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According to the team, Andrew is currently losing a custody battle for Neil against a sport invented by the mafia.
It’s a running joke in the locker room: Neil cares about Exy, and then, distant second, he cares about breathing. Andrew is somewhere on the list, probably below the new backliner spread Kevin found.
Andrew doesn't bother correcting them. He knows the difference between a distraction and a destination. He knows Neil runs until his lungs burn to keep the ghosts quiet, but he also knows exactly whose bed Neil crawls into when the adrenaline fades.
(Or: 5 times the team thought Neil loved the sport more than the goalkeeper, and one time Neil made the hierarchy terrifyingly clear.)
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05 Jan 2026
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as frightened as you of being alive by blueberrryink
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
07 Oct 2025
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Andrew sinks into the couch as Neil’s warmth melts through hm.
For so long, touch had been nothing but pain. A tally of someone else’s control over his body.
But here Neil is: his pink cheek resting lazily on Andrew’s knee and his trust tucked snugly into the curve of Andrew’s lap as if there is nowhere safer for it to be.
Neil touches him – and Andrew realises that not a single trace of hurt exists within it.
Early life taught Andrew that touch and care bring nothing but pain.
Neil, however, is insistent on showing him how utterly devoid of violence it can be – to want and be wanted.
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Andrew and Neil learn how to redefine what touch and care mean to them
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22 Dec 2025
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Andrew wasn't impulsive, never had been. Not until Neil Josten.
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5 times Neil turns Andrew on and the 1 time he makes him come.- Language:
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12 Aug 2025
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the icarus to your certainty by sinistercacophony
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
25 Oct 2020
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Andrew knows how to get what he wants. He knows how to ask, how to indicate boundaries, and how to stab someone in the gut if they choose to ignore those boundaries. That’s really all he’s ever needed. He doesn’t let men touch him. He doesn’t let people get close enough to try.
Except Neil.
Except he wants Neil. In ways he’s never wanted anyone before. Never trusted anybody before.
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02 Aug 2025
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Andrew spends most of his childhood thinking he is a psychopath. He is not. Andrew is, and always will be, just Andrew.
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09 Mar 2023
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Daughter of Wisdom by shiiki
Fandom: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan
19 Oct 2019
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Annabeth narrates her adventures with (and apart from) Percy. A alternate PoV and missing moment companion piece to the Percy Jackson and the Olympians series.
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14 Aug 2022
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long live our reign, long live our love - andreil oneshots by ofwhitedaisies
Fandom: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
30 Jun 2024
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Collection of my Andreil ONESHOTS
Cigarette Daydreams: reveal to foxes about relationship, lots of fluff
All The Lonely People, Where Do They All Belong?: light angst, hurt/comfort
Beautiful People, Beautiful Problems: what if? pre-relationship au
Willow Dancing On Air Before Covering Me: fluff fluff fluff
He’s The Tear That Hangs In My Soul Forever: light angst, love confessions :)
A Guide to Acquiring a Cat: domestic fluff <3
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11 Jul 2022
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Five times Neil hugged Andrew, and one time he didn't.
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- Part 4 of Journey to Feeling (Andreil)
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25 Jun 2022
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It's kind of about fake dating and it's kind of about friendship and it's mostly about casual revelations that I spent time in Los Angeles, because that's my wheelhouse. Some day there will be a Sarchengsey installment, probably.
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26 May 2022
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Adam and Ronan growing into their relationship. Starts immediately after Gansey's resurrection and spans 14 years of their lives.
“Fuck,” said Ronan, “I suck at this.” He performed his smoker’s inhale.
“I want to be,” Ronan paused, “In a thing with you. Unless you don’t want a thing, then, you know, it’s not a thing.”
“I want it to be a thing,” Adam replied earnestly. “I’m not stupid. I wouldn’t have started if I didn’t want a thing. But I wasn’t sure if you changed your mind. Because if you did, I get it.”
“I didn’t. I haven’t changed my mind. It’s not going to change.”
