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     “I need your help.” 

    Ilya peers up again and raises an eyebrow. He pauses the video he was watching. “With?” 

    Shane fidgets. “I, uh… I can’t– I mean, I can but I’m not very good– Fuck, listen, just– Ineedyoutohelpmewithsex.” 

    A pause. A long pause. Ilya blinks a couple of times, mouth twitching at the corners. Then,

    “You need me to teach you how to fuck your girl, Hollander?”

    Shane needs help satisfying his girlfriend, Jessica. He turns to his roommate, Ilya, for help.

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    28 May 2026

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    “Did you… Did you get a whole roll of wrapping paper for it?”

    “Yes. And ribbon.”

    “You’re cute.”

    “Shut up.”

    // shane’s birthday is next week. ilya has gifts for him.

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    25 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    COMFORT‼️

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    Shane and Ilya are different behind closed doors.
    A multi POV fic that allows other characters to get a glimpse behind the wall.

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    21 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Best hollanov fic I’ve ever read and will probably ever read. The additional pov is me and I’m CRYING AND THROWING UP and also boner 💔 #willanyoneeverloveme

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    “…You want to?” he asks.

    Shane blinks. “What?”

    “Kiss someone.”

    The question makes Shane’s brain short circuit.

    Shane swallows. “I mean—yeah.”

    “Then why haven’t you?”

    “I don’t know.” Shane shrugs again, shoulders tight. “Timing. People. It’s just… not something I think about like that.”

    That’s not entirely true.

    He does think about it. Just in a different way. Abstractly. Like something other people do, but not he himself.

    Ilya watches him for a long moment.

    “I could show you.”

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    19 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    HOLY GRAIL.

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    it’s a known fact that Ilya’s devotion to Shane knows no bounds. But there are some it seems, that wish to test that theory. Good thing Ilya has no qualms in reminding them - with split fists and a tongue that yearns to taste blood.

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    12 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    YAAAAAAAY

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    In his efforts to become the best captain possible, Shane accidentally cultivates among his teammates a debilitating praise kink.

    (Or, the unforeseen consequences of prolonged and repeated exposure to Shane Hollander's beautiful big brown bottom eyes, and its documented effects on a worrisomely increasing number of professional hockey players.)

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    04 Apr 2026

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    Ilya had ended their relationship, or whatever it had technically been, only weeks after Shane was seriously injured on the ice. He’d visited him in hospital, said he would maybe, maybe, come to his cottage that summer, and then never did.

    They don’t speak again. Not properly... at least not in any way that counts. Time passes anyway. Seasons move on.

    Now it’s August 2018, and suddenly they’re back in the same space again.

    So what happens now? What's Ilya supposed to do with something that doesn’t feel finished?

    Especially when Shane has… moved on.

    Because, boo! There’s Casper.

    CHAPTER 10 - SHANE'S POV - PART I

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    30 Mar 2026

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    Shane learns too much about his friends and their sex lives. They talk about things they’ve done in bed, and Shane starts to wonder if he’s doing something wrong.

    Curiosity piqued, the desperate get resourceful. Sometimes, those resources include asking the guy that you sometimes hate to teach you what you’re missing.

    Nothing can go wrong.

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    26 Mar 2026

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    In 2022, Ilya wakes up in a hospital in Ottawa with no memory of how he got there. He has hazy recollections of 2015, but he can't remember anything about the past seven years. He is shocked to learn he is now married to Shane Hollander, a fact that forces him to reconcile the decisions of his past self with the expectations he inherited from his father.
    --

    “I have this for you.” Hollander reached into his pocket, pulling out something gold, glinting under the cold hospital lighting. Holding his fist out, Hollander unfurled his hand, and the bottom fell out of Ilya’s heart, cratering through his stomach and spilling onto the floor.

    Shane Hollander stood before him, palm outstretched, cradling Irina Rozanova’s golden crucifix.

    Ilya flinched back, like he had been burned. Hollander’s warmth had moved too close, too fast, morphing into a threat and a violation. Hollander should not have that cross.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander knows he’s not the easiest person to love.

    As Ottawa’s captain, he’s busy. He’s particular. But he manages it. He’s always managed it. Shane makes sure his anxiety never becomes anyone else’s problem.

    And he’s lucky—his boyfriend Clayton is willing to put up with him just fine.

    Clayton isn’t always perfect, but he’s a great guy. Shane knows how lucky he is to have someone like him.

    Even if it hurts sometimes.

    Ilya Rozanov has just been drafted, and he’s ready to prove to the league that it’s his year. He’s played against Shane Hollander for years. He knows exactly how good Ottawa’s captain is on the ice.

    But the more Ilya sees of Shane off the ice, the more something starts to feel wrong.

    Because Shane Hollander might be the perfect captain.

    But his life doesn’t look anything like Ilya imagined.

    And seriously—who the fuck is Clayton?
    _______
    Or, Shane thinks he's hard to love. Ilya violently disagrees.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    After unlocking a new kink in a Vegas Penthouse, Shane Hollander is left to grapple with the void Ilya Rozanov leaves behind. He accidentally and then very purposefully fills that void with a roster of MLH players--starting with his friends J.J. and Hayden on the Metros. The Committee that forms around their favorite cumslut does whatever it needs to to protect both his body and his heart, even as they watch it continue breaking.

