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    Shane had been used to being alone. He'd never thought of himself as lonely. He honestly often craved the solitude, found it grounding. But that was before he knew what it was like to have someone to call, someone to touch. He was never lonely before Rozanov, but he'd been lonely ever since.

    April 2017: Shane does not get laid out on the ice.

    Ilya goes through with ending it.

    Shane lets him.

    What follows is eleven months of distance, denial, and a quiet kind of devastation neither of them knows how to name, let alone fix.

    They learn how to live without each other.

    (Or at least, how to pretend.)

    And then, almost a year later, the infamous collision happens and Shane goes down cold.

    And suddenly, neither of them can pretend it doesn’t matter.

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    23 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 49

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    There was a perfectly good explanation as to why Shane Hollander was browsing a sex toy website at 11:30am on a Tuesday.

    And all of those reasons had to do with Ilya Rozanov.

    Okay to be fair, it actually had to do with a calendar for Ilya. His boyfriend had no idea this was even happening.

    In which, Shane spends the start of the 2017-2018 MLH season missing his boyfriend, doing far too much online shopping, trying to learn Russian, and eventually managing to create a shared calendar.

    Being able to use these things to seduce said boyfriend against his kitchen counter is merely a very nice bonus effect.

    (Note: Can be read as a standalone if you'd like)

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    23 May 2026

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    Rozanov poked a finger into Shane’s hip. Shane looked down, breath catching on a gasp at the sight of slowly fading handprint shaped red marks on his hips. Rozanov’s hands. Rozanov had held onto him so closely, fucked into him so hard, that he left marks on Shane’s skin.

    Shane should have been pissed, but really, if he hadn’t just come three times, he’d be hard in an instant. Part of him wished Rozanov had held him even tighter, held him hard enough to bruise.

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    23 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 65

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    Bad luck follows Shane Hollander everywhere. So does Ilya Rozanov.

     
    Loosely a 5 + 1 of five bits of bad luck for Shane Hollander and the one time everything works out.

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    23 May 2026

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    ‘David, is Ilya. Have suddenly got upset stomach. Sorry.’
    Too cliched.
    ‘David, have broken both legs. Do not send ambulance. Will walk it off. Regards, Ilya.’
    Too melodramatic.
    ‘David, do not want to go. This is Ilya.’
    Too cruel.
    ‘David, I cannot embarrass you. You mean too much to me. Love, Ilya.’
    Too true.
    Fifth time’s a charm and Ilya sent ‘On my way!’ instead. David’s reply was immediate, ‘We’re gonna make a night of it, bud!’

    Or: Ilya is David's plus one for a function and is utterly unprepared for how David has been talking about him at work.

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    22 May 2026

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    Shane added David, Yuna, and Ilya to the conversation

    Shane renamed the conversation Hollander Family and Ilya

    Ilya removed Shane from the conversation

    Ilya renamed the conversation The Cool Hollanders and Ilya

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    Chapters:
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    22 May 2026

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    “Hi, moy vozlyublenniy,” Ilya greets. “How was practice?”

    In lieu of a response, Shane kneels in front of Ilya, tucking his feet beneath him. His hands rest on his thighs, where he anxiously flexes his fingers, causing Ilya to peer at him questioningly. 

    “May I?” Shane asks quietly, looking at Ilya’s hands.

    The question causes a brief moment of confusion for Ilya. 

    ‘May I?’

    Ilya peers down at his own hands, holding onto the ends of his laces, and thinks, oh.

    Shane has a bad day. Ilya unravels him, one layer at a time.

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    22 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 28

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    My little lion, his mother used to say. My sunshine. You are so beautiful. Nobody will ever tell you no. You will have to be careful what you ask for.

    But Ilya Rozanov does not need to be careful about what he asks for because it is so easy to take what he wants.

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    22 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 85

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    Shane doesn’t think about the girls Rozanov brings home.

    But he hopes they think about him.

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    22 May 2026

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    “I made you tea,” Ilya says softly. “And I brought ice for your head and crackers for when your stomach is better.”
     
    “Thank you,” Shane mumbles.
     
