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    When Arnim Zola pulls Bucky Barnes out of a cage and into a laboratory, he sets in motion a chain of events that will forever shape history. No matter how hard he tries, a part of Bucky fears he will never walk out of that factory.

    Steve Rogers may have become Captain America, but he's still the same scrawny kid from Brooklyn in his heart, especially when it comes to Bucky Barnes.

    Fighting side by side in the deadliest conflict in history, Steve and Bucky struggle to accept that there are some things the serum cannot change, some battles they will never be able to win, and some loses neither of them will survive.

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    22 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 79

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    Steve struggles to adjust to waking up from the ice, but he's not alone forever.

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    09 Sep 2025

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    SHIELD sends Steve off into battle to fight Loki two weeks after he wakes up from the ice.

    It is more traumatic and triggering than he would probably like to admit.

    But it is fine. He can handle it. It is fine.

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    1/1
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    18 Aug 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 72

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    Seeing his time-traveling double in 2012, and taking down Hydra from the inside could not have prepared Steve for this.

    One mission gone wrong in Nigeria changes everything. None of the Avengers are that impressed with the UN response.

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    07 Jul 2025

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    Bucky hates this. Hates this assignment. Hates this place. Hates everything about it.

    Hates that he and Sam agreed to do Rhodes a little favor, go check out a not strictly on the books government installation after the last bunch of poor saps Rhodes sent there never came back out.

    Hates being in this terrible, creepy underground facility, this warped reflection of all the other terrible, creepy underground facilities he spent way too much of the past eighty years in. Hates how there’s always an unpleasant memory around the next corner. And something worse around the rest.

    He hates the realization that unpleasant memories are quickly becoming the least of his problems. And he really hates the sinking feeling that they might not make it out of here intact. Or at all.

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    07 Jul 2025

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    After waking up 70 years in the future, Steve thought that dealing with his fraying emotions while trying to lead a group of misfit super heroes would be the worst of his problems.

    That is until he's fighting a doppelganger version of himself who whispers three impossible words.
    "Bucky... is... alive."

    And then JARVIS has some interesting footage for him and Tony to see, and Steve soon finds himself doing something he never could have imagined; diving deep undercover in Hydra.

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    20/20
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    05 Jun 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 67

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    “Does it bother you?” Sam asks.

    Bucky looks up. "What does?”

    Sam shifts and folds his arms. “What Steve did. Leaving.”

    Bucky’s head tilts a little as he thinks. “No,” he says finally, looking up at him. “Steve needed to go.”

    Sam and Bucky talk about Steve, and Sam learns more about why he left, and why Bucky doesn't blame him.

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    04 Jun 2025

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    The Rogues are back; Tony Stark couldn't even be mad about it - it was his idea after all. He's an Avenger and that means protecting the Earth at any cost - even if he has to deal with a certain star-spangled man and his sullen sidekick. After all, he's been through worse in his life; the loss of his wife and the disappearance of his son 12 years ago. Compared to that, this would be a walk in the park.

    Bucky Barnes is back on US soil as a free man. But freedom is more than just physical. On top of that, Steve is desperate for him to be the man he was before. The only problem is; that man is long dead.

    Peter Parker has been through the mill but he knows he just had to adapt, roll with the (many) punches and keep going. Spider-man is his safe place now, the one time he could truly feel like himself. Like he is making a difference. He'd make sure no one would suffer like he has, even if he has to track down the perpetrator himself.

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    21 Mar 2025

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    Nearly a year after turning himself into SHIELD and the Avengers, Bucky struggles to find himself in the 21st century. Unfortunately, no one told him about the aliens.

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    14 Feb 2025

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    "I’m trying to like you, Tony. You’re just making it very hard." Steve Rogers/Tony Stark

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    07 Oct 2024

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    "The past beats inside me like a second heart. These fragments I have shored against my ruins."

    In which Tony Stark makes a reckless decision, becomes a wanted fugitive, goes on the run with the former Winter Soldier, and learns how to forgive. For his part, Bucky Barnes is just trying to hold himself together. AU, post-Civil War.

    (sequel of sorts to après nous le déluge, but can be read alone)

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    16 Jun 2024

  12. Public Bookmark 76

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    “What are we toasting to?” he asks as Carter takes a seat in the rickety chair by his bed.
    “The future,” she declares, raising her glass.
    The future. Bright and shiny and full of possibilities. Dark and mysterious and unknown. A world without Steve.
    He lifts his own glass, breathes through the sharp grief cutting into his lungs. “The future.”
    (May it be a bearable one.)
    Their glasses clink.



    (Or Bucky Barnes, Peggy Carter, and Steve Rogers on Christmas, from 1937 to 2012.)

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    12 Jun 2024

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    You'll be on my mind, my destiny.

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    12 Jun 2024

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    After us, the deluge.

    Steve and Bucky break, mend, and try to find their place in the world without the mantles of Captain America or the Winter Soldier. AU, post Civil War.

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    08 Jun 2024

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    24 May 2024

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    “He’s here.”

    Steve leaps out of his seat before he realizes what he’s doing. “He came into the Tower lobby a week ago, on the 15th, no weapons, gave himself up. I was there,” she continues.

    “Where is he? Is he okay?” He’s pacing rapidly up and down in the quinjet’s back bay, and he sees Clint duck out of the cockpit and exchange a worried glance with Sam.

    “He’s okay. He wanted to come in. SHIELD has him now."

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    Chapters:
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    25 Jan 2024

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    The money he'd stolen from Hydra has almost run out when he finds a black piece of card stock with blocky capital letters stapled to a telephone pole:

    FUNNEL NO. 9

    DO YOU HAVE KNIFE SKILLS?

    WE NEED YOU

    And then below, there's a phone number.

    Knife skills? I have knife skills, he thinks. That part is pretty self-explanatory, though he has no idea what Funnel No. 9 could mean. He doesn't really want to get back into the hitman business, but needs must, and Bucky Barnes is a practical man.

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    64,105

    25 Jan 2024

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    “Sergeant Barnes?”

    “Oh, hell no, don’t call him that, man,” Sam warned.

    “Captain Fuck Off!” Barnes shouted over him. “Fight me!”

    Steve didn’t know whether to laugh or just slink away. He managed to combine the two by pacing two steps and snorting instead. Like a bull.

    “I’m gonna need you to calm your ass, Barnes,” Sam said as he went limp again, obstructing Barnes’s struggling under him. “This is so undignified. That is Captain goddamn America.”

    “Captain goddamn America!” Barnes repeated, louder. And angrier.

    Steve cleared his throat again. “I’ve been looking for you,” he told Barnes.

    “I hope you brought lube this time!” Barnes shouted.

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    19/19
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    2,953
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    3,514
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    296,265

    18 Jan 2024

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    This is a timeline for anyone focusing on Steve, Bucky, and the Howling Commandos specifically within the MCU canon.

    March 10, 1917 - James Buchanan Barnes is born, and we were all officially fucked.

    July 4, 1918 - Steven Grant Rogers is born, and somewhere in Brooklyn Bucky's mother wept . . .

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    741
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    2,029
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    763
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    35,495

    10 Jan 2024

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    "Did he leave a forwarding address, the emigrating bastard? Steve Rogers, 50 Main Street, Valhalla?"

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    4
    Comments:
    667
    Kudos:
    6,967
    Bookmarks:
    1,759
    Hits:
    62,126

    29 Dec 2023

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