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    Shane wears Ilya’s jersey....and Ilya? Ilya short-circuits so hard he nearly forgets how to stand.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Wiebe could tell he was wearing Ilya down, but he still looked nervous. "Ilya," Ilya stilled. To his team he was always Rozanov or Roz or Rozy, never Ilya. "You're our guy. There's nobody I'd rather be our captain, to lead this team to another Stanley Cup. It's clear you don't like the guy, but we both know how good this could be."

    Ilya jerked his head in a nod. "We will destroy everyone, this is true." Wiebe seemed satisfied. Ilya stood to leave and delivered one last look at Wiebe "But I do not have to be happy about it."

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    Shane and Ilya are estranged for years after Tuna Meltdown. Then Shane confuses everyone by signing with the Raiders.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    Based very loosely on events from The Long Game that my brain wanted to put into the first book, somewhere between Shane’s injury, and before Scott Hunter wins the cup - for maximum angst, obviously.

    What if Ilya’s plane had actually crashed? And what if it had happened before he and Shane had the chance to confess their love and know what it was like to be together.

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    A fic so I could write a really needy Shane who can't hide his feelings anymore, and an Ilya who is faced with the undeniable truth that someone cares for him.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    Shane receives a surprising voice message. He’s going to have to listen carefully and do exactly what Ilya says. Hollander always follows Rozanov’s sex instructions—precisely and enthusiastically. But what if Shane turns this into a game of his own?

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    26 Feb 2026

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    A drunken night after the NHL awards in Vegas leads to unexpected consequences for Shane and Ilya.

    A married in Vegas fic.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    24 Feb 2026

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    “How do I work the coffee machine,” Ilya says tonelessly, more plea than question.

    “You don’t work the coffee machine,” Svetlana tells him, words coming slowly. She looks confused, sounds bewildered, and Ilya does not have time for this.

    “I need to make a coffee,” he hisses, gaze flicking back to the man at the counter, lost in his phone, “for the love of my life.”

    Svetlana’s eyebrows jump up. “Excuse me?”

    Or, Ilya just wants a break. Shane just wants a coffee. Somehow, they find each other.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    unconnected hollanov/heated rivalry fics all by the same author (it's me, i'm the author) // blanket permission for translations (posted on ao3/linked), podfics (posted on ao3/linked), art of any kind inspired by the fics in this collection! i would love to know about them though

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    23 Feb 2026

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    When Shane was displeased with Ilya, there was a certain intensity in his speech that called to Ilya like a siren song, dragging him to an early grave with its vehemence. His voice would pitch higher, bossy and prissy and so stridently righteous it should be intolerable.

    But Ilya was, for all intents and purposes, a whore. And nothing made him harder than his husband putting him in his place.

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    or, 5 times ilya ragebaits shane because being yelled at by his husband turns him on, +1 time shane realizes he’s doing it on purpose.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Все счастливые семьи похожи друг на друга, каждая несчастливая семья несчастлива по-своему.

    All happy families are alike; each unhappy family is unhappy in its own way.

    ~ Leo Tolstoy

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    An interlude early in S1E4.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Shane: Why are you texting me? Don't you have buttons to press, Rozanov?

    Lily: I can do both

    Lily: Your buttons and mine

    Lily: Come to the barricade Hollander

    Lily: Let me push your buttons

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    OR: Hayden drags Shane to an EDM festival in Montreal to see one of his favourite DJs. It doesn't take long for Shane to realize that the guy behind the booth looks awfully like a Russian hockey player he knows from work.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    "You want me to hook up with some random guy on one of the rare nights we get to spend together after we flew all the way here on purpose just so I can try to have a different experience?"

    Or: After the cottage, after the confessions, before the trade to Ottawa, Shane and Ilya are adapting to a new version of their relationship, where needs and wants still have to be discussed. They're not great at the whole 'communicating' thing yet, and it all comes to a head when Ilya pushes Shane in the arms of someone else, for what he thinks is the good of everyone involved.

    Based on the conversation mentioned in TLG where Ilya and Shane talked about seeing other people

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    20 Feb 2026

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    "He needed to leave. He needed Ilya.
    Shane walked towards the sitting room, making his way to where his shoes were positioned by the door, Ilya will stop him. Ilya will help him. Ilya will make him better."

     

    Shane drops after the infamous Vegas Hotel scene. Left to crash and burn alone, who will bring him back to shore?

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    19 Feb 2026

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    “The Centaur's plane is currently on fire,"

    Hayden would like to think he’d seen all the sides of Shane Hollander. He’d seen him as the ‘Hockey-Robot’, seen him as brother Shane, his children’s Uncle Shane. Hayden had also been granted the privilege of seeing him in-love.

    Unfortunately, looking at Shane right now- devastated, and terrified, with something dangerous and unhinged glinting in his eyes, Hayden was unsure how to proceed.

    "That's not fucking funny Boiziau," his friend’s voice was cold and utterly unfamiliar in his ears, he can see Shane’s shoulders, tense and coiled, like a snake ready to pounce on its prey.

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    A fic in which Shane sees Ilya’s messages mid-game and decides that nothing else mattered but Ilya Rozanov. (From an outsider's point of view, Shane was going feral, but Shane was actually just trying really hard not to fall apart until he finds Ilya.)

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Everything was almost perfect.

    The Centaurs were already having their best season in two decades, Shane had fit right in and was killing it on the ice, Ilya was married to the love of his life, and they finally didn't need to hide anymore.

    And yet…there was one thing standing in the way of perfection, and Ilya was trying very hard not to think about it too much in case it gave him a heart attack.

    Shane had been playing for the Centaurs, in Ottawa, with Ilya, for six weeks now and he still hadn't moved in.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Ilya stopped before Shane’s door and took a deep breath, holding it in until his lungs burned. Peeking through the little window on the door, his heart sank at seeing Shane lying there, hooked up to various monitors with his arm in a sling. Before he could talk himself out of it, he turned the handle slowly and slipped inside, shutting the door quietly behind him.

    Shane blinked awake, gaze sleepily settling on Ilya. Ilya lingered by the door, unsure of what to do or say.

    Clearing his throat, Shane sat up a little straighter and gave a curt nod. “Rozanov.”

    Ilya’s heart stopped.

    Rozanov.

    Not Ilya.

    Just… Rozanov.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    12 Feb 2026

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    Ilya let himself soften into it. He’d missed this, the simple camaraderie between teammates. He did feel lonely, but in some ways he felt safer with this team, and Shane had given him that, it was because of Shane that he moved to Ottawa. All the good things in his life curved back to Shane. Looking around, he tried to imagine him here, not Shane Hollander the hockey player, but his Shane, the man who made the darkest rooms feel like home. He felt suddenly certain that they would welcome him with love and respect. And, God help him, he was still hoping like an idiot that Shane would walk through the door.

    Ilya tightened his grip on his roasting stick, jaw set, trying to divert his thoughts back to the present, when a ripple went through the group. Conversation dipped, then stopped completely.

    “Um… what the fuck,” Dillon muttered, eyes flicking toward the house. “Is that Shane Hollander?”

    Or Shane decides to go get his man after seeing Ilya’s instagram post in Chap.23 of TLG.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    A view of Shane and Ilya's life trying to be together for real during the Boston Year, except they explicitly state their dom/sub relationship

    I am working on the smutty epilogue

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    06 Feb 2026

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    06 Feb 2026

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