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through athens gates by inthequietlight
Fandoms: The Handmaid's Tale (TV), The Testaments (TV)
15 Jun 2026
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Agnes receives her calling for higher service from God and she believes it is to save Becka’s life through telling stories.
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Moments between Agnes, Becka, and Shakespeare.
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17 Jun 2026
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“Okay,” Becka says, in that voice she uses when she wants to appease her friend. “With who?”
Hannah turns to her side, propping up on an elbow, so that she can gaze down at Becka, who’s busy sinking into her beanbag - all the while preparing to say one of the single worst names Becka’s ever heard in her life. “His name’s Garth.”
Becka has too many things to worry about before graduating, and one of them is getting to the graduating part in the first place.
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17 Jun 2026
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All the words I can’t yet say by infinity_fandoms
Fandoms: The Testaments (TV), The Handmaid's Tale (TV)
17 Jun 2026
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Agnes joins Becka at Ardua Hall to train as an Aunt after refusing to marry a commander. Because she’s in a trial period she can’t read or write yet, Becka takes the opportunity to write her love notes and letters that she knows Agnes won’t be able to understand. Just until she’s brave enough to say it aloud.
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Becka is pining so hard but she’s so scared so she leaves Agnes love letters (knowing that she’ll eventually understand them and they’ll have to talk about it)
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12 Jun 2026
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Sea Foam And Endless Sun Rays by Massivejollyrancher134
Fandoms: The Handmaid's Tale (TV), The Testaments (TV)
18 Jun 2026
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Escaping Gilead was one of the hardest things Becka Grove had ever done, but you want to know the hardest? Finding yourself after being told your entire being is wrong.
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Agnes and Becka falling in love in Canada and learning who they really are along the way.
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12 Jun 2026
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"I know what a breakup looks like," Daniel says. "The better question is, why are you coming to me about it? I'm the one who broke up your little sham."
"This is what humans do, don't they?" Armand asks, letting his voice drop. "Crashing on their friends' couches when there's a blip in their romances?"
"Except we're not friends. We're actually very much not friends." Daniel shrugs, as if it's all the same to him. "And I can't imagine the great vampire Armand deigning himself to sleep on my fucked-up sofa. That thing's been here since the nineties."
"Well," Armand only says. "I saw you have a guest bedroom."
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10 May 2026
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Love in the Dark by azraelriego
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander always had a strategy. He had a strategy for winning the Cup, a strategy for managing the press, and a strategy for keeping his relationship with his rival-turned-boyfriend, Ilya Rozanov, strictly in the dark. He really was good at managing it all… Right up until the moment a medical impossibility turned into a positive pregnancy test, and the only man Shane ever loved asked him to do the one thing he couldn’t: tell the truth.
Five years post-breakup, Shane is technically winning. He has the trophies, the privacy, and their brilliant daughter, Airi. And he is perfectly co-parenting with his ex, Ilya Rozanov. The rules are simple: minimal contact, polite text messages about their daughter, and absolutely no acknowledging about their past.
Until Yuna Hollander decides to intervene. Suddenly, the ocean Shane put between them is gone. Shane’s new strategy is simple: survive seven days with Ilya without falling apart.
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- Part 1 of Love in the Dark
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25 Mar 2026
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I'm Reading Your Lips (You're Speaking My Language) by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”
“Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.
“No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”
“Go fuck yourself.”
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Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.
And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?
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- Part 1 of Competition is Better With a Friend
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- 30,455
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- 4/4
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12 Mar 2026
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the texture of memory by artifice
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jan 2026
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Shane has been missing for a long, long time.
Or: Ilya goes on a road trip. Somewhere along the way, he finds himself again.
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- Part 1 of texture of memory
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- 3/3
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11 Mar 2026
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After ignoring his phone in favor of getting split in two by his situationship, Shane is stranded in Boston at the start of the zombie apocalypse.
Ilya is left with nowhere to go, and Shane refuses to leave him behind. In order to survive, they have to cross the Canadian border and get to the cottage, together.
But getting to Canada is far easier said than done. When Ilya is badly injured, their road-trip becomes a race against the dead—and the infection spreading through Ilya’s leg.
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- 6/6
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10 Mar 2026
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Haunting Your City by mightyd0lphin
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Feb 2026
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“What is there to talk about?”
“What’s there to talk about?!” Hollander scoffed, shaking his head. “You’re playing for my fucking team!”
“I know.”
“Why did you have to go and get traded?! You realise we’re going to have to see each other every day from now on, and play together, and-”
“Yes,” Ilya interrupted. He didn’t want to know how long Hollander’s list was. “I know.”
Hollander took a deep breath. “Okay, listen,” he said. “Just so we’re clear - we don’t know each other outside of playing against each other, right?”
“Right.”
“And we can’t- can’t hook up anymore.”
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OR: Ilya gets traded to Montreal in October 2014. He's lonely, and angry, and he misses Boston. He doesn't know if it helps that Hollander is there or not.
title from Buckle by Florence and the Machine
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- 30/30
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10 Mar 2026
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Something Tells Me You’re Afraid of Nothing by sailor_bonnibel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Feb 2026
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Hindsight often brought things into perspective. Shane believed that if he were ever handed the keys to a time machine, he wouldn’t change anything about his life. But now that he was metaphorically sitting in the driver’s seat, keys in the ignition, he realized that was a fucking lie.
