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    (Jane has been added to Not the Boston WAGs)

    Shannon: Oh? Fresh meat?

    (Jane has left Not the Boston WAGs)

    Vikki: Way to scare her off!

    (Jane has been added to Not the Boston WAGs)

    Vikki: Hey Jane! I spent like twenty minutes trying to draft an introduction message but I'm way too tired for that rn so I figured I'd just drop you into the deep end and see if you can swim

    Jane: I'm actually a very strong swimmer

    Jane: Sorry, what's going on?

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    20 Sep 2026

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    "You take her." Shane waits for Rozanov to take Lucie, but when he doesn't do anything, Shane flicks his gaze up to see Rozanov's eyes widen. "What?"

    "You want me to feed her?"

    "Yes. You literally just held her. What's the difference?"

    "I-I don't know what to do."

    Shane passes Lucie over to him, then guides Rozanov's hand to the bottle to keep it up. "You just hold it like that."

    "Then what?"

     

    Or: Shane has a one night stand with a woman during the six months Ilya ghosted him, and he's left with a little girl. Lucie Hollander wraps them both around her little finger and changes the course of their love story.
    (set in the canon universe)

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    15 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    Transferring to PTMC was supposed to be your fresh start, a way to bury a secret that could ruin you. But you didn't count on Dr. Jack Abbot. He’s a veteran of the ER—an "old man" with silver in his hair, a sharp, heavy gaze that seems to see right through your lies. You came here to disappear, but under Jack's watchful eye, you’ve never felt more seen. He is the first person who makes you feel safe, yet he is the biggest threat to the walls you’ve built.

    As you fall deeper for his mature charm, the fear starts to claw back. You’re hiding a past that isn't finished with you yet, and in Jack’s world, there are no secrets. Will your connection with him be your salvation, or will your hidden trauma become a new disaster that destroys everything?

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    27 Apr 2026

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    “I don’t call you kid because I think you’re stupid. I don’t think you’re stupid. You’d know if I thought you were stupid, because I would tell you. ‘Kid’ is a…” He trails off, free hand tapping thoughtful rhythms on the steering wheel, “…Nickname. Term of endearment. Whatever you want to call it, but it’s not derogatory.”

    Jack holds up a second finger.

    “You have not been taking care of yourself. If you were, you wouldn’t have a low grade fever, and you would’ve called me as your boss or one of your friends to drive you instead of walking to work in the rain after your car died. You’ve been surviving. There’s a difference.”

    or:

    good things happen to those who are found crying in the supply closet by their hot, older, maybe flirty boss-slash-mentor.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    Farah, Shane, and his mom have a statement drafted by the end of the first period of the Boston v. Toronto game. By the time the Raiders are done showering and are pulled for post-game press, everyone with even a passing interest in professional hockey knows that Shane Hollander is an Unrestricted Free Agent looking for a new team.

    Shane watched live as Ilya blinked stupidly, took a few seconds to process, and then quickly answered into the mic. This interview would gain millions of views over the coming months and would be cited as the source of the most chaotic social media rollercoaster the MLH ever had.

    No one knew it then, but the Great MLH Seduction had officially begun.

    *****

    Or: Ilya stays with the Boston Raiders instead of trading to Ottawa. This causes quite a few ripples when Shane finally ends his contract with Montreal.

    Featuring: the Hollander Family's Spreadsheets(TM), professional hockey culture shifts, and a tasteful amount of fraud against the MLH.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    “So, you want one of my marks on your body tattooed?”, Ilya repeated as if he couldn't believe it.

    “Yes, Ilya, that's exactly what I want”, Shane caressed Ilya's cheek while he said it.

    “You know tattoos are forever, right?”, Ilya asked. 

    “You're forever too, you're my forever”, Shane whispered the delicate words.

    Or

    Shane Hollander gets a tattoo and makes one of Ilya's marks permanent.

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    09 Apr 2026

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    Hayden's young son is diagnosed as autistic, and he begins to realize that he's seen a lot of these symptoms before...in his best friend. Now Shane's having to come to terms with being one of those people who slipped through the cracks as a child and is diagnosed as an adult. How can Ilya and the rest of their friends support him through this?

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    Chapters:
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    26 Feb 2026

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    “You can prove it? What, that Rozanov is your Boston girl?” Shane nods, and Hayden looks at him with disbelief. “Go ahead, then. Prove it.” He gestures at Shane, urging him to do so.

