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    The summer before his second season with the Centaurs, Shane Hollander is supposed to have his body and his life under control. He’s married, training hard, doing everything right.

    So the nausea, the bone-deep exhaustion, the aching chest and low back, the way his body feels wrong in all the old ways he thought he’d outrun?

    He blames stress. He blames the season. He blames anything but himself.

    Shane knows his body. He has spent years fighting for it.

    But one rushed doctor’s visit turns into an ultrasound, and suddenly he’s thirty-plus weeks pregnant with a baby he didn’t plan, didn’t want, and doesn’t know how to make peace with.

    Now he can’t outrun anything anymore.
    Not the dysphoria. Not the fear of the league finding out.
    Not the family he’s already carrying.

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    hi i need more trans!shane hollander. and as a trans man who wants to get pregnant someday obviously i had to make shane pregnant. without him knowing though. sorry bb

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    30 Apr 2026

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    Shane let out a put-upon sigh and stepped into Dr. Terry's office, closing the door behind him. “So, I was really nauseous this morning. Threw up a little. And Ilya is making me come talk to you about it.”

    Terry quirked an eyebrow at him. “Husband Ilya or Captain Rozanov?”

    “Both.”

    “Oof.” Terry gestured at him to take a seat. “You sure you’re not dying, bud?"

    (formerly titled: at the top of the mohs scale)

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    28 Apr 2026

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    Shane’s been doing some serious thinking over the past couple of months, about a lot of different things. He's finally worked up the courage, however, to ask Ilya for the biggest thing he's been wanting, more than anything: A Baby.

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    Shane wants to retire and start building a family with Ilya before it's too late. He loves hockey and he's struggling with the idea of leaving the sport, but his body isn't going to hold out for him forever.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    24 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 54

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    A collection of moments over time as Shane and Ilya become parents to twin girls.

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    29 Mar 2026

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    Ilya's hand continues its path up and down Shane's back, and Shane thinks again about how love is sometimes just this: a palm on the spine, moving in circles, waiting for you to come back to yourself. There is no promise of saving you—Ilya cannot save him, they both know this and are alright with it in their own ways—but there is a vow of staying, lingering in order to witness. Touching the bruise so that its pain triggers the memory that you are allowed to be touched.

    Outside, the snow continues its work of erasure. Inside, Shane's breathing begins to even out, every limb recalling how to be a man at rest rather than an animal fawning and freezing. The trembling subsides, wave by wave, as if Ilya's hand is smoothing it out of him.

    "Sleep, зайчик," Ilya says softly, his free hand coming to rest in Shane's hair. "I have you."

    This is not true, Shane thinks, and it is also the only true thing.

     

    recovery, shane learns, is not a straight line. to begin to understand something, you must first name it.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    He moved to swing his legs out from under the blankets, only to feel one of them get snagged on something: Ilya’s ankle was wrapped around his own, knee pressing into Shane’s thigh. When he tried to wriggle it free, his boyfriend resisted and pulled his leg in closer. A taut arm reached out and sleepily tugged Shane back down onto the mattress. He gave in easily.

    “I thought you were asleep.” Shane whispered, tersely.

    He felt a small stab of irritation too. Once again, Ilya had gotten in the way of his workout routine and — even though he wasn’t doing it on purpose — it was hard not to be frustrated about it. Shane needed this. The only way he had been able to soothe his racing thoughts about flunking out of the NHL next season was by reminding himself of his plan to work out early in the morning. Now, his anxiety soared, but it felt like annoyance. Why didn’t Ilya understand that he needed to stay in shape? Didn’t he see how hard Shane had to work to keep up with everyone else?

    “I woke up.” Ilya’s voice was husky with sleep, “Come back to bed, moya lyubov.”

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    Five times Shane Hollander should've asked for help.

    And one time he actually did.

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    04 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 49

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    A sharp ring echoes through the room. Shane snaps up pulling himself from his husband's grip, startled by the sudden noise. Ilya however decides to stick his head under a pillow in an attempt to get away from the noise.
    Shane rolls his eyes before grabbing his ringing phone.
    Who's ringing him so early in the morning?
    He plans to decline the call, but when he lays his eyes on the caller ID he picks it up in an instance, bringing it up to his ear.
    “Hello Shane Hollander speaking”

    “Hello Shane, it’s Julia with CPS, I’m calling about a placement”

    —————-

    Basically Shane and Ilya foster two boys named Finney and Vance, who had abusive fathers.
    Ilya knows a thing or two about that.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    During a makeout session, Shane jokingly calls Ilya "insatiable".

    It only makes sense that Ilya ends up edging Shane for an hour just to prove a point.

    “Maybe I should say ‘thank you’, moya lyubov, for teaching me this word, ‘insatiable’. I did not know the best word to describe you before, but now I do.”