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov find themselves back in 2017.
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- English
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- 7/7
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10 Mar 2026
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Signs of Life by jukoist for caffiend
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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There is a strong scent of antiseptic in the air, the kind that always haunts hospitals and morgues. Ilya thinks it is fitting. He thinks, perhaps, that some vital organ of his is failing irreparably, and he is only waiting for a doctor to call out his time of death.
“You have lost your memories.” It’s not a question. Ilya’s burning hand drops from Shane’s cheek.
“Yeah,” Shane says easily. “Wait, shit, did no one tell you?”
“Is it temporary.” Ilya’s voice is hoarse, pleading. “This memory loss, is it… tell me that it is temporary.” Please, please, God. I know I promised to give anything up, but-
Shane looks at Ilya with wide eyes. “They don’t know,” he says gently. He seems to be catching onto Ilya’s distress despite the drugs in his system.
Ilya feels cold all over. Yes, any moment now, they will cover him with a white sheet and take him away.
Shane's concussion in S01E05 leaves him missing his memories from the last decade. Ilya is now the only person in the world who knows the truth about him and Shane, and is forced to question whether to burden Shane with their complicated relationship or to walk away.
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- 8/8
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10 Mar 2026
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The unfamiliar place caused Shane’s breathing to quicken.
What did he do last night? They weren’t due in Florida until tomorrow. He hadn’t gone out last night and he didn’t drink so why would he be in a random hotel room by himself?
Shane immediately got up and almost tripped on a shoe that was laying carelessly on the ground. He was wearing nothing but boxers and he was sweating like someone had cranked up the heater. Montreal was cold but not cold enough to put the heat on fucking 80 degrees.He pulled the blinds open and his eyes widened when he noticed how bright outside was. He didn’t recognize the streets or the buildings and he most certainly didn’t recognize the hotel room he was in.
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- Part 1 of The Beginning of Forever
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20 Feb 2026
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Talk About It by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Feb 2026
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“You will not be so nice when we beat you,” Ilya told Shane Hollander, holding onto his hand, not letting him pull away. Not yet.
But Hollander’s brow furrowed, not in anger but in confusion. “Ah, um, sorry,” Hollander said. “Merci. My English is bad. Worse… than you. Maybe slower?” And he leaned in, like that would help him understand.
Ilya’s eyebrows rose, and his smile widened.
Or, Ilya Rozanov grew up in Russia. Shane Hollander was raised in France. When they first meet, neither of them can speak English very well. Somehow, it’s easier to understand each other when words aren’t getting in the way.
(Stand-alone remix of “I’m Reading Your Lips (You’re Speaking My Language)” but this time neither of them are native English speakers, and learning a new language is sort of like falling in love, if you think about it.)
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- Part 3 of Competition is Better With a Friend
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- English
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- 7,862
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14 Feb 2026
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Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.
Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.
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- Part 6 of my heated rivalry anon fics
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13 Feb 2026
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something you can build by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jan 2026
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Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.
It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.
(Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)
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- Part 2 of something you can fix
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- English
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- 96,881
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- 13/13
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- 4
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- 8,548
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13 Feb 2026
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Compulsion by Wolftales
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 May 2026
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“Need a bet to get laid, Rozanov? You’re really that desperate these days?”
“Nostalgic, maybe.”
“Wow. Big word.”
“Shut up, Hollander.”
Shane shuts up.
“When I win,” Rozanov continues. “I get you for…twenty-four hours.”
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Shane and Ilya are in rival frats in their senior year and it's time for the annual Greek Olympiad. A bet is made.
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- 11/13
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14 Jan 2026
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Natalie at twenty-nine is a disaster; she’s just gotten out of rehab for the third time, has split up with Travis (again), lacks any real ambition for her life, and has no intention of staying clean.
Natalie wasn’t made for fragile—not sobriety, not love, and definitely not family.
Until she’s puking in Taissa’s guest bathroom, staring down those two pink lines, and a girl she thought she’d never see again shows up on her front porch.
Unstoppable force, meet unmovable object.
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13 Jan 2026
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what if i can't close my eyes (without you in my head)? by stlucifer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Jan 2026
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Rose glances off to the side with her lips pressed into a thin line. “I’m not sure. I thought I would be, but I don’t know. I mean…” She looks back at him, head tilted. “You didn’t go into this knowing it wasn’t for you, right?”
“No, of course not,” he says. This time it comes out immediately because it’s the truth. Never had he planned on intentionally hurting her. Rose, who had only ever been kind, gentle, and understanding with him. Even now, she’s breaking up with him because he can’t find it in him to be there for her. Because she doesn’t call him “Hollander” with a dumb Russian accent or tease him before games or whisper hotel room numbers to him on the ice. Because he’s Shane and she’s not Ilya fucking Rozanov.
episode 4, but if shane texted ilya after his dinner with rose.
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- Part 1 of garden life
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12 Jan 2026
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Okay, not okay by Undercoverwriter
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Feb 2026
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Soulmarks are supposed to be a blessing, or so people say. Shane disagrees.
They appear as the first words your soulmate will ever speak to you, written on your skin in your soulmate's handwriting.
But Shane's is a simple and underwhelming "ok." So mundane he has long since stopped noticing the words when they're spoken to him."I'm not sure you're supposed to smoke here" Shane said as he approached the Russian player.
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11 Jan 2026