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do you have a library card? cause i've been checking you out by seafoodsoup81
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov, Captain of the Ottawa Centaurs, Stanley Cup winner, league MVP, has run out of printer ink. It would have been nice if he had realized this more than three hours before he was supposed to print out the boring form needed for his boring Canadian citizenship application, but this will not be a problem for Ilya Rozanov. He has found the perfect, boring, Canadian solution: a public library.
Or: Shane Hollander, occasional glasses-wearer, fell in love with the Dewey Decimal System, and took an oath to serve every patron that walks through the Ottawa Library's doors in their pursuit of knowledge, even if that patron is kind of a dick.
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28 Mar 2026
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the toughest part is that we both know (what happened to you, why you’re out on your own) by barnes_romzanov
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Mar 2026
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Ilya wasn’t trying to kill himself that night. Suicide is something that belongs to his mother- he’s just lazy, and he wishes Shane would stop making excuses for him.
Shane has everything under control. His body is a tool, the one that’s given him both his career and his relationship, and he wishes Ilya would stop prying into the way he maintains it.
or: Ilya learns a whole lot more about his mother, Shane remembers a whole lot more about his childhood, and they both get diagnosed.
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- Part 3 of Merry Christmas, Please Don't Call
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- English
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- 26,676
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- 4/18
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04 Mar 2026
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All of Shane Hollander's focus is on keeping his head down and graduating from his sports medicine program. He's perfectly content to focus on his studies, happily neglecting parties or meeting girls. But when he's forced to go a club by his friend Hayden Pike, he meets an alluring stranger named Ilya. After their initial encounter, they begin hooking up in secret as Shane grapples with his sexuality.
There's something strange about Ilya, though. He won't tell Shane where he works or what he does, threatening people seem to follow him around, and most of all, he's constantly plying Shane with expensive gifts. But it's probably nothing. After all, there's no organized crime in Montreal—right?
OR: Bratva Ilya Rozanov AU!
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21 Feb 2026
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star-crossed something or others by thegreenempty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
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Under the leadership of Ilya, the Rozanov Syndicate exploded onto the international drug and finance scene right around the time FBI-hopeful Shane Hollander was caught up on the periphery of a Russian mob hit. It's an opportunity for the FBI to get a man in deep cover. It's an opportunity for Shane to do something great, write history (like he was supposed to do in hockey). It's all perfect.
But sometimes the stars don't align for the reasons you suspect, and loyalty looks a lot different when you're down in the trenches with the man you love.
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An undercover Shane/crime boss Ilya AU. There will be violence, there will be emotional pain, and there will be yearning.
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14 Feb 2026
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Shane thought love meant safety. Ilya thought love meant control.
When secrets surface and choices are stolen, Shane is forced to confront the truth about the man he loves and the empire that comes with him. In a world where protection looks like possession and devotion comes at a cost, walking away may be just as dangerous as staying.
Some loves don’t let go. Some don’t survive the truth.
A dark, emotionally charged story about love, power, agency, and the dangerous question: can you have both roots and wings?
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14 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander has always loved hockey, but being a trans man made playing the sport professionally complicated. Instead, he found a way to stay close to the game he loves, working as a physical therapist for some of the league’s top teams.
When star player Ilya Rozanov takes an interest in him, Shane is determined to keep his distance, afraid of revealing the secret he’s worked so hard to protect.
The only problem? Shane can’t deny that he’s taken an interest in Ilya too.
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06 Feb 2026
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Route 96 Kanata by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Mar 2026
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When Shane Hollander looks into the future he sees— not a flat sheet of ice, not that, not anymore, but something equally as empty.
His backup plan was always to go to university. He hadn't thought he'd ever need it, not really. Especially not near the end, when everything felt so certain. But his grades were good, his mom made sure of that, so when he woke up in the hospital he already knew what he was going to do next. But after?
There's a standard path people take, he knows, that comes after school. But when he tries to picture it, slot himself into the picket fence and the corporate overhead fluorescents, it disappears. Like it was never going to be real at all.
(Or: after ending up at a jazz bar to celebrate the end of finals season, Shane Hollander finds himself where he never thought he'd be— in the orbit of NHL superstar Ilya Rozanov.)
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- Part 1 of Terry Fox Station
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- English
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- 51,334
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- 6/10
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28 Jan 2026
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Day-to-Day (Upper Body) by ReedP0int
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Mar 2026
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The summer before his second season with the Centaurs, Shane Hollander is supposed to have his body and his life under control. He’s married, training hard, doing everything right.
So the nausea, the bone-deep exhaustion, the aching chest and low back, the way his body feels wrong in all the old ways he thought he’d outrun?
He blames stress. He blames the season. He blames anything but himself.
Shane knows his body. He has spent years fighting for it.
But one rushed doctor’s visit turns into an ultrasound, and suddenly he’s thirty-plus weeks pregnant with a baby he didn’t plan, didn’t want, and doesn’t know how to make peace with.
