike became Ilya Rozanov's emergency contact

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    08 Jun 2026

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    He’d known what was coming the moment he heard the door of his rooms slam open with enough force to send it thudding against the wall and had braced himself for the arrival of his father, Tywin practically vibrating with fury as he stormed over to his bed.

    “And just when were you going to tell me that your Heats have been getting worse?”

    “Father…”

    “No, not just worse,” Tywin had cut him off with a growl. “Dangerous. Potentially fatal.”

    The last thing he should have done was winced but, tired and sore as he’d been there had been no stopping his face from shifting, his eyes darting nervously to his hands.

    It had been more than enough of an answer for his father.

    “I see.”

    A list of potential Alpha’s had been delivered to him later that day.

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    07 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 43

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    Shane Hollander is an omega who gave birth to a daughter he didn’t know he was carrying, losing the respect of his team and the league in the process. Ilya Rozanov is an omega who recently got custody of his son, a child that hasn't know him as anything other than an uncle for the past decade. The two omegas are left trying to figure out how to start a family together when they were never meant to be one.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Despite all the huge strides in alpha/omega pride over the last few decades, despite the new legal protections and parades and pride matches, despite there even being athletes from other sports who had come out - there still isn't a single known alpha in the MLH. And obviously, it goes without saying that there are no omegas.

    Shane Hollander has been masking as beta since he was fifteen. He's been a successful hockey star since he was seventeen. He's been fucking Ilya Rozanov since he was nineteen. Now he's twenty five and two months ago, after the All Stars game, he told Rozanov that he was alpha.

    Ilya Rozanov has his own secrets. And they're about to come to light.

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    29 May 2026

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    Rozanov's so… professional. He's all grown up and not at all like the boy he once was. The polite smile never leaves his face even when he's looking at Shane.

    "You are very lucky," Rozanov tells him, "That your concussion is only mild. Seeing me is a not so good thing, okay?"

    Shane sighs through his nose, pouts. "Yeah… okay. But… I haven't seen you in a million years. Why are you a doctor now? You should be playing hockey—" He wiggles a little, grins sideways— "With me."

    - - -

    or, after wondering what happened to Ilya after the NHL draft, Shane discovers he's been in Montreal the whole time, and more than that, is an entire doctor instead of the hockey player he should've become.

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    24 May 2026

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    “Curtis, let me get this straight,” Ilya said, still half asleep. ”Are you telling me I grow up in Russia, I worry whole time about dangers of being gay, I risk those dangers and my job when I am outed, am only safe after I marry my husband, but am lucky enough to never have formal trouble with tyrannical regime, only to officially be reprimanded by suburban Canadian neighborhood code for the property I own?”

    “No one is trying to stop you from being gay Mr. Rozanov.”

    “Hollander-Rozanov.”

    “We just ask that you follow the neighborhood’s bylaws about how you display it.”

    “Funny,” Ilya said dryly. “Putin told me the same thing.”

    OR Shane and Ilya Hollander-Rozanov are a lot of things, including bitchy gays. As they put up with less bullshit in married life, their petty side shows more. Never come between a professional ragebaiter and his bitch wife.

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    23 May 2026

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    After a disastrous world championship last year, the league has mandated that all participating alphas must take a supplemental suppressant. The suppressant thrasidone acetate, infamously known as Alpha Thrash, is a harsh chemical blocker that suppresses extreme alpha aggression, pheromone strength, and mating cycles.

    Two years after their marriage, Shane and Ilya are selected for Team Canada in the world championships, with Shane as captain. While Shane's only omega stipulation is industrial grade scent blockers, Ilya has to take the mandated Alpha Thrash. There is a very slight possibility of a drug interaction with his antidepressants, but it is so rare that the risk is deemed minimal. Besides, Ilya has taken Thrash before. It will be fine. Probably.

    Or; Ilya has a rare drug interaction that causes a paradoxical side effect; the suppressant causes his suppressants to fail. He goes into rut at 35,000 feet. Trapped in a flying tin can of vomiting hockey players. Shane balances being an omega captain with being an omega husband with an audience of hockey royalty.

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    21 May 2026

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    Ilya has just moved to Ottawa and, wanting to make Shane proud, he turns up at David and Yuna's when he realizes he has dropped.

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    18 May 2026

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    SHANE
    ➥ We can resign the paperwork in your name.
    ➥ I mean, you could pick a new car, but there's hardly any place for another one, unless you get rid of yours. I have some contacts with car dealers in the area. I doubt it you want a Jeep, though?

    ILYA
    ➥ hmmmmm
    ➥ if i say i want a porsche will you buy me porsche

    SHANE
    ➥ A sports one? No. They drive too fast.
    ➥ But a regular one, sure. What colour?

    ILYA
    ➥ well my main concern was that they cost as much as a fucking house baby, but
    ➥ orange?

    SHANE
    ➥ I can look around.

    ILYA
    ➥ wait no
    ➥ no
    ➥ shane
    ➥ dont
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    or: a year into dating, ilya and his daughter move in with shane, and a long week of fuck-ups and bad luck follows.

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    17 May 2026

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    The moment Ilya slips the wedding band onto Shane’s finger, it feels like the world goes quiet for the first time in his life.

    Peaceful in a way Shane has never known.

    They’re married. Husbands.

    And Shane is excited for all of the firsts that lie ahead of them as a married couple.
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    OR: A Bunch of "Firsts" from the First Year of Shane and Ilya's Marriage

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    15 May 2026

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    It started off as an offhanded joke from Bood, a ‘You sure you’re not pregnant Roz?’ that Ilya and the rest of his team laughed off.

    Because to them, it was laughable. Ilya Rozanov, notorious ladies man, with possible morning sickness. How funny would that be?

    Ilya didn’t really feel like laughing at the two very visible lines displayed on the pregnancy test in front of him.

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    09 May 2026

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    They don’t work on paper. Shane has known this for eight years. The wrong classifications, wrong dynamic, wrong everything. What he can’t explain is why none of that has ever actually stopped him.

    Ilya Rozanov keeps his classification like the dangerous secret that it is. What it costs him to keep that up is nobody’s business but his own. Until it can’t be anymore.

    or; Ilya Rozanov needs a hug, Shane tries to give him one, and they’ve just been doing this all wrong.

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    08 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 84

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    Pelenashka- a traditional Slavic swaddle doll given to babies to guard them and ward off illness and evil.

    Ilya has dark and dangerous secrets he has shamefully kept from even the Hollanders.

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    08 May 2026

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    Ilya looked at the mannequin and told himself he was thinking about it for Shane. Shane would look pretty in this. That was why Ilya wanted it, because he was picturing Shane’s waist nipped in like that, Shane’s long legs covered in silk. The color would look good on him.

    It would look better on Ilya.

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    08 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander wasn’t stupid. He knew his body was changing. It was hard to ignore the imperfections that made him question if he truly had any control left and made him unable to look at his body without feeling disgusted. But he wasn’t pregnant.

    He couldn’t be.

    He was an omega. Ilya was an omega. It was impossible. Biology didn’t work that way.

    However, he learned far too late that impossible didn’t mean much to Ilya Rozanov.

    Or

    Shane Hollander doesn’t realize he is pregnant until he is giving birth and, despite only giving birth to one child, he somehow ends up with two.

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    Chapters:
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    07 May 2026

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