“Okay,” Adam said. Both of them had been staring straight out the windshield during the entire bumbling exchange, connected only by fingers and pulse point. Why did this feel so clumsy, so awful? That night at the Barns, last night in the dark, this morning, all of it had been so right, so comfortable, so easy.Series
- Part 2 of Something More
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20 May 2022
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01 May 2022
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There's something off about Neil. Andrew's noticed, but he can't tell what's wrong - doesn't even know where to start. And besides, it's not the only thing on his mind. His turbulent relationship with his brother, and plans for the future after college are suddenly looming large as he begins his fourth year. Neil will simply have to tell him if something's bothering him. After all, he promised not to lie to Andrew anymore. Not after everything that they've been through. Not after Andrew told Neil to stay.
He will tell him if something's wrong. Won't he?
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- Part 2 of I Will Always Choose You
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01 May 2022
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Allison: ok look I have an idea
Neil: oh no
Allison: you’re not going to love it
Neil: I already said oh no
Allison: we should sign you up to tinder!
Neil: …how do you leave whatsappSeries
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30 Apr 2022
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You say good morning when it's midnight
Going out of my head, alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset, and it's driving me mad
I miss you so bad, and my heart, heart, heart is so jet-laggedOr, Neil and Andrew are living apart. And it's fine. Except when it isn't.
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- Part 2 of Shut Up, This is Love
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29 Apr 2022
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never fallen (from quite this high) by crystalcrow
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
02 Jun 2021
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For most people, a problem is a matter or situation regarded as unwelcome or harmful that needs to be dealt with or overcome.
For Andrew Minyard, it’s the word that fits Neil Josten with a capital P.
(or, aftg from andrew’s pov)
((this fic is now getting edited - chapters marked with a ☾ have been worked over. slight chances might apply, but nothing too drastic!))
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28 Apr 2022
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My take on the Minyard-Josten Rivalry/Pro Andreil!
A long collection of sequential scenes throughout Andrew and Neil's lives, post books.
Including, but not limited to, my interpretation of the Minyard-Josten Rivalry, the old Foxes playing with kittens for a YouTube video, so much soft and sweet Andreil you will get cavities, and headcanons I have been thinking about all year.(Not complete — and I don't like reading my own writing...so until I grow a pair and reread this myself to remember everyone and everything, this isn't getting updated anytime soon. However, one day, and I do genuinely promise that).
Also, for everyone who comments asking if I'm okay because it's been a couple years, yes! I'm okay! I'm 27 years old now, studying to become a high school teacher, bought a house, got engaged, have 2 dogs and 3 cats, and my beta reader from all those chapters ago is now one of my best friends.
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28 Apr 2022
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The one where Andrew makes a perfectly reasonable request and Neil takes it too far like the dumbass he is.
Or, relationships are complicated and communication is hard. They don't always nail it.
So, Andrew has hit his limit. Neil’s charged silence next to him is so loud that Andrew can’t read over the buzz of it in his ears.
“Get out,” he says, turning to glare at Neil.
Neil blinks at him.
“Whatever stupid thing you’re obsessing over. It’s irritating. I don’t have time to solve your problems for you. Handle it. I have to study.”
Instantly, he realizes it was a mistake. He watches Neil’s face and body shutter up, closing tight like he’s locking down for a hurricane. It took so fucking long to get Neil to open up in the first place. Andrew had to peel him open one truth at a time. Fuck.
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27 Apr 2022
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How To Get Your Enemy To Fall In Love With You In Twenty Steps by 6_impossiblethings, chaosofanthems
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
20 Dec 2020
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Henry had been perfectly content to stay far away from Alex Claremont-Diaz and admire him from afar. After their fight at his brother's wedding, Henry cannot believe he's being forced into some fake friendship with his enemy, who he has a huge raging crush on. It can only lead to disaster for Henry. Now that he has the chance to know Alex, can he get the man to like him?
Featuring: fake friendship, too much involvement from the press and media, emails, jaffa cake talk, david, and too many feelings
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RWRB according to Henry
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16 Nov 2021
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They stay that way for a long time, Catra’s face tucked into Adora’s shoulder, Adora gently cradling Catra’s head. Adora is careful not to hug Catra too hard or make her feel restrained, anticipating the moment that Catra will start to pull away — but Catra doesn’t. She hangs on so tightly it hurts, her claws digging through Adora’s jacket and into her back, latching into her like she did when she was a kitten and didn’t know how much her claws could hurt. Adora tries not to wince, tries not to move a single muscle, worried that if she does the spell will break and Catra will struggle away, appalled at having shown weakness.
But Catra doesn’t let go. And so neither does Adora.
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10 Jun 2021