    Or,
    A very smutty breakup/reunion fic where Shane gets passed around like a blunt and loves every minute of it until he remembers Ilya. Most common adjective in the comments: "unhinged"

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    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
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    13 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 68

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    “This was wrong. This was Hayden’s best friend; he shouldn't be seeing this. Not that Hayden hadn’t seen Shane naked a million times, but that was different; that was the locker room surrounded by their teammates. This was intimate, just Shane in a stunning, vulnerable position, and oh god, Jackie. Hayden had a wife; he should not be staring at anyone other than his wife. He would beg Jackie for her forgiveness later, but for now, Hayden would not, could not move, could not look away.”

    Or. In a post-tuna meltdown heated rivalry, Montreal loses the following game badly, and Shane doesn’t take it well, as Shane does. Determined to never hook up with Rozanov again, he tries to take matters into his own hands literally. Thanks to a faulty hotel bathroom lock, Hayden Pike sees Shane like never before, and brings up some complicated feelings for Hayden... and Shane, and Jackie, and Ilya.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander comes out and unleashes Shane Hollander Hysteria across the NHL.
    All-stars circle like it's free agency and he’s the only contract available.
    DMs combust. Rival captains get bold.
    Connections start forming faster than anyone can keep up.
    The Metros couldn’t care less because Shane keeps dominating on the ice while getting fucked in multiple time zones.
    It becomes the worst-kept secret in professional hockey: everyone wants their turn.
    Or:
    Shane Hollander comes out and discovers freedom can look like a lot of things.
    Sometimes it looks like sex across time zones.
    Sometimes it looks like queer community forming around him across the league.
    Sometimes it looks like becoming the most confident version of himself he has ever been.
    Shane Hollander is having a great time.
    This fic is loud, messy, and sometimes a little ridiculous until it isn’t.

    Shane-centric.
    Multiple partners/poly dynamics.
    Character studies of many different men.
    Finding queer joy and community.
    Autism, mental illness, and different attachment styles.
    Or as I like to say..
    A slow emotional horror story inside a romcom porno.


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    36/?
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    09 Mar 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 16

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    When two worlds meet at the same table, one of them will inevitably devour the other.
    The question is: can Ilya Rozanov truly satisfy Shane Hollander’s hunger?

    Hannibal x Heated Rivalry AU

     

    Shane Hollander as Will Graham
    Ilya Rozanov as Hannibal Lecter
    Ryan Price as Jack Crawford

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    09 Mar 2026

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    Ilya knew his husband was beautiful, ethereal, a mystic being who probably appeared once in a century to tempt weak mortal men like him. People may call him whipped or lovesick, and they would be right, but it wasn't without reason; after all, it's not paranoia if they're really out to get you.

    And Ilya never backed down from a fight, even if the fight involved half of the internet.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    That information, in and of itself, was enough to rock at least the hockey world. There had never been a publicly out player before, and Shane Hollander, straight-laced, always controlled, golden boy, would not be anyone's first guess as the resident queer player.

    But it got so much worse. It was clear Shane had ended things with Derek, if only because of the level of vitriol in the article. It talked about them meeting. About secret dates. About Shane refusing to come out of the closet, causing Derek "extreme emotional damage."

    And then it talked about the sex. Not just that Shane liked to be the bottom, but what exactly he liked. Derek accused Shane of being "almost frigid" until they had introduced kink into their relationship. The kink was a BDSM relationship where Shane was very much the sub. Derek maintained he hadn't really been into it (there were more accusations here of the damage this had done, implying that Shane had somehow forced the man into being a Dom).

    Or: When Shane is horribly (like really horribly) outed, Ilya, who is playing in Russia, gets traded to his team, the Boston Raiders.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    After ignoring his phone in favor of getting split in two by his situationship, Shane is stranded in Boston at the start of the zombie apocalypse.

    Ilya is left with nowhere to go, and Shane refuses to leave him behind. In order to survive, they have to cross the Canadian border and get to the cottage, together.

    But getting to Canada is far easier said than done. When Ilya is badly injured, their road-trip becomes a race against the dead—and the infection spreading through Ilya’s leg.

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    6/6
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    04 Mar 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 94

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    Shane squinted at him, “do you always go after the people your friends sleep with or is this a new thing for you?”

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    03 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    HEAVENLY

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    the hollanov love island au

    I appreciate not everyone watches love island, so I’ll try and explain it as best as I can as we go

    featuring my favourite sassy shane and you’re lucky we’re in public right now ilya combo

    in this universe, love island is r rated and contestants can in fact sleep together on camera - if anyone is from the UK and has watched open house on channel 4, that’s where I’m going with this

    open house: a VERY spicy reality tv show in which the participants very much do have sex on camera

    anyway *clears throat*: this programme contains strong language, and scenes of a sexual nature

    thank you for being here !!

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    27 Feb 2026

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    “What is the price you are willing to pay to be free?”

    After a failed raid, Captain Ilya Rozanov refuses to return empty-handed. He settles for a far more promising treasure: Shane Hollander, crown prince and the Queen’s only son. Taken aboard as ransom, Shane is meant to be nothing more than leverage in the negotiation between crown and pirates.

    However, the lines between Shane being a captive of the captain and something else entirely soon begin to blur. The closer the exchange comes, the harder it becomes for them to resist the pull between them. The noose around their necks gradually tightens, and soon they must navigate between love, the longing for freedom, and duty.

    ⊹₊⟡⋆
    A Hollanov slow burn Pirate AU

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    162
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    26 Feb 2026

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