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Sleepless in Spring and Autumn by LaLaGossip
Fandoms: Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
26 Jan 2026
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Three miscarriages, two people, one love story.
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09 Jan 2026
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Sleepless in Spring and Autumn by LaLaGossip
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Hurts Like Hell by onymousann
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Movies)
10 Mar 2019
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Steve falls from the Helicarrier only to wake up, severely injured, to the realization that the Winter Soldier has absconded him away to an abandoned Hydra facility. He doesn’t know why the Soldier rescued him from the Potomac, or why his masked captor treats him as anything but a captive, as he undertakes the task of nursing Steve back to health. He also doesn’t know why certain things the Soldier does resurrect echoes of a man long-dead. Echoes that make Steve’s heart ache with grief.
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- Part 1 of ocean eyes
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The Words You Choked On by EnglishHorrorStory
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies)
08 Oct 2025
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The Asset knows that Steve has read the Handlers Guidebook, so why is Steve such an inept Handler? Handlers do not cry when they are supposed to dole out punishments, especially when the Asset is so deserving of it.
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18 Sep 2025
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The Words You Choked On by EnglishHorrorStory
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“I want to have a baby.”
Steve managed not to spit his coffee in Bucky’s face.
“Well, for that, you’d usually need a boyfriend.”
“I was kind of hoping that… that you’d…”
Oh.
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In which Bucky wants to have Steve's baby, and Steve is a very concerned dad-to-be.
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Ocean Eyes by NyxatNyght
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), captain america: the winter soldier - Fandom
28 Jun 2025
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(Now with edits!)
HYDRA won. Or so it believes.
Captain America is presumed dead. The Winter Soldier vanishes after pulling Steve Rogers from the Potomac, only to be dragged back in chains before he can even remember his own name.
With no more cryo, no more chemical leash, he begins to change. HYDRA’s final revelation cuts deeper than any blade: the Winter Soldier was never an Alpha. He’s an Omega, pumped full of lies, reshaped for war, and now rebuilt for pleasure.
But deep beneath the trembling Omega they’ve made of him, something refuses to die. A name. A face. A pair of blue eyes and the echo of a voice that once called him Bucky.
The Avengers are in hiding. But the war is far from over.
And Steve Rogers will burn the world down to bring his Omega home.
(Hella unbetaed)
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Then it becomes, it becomes ( it becomes a problem ) by Nix_sacrificium
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types
01 Sep 2025
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It started out good.
Better than he could have hoped, really, considering the shape he’d found Bucky in.
Half-starved, living out of some run down flat in Bucharest—Flinching and baring his teeth like a beat dog every time someone looked at him for too long.
Steve had offered his hand, he’d really held it out this time, not chasing or fighting or demanding.
And Bucky had taken it.- Language:
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10 Jun 2025
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Then it becomes, it becomes ( it becomes a problem ) by Nix_sacrificium
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The Crucible by Dreadnought
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America (Comics), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
18 Feb 2017
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Therapy's a bitch, but PTSD is worse. An in-depth character study of Bucky Barnes as he reconciles his years with Hydra in the wake of Civil War.
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I don’t really know who I am. I do know that James Buchanan Barnes is dead. He’s a pile of bones at the bottom of a ravine. He’s a side bar in some other guy’s museum exhibit that might not even exist anymore. James Barnes would puke if he could see what he became. His parents and sister and friends would cry.
I don’t know what’s left over now, but I know it’s not good. And I don’t think it can ever be good.
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Playlist for When Your Boyfriend Stops Breathing by SunsetPlums
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
17 May 2025
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He pictures the funeral sometimes.
He pictures someone he doesn’t know saying Viktor’s name wrong. He pictures screaming in public. He pictures stealing the ashes and keeping them in a protein powder container because it’s the only vessel big enough. He pictures lying in those ashes like a widow bird. He pictures baking the ashes into bread and feeding them to pigeons in the park.
He pictures swallowing them himself.
Or: When Viktor chooses a quiet death, Jayce learns how to love him to the edge of the end and carry what’s left through the sad art of letting go.
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26 Apr 2025
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Playlist for When Your Boyfriend Stops Breathing by SunsetPlums
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Sensory Overload by claritylore
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
09 Dec 2015
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We don't recognise others as one whole, we know them in pieces; their eyes, their movements, the way they breathe, the way they smell... Through these unconsciously gathered fragments do we create the whole in our minds. Piece, by piece, by piece, we learn another and we slowly come to recognise them, know them, feel for them, need them...
Not too long after being unfrozen after 70 years under ice, Steve Rogers goes to work for Nick Fury at SHIELD HQ in Washington DC. The missions start to roll in and Nick Fury assigns him a new backup when he finds himself in need of a skilled forward scout and sniper; a strange man with a metal arm and a mask, known only as The Soldier.
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bent my knees 'cause I love you by ellievolia
Fandoms: The Avengers (2012), Marvel (Movies), Captain America (2011)
31 Dec 2011
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Warning for cross-dressing, if this isn't your thing, this fic definitely won't be. Steve discovers a secret about Bucky, and it quickly snowballs into something much bigger. Set post wake up/winter soldier.
