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    'Cause I Can't Ignore It (If It's Love) by

    Fandoms: 약한영웅 Class 1 | Weak Hero Class 1 (TV)  

    14 Dec 2023

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    At the height of his seventeen years, experiencing the pressures of the university entrance exam at an all-boys school, Yeon Si-eun is the only one in his class who has yet to manifest his sub-gender. Focused and impassive, he has no problem with that, despite some inconveniences. His classmates, however, especially Jeon Young-bin, seem determined to tease and pressure him in the cruelest way possible. These circumstances lead him to develop a strange relationship with Ahn Soo-ho, some kind of anti-hero at his school, who fascinates him as much as he irritates him. When the two of them are forced to coexist beyond the confines of the classroom, Si-eun begins to realize that his sub-gender may be more significant than he thinks — and so are his feelings.

    Or: In which Soo-ho, an alpha, starts courting Si-eun, an omega, by accident. Everyone notices — except for them.

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    29 Jun 2025

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    “I-I’ll be there.” He stuttered, swallowing the lump in his throat. Keep your shit together, Yeon Si-eun. He sucked in a breath. “Stay there, alright? I won’t take long.”

    “I’m not going anywhere, baby.”

    He didn’t realize his feet were shaking until he opened the sliding door. Little by little, the bed showed up, along with the wide windows and white walls. With the sound of the vital support machines, he panicked for a moment, thinking that Soo-ho was in a much graver situation than he had predicted. But then, he saw him: a curved silhouette, sitting down on the bed, with his hospital pajamas and classic chestnut cut, looking nowhere in particular. He felt his legs turn to jelly at the sight of him, and when Soo-ho looked at him, he felt the tears gather in his eyes all over again in the rhythm of his smile.

    “Pup!” The alpha beamed as if a sanctity had come to visit him. Si-eun used all his strength to run to his already wide open arms, and he didn’t even calculate his precision; he didn’t know how he ended jumping on the bed and wrapping Soo-ho in a tight embrace; he didn’t know when he had settled on his lap or when he had tucked his head in the curve of his neck. He just knew that he was finally — finally — on Soo-ho’s arms, and nothing, nothing else mattered.

    “Oh pup, your heart is beating so fast.” Soo-ho mumbled, his voice muffled from where he was nuzzling his neck. Si-eun didn’t even want to breathe, afraid to sniffle and make Soo-ho cut their hug shortly out of worry. But when he eventually ran out of air in his lungs, he inhaled greedily the comforting scent of pines. He felt like he was in a pine tree forest on a rainy day. He wished to stay there forever.

    “Aigoo, don’t cry.” Soo-ho pulled him slowly out of his embrace, his hands quickly running through his messy hair and wiping his tear-stricken cheeks. Si-eun thought that Soo-ho had never looked so gentle than he did then, with his thumbs carefully touching his skin and his eyes watching over him so soothingly.

    “So, what do you say… Yeon Si-eun, can I court you? Properly, this time?”

    Si-eun’s breath hitched; his heart was beating so fast he felt like he was about to faint. He was warmer than ever, and his hands were trembling, but still he managed to smile — the brightest smile that had ever crossed his expression, the smile that only Soo-ho could see, that only Soo-ho could bring.

    “Yes.” There was really no other answer. Si-eun’s cheeks hurt from smiling. “Yes, you can court me.”

    Grandma indeed loved to have Si-eun home; so much that she prepared him food, gave him extra blankets, extra pillows, allowed him to use their TV at all times and even gave him a spare key of the house in case he needed to leave to do some sort of errand. She didn’t miss any opportunity to dote on him, which, to Soo-ho’s rut infested brain, was a reason to become even clingier to his omega and state his claim. Grandma would always poke fun at him when he became territorial — “Alphas, tch. Can you believe them?” —, but she was an understanding woman.

    “So… Do you love me back?” Soo-ho laughed softly, as if they were speaking their own language.

    Si-eun laughed, shaking his head fondly. As if he didn’t know. As if he couldn’t possibly know.

    In the end, he nodded. “Hm.”

    Soo-ho felt his heart soar. It didn’t matter that the sky was gray and crying — he felt like he had the sun in his arms.

    “Was that a yes?” He didn’t miss the chance to tease him, and they were back to the start.

    But this time, Si-eun made sure he knew.

    “Yes.” He pecked him on the lips. As if you didn’t know. “Yes, I love you too.”

    (the one where it's omegaverse--duh. sieun is an omega, forced to present by youngbin AND beomseok, then went into heat almost immediately thanks to the heat-inducing drug in the patch beomseok slapped to sieun's neck, then proceeded to be taken care of by suho for the entirety of his heat period. uhm, after that they were pretty awkward, especially when sieun refused to be reduced to his sub-gender who's weak, and then they fight some more. one time youngbin paid seokdae to harm sieun, and it turned out that he planned to kidnap sieun and rape him, but suho felt it all the way from where he is--the school, so when beomseok told him about sieun, he immediately leaped to his feet and sped to where sieun is. on the other side of the town, sieun knew that his alpha would come, but he still fought. and seokdae came with youngyi, apparently already prepared for the worst case possible and had youngyi called the cop when it got out of control. sieun almost got raped but then the police came so yeah.
    above quotes were taken from chap 9, so yeah, after every hardship -- literally and figuratively -- they're finally happy!)

