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As the Romans Do by kooksie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
01 Jun 2026
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As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.
So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.
(He’s jealous.)
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27 May 2026
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We grow accustomed to the Dark by orphan_account
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Feb 2026
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“You scream in your sleep.”
“That was one night.”
“It was three.”
“You’re counting?”
“Yes. Because I’m awake for all of them.”
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“I don’t want you to see me like this.”
“I see you.”
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“It’s just a plate.”
“I can’t—”
“Can’t what?”
“I didn’t stop it.”
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“I was fourteen.”
…
Or, Shane starts having episodes—flashbacks he doesn’t fully remember—that bleed into sleep, into games, into the space between him and Ilya. He loses time. He loses weight. He loses control of the carefully engineered life he built to feel safe. Ilya isn’t the only one confused—because Shane won’t let himself remember. And when the ice finally cracks, it’s not just their marriage on the line.
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26 May 2026
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The Softest Touch Will Never Be Enough by Revien (SalRevien)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Feb 2026
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Healing isn't linear and Ilya is learning this.
Healing is also not a quick process.After his world is upended, Ilya works to return to normalcy. His body doesn't feel like his, his mind is playing tricks on him, and he wants to be OK again.
Most of all, he wants to hold his boyfriend again. He wants to feel his touch without being thrown into dark memories or flinching away from a touch he once chased. Ilya is determined to recapture the intimacy that was stolen from him.
As long as it takes.
This story is a sequel to I'll Crave Your Touch Again .
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- Part 2 of Your Touch (Heated Rivalry)
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08 May 2026
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The Wine-Dark Sea by ShoutIntoTheVoid
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Mar 2026
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Angry tears spring to his eyes and his head spins. His breath picks up.
Something bad is happening, he thinks.
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Shane is finally settled into married life with Ilya when ghosts from his past unearth troubling secrets he didn't even know were buried. He's forced to go on an odyssey in search for the answer to one question: what really happened to him all those years ago?
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08 May 2026
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After the events on the roof in Vegas, Shane finds himself wandering the streets and ends up at a bar where he later becomes the victim of sexual assault.
"Something is wrong with Shane Hollander.
He no longer returns Ilya’s texts, not even to tell him to fuck off. Over the summer, Ilya thinks this is about Vegas. Thinks maybe he somehow pushed Hollander too far that night. The look on Shane’s face was anger, but Ilya had seen the terror below it too. He understood that terror.
It’s the pre-season when Ilya realizes something else is going on. The charming, bright-eyed golden boy is no longer present in interviews. Hollander answers questions like he’s a wooden man reading from a book. No fire, no passion, no personality, no smile. He is a dense brick. The light of him has gone out and Ilya clocks is immediately."
This will follow Shane's path of recovery from unimaginable violence through his eyes, Ilya's eyes, and those of close friends and family.
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28 Apr 2026
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after the cherry wine. by fizzfics
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jun 2026
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‘Was he? What you needed?’
‘No. I mean, sort of. But…’
‘Did he hurt you?’
Shane didn’t answer. Instead, his gaze dipped to the floor.
The blood drained from Ilya’s face. ‘Shane?’
‘Um.’
Ilya’s fingers dug into the desk he was leaning on. He watched Shane’s face. That beautiful fucking face. The one he had to force himself not to stare at on the ice in case he got distracted. The face he had known since he was eighteen years old. Whether Shane believed it or not, there were few people who could read his face like Ilya Rozanov could.
And he was reading the truth on it now.
‘Fuck. He hurt you?’
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In which Ilya finds out that Shane's other sexual experiences have not been as safe or pleasurable as he deserves and decides to make things right.
(Please check the tags, this might not be for you!)
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28 Apr 2026
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To Be Desired by NymeriaKing (DisappearingGirl)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Jun 2026
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He answered with no preface, no pretense, just the bare facts. “I'm at the hospital with Shane. He wasn't waking up for me.”
The line was quiet for a bit, almost long enough for Hayden to start thinking she'd put the phone down. When she spoke, her tone was serious.
“What do you mean, not waking up?”
“I got to Drapeau's place and tried to wake him up to get him in the car, but he wouldn't wake up. It was like he couldn't. And then,” he trailed off, unsure what to even say about what he found to his wife.
“And then what?”
He took a deep breath, reluctant to say it out loud, but he had to tell her. “I think something bad happened to him, Jacks. Like, really bad.”
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Shane is sexually assaulted at a house party in Montreal. He, Hayden, and Ilya make their attempts to recover in the aftermath.
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28 Apr 2026
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Not Okay by RebekahRose
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
06 Jun 2026
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After Vegas, Shane decided that to get over Rozanov, he needed to get under someone new. That decision ends up costing him more than he could have ever known.
After Vegas, Ilya decided that getting over Hollander was a useless task, and saying fuck it and jumping all in was the way to go. That decision ends up costing him more than he could have ever known.
NOTE: None of the Rape/Non-Con is between Shane & Ilya
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28 Apr 2026
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coming home to you (with my own blood in my mouth) by nightrose
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Jun 2026
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Ilya’s heart is breaking. He doesn’t want the first thing he does, the very first thing, after Shane’s choices have been so brutally ripped away from him, to be something Shane is begging him not to do. But Shane is seriously injured, much beyond what they can handle with first aid at home or even if they found a discreet doctor to make a house call. He will need an MRI, a broken bone set, probably surgery. And evidence should be collected too, for the police. That part Ilya will not push him on. But he cannot let Shane risk his life for his pride and the fear of shame that has controlled him for so long. “I am sorry, moy lyubimyy,” Ilya says, “So sorry. But Marleau is calling ambulance, and you are going to the hospital.”
