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    … She could’ve been a little nicer back then, she supposes, looking down at the ginger mop of hair in her lap. Fuuta can really curl up tiny, can’t he.

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    “Okay, I’m un-forgiving you! No reason to be doing that—hey— you already bandaged it, that’s just— ow!”

    “You know how sometimes you try to help stray cats and they swat you because they don’t understand that you’re trying to help them?” Sonya asks snidely, to which Rodion stops squirming and shoots Sonya the most betrayed expression she can muster. “...Sorry. I’m not just torturing you for no reason, though, I’m trying to see if it’s still bleeding. It’s not.” Sonya lets go, then rethinks it, leaning down to press a little playful kiss over the gauze first. “All better, you big baby.”

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    No matter what, even if she goes down, too, she’ll complete her mission.

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    Ishmael gives her girlfriend his testosterone shot. Just one issue: Heathcliff hates needles.

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    Gin brings a nervous Higuchi to buy some clothes that are more... to her taste than what she's been wearing.

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    Rodion wakes up happy.

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    Sonya follows up with something quieter, more perplexing. “Even other than that, I miss you.” The way he says it is uncertain and almost tentative, like she might bite him for opening his mouth, but it produces a feeling in her chest that is a hybrid between butterflies and a bomb about to pop her guts open. Sometimes handling Sonya is like defusing a bomb, but it’s not like she would have it any other way.

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    "After missions" is different.

    After missions, there is a desperate adrenaline-high scramble to be the first one to victory—to crack the other’s ribs and live inside the gaps—but each time they are reduced to panting breaths and squirming bodies and swollen lips before either can make it that far.

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    During his years living as a shadow among the streets of Russia, Dazai has a friend named Dostoevsky. She is a tall man who wears lavenders in her hair, learned to play the cello for him, and has the softest bed Dazai has ever slept in. Their game only becomes two-sided after he leaves.

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    Dazai yanks his hand away like Fyodor has burned him and narrows his eyes, but makes no move to push him away. “Cruelty can’t be applied to demons.”

    Fyodor flutters his eyelashes and nuzzles closer when Dazai doesn’t stop him. “I am a disciple,” he breathes—and Dazai inhales sharply when he feels the warm air between his legs—“…not a demon.”

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    “I didn’t call you to ask for your help on a mission.”

    Dazai sounds strange, almost somber. Heart still hammering, Ryuunosuke’s chest feels heavy—full of unforgiving steel weights.

    “Did I do something insufficiently on one of my recent tasks?” He manages to choke out, speaking even faster now. Nervous fingers dance across the comforter, almost tearing lines into the bedding with their intensity of movement. He stops only because Chuuya will have to replace the comforter if he sinks his nails in too deeply. 

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    “Nice dodging,” Chuuya praises. “You were doing really well, you saw the break in my defenses and took advantage of that. What happened at the end, there, though?”
    Ryuunosuke is quiet for a second while he thinks of a response and fights down a blush. He can’t say why he got distracted; he can’t just tell his friend ‘Oh, I’m sorry, I was just surprised at how firm your core muscles are when your belly looks so soft.’ He wouldn’t ever live that down.
    He dips his head, instead. “I haven’t gotten into the mindset yet. I haven’t done a sparring session with a partner in a few years.” He isn’t exactly lying, so he doesn’t have to feel guilty for his answer.

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    Chuuya notices three things in quick succession.

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    The simultaneous cruelty and gentleness of his hands—the adoration Chuuya always falls into—is addictive. Ryuunosuke treats him with the most brutal reverence.

    (Takes place in the same timeline as "about as holy as a bullet riddled body", but you don't have to read that to understand this.)

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    “You’re so gorgeous,” Ryuunosuke told him, admiring him with dark eyes glazed with affection. “You’ve been working so hard lately, I’ve not been able to have you like this in a few weeks.”

    “I know,” Chuuya huffed softly, gazing back up at him with a softened azure gaze, not one to apologize for working too hard. “I missed this so much, Ryuu.” The intense trust Chuuya held for his lover remained unspoken, but the look in his eyes screamed it loud and clear. With each action that he eagerly allowed, his very being communicated the trust he shared with his husband.

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    “I could have sworn I asked you to stop staring,” Fyodor repeated, and Dazai could read the cruel affection in the slight quirk of his lips. “You are going to burn holes in my skin, солнышко.” Dazai reluctantly redirected his gaze to the floor for now, resting his eyes on the pile of bandages that he had shed not too long ago, like unraveling a second skin. Dazai suddenly felt unbearably naked, as if his raw muscles themselves were exposed to the air, bleeding, and the warm water was not warm enough to stop his flesh from beginning to crawl.

    (Dazai getting erotically drowned, and dom bottom trans Fyodor. That's it, that's the fic.)

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    When a stranger takes the seat next to him, he doesn’t even look up to glance at the person. Out of the corner of his eye, he notices short but perfectly-manicured black nails, carefully painted with red at the very tips, but he continues his one-sided staring contest with the bottle of grenadine.

    That is, until the person beside him waves the bartender over and he hears a quiet, syrupy voice order a drink.

    “Tequila sunrise, please,” the person says. The individual’s voice isn’t syrupy in that it’s sickly sweet, not like some of the other people he has the misfortune of dealing with, but instead that it’s dark, thick and incredibly hard to escape from once he’s heard it. In one little phrase, Chuuya has been hooked. 

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    “Chuuya, we have to get ready for work,” Ryuunosuke rasped softly, but Chuuya could tell it was only said, in truth, out of an obligation to do so; he uttered the phrase solely in a feeble attempt to be responsible and sane.

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    ChuuAku Week 2022: Mixed Prompts from Days 3 and 4
    "I will find you in every universe."
    No Powers | Cyberpunk | Mythology
    "There can only be a bad first date. There are no bad second dates."
    First Meeting | Coffee Shop | College

    Ryuunosuke hears the telltale noise of the front door of the apartment unlocking all the way from the bedroom and he perks up immediately, because that means…

    “Ryuu, I’m back!”

    At that moment, his boyfriend’s voice is the most beautiful sound he’s ever been graced with hearing.

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    ChuuAku Week 2022: Day 2
    "The Language of Flowers"
    Flower Gazing | Hanahaki | Bouquets

    In reality, his favorite color was red—not a neon shade, but not calm and dusky, either—deep, passionate, burning red.

    Rated Explicit for gore and vague sexual content and discussion. Refrain from reading this one if you're squeamish.

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