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15 Apr 2025
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bent my knees 'cause I love you by ellievolia
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Bucky hasn’t seen his own soul mark in seven years, not since a doctor sawed off his left arm to save his life. So it’s a little bit of a shock when he walks into Stark Tower and sees at least a dozen people with his soul mark proudly emblazoned on their skin.
And that’s how Bucky finds out he’s soulmates with Captain fucking America.
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- 10/10
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23 Mar 2025
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This Feeling We Carry In Our Souls by jinlinli
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something to bind my hands by spikeymarshmallows for ClaraxBarton
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
26 Feb 2019
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Best friends since childhood, Steve and Bucky had danced around their feelings for years. Steve had finally decided it was time to tell him. But then Bucky disappeared.
It's been four years when an explicit video online reveals Bucky in a position Steve would never have anticipated. Now he's faced with a very different Bucky to the one he remembered, and very few ideas on how to fix things. But this is Bucky, and Steve would do anything to help him.
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23 Mar 2025
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something to bind my hands by spikeymarshmallows
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Finding Bucky living on the street and suffering from seizures and memory problems after TWS, Steve is willing to do anything to help save Bucky’s life, even if it means putting his own life on hold. But as Bucky slowly recovers, Steve is forced to realize that his sacrifice won’t help either of them in the long run.
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in the silence of my ruin, you were there (keep me till i disappear) by hgjsimp
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies)
17 May 2025
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As the dust settles after the fall of SHIELD and subsequently Hydra, Steve tries his best to piece Bucky back together. But he can't do it on his own, not with how messed up he is.
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The Asset belongs to Captain America. There is nothing else.
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- Part 2 of The "Keep Me" Series
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13 Mar 2025
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in the silence of my ruin, you were there (keep me till i disappear) by hgjsimp
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My Church is not of Silver and Gold by neversaydie
Fandom Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
17 Jan 2018
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18 Feb 2025
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My Church is not of Silver and Gold By neversaydie
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He meets Bucky Barnes on a miserable-cold day in November, on the losing end of a fight that he’s too stupid and too stubborn to walk away from. One minute he’s getting his teeth rattled in his skull; the next, somebody else is doing some rattling of their own. It ends in screaming and cussing and the fella who’d been roughing Steve up running off with a dislocated shoulder. Bucky spits blood and grins while pulling Steve to his feet.
It takes him three weeks to discover Bucky’s a girl.
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Baby Steps by BlueSimplicity
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
22 Apr 2022
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When Bucky is hit by a spell and de-aged to six-years-old, Steve brings him home, knowing he’s the only one who can care for him. Wracked with guilt, Steve initially ignores Bucky to focus on getting the spell reversed. Until a close call leads to a near disaster, and Steve is forced reevaluate his priorities; the little boy now in his care and what he needs from Steve.
With help from Scott Lang and the rest of his teammates, Steve embraces the role of guardian. He makes mistakes, but also learns to see the world through a child’s eyes, rediscovering things not just about Bucky, but himself as well. As the days pass into weeks filled with trips to the zoo, giant teddy bears, and the sounds of Bucky’s giggles, Steve is faced with a difficult choice; allow Bucky to grow up happy and free, never knowing what his future holds, or reverse the spell and turn him back into an adult, with all the pain that life entails. Either choice will come at a cost, one both of them, but especially Bucky, will have to pay. But maybe, just maybe, with a little bit of luck, they’ll find their way and remember not only their love for each other, but how to play, carrying that new spark with them into the future and whatever it may hold.
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Ray Of Light by humapuma, ohstars
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
07 Sep 2021
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Steve Rogers left home five years ago for what he thought was the job of a lifetime, and hasn't been back since. He couldn't say there was anything he wanted to come back to. However, when his dad invites him home for a few days and he accepts, he discovers that he left behind far more than he could have ever imagined.
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Never Like This by Faith Wood (faithwood)
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
02 Aug 2021
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The Winter Soldier thrashed, drowning. It was taking forever. His mask seemed to be stuck. He pulled on it, struggling to draw breath, sinking and resurfacing, clawing at his face, the panic in his eyes terrible.
Steve's would-be killer. The very worst HYDRA had ever conjured. A symbol of death and everything he stood against. And Steve just couldn't bear it. He was ready to go, but this guy clearly wasn't.
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The premise: the Winter Soldier's mask doesn't come off quite as easily. Meaning, Steve never saw Bucky's face, and he didn't hold back during the fight on the Helicarrier. This is where the story picks up and is no longer canon-compliant. Though, I've stolen some ideas from the sequels and deliberately contradicted some future plot points/established canon.COMPLETED
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For Our Yesterdays by deadto27
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel
29 Apr 2025
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Steve Rogers was found in the ice. Now he's navigating the 21st century, being back in Brooklyn, being part of the Avengers, trying to find his place in this strange new world. Then one day, in his local bodega, everything gets a whole lot stranger.
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“Is that everything?”
The voice hits his ears. Steve’s eyes snap up in shock. And then the world stops turning.
Bucky. Bucky is there. Bucky is there, in front of him, on the other side of the counter, looking at him. Bucky—his best friend, who fell from that train, who died right in front of him—is standing there, looking at him.