    “Fine. I will.” Shane pulls his phone out from his pocket with determination and unlocks it. He opens his messages with Lily and presses call in the top corner. The contact page for Lily fills his screen as the call connects. He turns the phone to show Hayden the screen then puts it on speakerphone.

    Hayden crosses his arms and watches intently as they wait for the call to connect.

    It rings four times before the call connects.

    “Ilyaaa.” Shane says into the speaker before Rozanov can greet him. He ignores the way his mouth pulls into a grin when he hears the response.

    “Hollander?”

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    05 Feb 2026

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    Cliff: You want me too break your nose?! (Ilya is on a sex ban and would do anything to get out of it. Anything.)

    Yuna: She can't stop herself from peaking, to make sure Ilya can calm Shane down - she see's something else. (Shane has a meltdown and Ilya calms him down through the power of a biting kink)

    Scott/Kip: What do you mean i remind you of your brother? What do you mean you don't know your a bottom? (Ilya and Scott finally talk and become friends. Shane and Kip are talking about sex. Kip introduces the concept of BDSM. Kip has regrets.)

    Hayden: First he fails at convincing Shane to become his third, then walks in on him getting his back blown out, then Shane gets kidnapped. Oh no.

    Svetlana: Plane crash rewrite - somehow this leads to Svetlana following Shane up a mountain in hopeless rescue attempt

    Ilya: My dick too big and my bitch too hot (Shane is in SubSpace then the hotel fire alarm goes off, the team finds out something new)

    Luca: what’s a BDSM relationship? (Luca sees some stuff that sets of an internal alarm)

    Harris and Troy: Recording shit they shouldn’t

    Or a collection of one shots of people clocking how unhinged Ilya and Shane are for each.

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    Chapters:
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    05 Feb 2026

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    This was supposed to be the fresh start.

    Moving to the Centaurs after getting outed as an omega and mate to Ilya Rozanov was supposed to be the fresh start. But Montreal can't seem to let Shane's betrayal go.

    One inconsiderate act reveals both a complication and good news all wrapped up in one.

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    15/?
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    11 Jan 2026

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    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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    Chapters:
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    05 Jan 2026

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    Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.

    “Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.

    And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.

    Just once. Just a single nod.

    Why did he have to nod?

    “Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”

    “Of course.”

    Of course.

    “Was it better?”

    “Yes.”

    +++

    Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    It’s the NHL End-of-Year Gala. Ilya is with the Boston Raiders while Shane is with the Montreal Metros. It was another boring event until a tall Russian man wearing a silk shirt, tucked in tight black, leather pants threw himself on Ilya, and Shane did the unthinkable.

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    19 Dec 2025

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    Three times Ilya can't resist marking what's his, and one time Shane decides to return the favor.

    Or: Shane and Ilya's first season together on the Centaurs. Includes teasing teammates, introspection, therapy, personal growth, lots of sex and an attempt to bring home the Stanley Cup.

    (Also: A story about learning how to accept your true self and all the joy that can come from that.)

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    Chapters:
    4/4
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    955
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    4,049
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    232,082

    16 Dec 2025

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    A group of fics detailing some of the more major scenes of A Court of Thorns and Roses by Sarah J. Maas from the point of view of Rhysand as he experiences Feyre for the first time. Includes:

    Chapters 20-21: Calanmai
    Chapter 36: The First Trial
    Chapter 37: Feyre Makes the Bargain with Rhys
    Chapter 39: Rhys Reveals the Bargain
    Chapter 40: The Second Trial
    Chapters 43-45: The Third Trial/Feyre Dies
    Chapter 46: Rhys Sees the Mating Bond

    Hope you enjoy!

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    06 Aug 2024

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    Everything you heard about matters of heart and desire told you the same thing; love could lead to heartbreak at best and disastrous results at worst.

    Yet, you were convinced that everyone was wrong. They had to be, because love was supposed to make everyone happier, no confusion or pain in sight.

    Regardless of how naive it sounded, you were sure that you were ready to fall in love and lose yourself in the infamous bliss.

    That assumption right there was a terrible mistake, though.

    You were nowhere near ready.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    01 May 2024

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    15 Jul 2022

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    Bucky knows how to test your limits, but when he brings Steve into his games, you may have bargained for too much.

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    12,332

    12 May 2022

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    21 May 2021

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    Dr. Hart shares an office with Dr. Raynor.

    You share a waiting room with Bucky Barnes.

    ( set before TFATWS )

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    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
    624
    Kudos:
    9,653
    Bookmarks:
    2,232
    Hits:
    181,040

    21 May 2021

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