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  1. Public Bookmark 88

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    When Ilya Rozanov suffers a cardiac arrest during a game against the Montreal Metros, Shane Hollander reaches him first and, in a moment of pure panic, accidentally reveals their secret relationship to the entire hockey world.

    As Ilya recovers in Montreal, Shane clings to the sound of the heartbeat he nearly lost forever.

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    05 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 61

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    Ilya has always been good at playing through pain. This time, though, something feels different. As his symptoms worsen, the people who love him begin to notice and for the first time, Ilya wonders if he can’t ignore them any longer.

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    04 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 89

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    I was really fucking obvious, he thinks. I’m so fucked. And Ilya… is he going to be pissed? If he even can be pissed again. If he’ll even be okay? Okay enough to ever be angry at him again? The thought of Ilya Rozanov being furious with him is starting to sound really good, because it means he’s alive and breathing.
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    It's the day after tuna meltdown. Ilya gets injured on the ice in the Boston vs. Montreal game. Shane is forced to confront what he’s been pushing down.

    Plus all the fall-out after.

    or

    Ilya is Shane's baby

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    Chapters:
    4/?
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    30 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 60

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    It's 2021, and the plane is about to crash.
    Ilya closes his eyes with the certainty he would have always chosen Hollander.

    It's 2008, and Shane's first thoughts when he wakes up already belong to Rozanov.
    For years, he runs from the reality his dreams force him to face.

    They spend the years in between speaking in a language the other is not fluent in.

    Or,

    what it actually cost to play the long game.

    Can we please for a minute
    Stop blaming and say what you feel?

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    9/26
    Comments:
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    60
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    30 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 27

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    Ilya Rozanov blocks Shane Hollander after the tunameltdown and rosegate. That's it, they're done.

    Too bad no one told Shane.

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    29 Jul 2026

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    “Hey,” Hollander says softly, settling a hand on Ilya’s back.

    Ilya turns away and fixes his gaze on a spot of chipped paint on the wall, trying to will the moisture trailing down his cheeks back into his tear ducts. “Sorry,” he whispers, shaking his head.

    He can’t actually remember the last time he felt so utterly mortified. This is not at all what he’d envisioned happening when Hollander asked for his room number. He’d guessed that a conversation was on the horizon; Ilya had just imagined it happening after he reminded Hollander exactly what he’d been missing while he was off being Rose Landry’s boyfriend. But no, Hollander always wants to clear the air, always needs to fucking talk, even though Ilya never has the right words for him.

    “Hey,” Hollander says again, somehow even more tenderly.

    The bed shifts, and suddenly Hollander is crawling into Ilya’s lap and cradling Ilya’s face in his hands and kissing him.

    (or, filling in the blanks between Ilya crying in Shane's arms and the bed being absolutely wrecked in the last shot of that scene)

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    11,391

    27 Jul 2026

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    When Troy finds his captain drugged and limp in the bathroom of a local dive, his only concern is getting Ilya home safe and sound. And he will, even if he has to fight off a weirdly determined Shane Hollander to do it.

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    Shane’s romantic weekend plans go awry when he finds his husband unconscious and thrown over Troy Barrett’s shoulder. He doesn’t know where Dallas Kent’s former lapdog thinks he’s taking Shane’s boyfriend, but he’ll be damned if he lets Ilya go without a fight.

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    Or; Ilya gets roofied. Somehow, he’s still not the one having that bad of a night, all things considered.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    2/2
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    26 Jul 2026

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    Six years after an injury ends his hockey career, Shane is a successful agent at the Hollander Talent Agency. He and Rose pretend to date to help further their careers.

    The news is out that Ilya Rozanov is on the hunt for new representation. When Yuna sends Shane to Boston to steal him away from their biggest rival firm, the negotiations quickly turn sideways, upside down, and occasionally off the rails.

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    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
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    294
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    9,820

    22 Jul 2026

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    Seven years ago, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov were teammates. They were lovers. Until one of them left without a word, and the secret they had built between them dissolved into silence.

    Seven years later, Shane Hollander is the star of the Montreal Metros. Two Stanley Cups to his name, a thousand endorsements behind his smile, the Golden Boy of Canada.
    Ilya Rozanov waits tables at Bepa, a Russian restaurant. He lives in a crumbling basement, debt folded in his pockets, some mornings too sick to get out of bed.