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Shane and Ilya are spending Christmas together in Boston during Ilya's last season playing for the Bears. They're finally out, and they're in love, and soon they'll only live two hours apart.
When Shane is assaulted, the plans they had built for their future collapse. Now the road ahead is a long, grueling process of physical and psychological recovery. What they had before-the sex, the playful power exchange, the easy trust-is gone, and they have to build something new, together.
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28 Apr 2026
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"Is this your first time with a man?"
"Yeah. Yours?"
"Oh—no."
"Really?"
"Really."
"Who, another player?"
He stopped. He hesitated.
"no, my coach's son back in russia."Just as they begin to believe in something stable and lasting, a scandal erupts: a former Russian national team coach is exposed as a serial abuser, and images from Ilya’s past begin circulating in the media.
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- Part 1 of Between the Lines
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- 32/32
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27 Apr 2026
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What Eiji doesn't understand is that Ash needs savagery. He needs violence and blood. He needs Eiji to shatter him beyond recognition, to turn him back to dust, so he can be melted down and shaped into something new. Something worth loving.
Endless suffering is a heavy burden to bear, and Ash isn't coping.
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09 Apr 2026
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Eiji moved through his stretches with the kind of grace that seemed impossible for someone so unassuming. His tank top was damp, clinging to his skin in a way that outlined the slender muscles of his back, the curve of his shoulders.
Sweat darkened the fabric, made it almost translucent where it stuck, and Ash hated himself for noticing. Hated himself more for the way his gaze caught on the strip of skin where the hem had ridden up, revealing the smooth, unblemished curve of Eiji’s lower back.
And those shorts—God, those stupid, too-small shorts.
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06 Apr 2026
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"I want to replace everything with you."
A fic based on various artwork by @kuchacchi on Twitter where Ash and Eiji try to have sex. It always ends in feelings of disgust, or guilt, there's sometimes flashbacks, but no matter what happens it always ends awfully. Then somewhere, on this bumpy road to recovery, Ash does not have these horrible flashbacks anymore.
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- Part 1 of Kintsugi
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06 Apr 2026
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Stop the World, I Wanna Get Off With You by stxrgirlwrites
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
28 Feb 2026
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When Mike Wheeler meets his long-lost love, Will Byers, who had been abused by Carlton, he vows to never let anyone hurt him again.
PLEASE MIND THE TRIGGER WARNINGS ON EACH CHAPTER.Bookmarked by Ms_Snicket
02 Mar 2026
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“I—I would tell you.” He says reflexively, but he doesn’t take it back. The words are true. He hears Mike’s breath catch and his hand twitches. “I just wouldn’t want you to– to pity me. Or see me… differently.”
“I would never.” The response is instant. “You’re strong. I’d never pity you. I… god, how do I explain?” Mike turns his body to face Will head on and grabs his hand properly. Will feels a shiver run through him, but he squeezes back all the same. “I’m sorry. I’m so fucking sorry, for what you’ve been through, whatever it is. But it would never, never make me look at you differently.”
“Promise?”
“I promise."
Or: Will breaks down after the events at the MAC Z and trusts Mike to help him pick up the pieces.
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02 Feb 2026
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Because the Night (Belongs to Lovers) by Smalltown_boy
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
27 Jan 2023
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Mike and Will have had a slow burn of sexual tension building for years now. Even at 20, they still haven't gone there. They've gotten close, but something has always stopped them. Finally, in a spur of the moment, Will explains to Mike why he's so uneasy about sex. With this out of the way, they can move forward to have what they've denied themselves for years in their caution.
Will has been abused, but he wants intimacy with Mike. He WANTS this. If it's Mike, he can put down the disgust and the fear. He can love and be loved, safely. He refuses to be owned by his demons anymore.
Mike doesn't want to be a pest, so he's always kept the space Will needs-- but what Will needs now is to be taken care of in a way he never has been.
[|Title taken from Because the Night by Patti Smith|]
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- Part 1 of The Boystown Chronicles
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31 Jan 2026
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mike has never been able to have sex on his back. seeing him again prompts him to agree to try when will proposes it.
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- Part 18 of mike-centric angst collection
- Part 110 of one-shot collection
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31 Jan 2026
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31 Jan 2026
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After a fight with Shane, Ilya ends up in a bar trying to forget it. But when the worst happens, who will answer Ilya's call?
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31 Jan 2026
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Will knows he should talk about it.
He knows it’s not quite fair to everyone else. To just… shove it all down, so deep and compressed that it becomes hard and solid and flammable under the right conditions. But… well, what the hell is he supposed to do? Is he supposed to just… explain what happened?
Will isn’t even sure what happened. If it was…
...well.
(After a history of sexual assault, Vecna starts to use this against Will by tormenting him in his dreams. Will, even more traumatized, frightened, and jumpy, struggles to rest or breathe - until one night, Mike reveals that he hasn't been asleep during Will's nightmares and hugs him.)
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10 Jan 2026