Now he can’t outrun anything anymore.
Not the dysphoria. Not the fear of the league finding out.
Not the family he’s already carrying.---
hi i need more trans!shane hollander. and as a trans man who wants to get pregnant someday obviously i had to make shane pregnant. without him knowing though. sorry bb
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- Part 1 of Day-to-Day (Upper Body) Series
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- English
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17 Jan 2026
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01 Jan 2026
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“Not at all,” says the Ambassador. There’s something very odd about his tone, and Spock thinks -- with a momentary sinking feeling that he only just manages to suppress -- that he’s made the wrong decision. He should have contacted his father instead, or at least taken the Ambassador’s communication in private, where he might have been able to more easily decline. As it was, Spock had cornered the Ambassador and made a very inconvenient request with a bridge full of old friends weighing the situation against him. As if he can read the conflict in Spock’s face, he continues, more firmly, “Jim’s counterpart in my own time was more important to me than, I think, you can understand at this point in your life. If he doesn’t prefer something more private, I’d like to host him myself. To have him here while he recovers would be a most welcome reminder of that...importance.”
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18 Nov 2025
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His mother did not think Spock understood loneliness for what it is, that he did not understand the way it creeps unbidden into a heart and splits like a wound. She did not think he felt its socketed mouth twisted open and yawning at the heart of him, hungry to be fed.
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- English
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- 1/1
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14 Nov 2025
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AT THE SAME STARS by spicyshimmy
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
01 Sep 2014
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First Officer Spock of the USS Enterprise is part of the away team that discovers the survivors of Tarsus IV. Captain Pike assigns him to the curious case of James Tiberius Kirk, who steals one of Spock's sweaters. There were no sufficient Vulcan poetics to describe the emptiness of the colony as it was found on the morning of stardate 2249.43. The fully-completed residential sector was neither ugly nor beautiful but simply remote; a hollow landscape of metal alloys and sensible architecture, with determined vegetation growing alongside the support beams. They did not flower.
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- English
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- 136,398
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- 31/31
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23 Oct 2025
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half alive by vavavavoom
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
15 Jun 2023
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The corpse, the boy who loved it, and the thing it became.
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Everything changes, nothing perishes. In other words, what if the dead aren’t really gone?
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- 6,122
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- 1/1
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- 95
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09 Sep 2025
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kiss the skin (that crawls from you) by intothewildblueyonder for snailest
Fandoms: Conclave (2024), Conclave - Robert Harris
14 Oct 2025
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"Let me help.” A hundred years or so from now, I believe, a famous novelist will write a classic using that theme. He'll recommend those three words even over “I love you."
- Star Trek, 'The City on the Edge of Forever'Pope Innocentius may be, as the papers say, pure, unblemished, a saint in human form - but Vincent Benítez is very much a man, and wants nothing more than to go home.
Thomas Lawrence will see him through, no matter the cost.
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- Part 3 of maketh the man
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14 Aug 2025
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There was the thought of asking him again sometime, hearing Armin’s answer now. Would he still look at Jean with that same hope in his eyes? Would he still talk about all the books he wanted to write, and all the histories he wanted to know? The things he maybe still wanted to see.
Jean wondered, but a part of him knew he’d be too afraid to ask, too scared to see that the light had gone out completely, and even the mere question wouldn’t be enough to bring it back.
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14 May 2025
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the making of an almost-pope.
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30 Apr 2025
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“You are not well,” Salvador returns. “You are overflowing with…” he pauses to search for the word and he finds it, “grief. You’re grieving. It has hollowed you out.”
“I have nothing to grieve for.”
“You’re lying, Thomas.”
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Vincent Benítez becomes Pope Innocent XIV. Thomas Lawrence stays behind.
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- Part 2 of Volo ut sis
- Language:
- English
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- 112,390
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- 15/15
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28 Feb 2025
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“I’m afraid the treatment options are—limited, Councilor,” the doctor had said. “Surgery would be somewhat unconventional, in this case. Given his condition, it may not be advisable.”
“Why not?”
“It would be hard on his body. There’s some risk to the fetus, as well.”
“The…” For a moment, Jayce was sure he’d misheard. “He’s pregnant?”
- Language:
- English
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- Chapters:
- 5/6
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- 445
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14 Jan 2025
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tell me when my hunting days are done by dualwelding
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
07 Dec 2024
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The first thing Viktor notices as he opens his eyes is the absence of pain.
The second is gut-wrenching hunger.
Something’s wrong. Something’s terribly, terribly wrong.Viktor isn't fused with the Hexcore (he's fused with much, much worse).
- Language:
- English
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- 9,119
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- 1/1
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- 305
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- 6,672
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21 Dec 2024
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folie à deux by raisuki (inthegripofahurricane)
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
25 Dec 2021
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Reiner sees Eren at the village market. That wouldn't be a problem, if Eren weren't five years dead.
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30 Oct 2024