    Montreal is a vast city. In seven years, they never once brushed shoulders.
    Montreal is a small city. They wander in circles, only to find each other in the narrowest place.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    19/?
    Comments:
    121
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    387
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    21 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 76

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    When Ilya is in Russia for his father's funeral, Alexei seizes the opportunity for years of resentment and recently severed ties to lash out. Shane does whatever it takes to reach him and protect him.

    FTH 2026 Fic

    Language:
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    17,047
    Chapters:
    5/7
    Collections:
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    57
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    209
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    4,692

    21 Jul 2026

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    "If this is it," Shane whispered, so quietly only Ilya could hear, "you won't face a single second of it alone."

    Ilya closed his eyes. His fingers tightened around Shane's hand with everything he had left.

    He saw the fear in Ilya’s eyes.

    Then he saw nothing.

    *******

    It was supposed to be an ordinary flight. Instead, it becomes the worst day of their lives.

    They were never meant to be on the same plane. Then the unthinkable happens. It goes down.

    As terrified passengers flee the wreckage, Shane refuses to abandon the man he loves, even as rescuers and survivors alike order him to get out. Trapped beneath twisted metal, Ilya is running out of time. And while they wait for help, the secret they've spent years protecting slips into the hands of strangers with phones.

    In an instant, the whole world is watching. Hockey can burn. The headlines can wait.

    Shane Hollander has exactly one job: keep Ilya alive.

    Because if they survive this, he'll have to protect more than Ilya's life. He'll have to protect everything they've built together against impossible odds.

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    Chapters:
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    20 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 56

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    "Why is Oscar Piastri, Formula 1 driver, flirting with my husband via interview?" Shane complains towards the TV, his lower lip curling down in displeasure. "My married husband, by the way."

    "Green looks good on you, Hollander!" JJ jeers from his spot on Yuna's couch, dark eyes sparkling with mirth.

    "Oscar is just his type though," Carter says thoughtfully, his eyes locked on the screen, interest bleeding across his expression.

    Shane's gaze swivels to death stare Carter, expecting to see some of the trepidation that the same look extracts from Carter on ice, but all Shane gets in return is a laugh.

    "We're not on ice, Hollzy, that look doesn't work on me off ice," Carter says, ruffling Shane's hair fondly. "But how are you not seeing this, man? Just watch, okay,"

    Shane takes a swig of his beer, and yes, he needs alcohol for this- the usual ginger ale isn't going to save him this time. Then he turns his attention back to the screen.

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    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
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    246
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    20 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has won a Stanley Cup, captained two teams, and spent a decade being one of the best hockey players alive.

    So naturally, the entire planet disregards that and falls in love with him over twelve second clip of him dancing. So much in fact that he's been given 4 nicknames and someone is already building a Spotify playlist from the songs that remix the original clip.

    Or: Ilya's dance moves and that ass of his are found by stan and k-pop twitter and he accidently breaks the internet.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    4/5
    Comments:
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    19 Jul 2026

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    "Change these tires by the end of the week, or I swear I'll hide your keys. And the spare," Shane threatened casually, unlocking the car and taking the driver's seat.

    "Gospodi," the Russian muttered in his native language, sinking into the leather seat and pulling his seatbelt.

    "No Gospodi," Shane countered immediately, turning the ignition. The engine's roar filled the cabin. He pointed his index finger at the passenger seat before shifting into gear. "You've lived in Ottawa for almost four years, Ilya. You know very well how deadly slippery these streets get when the temperature drops."

     

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    or, It didn't really matter which car Ilya took out in the end; black ice is black ice. When you drive, you worry about yourself and others, and sometimes the others cause you harm.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    10/16
    Comments:
    92
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    416
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    15,333

    19 Jul 2026

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    Shane joins Ilya on a quick trip to Moscow, which soon transforms into a nightmare. Ilya is arrested and targeted so harshly that he's not sure Russia will let him go this time.
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    Shane witnesses Ilya's family.
    Alexei and Ilya's relationship is explored.
    Yuna flies to Russia.
    Lots of Svetlana.
    Healing journey fluff afterwards.

