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“Turn that off,” John snaps, cuffing Dean on the back of her head. She flinches, but she can’t. She can’t take her eyes off of the screen.
She doesn’t often watch the news because politics don’t matter to people living off the grid and local gossip doesn’t matter to nomads and the economy doesn’t make sense to her because she’s just not wired that way, but she feels sick. She feels sick and compelled and she has to watch because Jesus, this story deserves the dignity of disgust.
“Matthew Shepard is only 21, and is in critical condition at Poudre Valley Hospital. His attackers have yet to be identified—”
“I said,” John growls, yanking the remote out of Dean’s hands, “turn it off.” He gestures to Sam, who’s doing homework, while the TV goes black. “He doesn’t need to be exposed to that pervert shit. He’s a kid.”
Matthew Shepard is a kid, Dean thinks to herself. He is a kid. He is a kid. I’m a kid.
Even on the blank screen, she can still see Logan Shepard’s face. She doesn’t think she’ll ever unsee Logan Shepard’s face. And she wonders what John would look like if he ever came home to news like that.
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Everyone knows Dean flirts with men when he’s drunk, and everyone knows you don’t talk about it once he’s sober. So why has Dean never once crossed that line with Cas?
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25 Jan 2026
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drunk dean flirts with men; no one acknowledges it; Castiel POV
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Fourteen vampires stand in Oakhurst.
The barrier shatters.
Owen and Legundo start to pick up the pieces.
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It took Sam a while to notice it. Longer than he’d like to admit. But to be fair to himself, he had been watching for impulses of a more murder-the-world kind, not whatever was going on now.
It all really boils down to this: Dean styles his hair. Which Dean has always done, and Sam has always known. But the hair gel is no longer tucked away in the bottom of his duffel bag; it stays out in the open of the shared bathroom of the Bunker, and Dean doesn’t hide what he’s doing if Sam walks in.
“Heya Sammy,” Dean greets happily, running a hand through his hair.
“Hi,” he says back, nervously watching Dean’s actions.
He’s looking in the mirror, and it’s not until he stopped that Sam realizes Dean’s always flinched at his reflection.
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01 Dec 2025
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“Awesome,” Dean mutters, eyeing Cas in the rearview mirror feeling a vague sense of bemused resignation, because of freaking course they’re hunting some cockblocking Scandinavian wood creature that’s trying to out him to his brother.
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Dean’s your typical half-orphaned, monster-killing 22-year-old until a trenchcoated stranger crashes into his back windshield one September night, claiming he’s an angel that knows him from the future and that he’s on the run.
Frigging fantastic.
(Or, in which Castiel gets stuck in Dean’s timeline preseries and Dean kind of hates it—until he doesn’t.)
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It’s September 18, 2008. Castiel is being deployed to rescue Dean Winchester from Hell.
He lands in Dean Winchester’s motel room in 2003. Things go from there.
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“So, what’re you actually proposing here, Dean?” Bobby asked, greying eyebrows raised.
“I’m suggesting we watch the preview before we buy the movie,” Dean snarked.
Castiel’s look of confusion only deepened and, for once, Sam was right there with him. “…You know, skip a few chapters in the book. Check out the dessert menu before ordering dinner. I mean, if Zachariah can show us where the future’s heading, why not Cas?”
Dean's not thrilled about Sam's plan to say, "Yes," to the Devil and spend an eternity in the pit, so he proposes taking a road trip 15 years in the future to see how it all works out in the aftermath of the Apocalypse.
Sam had thought he was prepared for what awaited him in the future, but a pregnant fiancé, a human Castiel, and a married Dean were more than he'd been expecting.
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What does John see when he looks at Cas?
Cas doesn’t look like a monster.
But neither does Dean.
John stands, slow. He holds out a hand. Calloused like Dean’s hands are calloused. Scarred the same way that Dean’s hands are scarred. There’s the smell of him in the air too. Earthy and dark, slightly sour around the edges. The room feels suddenly choked with it. Claustrophobic.
Cas probably smells like the fabric softener they buy in bulk at Costco, but so does Dean so he can’t tell.
John says, toneless, “I hear you’ve been driving my car.”
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The closer you are to what you want—
Dean's twenty-nine year old mother, his undefined relationship with Cas and their small family. Some kind of impossible reconciliation with John Winchester. Michael, out of his head, without destroying the world. His father's approval. To see the Grand Canyon.
—The more vulnerable you are.