    “And I texted your parents.”
     
    “What?!”

    A fic in which Shane gets a concussion related headache and Ilya is there to help.

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    22 May 2026

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    Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.

    Except, well. Then there are zombies.

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    22 May 2026

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    The name of your soulmate only appears after you realize you're in love with them.
    "Shane Hollander" appears on Ilya's chest before the Sochi Olympics, and Russia finds out.
    Six months later, he turns up in Montreal shaken and afraid.
    A year later, he comes out to the world.
    Everything should be perfect.
    It should be.
    It isn't.

    Marked as complete but who knows

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    22 May 2026

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    On the day of his father's funeral, Ilya wakes up to his brother's fists and his life turning upside down. While he deals with the consequences of being outed because of a video filmed years ago, Shane and his cottage are a refuge in the storm his life has become.

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    22 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 55

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    22 May 2026

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    It is an unremarkable, dreary March morning in Ottawa when Ilya Rozanov’s life swiftly burns to ashes around him. Ilya had intended to spend the rare morning off of training sleeping off the lingering exhaustion from the seemingly endless stretch of away games as long as Anya would allow.

    Instead, it is barely past six in the morning when armed agents pound on his front door.

    (Or, a remix of the FanMail incident.)

    completed fic, updates every thursday

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    22 May 2026

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    Shane made it back to the living room right as he clicked on Ilya’s contact, placing the phone against his ear and practically collapsing back onto the couch as the line rang.

    “Come on, come on, pick up, pick up, pick up,” he begged under his breath.

    Hayden watched him with silent concern.

    There was a beep over the phone, “Hi, this is Ilya; I will never listen to your voicemail.”

    Shane hung up and checked the time. It was barely early evening in Moscow; Ilya should’ve answered.

    He hit the call button again. This time, the beep was practically immediate.

    “Hi, this is Ilya-”

    He called again.

    “Hi, this is-”

    Shane hung up and buried his head in his hands. This couldn’t be happening.

    or

    Ilya is in Russia, instead of in bed next to Shane, when the FanMail video makes it to Twitter. The days that follow are filled with waiting, fear, running, and hope as both of them fight different battles, but with the same goal in mind: to be able to keep loving each other for years to come.

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    22 May 2026

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    It figures that even half-way across the world Ilya's dick manages to ruin Cliff's day. The real surprise is that it isn't the only dick involved in this mess.

    Featuring an ill-timed outing, a supportive but clueless team trying its best, panicking over Russia's LGBTQ laws, too many group chats, an unhinged 3am brainstorming session on how to get your captain a new citizenship (asking for a friend) and Roz' inability to answer his fucking phone.

    Or: Ilya disappears in Sochi. Half-way across the world his team does its best to help. Their best is more than anyone could have foreseen.

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    Chapters:
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    22 May 2026

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    “Ilya,” he clarified, wincing as he swallowed, his throat feeling like he’d eaten a fistful of glass. “I need to call Ilya.”

    He fumbled around for his phone, desperately needing to hear his fiance’s voice. Together, they could figure this out. They’d make a plan. Ilya could drive with his parents from Ottawa and–

    But Ilya wasn’t in Ottawa. He was in Russia.

    No.

    No.

    They’d kill Ilya in Russia. They’d kill him, or arrest him, or– or–

    Oh god, they’d kill him.
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    A family emergency means Ilya is in Russia when Hayden's FanMail video ends up on Twitter, outing them to the entire world. It, predictably, ends horribly.

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    Chapters:
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    22 May 2026

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    A video played, on mute, of Hayden Pike of all people doing one of his silly FanMail videos in his stupid trophy room and when he turned, the mirror caught-

    Oh.

    Oh.

    Shit.

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    Ilya is in Russia when Brad uploads the FanMail video to Twitter. Fucking Brad.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    22 May 2026

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    Shane: I need your help and I need it now.
    Shane: I’m sure you’ve all seen the video.
    Shane: I need you to bury it.

    After the fanmail video leak lands at the worst possible time, Shane has to gather his allies and turn to social media to try to change the story.

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    Chapters:
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    18,013

    22 May 2026

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