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    Any Other Way by

    Fandoms: Teen Wolf (TV)  

    04 Nov 2025

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    Maybe it's the magic or maybe it's just Stiles, but his pregnancy seems to be filled with cravings that range from intense to downright unhinged.

    And Derek is there for all of it.

    °°°

    Or, a 5+1 pregnancy food cravings story.

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    04 Nov 2025

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    "But the baby...wants pie," Stiles has to suck in a breath to keep going, but Derek's touch seems to be settling him so Derek just keeps the contact and gives him time. "It's the last craving I'll have. The last thing I'll get to share with them before they're born. I know, it's stupid." Stiles sniffles and blinks back the last of his tears. "I just wanted this one last thing."

    Any irritation that Derek may have been feeling drains away in an instant and suddenly Derek wants nothing more than to get Stiles a damn piece of pie.

    "Okay," Derek says.

    "Okay?"

    "Okay." Derek leans in and kisses him once, soft and quick and a little salty from the tears before he pushes to his feet and turns to Beverly. "How can we make this pie happen?"

    (the one where stiles pulled a spell to get him pregnant with Abigail Rose, which was supposed to be a one time thing—unless you have a magical tree blessing you, that is.)

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    You Remember by

    Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

    29 Sep 2025

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    In 2013, Evan Buckley works as a ranch hand, happily taking on every responsibility thrown at him, including being a junior wrangler for the ranch’s equestrian program.

    Also in 2013, Bobby Nash takes his wife and kids to Montana for a vacation.

    For 12 years, these points have nothing to do with each other. Until they do.

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    19 Oct 2025

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    “Tell us everything. Show us everything. Pictures, and— and videos. Memories and dreams and experiences,” Hen pauses, reaching across to grab her captain’s hand. “Bobby, let us love them like you love them.”

    “I don’t know what I did to deserve you all. I don’t understand how I earned this.”

    “You didn’t earn this. Or— or deserve it Bobby. You don’t need to earn or deserve it, because you made it. You made this family. You build it.” Buck says, voice painfully earnest.

    But it—

    It’s his kids.

    He skims through the next few photos, far-off shots of Buck leading them to the corral, guiding their horses from inside the loop. He can’t see their faces, knows by the thinness of the stack in front of his fingers that he only has a few left to go through, and finally he gets to it and it’s—

    Bobby Jr. and Brooke, both mounted on their horses and positioned with Buck in the middle, holding either of their halters to keep their heads facing the camera. His hat is off in this photo, hanging on a post in the background of the picture, and his hair is sweat-matted to his forehead. But he’s smiling, eyes squinted with the intensity of it. All three of them are smiling, bright, happy, smiles. He never thought he’d see all three of those smiles in one photo.

    He blinks, and his vision blurs. He blinks again, and a tear falls onto the hand holding the photos, clearing his vision and bringing him back.

    He looks up, and everyone is staring at him, but his eyes find Buck because—

    “You knew them. You got to meet them. They— They talked about this vacation for months. They begged us to go back, they swore it was the most fun they’d ever had. They wouldn’t shut up about the wrangler, about— about you. I—”

    He cuts himself off, and looks back down at the photo.

    Bobby, Buck, Brooke.

    “I— I have a photo with all my kids.”

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    Waiting by

    Fandoms: Teen Wolf (TV)  

    01 Aug 2018

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    Not wanting to think on it too much, Stiles took a step forward and passed his hand between the bars, moving the bleeding side closer to Derek’s mouth.

    “Not too close, he bites.”

    Stiles snatched his hand away just as Derek had been about to lick at it. The snarl he got in response was not comforting.

    “He what?” Stiles asked nervously, turning to Deaton.

    The man looked a little amused. “Don’t worry, only if he doesn’t like you.”

    “Well, he probably hates me, now!” Stiles insisted, turning back to Derek.

    He looked extremely displeased.

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    14 Feb 2021

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    The Accidental Warlord and His Pack - Recommended Reading Order by

    Fandom: Wiedźmin | The Witcher - All Media Types

    23 Sep 2025

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    This is the Accidental Warlord and His Pack series, reorganized in an order that makes a little more sense. It's not precisely chronological, since some of the backstories are set well before With a Conquering Air, but it should flow nicely.

    If you're interested in talking about this series, please come join the Discord server!

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    12 Oct 2025

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    AU Warlord!Geralt receives Tribute!Jaskier as a sacrifice to appease him in every way possible. Jaskier has no choice on the matter and he’s fully aware of the awful rumours that have spread about Geralt and his ruthless conquests. (But we all know those aren’t legit.) A classic angst with a happy ending please! A dash of smut to heal those scars and a sprinkle of new found love!