    Shane was nothing if not competitive. “You’re the one who usually instigates all of our bedroom activities, anyways. I’d call that pretty insatiable.” The Canadian had eventually squeaked out. Fueled by the condescending tone Ilya had used plus the need to win the argument, Shane made perhaps the biggest mistake of his life and kept running his mouth.

    “Besides, I feel like you’re always more desperate to cum than I am.”

    “Is that what you think?” Ilya said, a knowing tone lacing his words. Shane swallowed hard. The challenge in his voice and eyes was apparent, and Shane was scared of what evil (amazing) and cruel (sexy) ideas were going through the other man’s head.

    Shane was, as it turned out, correct to be scared of Ilya’s ideas.

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    21 Jan 2026

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    An accidental slip up throws Alex and Henry headlong into a sexual journey that will change them both irreversibly.

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    03 Mar 2025

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    "You really are such a good boy."

    Alex whimpered.

    Loudly.

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    09 Feb 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 98

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    “I just– I want you to edge me however you like and not tell me when you'll let me cum,” Alex looked at Henry with eyes that grew darker after every word he uttered. “You can tie me up, leave me hanging or if you want to tease me for hours, you can do that. Or you can just do whatever you want, get creative.”

    “And just for my own curiosity, when should I let you cum?”

    “Well, that's the fun part.”

    Alex pulled his legs off of Henry's lap and bent them under him, surging towards Henry until their noses were touching. Henry's arm immediately wrapped around his waist, pulling him closer. His body hummed with how close Alex was to him. A natural reaction, really.

    “When you decide that I can cum, I want you to not stop after.”

     

    Or, another edging fic that nobody asked for because alex deserves to get railed until he cries

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    14 Oct 2024

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    21 Sep 2024

  14. Public Bookmark 31

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    Adam has painful period cramps. Nigel is adamant on making him feel better.

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    12 Jun 2024

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    “I’m going to ask you something potentially personal,” Andrew warns. He says it like a statement but looks to Neil before continuing.

    Neil nods distractedly, still processing Andrew’s words, turning them over in his mind as if he looks at them from a different angle, they’ll make sense. Like if he stares at them long enough, they’ll snap into place with the rest of Neil’s life.

    “What did you mean when you said you’re a girl?”

    “Just that. I’m a girl.” The words have never tasted less true. And they never particularly did to begin with. “I’ve been pretending to be a guy for…reasons.”


    Neil joins some language clubs, makes some friends, and learns that being trans is an option.

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    09 Jun 2024

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    For the first time in human history, the Heavens intervened in earthly matters to deliver a Divine Decree across the seven seas and seven continents that promised Nigh-Omnipotence for the last living Dragon and Divine Power to the human who controlled it.

    The Divine Decree led to calamity for the Dragon species and after a century of Wars pushed the once-almighty creatures to near extinction, only one dragon remained: Nathan, Butcher of Life and Lord of the Skies. He belonged to the Moriyama Dynasty of the Karasu Empire and was under the control of Kengo Moriyama, allowing them to claim what the Heavens pledged.

    Or so they would have if Nathan did not have a son hidden from the world.

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    06 May 2024

  17. Public Bookmark 18

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    The chronicles of Aaron Minyard navigating parenthood, relearning how love and healing his relationship with his brother.

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    11 Apr 2024

  18. Public Bookmark 11

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    As the eldest of the eight Barns children, Bryan Lynch has always known what he most wanted to do with his life: follow in his fathers' footsteps and make the world better for dreamers. He just didn't expect to have to do so while working alongside a man like that.

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    30 Jan 2024

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    On a cool April day nearly a year after Ronan and Adam Lynch retire from working with the Office of Idealization Management, Adam is sitting in the vegetable garden behind the farmhouse when he receives a vision from Lindenmere. In it, he feels the warmth of a Barns' family Christmas and sees eight pairs of shoes lined up beside his and Ronan's. The house is full of happy voices. Someone calls for Da, another someone calls for Daddy. Adam knows - this is their future, a home filled with love and eight children. A promise from Lindenmere.

    In this seven-part series, Ronan and Adam steadily grow their family through tragedy and circumstance. Some of the children have been loved before, some have not. Some are dreamers, some are dreams. All together, they become the Lynch Ten.

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    30 Jan 2024

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    His lips clamp down, searching around again, this time more urgently. His eyes catch his wrist band, struggling to read it at first. He catches the date of birth, and it’s correct, but the day of admission is absolutely, insanely off.

    ADM: 04/05/2029

    He blinks, then blinks harder, feeling his chest pound and world spin. What…

    He hears a monitor beep, and the other man’s eyes fly open. Simon stalls, mouth falling open but body feeling like jelly, and even more so as the other man speaks.

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    After an accident, Simon ends up in the hospital with neurological injuries. When he wakes up, the world isn't exactly how he left it before...

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    22 Jan 2024

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