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    Chapters:
    21/21
    Comments:
    2,091
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    6,165
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    2,337
    Hits:
    264,307

    13 Jul 2026

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    It's then that the alert comes though.

    It buzzes his phone lightly as the headline comes across the top of his screen, yet he only catches the words 'Ilya Rozanov' before the alert goes away.

    He clicks over to it, assuming it'll be a highlight from one of last season's games. They may not have won the cup that season, but they made playoffs. Shane was certain they'd get it this year.

    Only, when the article opens it doesn't say something like 'Ilya Rozanov, Best Goals Breakdown' or 'Ilya Rozanov, Craziest Come Back' instead it says:

    'Ilya Rozanov, Beloved Husband, Captain, and Friend. Dead at Thirty-one'

    OR
    Ilya takes a brand deal without Shane out of the country. Somehow, his plane gets diverted to Moscow, Russia. As an out, bisexual, man married to a gay man, it isn't exactly where he wants to be. Yet he has no choice, and when someone tries to kill him, he isn't fast enough to stop the news from breaking and his world from slowly crumbling around him.
    OR or:
    Alexei is a piece of shit, Ilya is presumed dead, Shane loses his fucking mind. It's all downhill for a while but thing's start looking up eventually.

    (HE IS NOT DEAD)

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    153
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    1,220
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    21,160

    13 Jul 2026

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    A fiery plane crash claims Ilya Rozanov’s life in January. By April, Shane Hollander is dead of a broken heart. The truth dies with them.

    Yuna Hollander will do anything to get her son back, including hiring a shady shaman to resurrect him. There’s just one complication — Shane isn’t coming back alone.

    Now there are codependent (not)zombies in her house wearing Ilya and Shane’s faces. When they inexplicably act more like a married couple than the bitter rivals she expected, Yuna is convinced that they came back wrong.

    It’s easier than admitting she never understood them from the start.

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    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    1,368
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    95,170

    13 Jul 2026

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    “Sshhh, it’s all right,” Shane tells him, “Just breathe, okay? Just breathe for me, baby. We can talk when you’re ready.”

    Ilya’s breath hitches. Then his sobs increase and Shane tightens his arms around him. Ilya’s fingers curl into the fabric of Shane’s shirt, and Shane rocks him gently back and forth.

    “I’ve got you,” Shane whispers, repeating the words again and again and again. He presses a kiss to Ilya’s hair, to his brow, to any part that he can reach. And he doesn’t let go. He never, ever lets go.

    Set during "The Long Game" when Shane drives away the morning after Ilya’s Halloween party, and Ilya breaks down crying.

    What if Shane comes back? What if he finds Ilya? How might this one revelation change the course of events?

    Language:
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    6,310
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    93
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    682
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    158
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    5,667

    12 Jul 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 40

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    “Sometimes you don't realize you’re drowning until someone throws you a lifeline.”

    After suffering a minor injury, Ilya is in constant pain. He still finishes the reason and pushes through, like he always does. Ilya's body is held together by the last drops of willpower left in him and his medications.
    Ilya can’t break out of the cycle anymore, but Shane heals something in him.

    This is a story about losing yourself and having to put the pieces back together. Finding hope in little things and managing day by day. Taking it slow and figuring out ways to become whole again.
    About how things can change when someone throws you a lifeline.

    Language:
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    20,069
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    103
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    40
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    4,825

    11 Jul 2026

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    “Rozanov,” Crowell begins, his voice finally dropping its casual flair. He snorts out something like a laugh. “Is Hollander blackmailing you?”

    “What?” Shane says to his muted phone at the same time Ilya says “Excuse me?”

    “A charity really?” Crowell huffs like this was a joke. Shane feels his blood go cold as he realizes this isn’t a friendly little meeting.
    Crowell lets out a soft hum, and Shane can hear his chair creek like he’s leaning forward. “Ilya level with me, you’re a bad person.”

    No. No! No!

    or: 4 times Ilya is faced with his persona as a bad person and believes it and Shane does not + 1 time Shane makes sure nobody misjudges Ilya again.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    4/5
    Comments:
    80
    Kudos:
    2,399
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    18,626

    10 Jul 2026

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