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The thing about Mello is that when he’s on, he’s on. It’s not the leather or the hair or the eyes or the body, even, it’s just him. Something about him radiates this authority - when Matt was a kid he thought Mello was scary, but that’s not really it. It’s the confidence, he thinks. Mello knows what he wants and knows how to get it.
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23 Jan 2026
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When Matt swung open the door to his apartment, Mello was standing in the middle of the living room, wearing a hood with a crown of black feathers that engulfed his bone-white face like the plumage of a carrion-bird.
‘Oh, great,’ Matt said, grinning. ‘You broke in.’
Matt saves a horse and learns the meaning of 'ride or die'.
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02 Sep 2025
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floodlights by orphan_account
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga), Death Note & Related Fandoms
27 Sep 2022
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Mello squeezed him as hard as he could despite his injuries. Matt nestled into the crook of Mello’s neck and could smell the scent of shampoo in his hair. He felt the rough texture of his bandages on his fingertips, and he could hear Mello’s slow, soft breathing.
“You’re fucking crazy.”
“I know.”
“You’re fucking crazy, and I can’t watch you die like this.”
“I... know.”
He’d so much more he wanted to say to him, so much more that he knew Mello wouldn’t really accept. He’d wanted to tell him that he wasn’t nothing, that that he meant so much to him and that he loved him. But the words were wedged in his throat and he didn’t think it’d hold any weight for anything meaningful. He sighed; this was the toxic pattern they’d always fall into during the past few days.
Or Matt struggles to find his meaning after the events of the explosion, albeit trying to mend the pieces of his and Mello's relationship.
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02 Apr 2024
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Mello had a rough past, and no one even fully knows it. He belongs exclusively to the Los Angeles mafia, the largest syndicate in California with more partner bases than any other. The Russian blond was hand picked by the boss, himself and dragged from New York to L.A after a shitstorm with a rival syndicate.
Matt doesn't have anyone. He hacks to keep himself busy and ignores the world with his games. Now, he belongs to Mello and tails him to Atlanta, Georgia on a mission lead by the blond, himself. But, he's not all he claims to be, and it seems Mello has a new private agenda that could get them both killed.
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30 Mar 2024
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"Matt writes a song. Maybe it sounds good, maybe it doesn’t, and he sings it a couple of times while he’s in the bathtub until someone banging on the ceiling from the apartment directly beneath him tells him to either shut the fuck up or he’ll come up there and do it for him.
Matt sings it one more time.
Mello’s cool.
Mello’s pretty.
He dries his hair until it’s just less than dripping, slides into a fresh change of clothes and his beat up denim jacket, and he’s out through the fire escape."
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22 Mar 2024
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Mello was everything Matt couldn’t be, Matt was Mello’s crutch.
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21 Mar 2024
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Hosers by orphan_account
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga), Death Note & Related Fandoms
17 Jun 2021
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"After practice, Mello makes sure to catch his gaze from across the ring and blow him a kiss.
Fuck ‘im.
Matt fights fire with fire and fills his locker with shaving cream."
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21 Mar 2024
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He starts experimenting with drugs and pain, hiding ugly cuts under even uglier sweaters. It’s not enough but still a nice thing to do in his spare time, in the dark, to stop himself from thinking.
He starts dreaming of Mello coming back and apologizing.
Someone asks him out and he politely declines, lying that he already has someone he loves.
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Matt leaves after Mello does and struggles with being a person
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19 Mar 2024
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Death Note Spoilers
Mello wasn't expecting to survive the explosion. But when he woke up bandaged, he recognized the sound of videogames and the smell of cheep cigarettes. Matt had pulled him from the rubble. Matt still cared.
Cannon era fic explaining the romance between Matt and Mello between the explosion and the season finally.
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12 Mar 2024
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Mail has convinced himself that the glances he steals at Mihael from behind the bar are creepy. He is content with the fact that he will never be more to Mihael than his coworker, but when Mihael begins to show him the attention he's only thought about in his most private dreams, he finds himself the object of the mesmerizing blond's affection.
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12 Mar 2024
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Matt and Mello meet while studying ballet in New York.
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- Part 1 of Hangnail
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12 Mar 2024
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The Road Home by aggressivesalsa
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga), Death Note: Another Note
14 Jun 2024
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Matt and Mello's fates intertwine once again.
Mello tries to stay alive. Matt tries to stay sober.
With just Matt's Camaro and a shit ton of repressed feelings, they've got a long road ahead of them.
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22 Feb 2024
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Please Don't Take My Sunshine Away by notorphanedaccount
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga)
23 May 2023
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"We're off the investigation."
"Is Mello okay?"
"He died in the explosion."Despite years of separation, when Matt tracks Mello down again, they fit back where they always were: number two and three, inseparable, unstoppable. Until one single night changes everything—a failed kidnapping, a shootout, and an explosion that blows apart more than Mello’s face. And suddenly things are different, and Matt is done.
He gives Mello an ultimatum: it’s Kira, or him. If Mello wants to chase a death wish, Matt won’t stop him.
But he won’t follow him there.Series
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14 Feb 2024
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“So…what’d you think of the show?”
“It was alright. If you like that kind of thing.”
Matt can’t help but chuckle.
“Yeah? And do you like that kind of thing?”
The stranger smirks a little, and Matt’s throat tightens as sharp blue eyes drag over him.
“Some aspects are pretty appealing.”
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During a gig, Matt sees someone in the crowd that catches his eye.Bookmarked by Cobains (cobains)
14 Feb 2024
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Refusing to allow himself the indignity of crying, Ian took a deep breath, raised one hand, and pushed at Mickey. "Get off of me," Ian said through clenched teeth. IanMick.
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25 Feb 2022
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The thing is, Ian knows that whatever this is between them is burning them both up, but nothing has ever felt quite so right and they don't have the words to explain any of it with words anyway. Set straight after 3x03. Haven't edited it and literally just wrote it so sorry if it's bad, reviews would be appreciated :)
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25 Feb 2022
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Mickey knows there's a difference between being afraid of what something is, and being afraid of what it means.
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- Part 1 of Character Studies
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25 Feb 2022
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“You’re sort of a mystery, Harry Styles,” Louis says, and Harry looks surprised before he laughs loudly.
“Am I?”
Louis nods his head a little.
“A very interesting, intriguing mystery.”Or, a Bootlegger AU where it's 1925 in small town America, and Louis Tomlinson has never met anyone quite like Harry Styles.
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23 Dec 2017
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It was seconds between the lighter and the cigarette, and then only a couple more for Mickey to raise the cigarette to his mouth, but in those seconds, Ian saw something else. Ian became curious about what Mickey Milkovich was actually like.
Those few seconds, although he didn't know it then, would end up ruining him.
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07 Aug 2015
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and what a privilege to be but the remotest star by sahwen for labasu
Fandoms: Death Note
29 Apr 2015
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Mello's character arc from the very, very beginning, and almost to the end.
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02 May 2015