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In which Amara doesn't bring back Mary, she brings back John Winchester.
Dean is uncertain what Amara's meaning is when she brings John back, and struggles with coming to terms with the new family dynamic. Sam tries harder to keep the peace than he used to, and Cas does not get along with John at all- though he tries. Testosterone is at an all-time high as these four men struggle to coexist in the hunting world with very different ideologies.
We explore just how much the brothers have changed in the ten years without their father's guidance, the trauma they still haven't resolved, and the feelings that Dean and Cas hold for one another despite the very real and new barrier that is John.
This story begins 12x01 and ends around 13x06
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there's a lover in the story, but the story's still the same by sometimeswelose
Fandom Supernatural
10 Aug 2021
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“Sit down,” said Bobby in a voice that left no room for discussion.
Dean sat.
“We’re gonna talk about the angel,” said Bobby.
Dean stood up.
“Sit,” Bobby said.Bobby Singer grew up a skeptic in a broken, bloodstained home, and cynicism served him fine till the day an angel of the Lord fished the closest thing he had to a son out of Hell.
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LONG fic charting the marauders' time at Hogwarts (and beyond) from Remus' PoV - diversion from canon in that Remus's father died and he was raised in a children's home, and is a bit rough around the edges. Otherwise canon-compliant.
1971 - 1995This IS a wolfstar fic, but incredibly slow burn. Literally years. Long build up but worth it I promise!
PLEASE DO NOT COPY TO WATTPAD. SERIOUSLY, WHY??
Spotify playlist:
https://open.spotify.com/user/htl2006/playlist/3z2NbLq2IVGG0NICBqsN2D?si=Liyl_JKJSx2RUqks3p50kg(Compiled by amazing reader, JustAnotherPerson)
DISCLAIMER: I do not support JK Rowling's disgusting transphobic views.
NOTE: I AM NO LONGER READING OR REPLYING TO COMMENTS ON THIS FIC
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01 May 2023
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Varric knows Edyiss Hawke doesn't care about prom. Even as all their friends fret over that night, she's adamant in announcing that 'prom doesn't matter'. After all prom is only "A single night that is only really two, maybe three hours of shitty music, bad dancing, and people planning pranks before getting caught by the chaperones and thrown out."
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18 Oct 2022
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Achievement Unlocked by The Feels Whale (miscellea)
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
11 Dec 2021
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One day, after five years of reasonably peaceful marriage with only a few kidnappings and sex pollen incidents, Shen Yuan is sent back to his old body without warning. Luo Binghe makes a deal with an alien entity calling itself the System to perform a mission in exchange for the ability to bring his husband home.
The mission is simple; [Uncover secret transmigrator plotline and flesh out the character wiki!]
At least it will be once he figures out what the words ‘transmigrator’ and ‘wiki’ mean.
Or: That one where Shen Yuan and Luo Binghe don’t realize they’re in a domestic fluff bonus chapter.
Written for the 2021 MXTX Big Bang with art created by Ataratah
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21 Mar 2022
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He is standing on a motel balcony with his long-dead father, and when it’s just them he forgets about all the ways his life has changed since then, and how he’s trying so hard to make all these things fit and why won’t they fit what is he doing wrong— instead, he is six and eleven and seventeen and twenty one and that’s his dad and oh fuck does that mean a myriad of things he is incapable of thinking about because that's his dad and he just needs to stand here and listen.
Or: a Lebanon rewrite in which family don't end in blood and it doesn't start there either.
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28 Jan 2022
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When Varric fell out of contact with his high school friends upon moving away to college, he left a lot of broken pieces behind. If he wants to start fitting them back together, he'll have to confront parts of himself he never wanted to...
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- Part 1 of No One Way to Forgiveness
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08 Apr 2021
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Varric knows what it is like to bury a loved one alone. That is why he stays with Hawke until the sun goes down, watching quietly as she digs a grave for her mabari along the windy shore of the Wounded Coast.
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20 Feb 2021
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No time like the afterlife to figure out the things you never got to figure out on earth.
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28 Nov 2020
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love song for the admiral by anecjotes (klickitats)
Fandoms: Dragon Age: Inquisition, Dragon Age - All Media Types
30 Nov 2024
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"She spins, plucking strings, matching wits and words, an admiral who will never send ships of her own."
In which Cullen quits lyrium, falls in love, plays chess, falls out of love, finds himself a fool, and goes to war with Josephine Montilyet.
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30 Mar 2020